Name: John Zagurasky
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Date: Wed Oct 2 21:20:46 MDT 2002
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Bethann, you were the best sister in the world. I miss you so bad I cant stand it. We did everything together our whole lives and now you are gone and I am lost without you. You were everything to me sis. I would do anything in this world to bring you back, or atleast give you one last hug and tell you I love you one last time. I will think about you everyday until the day we are reunited. You were too perfect to be on this earth, you are in Heaven now being the angel that you are. I love you so much Bethann! I know your an angel now! Love always - your big bro - Jawn
Name: Justin Hovey
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Date: Wed Oct 2 21:28:59 MDT 2002
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Me and Bethann were cousins but i considered her my sister. She was the prettiest thing to ever walk this earth and we will never forget her. I love you Bethann and i always will.
Name: Dave Nolder
AIM: self effaced
E-Mail: davenolder@attbi.com
Date: Wed Oct 2 21:31:23 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann, you are one of my best friends sisters and are a sister to me, I could never think of you as anything else. I am sorry we never got to spend more time together than what we did but the times we shared were great. I miss you and would love to get to talk to you again. I can't be here for John like you were but with some help I'm sure he will do just fine ;-). - Dave
Name: Cara Anderson
AIM: dukecaa
E-Mail: carebear@stargate.net
Date: Wed Oct 2 21:34:36 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann- One of the sweetest, kindest and prettiest people that i knew...I miss you allready..I know you are looking down on us form heaven...I still cannot believe that you are not here...I will always miss you and love you...so many memories...
Name: doug rainey
AIM: polygamyst
E-Mail: masterofpuppets2313@yahoo.com
Date: Wed Oct 2 21:39:46 MDT 2002
My Words:
i met bethann two and a half years ago at the zaguarsky's house for the 4th of july. her cousin justin is my best friend and he brought me along for the vacation to meet the rest of his family. then this past summer i went on another family vacation with the Zagurasky's and Hovey's to Wilmington NC for a week. besides the fact that it was the most fun i've ever had with any group of people anywhere, i got to know one of the nicest, coolest and most real girls in the world, bethann. we had some long nights of chillin on the deck and playing cards with the family, and talking about how exciting her cousin's wedding is going to be. bethann is a wonderful person and i have never connected so much with someone in a single week as i did with her.
Name: Paul D'Imperio
AIM: p is nice15
E-Mail: cgpd2215@yahoo.com
Date: Wed Oct 2 21:40:29 MDT 2002
My Words:
WEll, I knew her through I great friend and roomate, that would be you John. The one memory I remember is the 2nd time I spent the night over and I was awaken?? to somebody jumping on my bed and scaring me, which she thought was very funny, I never met somebody so fully of energy and caring. Bethanne you will be missed by evrybody that knew you. I kno one thing I will, Just do me a big favor look over your brother John.. LOVE Paul D.
Name: Kristin
AIM: bailey1317
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Date: Wed Oct 2 22:26:42 MDT 2002
My Words:
I truly feel blessed to have known Bethann as long as I did. She was such a joy to be around. Anyone that knew her, knows how special she really was. I will never forget just seeing her and that huge constant smile, and then just hearing her voice, it could always put me in a good mood. Bethann was a BLESSING here with us, and she is now our ANGEL up in heaven watching over all of us! I love you and will miss you forever!
Name: Jamie Hovey
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Date: Wed Oct 2 22:44:57 MDT 2002
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Bethann is not only my cousin but she is a sister to me. I have had the Privilege of watching her grow up to become such a beautiful person inside and out. She meant so much to so many people, I am so proud of her. The feeling of not being able to see her again will hurt me forever. I have shared so many great memories with Bethann,I will cherish all of them forever. Vacations, holidays, visits and life in general will never be the same without her. Bethann,I am so sorry for what happened. I would do anything to bring you back. I love you and miss you so much. I know you are in a better place and I will never stop loving you or thinking about you.
Name: Brittany
AIM: dudukesgirl10
E-Mail: vaccaro968@duq.edu
Date: Wed Oct 2 22:59:36 MDT 2002
My Words:
I met Bethann a few years ago through her big bro John...my memories of her will always be her energy-filled personality, her beautiful smile and the silly talks we had over the years...I will never forget this one time at Jordan's house when Bethann and her Mom came to get Jordan and I...we went to downtown Charleroi to get sweeper bags...it seems weird I know, but for some reason I can remember that day like it was yesterday...we had so many good laughs that day...I cannot believe that something like this happened to such a wonderful girl...Bethann, you're an angel now, looking down upon all of us...can't wait to see your smiling face again! John...I'm always here if you need anything... Love, Brittany
Name: Lindsey Briggs
AIM: Binz45
E-Mail: Binz00@hotmail.com
Date: Thu Oct 3 01:41:07 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann, words cannot describe the happiness you have brought me over the years. You were the most out-going, caring, goofball girl i ever knew, and could always bring a smile to anyones face that ever knew ya. None of us understand why you were taken away from us, when in our minds u still had so much to accomplish, but I know God must have needed a sweet angel like u up there for some reason. And, i kno your doin important stuff up there :) I just wish I coulda hugged u one last time, or told u how happy U've made me since John made us meet. I do love u so so so much B Zags! Thank u so much for always bein so good to me. I really cant wait to see u, and especially hear that laugh again! Love always... L Binz :)
Name: Beth
AIM: Bethy181
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Date: Thu Oct 3 02:06:44 MDT 2002
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Bethann..where do I even start? You were, and still are, my bestest friend in the whole entire world. I don't know what I'm going to do without you, we were inseperable, especially over summer we like lived together, and I can't believe you were taken without being able to say goodbye. There is NOTHING in this world I wouldn't do to bring you back, even if it was just for one minute, for one last hug. I just thank God for all the times we had together, cuz they were the best times of my life, especially our 5 vacations together.. I love you Bethann more than anything, you were/are the bestest friend a gurl could ask for.. I miss you soo much! We all know your an angel now and your in a much better place..
Name: Garrett Kovacevic
AIM: GFK8270
E-Mail: GFK8270@aol.com
Date: Thu Oct 3 06:54:13 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann was a wonderful person who was always able to make you smile. She was teh type of person to say she was mad but never really be able to stay mad very long. If it wasnt for her older brother John i would have never met this young girl who brought so much cheer into everyones life. Bethann you are missed by many.
Name: Mike Davic
AIM: Swami36
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Date: Thu Oct 3 08:10:22 MDT 2002
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I met Bethann in 11th grade Chem class. I wish i would have met her sooner because she was the most outgoing and friendly person I have ever met. It brings a smile to my face everytime I think of all the moments in Ms. A's class last year. We drove her nuts and even though she got mad once in a while she still loved every minute of it! I'll never forget how pumped up you were when out of no where you gave me the nickname Mike-Fike-Attiudike. It was always fun being around you, class was never boring. Like everyone else, I will miss you but I will always re-live the memories. WE ARE, AND ALWAYS WILL BE, LIKE THIS _____! you know what I'm talking about ;)
Name: Johnna Hovey
AIM: Smilejohnna
E-Mail: joho1013@hotmail.com
Date: Thu Oct 3 08:15:48 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethyanny, I want to say so much, but I do not know where to begin. You are my sweet God Child. You are my sweet sister. You are my sweet cousin. The pain I feel in my heart is so great to have lost such a gorgeous and breathtaking person. I know you are an angel now, looking over all of us. I have so many memories of you. Of courese the good and bad go together. Us fighting like sisiters and loving like sisiters. I will miss being crazy with you, (boy did we get on some peoples nerves). Most of all I will miss you and I sitting together and holding each other. I think of all of the good times we have had. We are such a close knit family. It will never be the same. We can only ask that you give us the strength to carry on. I will always LOVE, MISS and ADORE you Bethann. You will always be my Maid of Honor and my children will still call you Aunt. I LOVE YOU!!!! My beautiful Angel in Heaven
Name: Jacki Peebly
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Date: Thu Oct 3 08:22:52 MDT 2002
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Bethann, words cannot express my emotions right now...I cannot imagine life without you! You were like my lil sis and I am happy that I became so close with you when I got the chance. I grew to love you SO much...it was impossible not to because you were the sweetest girl ever. You had such a kind heart~ you couldn't stand to see someone's feelings hurt. You were the most energetic person I knew and you had such a passion for life. The sound of your voice and laugh are constantly running through my mind. I cannot recall one memory with you when you didn't make me smile! You always had me laughing and in a good mood! We had so many good times together, and I will NEVER forget them. Please watch over your loving family Bethann~ I know how close you were with all of them. You and your brother had a relationship like one I have never seen before. It amazed me...you were more than brother and sister, more than best friends...you are soulmates. I will never forget the time you sent him a text message from the beach that said "I miss you so much Jawn, and I love you more than life itself!" That's just the kind of person you were~ and I miss you so much!!! You will still always be "MY GIRL"! Not a moment goes by where I don't think of you Bethann...I know that you are the sweetest angel above. I love you with all my heart! Love, JACQ
Name: Christian Hovey
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Date: Thu Oct 3 19:05:54 MDT 2002
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Bethann was a great friend. We were fam and she was one of the most unique people I have ever met. We had great times together and her place will always be at Wrightsville Beach. We had grown a lot closer as we have gotten older and I will miss her greatly. However, even though she is gone now, I know she will always be with me. Love you Bethann!
Name: Gina Marie
AIM: SweetiSpor
E-Mail: warrior_athlete_gina_2430@yahoo.com
Date: Thu Oct 3 19:43:52 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann was like my big sister.I loved her sooo much.I was 6 years younger than her but I had alot of fun with her.I knew her since I was born.Nobody will ever know What I'd do just to take one more look at her face,hear or voice,or do anything with her just one more time.I remember we made a bet one time and if I lost I had to clean her room.Well,I lost.She made me sweep her room.I did but we got in trouble because I sucked her rug,phone cord,and the sweeper cord up.She always new fashion and she loved to match stuff,like the first day of school she flipped out on me because I wore navy blue tennis shoes with a skirt instead of sandels.I loved her soooooo much.I always will.And I'd say atleast 15 times this year I made her bed when she wanted to go somewhere.I have so many more memories with her and I will never forget her.BETHANN-I loved you so much and I forever will.Nothing will ever change that.You'll always be like my big sister and you know I'll never forget you.I love you Lots-*Gina Marie*-
Name: ryan pratt
AIM: prattman02
E-Mail: psnoopy7p@aol.com
Date: Thu Oct 3 19:55:25 MDT 2002
My Words:
bethaann we had some great times together and i will always cherish them for them forever, you where a big part of my life we would hang out every weekend no matter what it was, movies skating or just hanging out we would always have a blast. i rember going to your softball game at gateway i suprised to see you playing, becaused you never liked to play much, but i rember you getting your 1st hit of the season. That is a special moment that i am glad i saw. i rember how bad you where when you had to go home on your birthday, and we where all there for you suprise birthday party, that was 1 of the times i have seen you the happiest. I miss you so much and i ask you to watch over me while your in heaven intill the day i can see you agian.
Name: Jordan
AIM: Jordyn09
E-Mail: jlp433@psu.edu
Date: Thu Oct 3 19:56:15 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann was soo funny, we tried on prom dresses this year. They brought such ugly ones and we would laugh and joke around about them. The one she is wearing on the homepage, is the one that I helped her decide on. She looks so beautiful! R.I.P. Bethaz... we all love and miss you so much... cant wait to see you again girlie!
Name: george slagle
AIM: kruggs1031
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Date: Thu Oct 3 20:07:13 MDT 2002
My Words:
bethann, what can i say i have known u most of my life. ever since me and jawn played pogs. you were always there watching us and wanting to play. u were always the happiest person i knew with ur big smile ur wonderful laugh and the voice no one can hate. all in all u were just the best person to be around. i dont know what we will do without u around. i know i will always the good times we had and even some of the bad. dont worry i will never tell ne one the secrets u told me and i know u will never tell mine. love u girl i will never forget u and always miss u.
Name: Kristin
AIM: baby27ruth
E-Mail: baby27ruth@hotmail.com
Date: Thu Oct 3 21:55:50 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann, i dont even know where to start. ill never forget when i met you, when i was in 4th grade. you were the sweetest and funniest girl ever back then, and you never changed. you could never hurt any one, not even a lil bug, you were scared of them! You always had a smile on your face, and if i was ever down, i knew you would always have something to cheer me up! I'll never forget you and all our memories. We miss and love you! You are our beautiful angel now, watching over us from above. =)
Name: Clay
AIM: DaTruSwnga
E-Mail: swnga_13@hotmail.com
Date: Fri Oct 4 08:15:31 MDT 2002
My Words:
I'll never forget comin over my freshman year to chill w/ john and seein bethann there...all she ever wanted to do was hang out w/ us, but we never would let her cause we didn't want her to see the dumb things we were doin. Even then we thought she was too good for us...she was an angel then and she is one now...I will never forget anything about her, she was a great person and always happy, she is gone...but never forgotten...always in my heart.
Name: Allyson Cullen
AIM: pink27cutie
E-Mail: AllysonCullen27@hotmail.com
Date: Fri Oct 4 08:22:59 MDT 2002
My Words:
Dear Bethann, Words cannot describe the sorrow that is felt.....You were the sweetest girl I have ever met and your smile and laugh could put anyone in a good mood. Ill never forget that night at your house when u told everyone that u went to Gannon with me and played golf. You stayed downstairs with us as long as u could, even though u had school the next day...hehe. You were so much fun and made us laugh all night long. We miss you so much Bethann!! Cant wait til that day when i can see you again....... Love, Allyson
Name: Jeff Burke
AIM: burke5888
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Date: Fri Oct 4 09:38:08 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann I cannt express my feelings to well, but you to an unexplainable extent. I miss talking to you on the internet I always wait for Betha44 to come on-- you were my mentor-- we used to talk everyday. I miss you always coming down stairs to talk to me, sorry I made you go upstairs when I was going to lift. We all know you are in a better place, a perfect place. I love you and miss you Bethann. Jeff Burke
Name: Dante Russo
AIM: Dante138
E-Mail: scoot8@attbi.com
Date: Fri Oct 4 11:14:03 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann, I will never forget the one night with the dead bird. How that one kid picked up the dead bird from your yard and brought it into your house and you were screaming. And how you chilled with us till early in the morning even though you had a test the next day. Now that your our newest angel, you can watch over us all, you are missed by so many people bethann
Name: scurf
AIM: fabulous338
E-Mail: mscurf3@hotmail.com
Date: Fri Oct 4 11:37:14 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethan, U always brought smiles to peoples faces. You helped me threw some hard times and i nvr got a chance to thank you for that. All i can think of is ur laughing by your locker with sean and me and can just lookin at yenz two and cracking up. I'll miss you Bethan U'll be in my heart and prayers forever!
Name: Jace
AIM: Tomanymoves129
E-Mail: tomanymoves129@aol.com
Date: Fri Oct 4 12:47:06 MDT 2002
My Words:
I knew bethann from john she was a great perosn to know she always made me laugh and everytime i would call for john she would talk and talk and talk forever then finally she would go get john she was a wonderful person she was like the sister i never had and me and john grew closer and closer over the years and then so did em and bethann john be strong hold in there love u like a brother man and bethann i hope ur watching over us now i love u and miss u .. GOD works in mysterious ways
Name: Ian Marsteller
AIM: irm10 and EinhornisFinkle5
E-Mail: ianr_m1024@yahoo.com
Date: Fri Oct 4 14:02:40 MDT 2002
My Words:
i had never met bethann, but john is a good friend of mine and i just wanted to say that i am truly and deeply sorry for you loss zags. if you need anything, i'm here for you ian
Name: Heather
AIM: Sweetihez
E-Mail: sweetihez@aol.com
Date: Fri Oct 4 15:22:25 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann *My other half* I love you so much!! I would do anything to be able to see you again! I will never forget all the fun times we had together, dressin up like charlies angels, singing to madonna, sleepovers, playin club, and so much more! I am so thankful to have all the memories I do! You were always able to make me smile! You were and always will be one of my very best friends! I LOVE YOU ANGEL!!
Name: Laura Henson
AIM: babycakes5262
E-Mail:
Date: Fri Oct 4 16:00:00 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann, you were one of the sweetest girls that I have ever met. Everytime I saw you, you had a smile on your face. You knew how to cheer people up just by being yourself. I will never forget how much fun I had hanging out with you and Jacki. I wish that I would have gotten to know you even better. Words cannot express how much we miss you and wish you were here with us, but I know that I will see you again and when I do I know you will still be smiling.
Name: Krista
AIM: Krista919
E-Mail: KristaMargliotti@yahoo.com
Date: Fri Oct 4 18:18:31 MDT 2002
My Words:
Ohh Bethann, where shall i begin Love? Top Ten, then Bloody Sexy Evils, we have 10 now, and one *gorgeous* angel watching over us. U were one in a million sweetheart and no one can or ever will replace your spirit and the special place you hold in my heart. i feel so lost without and the sun doesnt shine as bright now that you are not here, but God had bigger plans for you and you did what you had to here on earth. You have touched so many hearts and lives that your memory will be eternal. there arent enough words in the world to describe what u meant to me. The 11 of us have a relationship that everyone admires and together we can get thru this life now without you. You were that encouraging word when i needed it most, and you were that light when my world was in the dark, i love you so much Angel, and i miss you more every day...see you when it is my time, I Love You Beef, God Bless You... :'( all my love, Krista
Name: Chloe
AIM: chlobabe33
E-Mail: chlochlo3@hotmail.com
Date: Fri Oct 4 20:17:28 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann, I don't even know where to begin. You are and always will be one of the most generous and kind people I have ever met. You always made me feel better about everything. You will always be a light in my life. I will NEVER forget all of the good times: all the sleepovers at your house, the times at Beth's, Myrtle Beach, all the dances, so many memories too many to name. We probably could write a book. Bethann, I will love you my whole life. I miss you and wish you would come back but I know you are an angel, for what else could someone so beautiful and kind be? I love you Bethann and I can't wait to see you again
Name: Jessica
AIM: JessG1022
E-Mail: JessG1022@yahoo.com
Date: Fri Oct 4 20:40:33 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann- You were my best friend from kindergarten till 8th grade.Weve had so many memories it would be impossible to forget u.I love u more then u could ever know.U truely are an angel:'( Jess
Name: Ashley
AIM: sk8ergurly3
E-Mail: angelz4ef@yahoo.com
Date: Fri Oct 4 20:48:21 MDT 2002
My Words:
Where do i start? I miss you so much already you were the niciest most delightful person iv ever met u alwayz had a smile on!!! you alwayzmade me smile! ur watchin over us now an your our angel for life i cant wait to see that smiling face agian!! you were so cheerful and happy im goin to miss that but in my memories i wont ill still her your voice and im always thinkin and dreamin of you alwayz i love you bethann you are my angel forever i miss you so much beth luv alwayz ASH
Name: Natalie Muirhead
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E-Mail: natm@stargate.net
Date: Sat Oct 5 13:07:41 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann, I cannot express how sorry I am that I missed these last 4 precious years of your life. I will cherish the memories I have of you. Time cannot take away the past that we shared, but it can give us a future. I pray that you are happy and at peace. I also pray that I will get to see your beautiful face again. You are now a "Barbie" in Heaven. I (along with "Crazy Carolyn") will miss you terribly. I love you like a little sister. I hope we shall meet again one day.... Love, Natalie ("Sh-nat-nat"), your babysitter and friend.
Name: Ashley Rodabaugh
AIM: XxKrAzZyAsHxX
E-Mail: xXsweet_as_sugarXx@hotmail.com
Date: Sat Oct 5 13:48:17 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann was a wonderful person and it seems like shes still here bcause i remember seeing her smiling face as she got off the bus when i was in 1st grade and she was in 5th.I remember thinking that she was so pretty She is every thing i wanna be as i grow up so was just a joy all together but i cant wait o see her face again smiling and laughing it brings tears to my eyes when i think of how we cant see her at this point but the memories in outr heart will keep her alive until that day comes when i see her again smiling and laughing ill never forget you *Ash*
Name: Bruce
AIM: tooshortbj
E-Mail: brj123@psu.edu
Date: Sat Oct 5 18:06:45 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann was one of the sweetest girls I know. She always made you laugh and smile even when you were in a bad mood. I, like everyone else, wish she could come back one more time just to just to see her smile and hear her laugh. If it wasn't for John I would've never met her such a happy person. Bethann we all love you and miss you. You'll never be forgotten.
Name: Brandon
AIM: Fixxxer022
E-Mail: Fixxxer022@yahoo.com
Date: Sat Oct 5 22:24:20 MDT 2002
My Words:
I love Bethann so much. She was my best friend. There isnt anything I can really say because words cent express it. I miss her so incredibly bad.
Name: Chrissy
AIM: asphyxiad0ll
E-Mail: pixie_dust@electracide.net
Date: Sat Oct 5 22:32:03 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann.. I can*t even believe this. I knew you since kindergarden, and we had so much fun together.. you were always there for me, no matter what was going on. Trying to pull me out of my shy little shell, making me laugh, and just listening to me when I was having one of my little freak-outs. We were such good friends up through 9th grade, and though the past couple years we sort of went our separate ways, you still always made time to hang out with me in the halls, and that meant more to me than you*ll know. It almost hurts to go to my locker now, as I know you aren*t going to be 3 lockers down, filling this world with your laughter. I couldn*t possibly ever forget you, and everything that you did for me in the 12 years I knew you. I love you, Betha!!
Name: Seth
AIM: BIG TYMA34
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Date: Sat Oct 5 23:30:54 MDT 2002
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Bethann ill never 4get all the good times up neels house having a blast. And the office makin bobby and val mad we had some fun ill never 4get them and ill alwayse remember u love ya seth
Name: Ryan Abels
AIM: Abedogg024
E-Mail:
Date: Sun Oct 6 10:15:01 MDT 2002
My Words:
I still cant believe this happened. I know nobody will never forget her because she had the most memorable voice i have ever heard. I wish i had a chance to get to kno her more than I did especially after reading all the memories i can see that i missed out on knowing a special person. But we will all have our memories so she will never be forgotten in our hearts and my thoughts and prayers are with her family.
Name: Brandon
AIM: Fixxxer022
E-Mail: Fixxxer022@yahoo.com
Date: Sun Oct 6 15:07:56 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann was my best friend in the entire world. If you know me then you know that cause it was always in my profile. I always remember Bethann being mad at me for stupid little things all the time and then one day she told me that she was always just pretending to be mad just to get back at me because she can't really stay mad for more than five minutes. The one thign she said to me the most was "I can't take you Brandon" and she said it all the time. If I wrote about all the memories I have with her I could fill up a book because everything she did was a memory. One thing I remember was over the summer when she wouldnt talk to me for a week or two when she forgave me for it we both agreed that everytime we talked to eachother on the phone whenever we hung up we should always say I love you because you never know what could happen. Well I'm really glad we did that because I love her more than words can explain. I miss you Bethann and I love you so much.
Name: the bear
AIM:
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Date: Sun Oct 6 17:17:59 MDT 2002
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goofy, goofball, shuga, hunny..im here baby, this is the hardest. i just WISH...how do I wish, i wish too much..wishes are deceits, deceiving me of a true love, deceitfulness is blinding to your true fate, memories not lost, this is my worst nightmare.. i cant even deceive myself..but this cant be you, baby im torn..help me if you can..even better TAKE ME as i cry..i cant even try to begin to start again, all i had was vested in you, my youth seems taken as youve passed, your innocence dwarfs mine..thats y your OUR ANGEL, my angel..john's angel, how we need you baby. stay with us. and come take me smiling. im not leaving, just saying goodbye, i need you to need me..
Name: Lauren
AIM: Ldz41
E-Mail: Ldz41@aol.com
Date: Sun Oct 6 18:43:28 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann! I dont even know what to say...We were good friends for a while..then drifted apart, and we were just starting to be so close again...i just think of all the football games me and ur family went to together to....and our matchin genie outfits our parents made for us one halloween....and this year..1st period everyday u coming in to mr carnese's and talking to me and erin until she kicked u out...i just want to hear u laugh again or see u smile..its gets harder everyday cuz i miss u more and more..u were the best person inside and out, and anyone who knew u knows that, u touched so many peoples lives just by being ur own fun self and i will never ever forget u ! I LOVE U HUN ! ill see u again one day :)
Name: Megan Kirchhoff
AIM: Baby M 2012
E-Mail: Fabolous_o4@yahoo.com
Date: Sun Oct 6 19:18:18 MDT 2002
My Words:
This year was the first year I started talkin to Bethann, she was in my 8th period Foods Class and sat at my table. The first time I walked in there after switchin my schedule she offered for me to sit at her table. I started talkin to her every day in there, and sometimes before class I would walk to the end of the hall to meet her so we could walk to class together. She always had a smile on her face and thats the way Ill always remember her, she was the sweetest person I have ever met, she never had a bad word about anything or anyone. When I'd be mad about something she would notice and just smile and say dont worry it'll all be alright. Bethann you were to perfect to be here on Earth and thats why you were taken so early, I know now that your in a better place and your smiling over all of us, I'll never forget you. I miss you and its just not the same here without you. RIP babe
Name: Jason Ahumada
AIM: ourpaljason
E-Mail: ourpaljason@aol.com
Date: Mon Oct 7 11:15:12 MDT 2002
My Words:
I knew Bethann a lot shorter than many of you knew her. I met her through the family I am about to become a part of, the Hovey's. I guess I have known Bethann and the Zaguraskys 3 and a half years or so,but I knew right away-as soon as i got to know her cousin Johnna, my future wife, that she was very much loved, and a very special young lady. It wasn't like I heard something every 6 months about her. It was all the time....Bethann did this.Barb said Bethann is going to do that.She was always present in my house 6 or 800 miles away! There are tons of pictures here so that Johnna would always have her close by.....I think she still is. I got to know her better as time passed and the Zagurasky's vacationed at Wrightsville Beach, NC where Johnna and I now live,and she was always the life of the party. I think she liked it down here a lot.The beach complimented her;we all got bronzed from the sun,Bethann got prettier. (can't say much for the rest of us....)She was beautiful.All of my friends(i'm 25) would say as they walked around in my house-"who's that girl in the picture" before Johnna would yell at them,"she's only 17!!" I'm rambling on but I do know this. She was taken untimely,without a doubt.We have to believe God knew what he was doing even though we hate what we are left to deal with--it is not for any of us to decide or question.I know she loved so much,and I know she was loved in return even more.I know that by the unprecedented outpouring of respect and love I witnessed first hand.The Zagurasky's and the rest of the family need all the support they can get from those who care.No one can imagine what they are going through,but I know she is in a better place now, and she would only want the best for all of us- because that's how Bethann was..... Love You
Name: jeremy
AIM: deljm112
E-Mail: deljm112@aol.com
Date: Mon Oct 7 11:36:20 MDT 2002
My Words:
bethann was the person who i always ran to for the answers to everythin...she always knew exactly what to say...she always knew how to brighten my day up and cheer me up if i was in a bad mood...bethann was always in a good mood and rarely eva got mad at ne body...me and her had this lil inside joke about how we were eachothers twin...we said that cuz we thought that we were exactly alike...we were always thinkin the same thing and we always wanted to do the same thing...ill neva forget the first time she got a hit at softball...she jumped around on first base for about a half hour...and ill als neva forget the first time i met her...at sandcastle on ef day...from there on we were best friends...ill neva foregt bethann and i know she will always be with me...i miss ya bethann...
Name: Lauren Martin
AIM: AngeLauren88
E-Mail: angelauren08@yahoo.com
Date: Mon Oct 7 13:15:12 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann, I will never forget all the great times with you. Especially that crazy Halloween Party you had when Erin was "Gramps!" English, Aerobics and Astronomy will never be the same. You are truly one of the most beautiful people i have ever met. You will always be remembered and loved. You are a Heavenly Angel and a gorgeous one too. Love you sweetie!! -Lauren
Name: ally
AIM: allikat1283
E-Mail: allycat341@yahoo.com
Date: Mon Oct 7 18:35:58 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann was the funniest girl ever. She was always making people laugh and i will never 4get all our fun times in Miss A's class...we were always laughing. i cant believe this happened and the world is gonna be so empty with ur smile, ur laugh and ur voice here to make everyone happy. We know ur makin everyone up in heaven laugh. I miss ya bethann!! cant wait to see you again, i'll be thinkin about u every day
Name: Howie Lesofsky
AIM: Howie3203
E-Mail: Howie3203@hotmail.com
Date: Tue Oct 8 09:09:35 MDT 2002
My Words:
B I never thought I would miss you this much! It seems like yesterday that we were having a water fight at round hill park (even tho it was so cold) and rolling down the hill having so much fun. E I just wish I could see you one more time and hear you laugh, see your smile, and just laugh at the odd things you would say. Maybe one day I'll be able to though. Even though I only knew you for a short time you will always be in my prayers and memories for as long as I live. I love you B.
Name: Lisa
AIM: xOx LiSa xOx 1102
E-Mail: lmd023@hotmail.com
Date: Tue Oct 8 09:31:46 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann! I dont even know what to say...I still cant believe this happened! I wish i had the chance to get to know you better more then I already did! But I will Never forget your smile and Laugh that could brighten anyones day Up! I will nvr forget you! Cant wait to see you again!!
Name: Tonya
AIM: tonnie7270
E-Mail: tonnie1025@yahoo.com
Date: Tue Oct 8 10:21:46 MDT 2002
My Words:
Where do I even begin, I have had the pleasure to know Bethann pratically my whole life, at least since John and I were in elementary school together. She was such an awesome person to be around, just to hear her voice made me smile. She had such a kind heart and always had a beautiful smile on her face. It does not seem that long ago that we were playing mario cart at my house or just hanging out in there basement. I would do anything to have one more of those moments that may have been stupid then but do not seem so stupid now. Even though we all grew apart over the years, and went our separate ways, Bethann still was always and will always be a little sister to me. Bethann had a unbelieveable bond with her entire family and that bond will never be broken. I know she is in a better place and is watching over her family. Life was twisted upside down that morning that God called Bethann home but she now is an angel watching over us. I am looking forward to seeing her smiling face again, until we meet again..I love you Bethann and will think about you always.
Name: Jorie Gunsallus
AIM: Vanilliababy42
E-Mail: Don't have one!
Date: Tue Oct 8 14:05:31 MDT 2002
My Words:
I didn't really know her but I saw her at the Prom! In her white gown, ready to be married! LOL I sware i was looking for the priest! She just looked so beautiful and she was glowing when she smiled at me!
Name: Brigette
AIM: sweetheart12777
E-Mail: sweetheart12777@aol.com
Date: Tue Oct 8 14:34:46 MDT 2002
My Words:
I personally didn't know Bethann but I did know Candace and I heard a lot about her. I always pictured her as a sweet person who got along with everyone. I just want to say to everyone that it is a very sad thing to loose someone you love especially someone that young and you are all in my prayers.
Name: Aunt Joyce
AIM:
E-Mail: joycehov@yahoo.com.
Date: Tue Oct 8 18:21:07 MDT 2002
My Words:
Princess Bethann, I do not know where to begin and I promised John I would not write a book. No amount of words or actions can describe the tremondous loss myself and others around me are suffering. You were the ever burning "sparkler" in our family. Your presence was always known whether it be your beautiful smile, your silly laugh, your unique voice and your ongoing energy. How boring its going to be without all the "Bethann Stories". I've started to journal them, they were so entertaining. You loved life and the people around you. When I was back home I looked to see you come bouncing through the door or bouncing out the door. I long to hear you say "Aunt Joyce" The hole in my heart wiil never mend. Our family was blessed with all our great times. Your memory will stay alive with me always. I will be forever changed without you. Please help us be strong. I know you are above watching. We need your strength. I truly believe you were the strongest of all. Forever in my heart and soul, I Love You Aunt Joyce P.S. I'll so miss your fashion shows
Name: Tyler Barton
AIM: Brillow00044
E-Mail:
Date: Tue Oct 8 21:24:33 MDT 2002
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Bethann, I was just starting to get to know how great you were. You were one of the sweetest most nicest girls I have ever met. I only wish that I could have gotten to know you sooner and hung out with you more. God took you away from this place and away from all of us for a reason and He only knows why he did. We all know your in a better place looking down on us. God Bless You. Love Ty
Name: Gina Garofolo
AIM: applejcks318
E-Mail: gina_bina_5885@tellmeimcute.com
Date: Tue Oct 8 21:49:36 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann, you were such a sweet girl. You were always so happy. Your laugh was priceless and your voice OMG it was the cutest thing ever! You were never afraid to be yourself. You were such a goofy careless kinda gal. You weren't afraid to try anything new. This world isn't going to be the same without your beautiful face and sparkling smile. I'll never forget when you'd be at Bethis's house and u guys would come up to see me. I'll never forget when you played softball for us and u got on base you were so excited. There was also the time we went pumpkin smashing-you were so into the stealth mode. Last year in Camando Lando's class you always made me laugh. I will miss you so much Bethann. I hope heaven treats ya good babe. Watch over us, especially ur best friends they miss you tons as well as everyone else. Can't wait to meet u again some day up in that great big sky! Thank you for all the great memories I'll never forget them! Thanks for the rainbow also. We all know it was you smiling down on us telling us your ok. Keep an eye on Luke and Candace too. They'll never be forgotten either. Love you lots girlie! God Bless you! Your our gorgeous angel up in heaven now.
Name: unknown
AIM: unknown
E-Mail: unknown
Date: Tue Oct 8 23:05:51 MDT 2002
My Words:
when i look at the pictures of you and how much fun you looked like you were having i think about it and you had soo much more life to give and so much my live to live you were a beautiful lady with wonder spirit andi know that God has an awsome place for you in heaven if we could only see you.. but we dont have to we have the memories of you in your pictures and family and friends and we will never forget you and i know you look down on us right now and smile cuz we laugh about the good times that were shared with you instead of the sad one.. God bless your family and friend unknown
Name: Melissa Cherry
AIM: candlady8
E-Mail: meba5@attbi.com
Date: Wed Oct 9 12:23:40 MDT 2002
My Words:
Never have I known such a lively young lady. And I know the bullfrog that jumped into the canoe with Laurel & Bethann at Camp Henry Kaufman had to feel the same way, even though they were at least six feet from shore, when the frog jumped in, Bethann & Laurel squeeled & jumped out still squeeling and trying to get to dry land, that poor frog just sat there stunned til we went out after the canoe. I think he finally recovered enough to jump out. So glad I kinda forced her to go on that trip. My life has been blessed just knowing Bethann for the last 13 years.
Name: Lindsay
AIM: Naughtygrl60
E-Mail:
Date: Wed Oct 9 14:41:27 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann....You were such a great person all the time.No matter what you always had a smile on your face...I can still remember when I was in 6th grade and you were in 8th everyday on the bus you would call me back just to chat about everything and you would always play with my hair and you brought your curlers on picture day and you curled my hair it was so curly,and you just kept on saying"Aww lindz u look so cute"...Oh hunnie I would give anything to see you again...I just wish we would of hung out more at high school...i'll never forget our childhood together..you were the greatest friend anyone could ever of asked for...No matter what you'll always be my friend and i'm not going to say goodbye i'm just saying see u later on...your our angel now watch over us..Love u so much
Name: Allison
AIM: NLBBALL13
E-Mail: A13Shoot@aol.com
Date: Wed Oct 9 16:52:14 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann... I dont even know what to say. If I could just see your smiling face or hear your laugh, I would do anything in the world for just one more time. I will always remember how much life you had in you and it will be greatly missed here with us. I miss you sooo much but I know you are an angel in heaven watching over us and protecting us.You are the most beautiful angel too :o) I cant wait til the day I get to see your face again. I will always remember the sleepovers at your house and all the times that I was with you.. Those were the best times! And I will cherish and remember those for as long as I live! Luv ya hun!
Name: Jessica
AIM: bonjovibaby17
E-Mail: bonjovibaby17@hotmail.com
Date: Wed Oct 9 21:50:57 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann: You were one of the nicest people to ever walk this earth. I knew you since kindergarten. Every year I would look forward to your Halloween parties and Birthday parties in the summer. You were nice to everyone and never judged anyone by the way they looked or acted. Even though we didn't hang out as much when we got older...I still considered you one of my good friends and I will miss you. I hope I will get to see you again one day up in heaven. Lots of love ~~~ Jessica
Name: Kali
AIM: Kalcan7
E-Mail: Kalcan7@hotmail.com
Date: Thu Oct 10 06:21:15 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann, I can't even begin to say how much I miss you. I know you are the most beautiful angel in Heaven watching over us all, and that helps, but I still can't even explain how I wish I could see you one more time..hear your voice which I know now is the voice of the most beautiful angel, see that little smiley face you made before we went anywhere in the mirror when youo checked to see how you looked and you always looked beautiful..and you always will. We met in elementry school, you were my very first friend. You taught me the true meaning way back then and most definately now what a true friend is. You have taught me so much in such a short amount of time and I know that you will help us all out, watching over us, until we will all meet again because you were so caring and compassionate. I have never met someone like you before and I know I never will. You have touched so many lives, and you have definately impacted mine in a way that I will never forget. I would like to thank you for all that you have taught me and just let you know that I love you, I always have no matter what, and always will. Rest in peace Bethann, I know I will see you again, but until then I love you sooo much and miss you eternally. You will forever be in my heart. I love you.
Name: Scott
AIM: twiek
E-Mail: twiek@hotmail.com
Date: Thu Oct 10 09:13:50 MDT 2002
My Words:
My regards go out to the family. Its a great loss to lose a loved one. I hope time heals and we join our loved one's in the end. -Scott
Name: Amber
AIM: Balboaroc
E-Mail: Balboaroc@aol.com
Date: Thu Oct 10 09:49:00 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann, we had never met but I have always felt like I knew you and your family so well. I work with your Aunt Joyce and have always been entertained by her Bethann stories. I so enjoyed seeing pictures of you and your family, you were beyond beautiful in your prom dress. Just know that you have even touched people who have never met you. My thoughts, love, and prayers are with you and your family. I know you are smiling down on all of us! Hugs to the Zagurasky and Hovey families always.
Name: unknown
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Date: Thu Oct 10 11:58:23 MDT 2002
My Words:
I am an EF graduate who graduated years before Bethann went to high school, therefore I never knew Bethann, but my heart goes out to her friends and family for their loss. After looking at the photos of her and reading the memories of everyone who was close to Bethann, I realize that she was a stunningly beautiful girl, full of life. She was very lucky to have so many people who cared about her, for not many people are fortunate enough to have as many people care about them as Bethann did. Many people don't have as many friends in their whole lives as Bethann did in just 17 years. I pray that she lives on through all of your memories of her.
Name: Ashley
AIM: pishy70285
E-Mail: pishfish00@hotmail.com
Date: Thu Oct 10 21:40:18 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann,MY HUNNI BUN BENAN, I love you and miss you more than ever....I would do anything to hear your voice one more time and to hear you say "well hello my little fishy girl!" You're my best friend, you were like my sister and you mean the world to me. I cant even begin to name all the memories that i have with you. "pish fish attitude dish", thats def. one that i hated. Although we did have our fights i still LOVE YOU! The past two summers have been the best two summers of my life and thats because you were with me. I dunno what im gonna do without you. I miss all the boy talks already and meeting you at rite aid on my way home from work. O yeah and hey "why you actin so messed up towards me?"..... anyways i have so much more to say that i wouldnt be able to end so im going to end it at I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME. MY BEST FRIEND FOREVER! LOVE YOU BUNCHES, Pishy Fishy Squishy
Name: Tonya
AIM: Tonnie7270
E-Mail:
Date: Thu Oct 10 22:21:21 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann, A million times we think of you, A million times we cry. If love alone could have saved you, you never would have died. In life we loved you dearly, we love you still. In our hearts you hold a special place no one can ever fill. It broke our hearts to lose you, but you didn't go alone. A part of us went with you, the day God took you home. Through tears your laughter and humor will forever live in our hearts.
Name: Uncle Jim
AIM: none
E-Mail: jhovey@mdot.state.md.us
Date: Fri Oct 11 05:24:06 MDT 2002
My Words:
HOW WAS YOUR DAY AT WORK, UNCLE JIM? Every day, in that truly distinctive voice, she was FIRST to greet me with her smile and the always present twinkle in her eye. And if I had had a bad day, suddenly it wasn't so bad. Because she was bound and determined to make it better. Oh, Bethann, I miss you so. Your presence is always lurking just to the side of all my thoughts. Your Dad is right. You fulfilled your mission. Your joy and happiness touched everyone you knew - and even those you did not know but who knew you. My favorite story is the one about the kids at school taking bets as to whether Bethann would speak to the kid who always sat alone in the lunchroom. OF COURSE SHE DID!
Name: Perry Jackson
AIM: TbonemasterP
E-Mail: dont have one
Date: Fri Oct 11 19:59:42 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethan,i never really knew you well, but my brother and my sisters did.They talked about you sometimes, and now i cant belived this happened.no one will ever forget you Bethan.
Name: Fr. George, Matushka Maria, John, Elizabeth, Nicholas & Alexander Yatsko
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E-Mail: FrYatsko@aol.com
Date: Fri Oct 11 23:21:05 MDT 2002
My Words:
To all of you who read these prayers; Please offer the following words from your heart and if you have any questions or thoughts about these prayers contact me at 724.925.7129 begin_of_the_skype_highlighting              724.925.7129      end_of_the_skype_highlighting or ask Bethann's family to have me contact you. Any time! Any day! Fr. George, Matushka Maria, John, Elizabeth, Nicholas & Alexander Yatsko LET US PRAY !!! Again and again in Peace let us pray to the LORD. LORD have mercy. Again we pray for the repose of the Blessed Child of GOD, the Handmaiden BETHANN, and that, according to His unfailing promise, He will grant to her His heavenly Kingdom. LORD have mercy, LORD have mercy, LORD have mercy. That the LORD our GOD will commit her soul to the place where the just repose. LORD have mercy,LORD have mercy,LORD have mercy. The mercies of GOD, the heavenly Kingdom, and rest with the saints, for her and ourselves, let us ask of CHRIST, our King Immortal and our GOD. Grant it, O LORD. O LORD JESUS CHRIST our GOD, Who has promised to bestow the heavenly Kingdom on them born of the water and the Spirit, and who, in blamelessness of life have been given unto YOU: and said: "Bring the children unto Me, for they will abide in the Kingdom of Heaven", we humbly pray, according to Your unfailing promise: Grant the inheritance of Your Kingdom to Your Child, the spotless Handhaiden, BETHANN, who now has departed from us. And grant that we may continue to the end in a chase and Christian life, that we may take up our abode in the heavenly mansions with all Your Saints. For You are the Resurrection, the Life and the Repose of all Your servants and of Your servant the now departed child of GOD the Handmaiden BETHANN, O Christ our GOD, and to You we ascribe glory to Our Father who has no beginning and Your Most Holy, Good and Life-Creating Spirit, now and ever and unto ages of ages. AMEN! MEMORY ETERNAL!
Name: Your Neighbors Forever...Lisa and Larry
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Date: Fri Oct 11 23:50:23 MDT 2002
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Well Bethann....your Dad has been waiting for us to sign in...but you leaving us so suddenly has left us speechless...it is hard to even start a sentence.....We have so many fond and funny memories of you, but one of the earliest is when you were about 5...asking for a candlelit bubblebath...Remember when you were my helper at my babyshower? Anxiously awaiting the arrival of a new kid in the neighborhood..then came Gina...your "little sister" to fix up...and that you did mascara and all...GINA ADORES YOU! When a girlfriend would come over she always wanted them to meet you to show you off!! She loved all the attention you gave her...THANKS....and valued your input on fashion...Most don't realize you were the only 2 "girlies" in our neighborhood and Gina has alot of fun memories because of you to cherish...sledriding,bonfires,making her 4th grade halloween party a hit,pool volleyball..i think we're winning right? THANKS for letting her be a part of your life when it was time for you to get all dressed up and look so beautiful for the dances..that made her feel so special!!! I'm going to miss your mom calling me with a new story...We have alot of memories that will always keep you alive in our minds and hearts...I truly believe, somehow...someway...you will give your family the strength they need. We will think of you always and we will miss you dearly...Keep On Smiling...
Name: John
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Date: Sat Oct 12 00:41:01 MDT 2002
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My wonderful sister Bethann, I have been having a hard time sleeping at night, So i wanted to post. I want you to know that Mom,Dad and I miss you so terribly. Things will never be the same without you around sis. You were always there for a good laugh when everyone was down, and always there to energize the family. It gets harder and harder to walk past your room and not see you sittin on your chair, typing away on the internet. It gets even harder realizing we arent going to have our fun and crazy times anymore that most brothers and sisters dont even share. We always had so much fun together. We did everything together Bethann and my heart has shattered into a million pieces with out you. We shared the most special relationship ever Bethann, we had a bond which was inseperable. I want to thank you for that and the uncondtional love that we had for each other no matter what. I am a lost person in this dreary world now sis. I want you to know you will always be the best sister in the world, and I promise to tell you everything like I always have, and I know you'll listen. I am going to miss your stories though ;(. I love you with all my heart, we all do. Mom, Dad and I will unconditionally love you forever, and never will one memory of your special life leave any of our sides. I know you are happy in Heaven my angel. Love forever Your big bro - jawn
Name: Liz Yatsko
AIM: Lizz4565
E-Mail: Lizz771@aol.com
Date: Sat Oct 12 18:33:07 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann was always a character...she made me laugh every time I saw her. That huge smile and never-ending laughter...no one will ever forget her! She made everyone so happy when she was around. But you're in Heaven now, Bethann...looking down on and wishing us the best. Soon enough we will be reunited again but until then, prayer and the Lord will keep your memory alive. All my love-Liz
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Date: Sat Oct 12 23:56:20 MDT 2002
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Bethann, I only met you once but once was enough to tell that you were one of the nicest people I ever met. The whole time we talked you were laughing and smiling. You were the nicest person there and I'm so sorry that this happend. Even though I didn't really know you it hit me really hard, b/c you were so young and way to pretty to die so early. I wish I would have got to see you again just so you could make me laugh! Even if we didn't really know each other , you'll still be greatly missed.
Name: Stephanie Halpin
AIM: deardogz
E-Mail: cuddlingcatz@htmail.com
Date: Sun Oct 13 09:51:28 MDT 2002
My Words:
I never meet Bethann But my dad Steve Halpin is friends with her dad. They deer hunt togather. She sounds like a wonderful person. I would of loved to know her. She is a really pretty. Best wishs to Bethanns family. Stephanie Halpin
Name: Uncle Tom & Aunt Betsy
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E-Mail: Tdenome@msn.com
Date: Sun Oct 13 10:37:32 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann taught our son - her cousin Nicholas - how to ride a bicycle! We have many wonderful memories! We also have great remorse over her loss and our loss of not spending more time with Bethann. We know that she is now an Angel and hope that she understands and we ask you Bethann to help us all heal.
Name: Danielle DiPerna
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Date: Sun Oct 13 15:07:09 MDT 2002
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Name: Danielle DiPerna
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Date: Sun Oct 13 15:32:23 MDT 2002
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Bethann was a wonderful person who had a good heart.Bethann was in at my table at foods 8th period with meghan kerchoff,shane raliey,and holli jackson.i always remember the 1 time in foods when bethann was told us that she couldn't make an egg and that day she did!she was so happy that she did it!that day i told her that i couldn't make an egg and she told me if she could do it then i can.everyday that i think i can't do somthing i always remember what bethann told me.bethann just so u kno holli and meghan are still asking me and shane if we are going out yet but were not!i'll always remember photography 1 last year with mr.o and the crew.the crew was myself,shane raliey,eric campbell,jerret harrison,anton patil,and holli jackson what great times we had!!!! we alway miss u soooo much and no 1 can replace u in foods 8th period.bethann watch over myself and everyone else!!!!! luv ya danielle
Name: Matt Nelson
AIM: Mattice14
E-Mail: Mattice14@aol.com
Date: Sun Oct 13 18:03:07 MDT 2002
My Words:
Bethann, i always loved and conidered u as a sister. we grew up together and had the best of times. i will always love and cherish the times we spent together. i will never forget your smile that brought so much happiness to all of the people around you. you will always be in my heart. i love and miss u so much. i do anything to bring u back. thanx for the signs to let us know that ur ok.
Name: Jarrod
AIM: Ba11s 11
E-Mail: jarrodmatthews@hotmail.com
Date: Sun Oct 13 19:32:31 MDT 2002
My Words:
I wrote a letter/poem to Bethann and gave it to her mother. She set it up in her coffin, that ment alot to me, I hope Bethann read it somehow. You can read an exact copy of the letter in my sub-profile on AIM. I didn't know about the magnolia out side her window. That's amazing, and comforting at the same time. I get chills thinking about it. By the way, thanks to her family who sent me the card thanking me for my letter. I glad I could give you some comfort during these tragic times.
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Date: Mon Oct 14 00:24:52 MDT 2002
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Remembering You Your time on earth seemed all too brief because I wanted you in my life forever. And although I really miss you, in my heart I know that you are at peace. Still, countless times throughout the day I find myself remembering you. Although I cannot see or hear you, I know that you are with me. I'll feel you in the warmth of the summer sun. I'll see you in the brilliance of autumn leaves. You'll be beside me in the peacefulness of a gentle snowfall and rejoice with me at the emergence of the first flowers of spring. I'm thankful for the times we shared and the priceless memories too; for those memories are a comfort now when I lovingly - Remember You.
Name: Angela Peponidis
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E-Mail: angelapep@aol.com
Date: Mon Oct 14 07:43:19 MDT 2002
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Dear Bethann...How greatly you will be missed. God must have a good reason for making you an angel so soon. Someone down here needs to be taken care of and I guess that you were chosen to do that for Him. You were a beauty on earth and I am sure that you are the prettiest angel in heaven. We love you.
Name: Helen
AIM: woozey2@aol.com
E-Mail: woozey@aol.com
Date: Mon Oct 14 10:32:34 MDT 2002
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How many times have I cried for your passing but smiled at the memories in my heart of your laughter, love of life and beauty. My first memory of you, giving us a preview of an upcoming dance show, your spice and sassiness, your confidence ever showing. You had the ability to make everyone feel happy and you shared your heart with those who needed lifting and you gave light to those that felt lonely. Such a little girl, such a beautiful young lady, never leaving the closeness and protectivenss of your family but reaching out to make your way. Daddy's girl, mom's best friend and a brother's soulmate, we all will have to keep your special meaning in the locket of our hearts. Bethann, you have gone from us here but we know you are close in our prayers. love you Helen and Cole
Name: Mary Hovey
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Date: Mon Oct 14 10:47:23 MDT 2002
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Bethann, What a surprise it was when you came here for a visit. I turned around and there you were in the hallway with your smile. Little did we know that you were making a lasting visit with us all. Yet now it seems so clear how fate steered you into our lives for one final time. It was a time that left its imprint, not only of your image, but a signature smile and a touch of your soul. We will always miss you. Love, Mary
Name: C.J. FIORE
AIM: FIOREOUSC
E-Mail: FIOREOUSF@AOL.COM
Date: Mon Oct 14 14:29:28 MDT 2002
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YOUR THE ONE I ALWAYS TURNED TO WHEN EVER I NEEDEN A SMILE...BUT IT LOOKS LIKE I WONT BE SEEIN THAT FOR A PRETTY LONG WHILE...WHEN YOU WALKED INTO A ROOM I SWEAR IT GOT BRIGHTER...AND THE FRIENDSHIP WE HAD COULDNT GET MUCH TIGHTER...BUT NOW THINGS HAVE CHANGED BECAUSE YOUR NOT MY FRIEND ANYMORE...YOUR MY GUARDIAN ANGEL WHO I LOVE AND ADORE...YOU WERE LOVED BY ALL AND HATED BY NONE...AND THE HAPPINESS YOU BROUGHT TO US WILL NEVER BE DONE...CAUSE YOU LIVE WITHIN US WAY DEEP DOWN...YOU LEAD AND GUID US EVERYTIME WE FROWN...AND YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE ME...WE WONT EVER BE APART...NO MATTER HOW FAR AWAY U ARE YOUR ALWAYS IN MY HEART.
Name: Eric
AIM: Emaglor022
E-Mail: Djfunn710@email.msn.com
Date: Mon Oct 14 19:35:48 MDT 2002
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Bethann hey u, there is not enough tears that can be cried to show how much pain i have inside. You always had a smile and a nice thing to say. I'll never forget the tragic day when all of that seemed to be taken right away.I miss you so much i am glad we were such good friends and we got to go to the christmas dance in 9th grade. Well i gtg, u and candace have eachother and all of us have u guys as our angels. please watch over me and guide me in the right direction. help me make the right choices and do the right things. I kno u will. u were a great girl i miss u so much. say hi to candace and luke for me please. I never forget u its just not possible. Love Eric Joseph Migliori
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Date: Mon Oct 14 19:36:02 MDT 2002
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Bethann, I only met you once or twice, but you were one of the sweetest people I have ever met. I remember when I met you, you made me feel welcome. You were an outgoing girl who had nothing but nice things to say. You were willing to make a new friend. I didn't know you well at all but reading about you I can tell how loved you are and how greatly missed you will be. I'm upset that we didnt get the chance or time to become friends. You had so much more to give. Even though we only met a couple times I will never forget you.
Name: an old friend
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Date: Tue Oct 15 12:03:31 MDT 2002
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Bethann, you were one of my good friends in middle school days. I sit here and think back of all the good times we had. Just a little bit ago we were hangin out and it made me miss all the good times we used to have. Just walking down the hall and seeing your beautiful smile made me have a better day. I miss all the laughs we used to have and talkin on the internet. All the memories with you will never be forgotten. I kno your up in heaven watchin over us. Tell Candace that I miss her so much too. Even though we haven't talked as much as we used to.. Bethann, I still miss you so much and I love you. You will be in my heart forever.
Name: Misty Faircloth
AIM: CURMISKATNIC
E-Mail: CURMISKATNIC@aol.com
Date: Tue Oct 15 15:37:10 MDT 2002
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Your Guardian Angel M.F. Each day I am with you ANd wish that you could see I'm there right beside you And I'll always be So when you're feeling sad and the day is mostly done Find comfort knowing....your guardian angel, I've now become! Never forgotten, always in our heart and souls.
Name: aunt claire
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Date: Wed Oct 16 11:57:23 MDT 2002
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BETHANN MY BEAUTIFUL ANGEL, REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE ON VACATION THIS SUMMER AND I FAXED YOU A LETTER WITH ABOUT 100 I MISS YOU ON IT, WELL I COULD TYPE THAT A BILLION TIMES AND THAT WOULD NEVER BE ENOUGH TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I MISS YOU. WHAT I WOULND'T GIVE TO HEAR YOU GOING UP AND DOWN THE STEPS AGAIN AND HEARING ANOTHER BETNANN STORY. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M GOING TO DO WITHOUT YOU, YOU WERE THE SUNSHINE IN MY LIFE AND YOU ALWAYS WILL BE. COME AND SEE ME . I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY FRANK, AND I'LL ALWAYS BE CEIL... BUT FOR NOW YOU MY BEAUTIFUL ANGEL, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, AUNT CLAIRE
Name: Nicole
AIM: Nleigh26
E-Mail: Wasilko217@Duq.Edu
Date: Wed Oct 16 16:46:16 MDT 2002
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Bethann truely was a special person. She was one of the most sweetest and kindest individuals that I have ever had the pleasure of meeting and getting to know. Everytime I saw Bethann she was always in the best mood and had a huge smile on her face. Not only did she always have a smile on her face but she always brought countless smiles to the faces of those around her. Bethann had such a kind heart. Her kindness and love touched so many. I never EVER saw her being mean or hurting another individual. That just was not in her nature. She had such a wonderful spirit and was so full of life. Bethann was such a beautiful person both inside and out. I remember being at the beach with Garrett this past August and hearing that unmistakable voice that no one could ever hate and me turning around to see that beautiful smile of hers. If I had the chance I would thank her for always being so kind and outgoing towards me and for always making me feel welcomed when I was around her. I am so incredibly thankful for the memories I have of her. I will cherish them forever! Bethann truely was one in a million. I will think of her always. My thought and prayers are with you and your family. God Bless.
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Date: Wed Oct 16 21:22:14 MDT 2002
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I'm writing here because I wish so much that Bethann was still here. Unlike everyone else who wrote though, it's because I never had the chance to be friends with her, and she's a girl who seems so wonderful. My relationship with Bethann consisted mostly of fighting, over petty little things that seem soooo ridiculous now. It’s hard to believe that such meaningless fighting could stand in the way of two people being friends, and now all i feel is guilt because i never got the chance to know her. I can see she was an amazing person who i probably would have loved had i been mature enough to forgot all the insignificant differences. I missed out on an amazing friend. She was so innocent, and since she is an angel now, I know without doubt that her lovable, gorgeous and sweet self is at peace. Her precious soul is soaring and I can only imagine her in heaven with Candace and the many others, but that doesn’t console my regret over never apologizing to her. As i think about our new angels, i realize how much bethann has taught me ... she's taught me lessons in maturity and forgiveness, and im so grateful for that. I only wish she was here and i could hear that cute little voice, so i could say the things i should have said before ... i am so genuinely sorry, babe. God bless your cherished spirit! You are so missed!! To everyone else…PLEASE realize how agonizing it is to have things end on bad terms. I feel extreme guilt every time I think about the last things I said to Bethann. Make peace now with everyone you love, because you will realize when someone is gone that you truly did love them and cherished their life, whether you realized it during their life or not. To Bethann’s family, I extend my deepest empathy to you, and I pray that you all pull through strongly – your daughter/sister/cousin/niece/angel was beautiful on this earth and still is in heaven, because everyone there will appreciate such a caring, loving, and pretty addition to the Kingdom.
Name: Betty Clayton
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Date: Thu Oct 17 14:28:41 MDT 2002
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"A thing of beauty is a joy forever." Wasn't it only yesterday that you were a little child? How swifly the years go by. God's word tells us that to be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord. We have this promise and we know that one day, when He returns, He will return Bethann's spirit to her newly glorified body. We cannot begin to understand why Bethann was chosen to go away. Lives, who were so close to her, will forever be changed because she is no longer with them in her body. She touched so many people in so many positive ways and always made herself a blessing to someone else. I am Tom DeNome's mother in law, living in Virginia. My sweet Bethann, you were deeply loved on this earth. Your beautiful spirit and love continue today, and will be with us unto the end. Thank you for the magnolia bloom and the rainbow!! Love, MA
Name: Shelley
AIM: countrychick04
E-Mail: countrychick04@aol.com
Date: Thu Oct 17 22:23:21 MDT 2002
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I knew Bethann from the Hovey's who are my next door neighbors. I saw Bethann every holiday that her and her family would come down and I even spent time with her at her own home. Bethann was wonderful girl with a beautiful personality. Her smile and laugh would lighten up any room and anyone's day. Its sad to have her taken away at such a tender age, but God stillhas great plans for such a beautiful soul. She will greatly be missed in my heart.
Name: anonymous
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Date: Fri Oct 18 12:00:35 MDT 2002
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I would just like to take this opportunity to appologize to Bethann for all the times we've faught. We used to talk when she was in 10th grade, then the summer after that, there was a few things that went on that made us not like each other anymore. I wish I could go back and appologize to her for every wrong thing that I ever said to her, but I can't. I hope that now since you are in heaven you realize that all the problems between us were only over jealousy. It is a shame we could not look past that, and I am sorry I was not more mature about things. You were a wonderful person, probably one of the best to walk down here... but now that you are up there above us, I hope you find a new destination to fulfill your new journey. Once more, I'm sorry for the lost words and the moments of anger, rest in peace<3
Name: Annonymous
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Date: Fri Oct 18 22:43:34 MDT 2002
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Sky so bright and clear Remember I am here The ocean ever rolling Remember I am near All our hearts are open wide Remember I will be by your side Today and forever...
Name: Lt. Tom Carter - Allegheny County Sheriff's Office
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Date: Sat Oct 19 10:43:57 MDT 2002
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GOODBYE BETHANN GOD TOOK YOU AWAY IT DOESN'T SEEM FAIR BUT IN THE BACK OF MY MIND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THERE YOU WEREN'T A CLOSE FRIEND BUT OUR PATHS DID CROSS AND YOUR ABSENCE IN THIS WORLD IS TO ME A VERY SAD LOSS YOU WERE TOO YOUNG TO DIE AND TOO INNOCENT TO FEEL THE PAIN ONLY HEAVEN BENEFITS BECAUSE YOU IT HAS NOW GAINED I MAY THINK OF YOU A LITTLE LESS WITH EACH PASSING DAY BUT YOUR CHARACTER AND PERSONALITY IS SOMETHING I WON'T EVER FORGET YOU HAVE CHANGED ME IN A WAY I WISH FOR YOU ETERNAL PEACE THAT'S WHAT YOU DESERVE MY FRIEND I HOPE TO LEAD MY LIFE WELL ENOUGH TO MEET UP WITH YOU IN THE END May God be with you always Bethann. Every rainbow that I see in the sky brings back the thought of you. Rest in eternal peace and love. You truely are an angel of God.
Name: Mary Sue Legeza
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Date: Sat Oct 19 18:55:07 MDT 2002
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I only met Bethann briefly but through all the stories her mother has told me I feel like I have known her a long time. How, in only 17 years, a young lady can touch so many lives in such a positive way is a great tribute to the family she came from. Johnny, Barb, and John my heart aches for your loss. I read a poem the other day and I would like to share it. When I must leave you for a little while, please do not grieve and shed wild tears and hug your sorrow through the years, but start out bravely with a gallant smile, and for my sake and in my name live on and do all things the same. Feed not your lonliness on empty days, but fill each waking hour in useful ways, reach out your hand in comfort and in cheer and I in turn will comfort you and hold you near. We part with our loved ones but not forever if we trust God's promise and doubt it never.
Name: Lindsey Grebner
AIM: PassDAbudd24
E-Mail: LiLgreby24@hotmail.com
Date: Sun Oct 20 17:55:13 MDT 2002
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Bethann... I will never forget all our good times in Computer Programming with Alli, Lindsay, Marina and JOE NOTO... you would always be so cheerful and just made that class so much fun. I wish you could come down to Subway again and get ur chicken sandwich. Everytime I go to work I think that maybe you would come in once again!! U r missed greatly by all and school wont be the same without u!
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Date: Sun Oct 20 21:26:25 MDT 2002
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My thoughts have been with your family since this tragedy. Although I didn't have the opportunity to know Bethann, I feel like I've learned a lot about her and your family. You all should feel comfort in the fact that you shared so much of your feelings with each other. You should have a feeling of peace in that sense. How many of us would probably have 'regrets' because we didn't express our love for one another like we should have. You all seemed to be so open with one another. Let Bethann's memory help you to live again. She would want that for you...because she loved you all so much. Let her see how strong you can be because of her strong spirit. She'll guide you along the way. LIVE for her. LIVE for each other. You need one another now more than ever. We are all praying for you. God Bless You All !
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Date: Mon Oct 21 18:38:01 MDT 2002
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i'm not sure that if i saw her on the street somewhere that she would remember me or that even if somebody mentioned my name to her that she would remember. But i cant remember a while back probably 10 years ago we used to dance together at bonnies... i don't really remember too much about her but i do remember this one picture of her that i have in my dance book and ill never forget it. She had the biggest smile on her face ever. To all of her friends and family and all that miss her, i know what it's like to lose somebody you are so close to.. i am so sorry for this loss you have to suffer.. may god bless you all
Name: Lindsay
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Date: Mon Oct 21 19:13:53 MDT 2002
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Bethann its been 1 month today and I still feel the same as a did a month ago..I miss you so much,you were such a great person...I just dont understand why god took you away at such a young age...there's only one thing I can think of...is that you were an angel always and it was your destiny to be here with us for a short time,but I know your up in heaven smiling down on all of us and watching over us...No matter what I will never forget you...See you when it's my time
Name: Lindsey Briggs
AIM: Binz45
E-Mail: Binz00@hotmail.com
Date: Mon Oct 21 20:09:03 MDT 2002
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Well.. it was a month ago today you departed from this Earth Bethann. You cant even imagine how many lives you have touched, and more people realize it with each day that passes. So many people adore you and think about you every single day. There is no other in this world like you. Nobody with your words of encouragement you would give all the time, your smile so bright and golden, and your hugs so warm. I don't think I will ever meet anyone as silly as you... that would turn my day upside down when I was upset about something. I think thats what bothers me the most. There isn't a soul in this world that was as goofy as you that could make me laugh just at the thought of your grin or one of your funny comments that would make no sense at all. lol. I'd give anything to see you sneak out of Landys class to come and talk to us in Mr. Feicks room again. I miss all of your dramatic stories and your advice you would give me. I hope you realize how many people love u B Zags. You always made everyone feel so good about themselves. You had the best heart a human body could ever own. I don't think there was ever a dull moment when you were with me. There was 24/7 giggling when you were around. I'll never forget a while back forget when I would tell u what to say online to all ur lil boyfriends during your "boycrazy phase".. to just this past school year in aerobics and workin in the office together. Our last time together was international villege, and I hugged you when i dropped u off and u wished me the best of luck at school, and soon u were going to come visit me :( Well I know your here with me everyday. Im just glad we kept in touch over the phone after that too. I am so lucky to have had such an awesome person in my life. I miss you so so so much and I love you girl. Please watch over your family and work your miracles up there.. your truely missed. Love you. Cant wait to see again... your "L. Binz"
Name: Barry Anderson
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Date: Mon Oct 21 20:54:56 MDT 2002
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I saw Bethann a lot less regularly than many of you who have written here. I would see her at family functions or the occasional times when Johnny and/or Barb would stop at our house for something or we would stop at theirs – probably more so when she was a little girl than in her high school years. But on the times that I did see her, she never had anything but a bright smile and a polite hello and bright greeting. I knew her still better because she and Barb and John would go to church with my wife (who is Johnny’s cousin) and my daughter and I would hear news about her and John from them. I now know much more about her life and character from all of you who have written here and from the events of the last few weeks. It’s plain that she brought light into the lives of all of you and left her mark on her world. It’s also plain that her family – mother, father, brother, uncles, aunts, and cousins – had much to do with the way she lived her life. I hope you can all take comfort in that fact – that she was raised well, lived a good life, and was a person of good character and a remarkable young lady. In the short time she was here, she left a lasting impression on everyone she knew.
Name: Erin
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Date: Tue Oct 22 06:26:06 MDT 2002
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Bethann, I've known you for a long time, and we haven't always got a long, but I want you to know how much I miss your smile and your laugh. I know that you are in a better place now , but we all miss you. I'll never forget you;) love always
Name: Gina Marie
AIM: iTaLiAnCuTiE3206
E-Mail: iTaLiAnCuTiE3206@yahoo.com
Date: Tue Oct 22 14:15:38 MDT 2002
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well bethann--i miss you way so much.....it was one month and one day today...but like i said you'll always be my big sister....in way,and i'm not exactly saying good bye.....i'm see ya later girl and i love and miss you more than anything in this whole entire WORLD
Name: Kristin
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Date: Wed Oct 23 00:12:29 MDT 2002
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Bethann, its been just over a month since your passing, and everyday feels just as empty and hard as the next. Your presence here with us had an impact on so many people, and their is an emptiness here without you. Your beautiful smile and passion for life is deeply missed by so many people. Not a single second goes by that you are not thought of by so many. I have so many memories of you as we were growing up together, it hurts that the memories are all that I have left. Over the years we may not have been as close, but I always had a love and respect for you like you were my little sister and would have done anything for you. I will carry your memory forever in my heart. I love and miss you more than I could ever say! You will forever be in my thoughts...Can't wait for the day I see you again.
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Date: Wed Oct 23 11:18:16 MDT 2002
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Name: Christian Hovey
AIM: JCHovey128
E-Mail: fuzzjackson128@yahoo.com
Date: Wed Oct 23 12:20:17 MDT 2002
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Bethann, Its been a little over a month now since youve been gone. There hasnt been a single day that I havent thought about you. Being back in Wilmington last week made me think of you even more. Thank you for the shooting star and the rainbow you gave your brother and the signs youve given to everyone else. We know that you are safe and always looking in. Last week in NC, Jamie played me a cd that had a strong effect on me. The song, "A Friends Blues" just made me think about you alot so I just wanted to write down the verse that I thought reflected your memory. --We came togther like family, like it was our first death, unexpected, so quick, so sudden, the worst yet. Didnt get to know the girl 10 years after her first breath, still we loved her like a sister as there for her first steps. Got the call out of town, so alone I first wept, Deep pain in the same place from where this verse crept. Never slept in that bed again, The memory was too tragic, looked up and screamed "goodbye" Knew you wouldnt be present at the wake, in your casket, now you ask if things changed since you left, not really, We still playing games, B.S.ing, acting silly(see, she dont talk to her and she dont like me) and will we work things out, thats not likely, I mean where will we start, do we mend friendships or let things fall apart. Will we still be in touch, honestly I dont know but you're in my heart forever! ...And this frienship, that I value The most like Kindship The ones we hold close and dear we fear the most of losing but keep true and the memories ruined cause life keeps moving
Name: Megan Kirchhoff
AIM: Baby M 2012
E-Mail: Fabolous_o4@yahoo.com
Date: Wed Oct 23 18:12:50 MDT 2002
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Bethann its been about a month now but everyone is still thinkin about you. Foods Class isnt the same without you, Me, Danielle, Holly, and Shane always talk about how much we miss you in there, and all the funny times we had. "No soap up here" cant forget that one. And me you and Danielle trying to make eggs in there but we couldnt haha. I miss you alot and so does everyone else, watch over us Bethann <3 Megan
Name: Britt
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Date: Wed Oct 23 23:45:46 MDT 2002
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I can remember the phone call like it was yesterday...Jordan called and told me the horrible news...I was in a state of shock...and now I sit here a lil over a month later...Bethann has touched so many lives in a positive way and she will ALWAYS be remembered by so many...I think about you a lot hun and look at this wonderful site just about everyday! Luv you... John...from this terrible experience I have learned so much...my brother is only 9 yrs. old right now...and being away at college it makes me want to be home and spend all the time I possibly can with him...I hope that we can have a bond and special relationship like you and Bethann had...you two seemed like the "Perfect Brother and Sister"...I cannot imagine life with out Nick and my deepest sympathy goes out to you and your family...Bethann loves you all and sends you magical signs to let you know she is ok...she truly is an angel that will ALWAYS look over you hun...stay strong!
Name: Cheryl Bailey
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Date: Thu Oct 24 14:56:42 MDT 2002
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I didn't include my name on the first message sent, but I wanted to let you know how much we all think of you during the day...always asking how you're doing...if you're making it through the day ok...if you're coping any better. I hope that all the wonderful messages from everyone are helping you along this rough road. This website was a great tribute, John. Learning of how so many think of Bethann in such a high regard should really give you a nice feeling. I just wanted you to know we are here for you...and are praying for your family's recovery. God Bless You All ! -Cousin Cheryl-
Name: Betty
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Date: Fri Oct 25 09:58:56 MDT 2002
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dear Bethann, im writing this letter to you letting you know how much i miss you. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. I look and my couch and just remember you sitting there and me being excited because you had come to visit me. You brightened up everything and everyone around you. The first time I met you will always stick in my mind. It was at the prom and you had on that beautiful white dress. You looked like an angel. I introduced myself and then I heard your voice. I'll never forget it. I can still hear it. I not only loved the sound of your voice but also the kind words you always said to me. I love you Bethann. Watch over us. P.S. Thanks for the giant sundae
Name: The Anders
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Date: Fri Oct 25 15:25:37 MDT 2002
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My neighbor, Vera, called today and asked if I had heard about the terrible accident that took your dear one from you. I didn't know that Vera was your cousin, but I told her that I had been praying daily for your family. I now have been touched even more by your loss. All of your family will continue to be in my prayers. May God bless, comfort and strengthen you. May He hold you up and heal your broken hearts. Sincerely, Diane Anders
Name: Jaci
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Date: Fri Oct 25 17:21:32 MDT 2002
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bethann was a sweet teen she always called me her little cuttie. She was so prettty and sweet. She was always smiling.I remember the frist time i met her with Gina,we were driven her home from a basketball game and she was opening her water and it splashed all over us,it was so funny.I will miss her a whole lot keep smiling for us bethann. I will always remember you I lov ya lots Jaci
Name: Beth
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Date: Fri Oct 25 20:43:51 MDT 2002
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Bethann, well its been a little over a month since you were taken from us, and I truly hate life without you.. I feel so alone and so empty without you here next to me like you ALWAYS were. Nothing is or ever will be the same without you here with us to go out, nothing is fun anymore, we just sit here and wonder why this had to happen to you?? You are on my mind every second of the day, I'm always thinking about what you would be doing right then or what we would be talking about. I still have not let myself believe that this is for real and that its not a dream. Every time my phone rings, or someone comes to my house, or I hear someone sign online, I pray that it is you coming back to say that you're here and everything will go back to being perfect again like it used to be. But I know that you are way too perfect to be here on earth still, you were always an angel who was sent here on a mission and now that you've completed that, you belong back in heaven. Every little thing that happens somehow reminds me of you, or something that we have done together. You were the bestest friend that a gurl could ever ask for, you were way more than that, you were a sister to me.. and like Sir said tonite, I can gladly say that my best friend was also an angel cuz thats what you were, and I know now that you are thee most gorgeous angel in heaven. You still are my best friend Bethann, I'm going to keep you with me forever, I just wish that I could be able to hear you talk back or see you or be able to hug you one more time. I miss you more than anything in this world babe, I wish that there was someway that I could get you back because we all need and want you here. I am soo thankful for everything that you have done for me and especially for you showing me what true friendship is. I thank God for all the times we've had over the years, I will remember them as long as I live, thinking about them and how we were always laughing about stupid stuff, like telling Marc he has "pneumacalatosis" a "KTD" lol, these are what's getting me through the pain. All I know is that each passing day is just one day closer to when I get to see you again, and I cannot wait till that day comes. Until then, please watch over me, the 9 other girls, and especially Barb Sir and John I love you Bethann with all of my heart, you'll always be my best friend, my beautiful Angel!
Name: John
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Date: Sat Oct 26 00:06:03 MDT 2002
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Bethann... My head is pounding... I cant sleep.. And i feel sick in my stomach.. Its times like this in the middle of the night that id come to your room and wake you up. Now... I cant, So im left sitting here lonely, looking at the wall, and missing you terribly and thinking about you non stop. I wish so badly that i could turn back the hands of time my sis, Everyday is a struggle now. I wish more then anything that you could still be here, And i could walk down that hallway right now to wake you up to sit and talk with me. Life will never be the same again Bethann, and I am not the same person without you here. I miss you with all my heart and soul Bethann. I love you so much. Love john
Name: Anonymous
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Date: Sun Oct 27 10:36:37 MST 2002
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I wish that I too could add to all of the wonderful memories that Bethann left behind, but I can't because I never took the time to get to know her. That is something that I deeply regret because it looks like I have missed out on knowing one of the sweetest girls you could ever meet. My heart goes out to her family and friends, but be comforted to know that she is with God now.
Name: anonymous
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Date: Sun Oct 27 15:54:19 MST 2002
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....I didn't know Bethann but i wish i had. Listening to all the stories people tell about her she sounds so nice. She was also very pretty. My heart goes out to Bethann's family i've never heard of such a bond between brother & sister they were so close. John you made a nice page in memory of your sister . Hang in there Bud!
Name: Amanda
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Date: Mon Oct 28 08:25:17 MST 2002
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I didn't know Bethann, but so many people from my hometown did. I read what everyone wrote, and it is such a sad loss, someone so young and beautiful. I only hope that her family remains strong and supportive of each other in this hard time, because each and every one of you know that Bethann is smiling down upon you.
Name: David Rostcheck
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Date: Mon Oct 28 19:15:34 MST 2002
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John, Barb and John, I have only learned today of this web page from Fr. George and have decided to sit down and write to you. Let me begin by saying that that you are always in our prayers. How we all anguish that we could find the words to bring comfort to you in this time of your grieving. There are few among us who can fathom your loss. I recently attended a lecture as part of my classes at which Fr. Michael Dahulich spoke on the topic, “Our role in God’s Plan.” At the beginning he related a story from his own life of how years ago he had lost his bride of only 29 days who was 21 years of age. I thought immediately of you and listened intently knowing that this was a man who surely knew the pain that you are feeling. He told us that he ultimately found peace in knowing that it was the quality of her life rather than the quantity of her life in which God had seen it befitting to call her to eternal life in His Kingdom. I believe that this is the case with Bethann and pray that you may find some small measure of comfort in knowing that our Lord has seen the quality of her life and called her also to eternal life in His Kingdom. It is the understanding of our Orthodox Church that those who go blameless in their youth unto the Lord are numbered among the Saints and stand in the presence of Christ who glorified them. Along with the choirs of angels they pray to God for us. I did not know Bethann personally except to see you together in church. But I feel that our community is blessed to have had in our midst one who intercedes for us before Christ our God. I personally was drawn to the words found in John 11:35 which simply say, “ Jesus wept.” It is from the account of the death of Jesus’ friend Lazarus. Our Lord in His fully human nature wept at His friend’s death. I simply can only offer that all of us at your parish community have wept and continue to weep with you. I have no profound words of comfort to offer you. How I long that I did. We do not fully understand God’s divine plan for our salvation. I can only share with you that by the Grace of the Holy Spirit that at my father’s passing He has mercifully called me to return to His Holy Church after I had turned my back on Him for much of my life. Since that time I have prayed this prayer for my family and myself and I continue to pray it for you and all among us who struggle to understand. It is simply that our Lord Jesus Christ will, “Look down upon those of us who mourn and grieve and transform the sorrow of our hearts into the joy and salvation of His resurrection.” On behalf of all the faithful of the Nativity of the Virgin Mary parish I share with you the words of the Holy Apostle Paul to the Philippians: “Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.” Please know that you are continually in all our prayers and we look forward to you joining us once again soon. Yours in Christ, Sub-deacon David
Name: Krista
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Date: Tue Oct 29 21:00:49 MST 2002
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i miss you, its painful to wake up each day knowing that you arent here physically with us. please watch over us bethann, and barb, sir, and john. never in a million years would i think that my close friend would unfairly be taken from this world and then only 3 weeks later, would my father leave me too, unexpectedly. i love you bethann.
Name: Sue DeBerardinis
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Date: Wed Oct 30 10:40:05 MST 2002
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Dear Bethann. Our family misses you very much. I remember the first time I saw your smiling face. It was the kindergarten classroom - you ran up and gave your mom a big hug and "I love you". What a sweet girl and beautiful mom I thought to myself. Later we were together many times - parties, girl scouts, shopping and just hanging out. You were like a sister to Jill and Leah. You ALWAYS took time to make Leah feel extra special - dressing her up, doing her hair and makeup, teaching her dances and just talking to her. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you and your family. We love you "Our Beautiful Angel Bethann". Love, Suzy
Name: Johnna
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Date: Wed Oct 30 16:33:54 MST 2002
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Honey, there is not a minute that goes by that i do not think of your beautiful smile, your crazy laugh, your energy. I miss you with all of my heart. I miss hearing "ahh.. its O.K. Johnna". I hear that in my mind over and over again. In the Jungle the mighty Jungle the Lion sleeps tonight...In the Jungle the mighty Jungle the Lion sleeps tonight...AHHH...Winga woop a Winga woop a Winga woop a Winga woop.....I Love You and miss you terribly my Sweet God Child
Name: Chrissy
AIM: asphyxiad0LL
E-Mail: pixie_dust@electracide.net
Date: Wed Oct 30 20:59:05 MST 2002
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betha.. it*s almost been six weeks. i just keep counting the days, as if it means anything. i just miss you so much.. esspecially now. halloween will always remind me of you. everytime i go to a haunted house or talk about one, i always think of you.. that first time at castle blood with you and jyll, you were so scared, and i just kept laughing. and just yesterday i was talking about old girl scouts stuff with a few people, and i just kept thinking about you. everytime i walk into my room, there*s that little collage i made.. your beautiful face beaming back at me. everytime i go to my locker, there*s yours, covered in pictures and poems. every morning, i put that necklace on that i first put on the day you died, trying to put all of my pain into one tiny little crystal. it seems like you*re everywhere lately.. like, when i see someone from behind, and for a split second think it*s you before i realize it couldn*t be. i just want to be sleeping now, but i just keep thinking.. so, as always, i*m talking to you. hoping you hear, even though you*ve got so many other more important people to watch over. but i know some tiny part of you must be watching over me, as you always made time for me when you were here.. i luv you betha.
Name: John
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Date: Thu Oct 31 16:57:55 MST 2002
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Jacki has a good friend at school named Shannon and I have found comfort in talking to her since she is going through the same thing as I am. Unfortunately her brother passed away a little over a week before Bethann did. She sent me a poem that was read at her Brothers funeral and I wanted to post it here. Hopefully some of you will find comfort in it: Death is nothing at all I have only slipped away into the next room Call me by my old familiar name, Speak to me in the easy way you always used Laugh as we always laughed together Play, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be the household word that it always was. Let it be spoken without effort Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as it ever was; There is absolutely unbroken continuity. Why should I be out of your mind because I am out of your sight? I am but waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near just around the corner All is well Nothing is past, nothing is lost. One brief moment and all will be as it was before Only better, infinitely happier And Forever we will be one together with Christ. I love you more then life itself Bethann. No one can ever feel the pain i feel, or know how bad I miss you. I love you so much.
Name: Rosie
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Date: Thu Oct 31 23:14:13 MST 2002
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Bethann, you always made chemistry class interesting and always knew how to throw Mr. Yarosh off topic, which was always a great time. You were such a fun person to be around and I will miss ya girly!
Name: Karen
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Date: Fri Nov 1 11:43:57 MST 2002
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I was reading some poems today and found this one. I thought of Bethann instantly when I read it. You'll Find Me There If ever you have sensed me near, Yet doubted it could be, Thinking it impossible, That rainbow might be me. See, I'm the whisper of the wind, I didn't ever leave, In fact my presence emanates, If you will just believe! That song that resonates your mind Is one I sing for you, Oh Mommy, please, rely on faith, There's so much I can do. At times you loathe the days that rain, In anguish you lament, It seems the sun but dimly shines, The flowers have no scent. Now Daddy, it's okay to cry, I've watched you hold it in, Please know that I adore you so, We'll all be joined again. And as you hold my Mommy's hand, And share this grief you bear, Just picture me, gaze in Her eyes, I swear you'll find me there!
Name: courtney
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E-Mail: teasechickbooty@yahoo.com
Date: Sat Nov 2 09:20:37 MST 2002
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I can't belive your gone.We all miss very much.u r missed and loved very much jus remember the good times 4get all the bad R.I.P yeah u got candace and luke up there with you we all will meet again well i g2g i miss you so much luv ya courtney
Name: Heather
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Date: Sat Nov 2 12:06:37 MST 2002
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Bethann... I miss you more and more with every passing day.There is not a moment that passes I dont think of you. Everything we do is just not the same without you being here like you always were and its never going to be the same without you. You were always here to put a smile on my face and I wish so badly that you still were.I just cannot understand why God took such an amazing, wonderful, caring, and beautiful person away from us! Until the day we meet again please watch over me, the rest of the girls and your family! You will forever be in my heart and never ever forget that I love you soooo much!!! *Hezzy Girl*
Name: Kristina Pryzbylski
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Date: Sat Nov 2 19:22:58 MST 2002
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I will never forget my first sleepover at Bethann's house! I've never felt so happy to be around a bunch of girls who were fun and always had a good time no matter where they went. First we started out with 8 girls in the crew and as the year passed we added 3 more. We did everything together and everyone had to be together where ever we went. I will never forget doing Bethann's hair for when we went out with the girls or the Homecoming dance. She would always ask me to do her hair or make-up, or borrow my clothes. You are part of the 11 girls forever and I will never forget you. I know in my heart you will always be with me in the future and look in on me from time to time. You are our guardian angel. I love you! 10 girls + an angel= 11 friends for life.
Name: Kristina Pryzbylski
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Date: Sat Nov 2 19:29:22 MST 2002
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I will never forget my first sleepover at Bethann's house! I've never felt so happy to be around a bunch of girls who were fun and always had a good time no matter where they went. First we started out with 8 girls in the crew and as the year passed we added 3 more. We did everything together and everyone had to be together where ever we went. I will never forget doing Bethann's hair for when we went out with the girls or the Homecoming dance. She would always ask me to do her hair or make-up, or borrow my clothes. You are part of the 11 girls forever and I will never forget you. I know in my heart you will always be with me in the future and look in on me from time to time. You are our guardian angel. I love you! 10 girls + an angel = 11 friends for life.
Name: Amanda DeWitt
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E-Mail: dewitt_amanda@hotmail.com
Date: Sat Nov 2 20:12:35 MST 2002
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Bethann were do I begin...? You and I were friends since first grade. We were always together weither it was girl scouts or just hanging out at your house. But in fourth grade that all changed when I moved to North Carolina. You threw a birthday/good-bye party for me and you gave me a music box that was engraved,"Best Friends Forever, Bethann." The song it plays is Memories, who would have ever thought that would be the only thing I have left. I'm sooo sorry that we didnt keep better in touch, but I have always considered you to be one of my best friends. I'm just sorry I didn't tell you before. It was so hard to say good-bye to you when I was just moving several states away and you'll never understand how hard it is know that your gone. I'll keep your family in my prayers! Until we meet agian I hope you know that I love you. Amanda
Name: Dana* Ferencz
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Date: Sat Nov 2 23:06:31 MST 2002
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Bethann- It's been over a month since you were taken from us, and I can finally think of what to write in here. I think I was on this site about a billion times before I could actually post something on here. I kept thinking, how could I sum up my memories with you on here? I cant. There were so many and I know you and I will never forget. And I know that you're listening to my prayers to you everynight. I thought things would get easier, but they seem to get worse as the days go by. I miss you so much BZAGS and I love you, but in my heart I know you are doing just fine up there, because you keep sending us signs, since you're our ANGEL now.
Name: Brittany Reisnauet
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Date: Sun Nov 3 15:24:47 MST 2002
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Name: Brittany
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Date: Sun Nov 3 15:26:36 MST 2002
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Bethann we will allways miss you. I did not know you very well but i knew you a lil at that was all that counted. We misse you Bethann
Name: marc
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Date: Sun Nov 3 19:45:58 MST 2002
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Bethann..b-zagz....seems like u been gon foreva im missin u like crazy. Life aitn as good without u here. School is so hard when ur no there 2 walk w/ 2 all my classes I keep seein u but its not really you but i wish it was. We all love u down here and r missin u like crazy. I'll never forget u and how u laffed at everythin i sed and was always happy and smilin. Ill always love u and miss u forever even thot u r in a better place.:(
Name: Vicky & Jack
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Date: Sun Nov 3 21:32:14 MST 2002
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Everyday, we think of Bethann, John, Barb and John; and our hearts ache. We met Bethann through our daughter Jacki. With Bethann's endearing "hello" and engaging personality, we loved her immediately. What a sweet young lady - so happy, energetic, beautiful inside and out - so much of EVERYTHING going for her. Barb and John, you have done a wonderful job as parents, and John, everyone knows you are a great brother. Bethann, we have faith that the Lord has lead you to a special place in heaven. We hold you dear in our hearts and our prayers.
Name: Melissa
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E-Mail: lissa0771@msn.com
Date: Mon Nov 4 10:26:35 MST 2002
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Bethann was a wonderful, caring, beautiful young woman who made this world a brighter place. Her abscence from here seems surreal. I wish I could have gotten to know her better, but even the few times I shared with her are memories I will cherish forever. My heart goes out to John, and all her family and friends. I won't ever forget the last time I saw you, I drove you home from because you didn't have a ride. And all you kept doing was apologizing for how far out of the way it was. You, like everyone has already said about you, always had a smile on you face and could make ANYONE happy. I know you're looking down on us from heaven like so many friends we've lost along the way, and I know eventually we'll all be together ONE SWEET DAY! You are now a gorgeous ANGEL from above Bethann and you're memory will live on forever. <3 Melissa
Name: Jeorgia
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Date: Tue Nov 5 10:02:02 MST 2002
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I didn't kno bethann, but i kno that she was a great girl and that everyone loved her with all their hearts! I feel bad for her family, her brother, and all her friends! i just wish that it didn't happen! An i'm sorry for her brother,c cause i kno that he loved her w/ all his heart and soul! So RIP BETHANN!
Name: Lindsey
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Date: Tue Nov 5 10:06:55 MST 2002
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Bethann, I cant even begin to say how great of a person you were an how much I love an miss you.You truly are one of a kind. You could cheer me up an make my day better by just being yourself. You affected my life an taught me soo much. We had our bad times, i know, and im so sorry for that. But thankfully we got over them and had our good times...the times i will never ever ever forget. Ill never forget that cute lil voice an laugh, and that gorgeous smile. You were way too perfect for this earth an now I know your a beautiful angel in Heaven watching an smiling down on all of us. I cant believe its been over a month, i thought that things would get easier but they just seem to get harder...theres nothing I wouldnt do to get you back. I miss you Bethann! Please tell Candace, Vince, Luke an Matt I said hi an I love an miss them too. I will never ever ever ever forget you Bethann!!..Zags,B*Zags, Zagurasky(it took me so long to say that,that day goin down the hall). Its just not the same without you here, but thank you so much for all the signs letting us know that you are okay. I love an miss you so much hunnie!Love Always,Lindsey
Name: donna tentler
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Date: Tue Nov 5 10:08:07 MST 2002
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john, barb, and john: On Sept. 21,2002 our families lost two beautiful girls. we know the pain your family is going thru day by day. it is almost six weeks since this tragedy and it seems just like yesterday. we know they are in heaven being our angels looking out and protecting each of us. i never met your daughter, but my brother and sister-in-law speak very highly of her. we hope someday our families find some kind of comfort. these girls memories will never go away for families or their friends. our thoughts are with each of you everyday. Candace's Aunt Donna
Name: Amanda DeWitt
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Date: Wed Nov 6 11:39:09 MST 2002
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Well Bethann I'm sitting in science class and I cant stop thinking about you. I wish I had done more and there are sooo many things left unsaid, but I know you are dancing on the clouds in heaven. And I know that you understand why things happened the way they did and I just wanted to remind you that I love you and miss you. Love, Amanda
Name: Jess VanNatta
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E-Mail: Clubchic17@hotmail.com
Date: Wed Nov 6 20:18:18 MST 2002
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I am sorry to say that I did not know Bethann that well. I knew her to see her, but not personally. I did, however, know her brother John. John... I am so sorry for you and your families loss. We were in homeroom for many years... and even though we did not talk... I still feel your pain. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. My mom is doing everything she can to make sure that this doesn't happen again. Please help her, myself, and your friends and families to make sure that this doesn't happen again. I know you are smiling on us Bethann. You are everyone's angel. We will see you again. Tell Candance and Luke we all say hello and that we miss them!
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Date: Thu Nov 7 22:26:36 MST 2002
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As your Church says, May the memory be eternal.......... Your church is cool!
Name: samantha
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E-Mail: SandiSammi@juno.com
Date: Fri Nov 8 19:05:04 MST 2002
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Bethann we will always miss you
Name: Twe
AIM: MattTwele
E-Mail: mat261@psu.edu
Date: Sat Nov 9 02:20:23 MST 2002
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Bethann, I can not believe you are gone. You left us much to soon. I have known you for some time now and we were pretty close. I always loved to see you. You always had something interesting in store for me. I remember helping you find your classes when you first came to the high school. And riding you and John home from school. I will never forget our health class together. No matter how boring it was, I knew I could always turn around and see you smiling, or making a face at me. After, we used to wait on Kristin and Sean when they came from Gym and we would hold up the wall. I will never forget all of our double dates w/ them, and our long talks about them, and how they drove us crazy. You were an amazing person, and you were incredibly special to me. I never would have thought you would leave us so soon. But I know you were chosen for a reason. You are needed more where you are now. So I will say my good bye to you, but I know you are not gone. I can feel you watching out for me, and I can feel the strength you give me in my heart. You were my friend, and always will be. I thank you for what you gave me, and I miss you dearly. May peace be with you, and please never stop smiling, because your smile brightens our lives more now than ever.
Name: jackie
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Date: Sat Nov 9 09:46:33 MST 2002
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bethann, i am thinking of all the wonderful times that we had in bio. and i wish that there were more to come! i hope that u will watch over us and guide us through this painful time. i think that god needed 2 beautiful smiles up there! i hope that one day i will see u again. p.s. ur " drop dead gorgeous" i miss and love you. jackie buhaly
Name: Dane Ruccio
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E-Mail: druccio151@netscape.net
Date: Sat Nov 9 19:43:18 MST 2002
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Bethann, it's just been a little over a month and things havent changed...everyones thinkin' bout ya and missin ya everyday...we were good friends but i wish we couldve been better friends...the memories i will always have with u are the fun and crazy times from mrs. summers french classes...take care of candace and luke up there...thanx for letting us know you're ok...cant wait til the day we meet again...miss ya bethann!!
Name: Ang
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Date: Sun Nov 10 06:43:57 MST 2002
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Bethann, you were by far one of the most beautiful people inside and out. Your outgoingness made you soo much fun! I can just remember back in middle school with the dances lol we thought we were so cool.. Not one thing about you Bethann with ever be forgotten. You have touched so many people in this world. I know your looking down on us and watching the inpact you've made on everyone..most definatly your family and your closest friends. Luv ya hun
Name: Christy
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Date: Sun Nov 10 16:35:36 MST 2002
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Bethann, I am sitting here tonight, and I cannot stop thinking about you.Sometimes I still can't believe this has all happened.I wish I could see you again and hear your wonderful laugh.How I long to hear your voice again. Today,I bought this beautiful antique frame to put a picture of you in it.It is very unique and sparkles, just like your smile. It has been very hard for everyone since you have been gone, but all the signs you have sent to us have been comforting.I know you were with us in NC.The sky in the evening was a beautiful rainbow...& I remember seeing butterflies everywhere, and Johnna saying that there are never all these butterflies down here. Then we went sailing on the boat,and I said to Johnna and Ashley "look a butterfly!" As we sailed,there was a beautiful butterfly flying next to the boat, as if you were sailing with us. Seeing that and all the other signs lets me know you are okay. I know you are a beautiful angel up in heaven doing many wonderful things.Please watch over us, and keep sending us all your beautiful signs.I love you very much Bethann, and you are always in my heart.Love, Christy Lou Lou
Name: linds
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Date: Mon Nov 11 09:28:09 MST 2002
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I miss u.. i drove past the site and saw everything still there. all the memories ran thru me in a split second. all the joy u brought me is in my soul forever. every tear i shed is for u. every cry longs for your presence. and still the glory of the thought of u over powers those sad moments. i will not let those moments bring me down, but bring me up. ur still here, ur still my friend, ur still bethann. down to earth as ever and more caring than the average human being. ur in my thoughts just about every second of the day. god rest ur soul sweetie, i miss u more wtih every breath i take
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Date: Mon Nov 11 13:33:18 MST 2002
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You are our angel now, may your soul rest in peace.
Name: Heather
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E-Mail: spunky1685@yahoo.com
Date: Mon Nov 11 16:43:05 MST 2002
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Bethann was in my Algebra class and my history class. I was new in E.F my sophmore year and really didn't know anyone, but Bethann was the first to come up to me and say "hi" and helped me when I needed it. We talked about things durring Mr.Raymer's social studies class, and I helped her in Ms. Anderson's Algebra 3 class last year. At the beging of my senior year, I didn't really talk to her anymore because I rarely saw her. On that Friday, I was in the hall and saw her and Seth Simon and took a picture of them together and I spoke to her for the 1st time in months. I asked her what she was doing that night and she told me about the football game and other stuff she wanted to do. The last thing I said to her was "be careful, and don't do anything stupid". I guess I'll never forget those words. I feel as if I could have done more, but I couldn't. I pray for the families and friends of Bethann and Candace and I know that one day we will all be together again. I hope that everyone will now understand that life is short, to stay close to those who love you, always trust in God, and always be kind to people because you never know when they'll be gone for good. I love everyone and to everyone out there, live life to the extent, but be careful. **Heather**
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Date: Thu Nov 14 12:08:23 MST 2002
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I didn't know Beth Ann at all by by looking at this website, I feel Like I do. I can tell she was very loved and loved so many, that she was a sweetheart that made so many people happy. She was VERY BEAUTIFUL and seems like she had a sort of glow on her face all the time. My heart goes out to the family and friends of her, I know people say that with time everything will be okay, but this is something that seems to be getting harder day by day. Everyone please stay strong and be there for each other. Also, remember they are still here with us everyday!
Name: A friend
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Date: Thu Nov 14 12:16:35 MST 2002
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Bethann, You are so very special in everyone's hearts. I can't even begin to express how much everyone misses you, and how much everyone's lives are changed without you here on earth. Life will never be the same for any of us. We miss your beautiful face and your happy smile. However we also know you are watching over us, as Our Angel from Heaven. I know your love will help to give your family and friends the strength we need. We miss you Bethann!
Name: Carrie Skinjorich
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Date: Thu Nov 14 14:36:26 MST 2002
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Bethann, i cant believe that this has happend to u,you were so young and beautiful and happy. when we were young we had some good times.. well as the angel that you are and always have been,watch over your mom,dad,brother,and your friends...
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Date: Thu Nov 14 17:40:18 MST 2002
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I didnt know Bethann, but now I feel like I did. After reading what everyone had to say about her, I realize what an amazing person she had to have been. She has touched the lives of so many and I hope to someday make a difference as she has. We love and miss you Bethann, our Angel!
Name: Anonymous
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Date: Thu Nov 14 21:53:04 MST 2002
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I didn't know Bethann, But after reading all these entries, I realize how special she must have been to everyone. I'm so sorry that her family and friends had to go through such a tragic loss but I can promise each and everyone of you that she's in a better place now. She's probably watching down right now, smiling because she finally knows how many lives shes touched and changed. & It's great to see that even people like me that didnt even know her..truely know how special she must have been. Once again..Im sorry you all had to go through such a tragedy but she'll always be with you, not in body but by spirit. You're all in my heart and in my prayers..God Bless.
Name: Priscilla
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E-Mail: limp_bizkit01@angelfire.com
Date: Fri Nov 15 08:35:58 MST 2002
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Bethann, i wanted to thank you for all the good memories you gave me, like when we worked on that car project in 8th grade physical science. you were the 1st person at school to ask me if i was alright after my accident, i wish i could've asked you the same... see you again some day soon.
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Date: Fri Nov 15 15:29:32 MST 2002
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Iam sorry I didnt know Bethann...But i know how it feels a few years ago my brothers Friend was killed...I hope everything Goes well for the family and friends and may she never be forgotten!
Name: Derek
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Date: Sat Nov 16 10:00:07 MST 2002
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Name: Derek
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E-Mail: dgeisdnice@yahoo.com
Date: Sat Nov 16 10:12:10 MST 2002
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Even to this day it seems like all of this is one big nightmare....i know bethann is now in a better place, a place that is without pain or suffering,but, what about this place. Bethann always made the best of any situation.....there wasnt a single time that i had ever seen Bethann without a smile on her face and a bag of laughs in her back pocket....She was the type of girl who brightened up a room when she walked in....Her laugh made u smile and her smile made u warm....thats,in a nutshell, how i can best describe her. Jon, youve been one of my friends since middle school....all i can say to you is stay strong....i know if Bethann were here right now she would want you to be the best you can absolutely be at all times. You and Bethann had a relationship that most people wont have for their entire lives. Hold on to the memories for eternity, like i know you will.
Name: Danielle
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Date: Sun Nov 17 18:51:47 MST 2002
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`*.Till we meet again.~ even though we must be apart know that when you hear the wisper of the wind it will be me saying hello when you smell the fresh fragrance flowers of spring you will feel my presence and when you see a butterfly you will know i have just passed by and this thoughtful little angel will remind you how very much i care for you
Name: Casey Jarmon
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E-Mail: princess1792003@yahoo.com
Date: Sun Nov 17 21:04:11 MST 2002
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Bethann, I miss you so much! We barely talked during high school but I knew you since we were in kindegarden and I loved hanging out with you. I will never forget when you had that halloween party when we were little and your brother scared us with a chainsaw. We had so much fun! Remember when I had a crush on John when I was in 3rd grade? I love you so much and I wish you didn't have to leave us. I always think of you and I will always love you! I miss you so badly. I wish God can bring you back. When I listen to songs, I cry because it makes me think of you! Why did you have to leave us? It's not fair! Bethann was so beautiful and fun to be around. She could always make you smile just by looking at her big bright smile! She wasn't that kind of person that would talk about anybody. It didn't matter if they weren't popular or not she would still talk to them. She was the kind of person that would make you laugh so hard that you would pee your pants. I loved those days! She was nice to everyone and anyone! She is so beautiful and I don't think she had to leave us. She didn't even drink one beer and look where it took her? IT'S NOT FAIR!! Bethann, always remember that I love you and I'm always thinking about you! And I hope to God, that everybody will learn not to drink and drive and not to speed and to wear their seatbelts! PLEASE!! She is our Angel and now we have to take care of her! She would be saying the same thing right now! Please where your seatbelts! I LOVE YOU BETHANN!!!!! WE MISS YOU TOOOO!!!!!!
Name: MaryAnn
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Date: Mon Nov 18 07:56:41 MST 2002
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Beth Ann was one of the sweetest girls i ever met, all summer long she would come and get ice cream at my work and she just always seemed so happy. Now she gets to be in a perfect place where she will fit in great because she was an angel to everyone who knew her and even those who didnt know her well. She is truely missed by everyone! My sympathy goes out to her family +friends! <3
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Date: Mon Nov 18 10:36:48 MST 2002
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BETHANN, ITS BEEN ALMOST 8 WEEKS SINCE YOU LEFT AND YET I STILL DON'T BELIEVE THAT YOUR NOT WITH US I MISS YOU SO MUCH BUT I KNOW THAT GOD TOOK A BEAUTIFUL AND WONDERFUL PERSON AND MADE YOU HIS SEPCIAL ANGEL TO PROTECT AND WATCH OVER US I MISS YOU, BUT I DON'T WANT TO CRY NAYMORE, I WANT TO CELEBRATE YOU AND HOW HAPPY YOU ALWAYS WERE AND HOW WE WOULD LAUGH ABOUT THE THINGS THAT YOU ALWAYS SAID AND DID THAT WERE SO OUTRAGEOUS SOMETIMES THAT YOUR MOM WOULD CALL ME AND SAY WELL DO YOU WANT TO HEAR ANOTHER BETHANN STORY AND NOW THAT I'M TRING TO UNDERSTAND WHY THIS HAD TO HAPPEN WHEN I THINKOF YOU OR HERE A SONG I START TO SMILE AND REMEMBER HOW YOU SMILED AND LAUGHED AND THINGS AREN'T SO SAD I CAN REMEMBER WHEN I WOULDN'T HAVE SEEN OT TALKED WITH YOU FOR FEW DAYS AND YOU WOULD SAY CEIL WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN AND WE WOULD JUST TALK AND TALK AND I'M GRATEFUL FOR ALL THE TIMES I GOT TO DO THAT WITH YOU YOUR PICTURES ARE ON MY DESK AND EVERYTIME I HEAR MONY-MONY I PICK UP YOUR PICTURE AND SING TO YOU AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU THANK YOU FOR ALL THE SPECIAL TIME AND ALL THE GEAT MEMORIES AND I KNOW I'LL SEE YOU AGAIN UNTIL THEN I'LL MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU EVERYDAY LOVE CEIL
Name: michele
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Date: Mon Nov 18 19:53:47 MST 2002
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Bethann, u were the best freind anyone could ask for. We had so many special memories on the way to school. Any time i was down u cheered me up. I will never forget you. All the times we went shopping, got our nails done and went tanning. We had so much fun. I will never forget you, you are always in my heart and prays. I LOVE YOU BETHANN, LOVE MICHELE
Name: Beth
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Date: Tue Nov 19 14:44:54 MST 2002
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Bethann, I was just thinking about how we always told each other "I don't know what I would do without you" and now unfortunately I do know what it's like but I wish more than ever that I didn't. These past 2 months have been the worst ever. I miss you so much.. it just seems like things will never get better. I miss everything about you, all the little things especially.. our talks, sleep overs, calling each other before school, messin with Marc real bad online, playing dress-up, sharing clothes, school in astro and english, your dramatic stories, shopping, going out to eat, your voice and laugh, your hugs, your funny obsessions, Myrtle Beach next summer, but I won't go without you.. There’s way too many memories to count. Chloe told me to think of it not as a lifetime without you but as an eternity together again and its comforting to know that we'll be together again forever one day but I can't stand to think that it could be another 60 years before then without my best friend. I do know though that when I do see you again, it will be one of the best days of my life, I can't wait. Everything that happens reminds me of you, every song I hear, and every place I go somehow relates back to you and makes us miss you more than ever. Things definitely are not the same without you, nothing is as fun as it used to be cuz when you were there you always made things a billion times better. All I can do is thank God for all the memories I have to hold onto cuz every single one of them replays through my mind 24-7. You're my best friend Bethann, and also our Angel. NO ONE will ever compare to you. I would do anything in the world to get you back.. I Love You and I miss you soooooooo much! ;o(
Name: Chelsea
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Date: Tue Nov 19 16:01:35 MST 2002
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Dear Bia, I don't know what to say. I miss you so much and things just are not the same without you here. I still don't think the truth has really set in. I still believe that your not in school because your sick or you threw your back out again from blow drying your hair (lol). I will never forget you, all the things we did, and memories we made. Sleepovers at your house were always the best: lots of good stuff to eat, good gossip and stories, and we were always doing something crazy and fun. You were always there for me Bethann; watching out for me and even my little sister, too. Especially when I came up from 8th grade into the high school. I really didn't know too many people and you invited me to hang out with you and ever since then we were best friends. Your smile, laugh, personality, and kindness will never be forgotten or replaceable. You are with me all the time Bethann, in my heart. I know your safe and happy and watching over me because I got on of your favorites for my birthday. Thanks for the X-Bra!! Love you for Always ~ Cia
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Date: Thu Nov 21 17:10:05 MST 2002
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Bethann You are loved and missed so very much. No one will forget your smile. You were the most beautiful woman and now you are the most beautiful angel. Bethann we will always love you. You will be in our hearts forever.
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Date: Thu Nov 21 17:27:47 MST 2002
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Bethann, I regret not getting the chance to know you better. You have changed everbodys life that you have ever met. Your an angel now...watch over your family and friends and just know that everyone will always be thinking of you and never forget you!!
Name: Kristin
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Date: Thu Nov 21 18:49:41 MST 2002
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*Bethann, its been 2 months today, and I never knew the affect a person could have on someone else. There isn't a moment that passes me by that I don't think about you. You have taught me so many lessons, but the greatest one, is to enjoy life and express happiness. From the many years I've known you, thats what you knew how to do best! Your laugh, your smile is greatly missed by everyone. I will cherish all the memories forever, and in my heart there will always be a place for you. As I pray to you everynight, i know that one sweet day we will all be together again. *to the Zagursky's-my thoughts and prayers are always with you*
Name: Caitlyn
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Date: Fri Nov 22 18:07:20 MST 2002
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Dear Bethann, I don't know where to start except that I miss you very much and I will never forget you. Your smile was the ONE I looked forward to everyday at school. You were such and good friend to my sister as well as myself. Your personality was truly amazing and something I will never forget about you. I loved you like a sister because that is what you were like to me. Always making sure I was ok and putting a smile on my face when I was down. I know you are not gone but still with me and watching over me. I can't wait till I see you again so I can give you a hug just like when we last saw each other. One thing is for sure though, and that is I will always be your Little Caitlyn. Luv ya lots!!! -------<3Caitlyn
Name: Gina
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Date: Sat Nov 23 00:19:37 MST 2002
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Bethann Thursday was two months since you parted from this world. I still can't nor do I want to believe you're gone. I keep waking up every day hoping to see you bounce into school giggling and smiling just as bright as you ever did before. I wish so badly you would come back to us and just be like "Sorry guys that I was away for a while but I'm back now!" There are so many things I wish that I could change. I'm just so sorry Bethann for ever arguing with you. You were such a good person, and now your the best angel! I think about you so often Bethann. I will never forget you. You had made such an impact on me, one that I can't ever forget. God Bless you babe! I can't wait to see you again one day! I know your safe now, there has been many signs of that. I cant forget the 1 nite i was driving home and I glanced out the window up at the moon, and the clouds around it were shaped like an angel. I knew it was you... Please Bethann just keep sending us signs every once in a while, even if its just to say hey! I'll never forget you Bethann. You will forever be our angel. Love you always hunni!
Name: Jill
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Date: Sat Nov 23 09:44:03 MST 2002
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Bethann- It still hurts so much to think about all that has happened. The memories will always remain. It seems like just yesterday we had fun working out, on rides home, listening to Madonna and making Luke mad. The good times are so numerous and so memorable. You were one of my first friends when we started kindergarten, and I miss you so much. My thoughts are with your family every day. You are an unforgettable and irreplacable friend. Love, Jill
Name: Chloe
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Date: Sun Nov 24 13:36:04 MST 2002
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Bethann~ It has been over two months without you here and I have to say life has changed greatly. Not one second of each day passes without you in it. I have been trying to convince myself that this time on earth is short compared to the eternity we will have together someday. I keep thinking about how much fun we all used to have and how much that has changed. I feel like there is a hole that cannot be filled. It has been so tough for all of us but I know you are trying to give us all your strength. The ten of us are going to do it though, Bethann, because we know how much you want us to go on and enjoy life. I vow to you that I will try my best to be happy once more and to cherish every passing day. Whenever I am down and need a word of encouragement, I think of all the things you always told me. I remember one night we were all staying over at your house and you and me went up to your room because you wanted to show me your new ab machine. You told me you would always be there for me, and I know that will never change. Although I know you are not here physically, you have taken the form of everything around us . Every song I hear brings back memories of you and every sunny day and rainbow I see is a reminder that you are doing just fine. I love you Bethann and I miss you everyday, but I know you are our guardian angel.
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Date: Tue Nov 26 13:48:26 MST 2002
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I did not know Bethann, nor do I know her family but I want you to know that your website is obviously helping so many to cope with the loss of their friend, sister, cousin, girlfriend, daughter, neice, etc. My brother's girlfriend lost her sister (she was also a friend of mine) 4 years ago. It was probably one of the hardest things I have ever had to deal with. She had had a child exactly a year before and to me that was a blessing from God. So all of the signs and all of the little things Bethann did are what you must cherish to get you through the rough times. I'm sure just by viewing the website that Bethann is smiling down on you all and watching over you. Never forget the special memories and never take for granted all of the memories to come with other friends and family. God bless you.
Name: Linda
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Date: Tue Nov 26 14:50:31 MST 2002
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Hi, I didn't know Bethann. But I came across this page somehow. Well, Bethann was a very pretty girl. I'm sure she's deeply missed. I just thought that I'd sign this to show my deepest regards. The pages were all done so precious and with care. I have to go now, thanks again...Bless you all! *Linda* -SouthPawBaby00
Name: Linda
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E-Mail: Gunnin3s@hotmail.com
Date: Tue Nov 26 14:53:37 MST 2002
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Hi, I didn't know Bethann. But I came across this page somehow. Well, Bethann was a very pretty girl. I'm sure she's deeply missed. I just thought that I'd sign this to show my deepest regards. The pages were all done so precious and with care. I have to go now, thanks again...Bless you all! *Linda* -SouthPawBaby00
Name: Jacki Peebly
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Date: Wed Nov 27 13:24:26 MST 2002
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My GIRL, Each passing day gets harder without you here. I long to hear your sweet voice and bubbly laugh, to see your gorgeous smile, and to hear your exciting stories. I long to come home from school on the weekends and run up to your room for a big hug...I miss everything about you! No matter where I am or what I'm doing, you are on my mind. It hurts so bad to smile through these tears~ my heart is torn into a million pieces. You've touched my life so deeply~ you mean so much to me Bethann! I am very lucky to have such special memories with you, and I will always hold them dear to my heart! I am thinking back to Thanksgiving last year and how much fun we all had together. I know this holiday is a special tradition for your family and that it will be very hard without you here physically. However, I know you will be with your family in heart and soul on this day just as you are each and every day. When I sit down to pray on Thanksgiving, I will thank God for the time I got to spend with you here on earth and for the eternal life I will eventually have with you. Until that time comes, I will talk to you every day and know that you are listening just as you always have! I know that you are carrying your loved ones through each passing moment~ you have always been so strong. You are everyone's precious guardian angel, and you will always be here in my heart...I will never let you go! I love you with all of my heart Bethann!!! Love Always, JACQ P.S. I will make sure to eat gravy just for you!
Name: Amber Miller
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Date: Wed Nov 27 15:09:54 MST 2002
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I attended Elizabeth Forward until 6th grade. My 6th grade year I got to know Bethann. She had the most unique voice I've ever heard. My boyfriend once met her at a graduation party and when I proceeded to tell him about her he told me he had met her. The first thing he said was "I remember her voice." He then told me she had lost her shoe and was still smiling about it. Bethann did smile a lot. It seemed like she never had anything to frown upon. Though we have not seen each other since 6th grade I could never forget that girl. Her passion for life was so strong. I hope all of her friends and family are doing well thru this holiday season. I still pray for all of you in church to build the strength to keep on going. God knew Bethann was an angel from the beginning. Obviously someone else needed her presense..that someone just wasn't here on earth. Now she can watch over everyone and guide you along your way.
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Date: Wed Nov 27 18:45:11 MST 2002
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Bethann, Im sorry that I didn't get to know you better than I did but I will always be thankful that I got the chance to meet you. No matter what you were doing as soon as you saw me you always gave me a big smile and a hello. Bethann you were so beautiful with such a big heart and now you're a beautiful angel up in heaven. Everybody misses you and can't wait until the day to see you again...until then keep smilin and lookin in on us and especially watching over you family and your close friends they love you more than you could ever imagine Bethann and that won't ever change. Rest In Peace sweetie!! You will ALWAYS be with us and in our hearts
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Date: Thu Nov 28 14:12:46 MST 2002
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Name: Amity Monroe
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Date: Thu Nov 28 14:38:38 MST 2002
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I have sat and stared at all of the pictures and reflections so many times now, that everyone has shared about how you touched each of their lives; always wanting to share my own thoughts, but never really knowing how to put them in words. I'm in awe of what a beautiful young woman you became. And I feel so blessed and thankful that Aunt Joyce brought you by our house to visit this summer so we could see you one last time, even though we didn't know it at the time. I have been searching for a short story I came across once to post here for you, as a hopeful word of peace and comfort to your mom, dad, and John, but I still can't find it anywhere. If I do find it, I'll post it here. It is Thanksgiving day and I was just reminiscing about the first time we were able to share thanksgiving last year with you and your family and what a wonderful experience that was for us. We can't begin to know how difficult it is for everyone in the family to share the holidays together this year without you physically here. But Art and I are thinking of you and your family, and we're praying that your spirit can help everyone find some comfort by bringing everyone together safely to share the holiday in honor of you. Your family is in our thoughts and prayers always. Happy Thanksgiving Bethann!! We miss you! Love Always, Amity, Art, and Spencer
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Date: Thu Nov 28 22:14:09 MST 2002
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Since its Thanksgiving..it made me think of more than ever how thankful I am for all the times I got to spend with you Bethann, they were the best times of my life and I wouldn't trade them for anything in the world. I know that I am so lucky to be friends with such a beautiful girl, inside and out, with the most generous heart, always helping people in anyway that you could. I am so thankful that I had, and will forever have you as my best friend..cuz there is no one out there that I would have rather had and no one could be a better friend than you always have been to me. You were with me thru everything, it was always you and me.. when there was no one else around I knew you would always be here making things better than ever. No matter what, you could always make everything that was wrong somehow seem right again, making me realize what a true friend is all about and not to worry about the other people who don't matter. Every time something goes wrong now all I can do is think about how bad I wish you were still right beside me, doing watever you did to make everything okay again :o( I love you so much Bethann, no one will ever replace you, I miss you so much I can't take it... you're Our Beautiful Angel "The Best Friendships Are Made From Best Friends Like You."
Name: Linds
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Date: Fri Nov 29 14:35:43 MST 2002
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Hey Bethann... before I go to visit ya I wanted to remind u of some fun things we shared and I want u to know how much I appreciate and remember each one of them. My first yoo-hoo.. when I told you I never had one u about spazzed and made me chug one. When we went to get our nails done and we ended up picking the same exact design and colors (the ones that change in the sun!) Sure we got made fun of, but who cared :) ! In aerobics when we got in trouble every single day for talking, Mrs. Hearn loved us! Your kick boxing moves were the best, me and u and Billy Blanks lol. Your dance recital, a classic. I loved every minute of it. When u came to my house and my pap told u that u were the prettiest girl he'd ever seen and he called u little Bethann that was a foot taller than me. lol. The night we sat in your living room and talked the night away thinking we would do something later on that night but by the time we looked at the clock it was already 1 am and we sat there for 5 hours doin nothin but talkin lol. The night jamie embarrassed u the first time sean came over and he put those fake teeth in his mouth that looked like chicklets and a goofy hat and u were sooo embarrassed lolol. The day you were there for me in school when we found out some disturbing news how quick u were to hold me and tell me it was alright. Feels so good to talk about these times and there were so many more. I miss you like crazy. You must cross my mind every hour of each day. I would give anything in this world to bring you back to everybody. There is no person in this world like you. I cant wish for that though because you are where you belong and as happy as you always have been and knowing you probably making other people happy as you always made us. You are missed more than you could possibly ever imagine and by so many. You are admired by so many and will never be forgotten, by anyone. You had such an impact on everyone. I just wanted to say hi and tell you how much I miss you and love you. God Bless you Angel
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Date: Fri Nov 29 23:43:44 MST 2002
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I did not know Bethann but I wish I did. She was a very beautiful person and was loved by many. I hope her family and friends know that she is in heaven now where all the angels are protecting her and not to worry. May her,Candance,and Ash all rest in peace. God Bless you all
Name: jolene
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Date: Sun Dec 1 13:18:30 MST 2002
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now, i knew bethann through pictures. i am only 12 and my sister had pictures with bethann in the backround. when i saw them i said hey moo (moo is what i call my sis) who is that she is really pretty. she said i pretty sure that is bethann. she was not the best best of friends with bethann but for some reason i thought she was great. my sis knew Luke Buttler really good and i knew his lilbro when he died i cried alot it was like losing my own bro wnen bethann died even though i id not know her formerlly i missed her and thought what if my sis died i cried alot love love between sisters is love that can never break through hardtimes they will always be there i can love my sister even if you do not have a reall sister you can always have a friend to catch you if you fall as a reall sister does**********
Name: Casey Jarmon
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E-Mail: princess1792003@yahoo.com
Date: Thu Dec 5 08:20:29 MST 2002
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"BETHANN'S FIRST CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN" She sees the countless Christmas trees around the world below, with tiny lights, like Heaven's stars, reflecting on the snow. The sight is so spectacular, please wipe away the tear, For she is spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year. She hear's the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear, but the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up there. She has no words to tell us, the joy their voices bring, for it is beyond description, to hear the angels sing. She knows how much we miss her, she sees the pain inside our hearts, But she is not so far away, we really aren't apart. So be happy for her, dear ones, you know she holds you dear. And to be glad she is spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year. She sent us all a special gift, from her heavenly home above. She sent you each a memory of her undying love. After all, love is a gift more precious than pure gold. It was always most important in the stories Jesus told. Please love and keep each other, as her Father said to do. For she can't count the blessing or love he has for each of you. So have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear. Remember, she is spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year! Bethann, I miss you so bad. I think about you everyday and I wish you would come home and be with us for graduation so we can have so much fun on our last year of High School. I hate looking at Beth because she looks so sad it just looking at her face, she is thinking about you! We need you here with us. May God Bless you,Our Angel~!
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Date: Fri Dec 6 09:01:01 MST 2002
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looking back, i saw bethann everyday when i was in high school, but i never spoke to bethann; however, it really sticks out in my mind how one of my friends who adored her would always tell me how i should talk to her because the girl thought we would get along well. i always wondered why she would say that. i figured it was either because she just loved bethann so much and thought everyone should talk to her, or because i reminded her of bethann. after being brought to tears, yet again, by this website, i would truly be honored if it was the latter reason. also, last night, while i laid down in bed, praying for all those who mourn, beautiful rhyming couplets began to flow through my head. i quickly got out my bedsite notebook and jotted them down. i would like to share them on here, i hope they can help or even inspire some of you: *just in an instant* the blink of an eye* our angel was gone* no chance for goodbye* but she still lives on* oh yes, it is true* not like she did* but inside all of you* so pass on her love* to all that you see* make everyone smile* that's how she wanted it to be* for when she left hear* she left big shoes to fill* let's work together* carry out her will* there's also a tune that goes with it, if someone could give me an email address to send it to, i could try to get some people together and generate a song... i feel it's the least i can do.
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Date: Sat Dec 7 00:52:05 MST 2002
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I started going to Elizabeth Forward in 8th grade. It was a hard time for me, but I remember one person in particular that made it easier, that of course was you Bethann. You are the most down to earth and beautiful person i have ever met. You befriended me when nobody else would and i will never forget that! We never became really close friends, but we always talked in school. I can tell just from reading the memories of your closest friends that you have filled so many people's lives with cheer. I know you're watching all of us from heaven.
Name: Lt. Tom Carter - Allegheny County Sheriff's Office
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Date: Sat Dec 7 16:27:29 MST 2002
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There will be a mass of repose for Bethann on Monday, December 9th at 7:00pm. This mass will be held at St. Angela Merici Catholic Church located at 1640 Fawcett Avenue White Oak, PA 15131. This mass in is conjunction with the Feast of the Immaculate Conception. May Bethann be in or hearts and souls at this special time of the year. Lt. Tom Carter
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Date: Tue Dec 10 13:57:33 MST 2002
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i only met bethann once but ill remember her forever, espeically her voice. i was really upset when bethann passed away, even tho i only met her once. i guess it was just so sad for sumone so young to be taken away....and by reading all the entries and lookin at all the pictures i can tell what a great person she was and how she was loved by everyone and she loved everyone. R.I.P. Bethann
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Date: Tue Dec 10 19:03:14 MST 2002
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Bethann, i just wanted to let you know that i miss you so much and not a day goes by that i dont think of you! Youll be in my heart forever and ill always keep the memories with me!Love an miss you tons Bethann!
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Date: Wed Dec 11 15:23:54 MST 2002
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Bethann, For what I have read on your website you are deeply missed! Unfortunatly, I never had the chance to meet you, but from what I have read and the pictures I have seen, it seems like u were a very loving person. You were a very beautiful girl! Never forget that you are truely loved and missed. Someday I hope to meet you! You all have my deepest thoughts and sympathy!
Name: Stephen Andrison
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Date: Thu Dec 12 19:51:35 MST 2002
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R.I.P Bethann you are missed by alot of pepole.I am so sad to hear that you are gone. But you are gone to a better place. see you latter in a different life time. My sympathy go's out to your family
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Date: Thu Dec 12 21:35:39 MST 2002
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I never got the chance (regretably) to get to know Bethann...but I want her to know that she is in my heart and my prayers everyday. As is her family, the Geiser and the Ash family. For 3 people who were just a little more than children to be ripped from this world so violently seems to senseless to me. All I can hope for is that one day we will all be provided with the answers. Until then you will all be in my prayers forever. Peace & Love
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Date: Thu Dec 12 22:28:18 MST 2002
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They are all gone too young and too soon Leaving this earth Too soon too bloom In heaven watching down We're left to cry If only we knew we could have tried to stop them from leaving and taken the keys No drinking, No driving Can't they come back God, PLEASE??? We are left here sad and alone Knowing everyday they are not here to phone Goodbye Bethann,Candace, and Ash I hope we all learned the lesson you had to teach Noone's life...not yours or mine is out of reach You are all in my heart Goodbye and God bless till we meet again I won't think of you any less. Peace & Love
Name: Jordan
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Date: Sat Dec 14 10:05:43 MST 2002
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Bethann, It is December aleady, I cannot believe that you have been gone for nearly 3 months. I did not realize that this would affect me so much. I stopped by to see your grave the other day, I had to leave. I cannot imagine you beneath that cold ground. Everyday I wake up with you on my mind, and you and your family are in my prayers every night before I go to bed. This is such a hard time of year to deal with the loss of loved ones. We should all rejoice though because you get to spend Christmas with Jesus, the reason for the season. Bethann, everyone misses you and loves you so much. You have made such an impact on my life. You are an angel now, a beautiful angel in heaven who is watching over everyone. Bethann, please do me one thing, be with your brother, and mom and dad, and give them the strength to get through the holidays. Give them the peace at heart to get through each day. It wont be long now until we all see you again. On that day I will give you the biggest hug ever. I love you Betha. "not a day goes by that I dont think of you, after all this time, I still miss you its true, somehow you remain lost so deep inside.."
Name: Clint
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Date: Sat Dec 14 15:13:02 MST 2002
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I just want you to know that everyone is thinking of you. We Miss You.
Name: Heather
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Date: Sun Dec 15 12:36:57 MST 2002
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Hi hunni... Its just me, Your Hezzy Girl. I miss you so much Bethann... everything is just not the same without you.I just wish this wasnt real... I wish you werent in school because you dyed your hair and you dont like the color or your not out with all of us because your on vacation.My birthday just wasnt the same without you here.Nothing is the same without you.I know that your still with all of us but I wish that you were here so I could talk to you and hug you. I miss you and love you more than anything Bethann!! *Love* Your Hezzy Girl always
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Date: Sun Dec 15 17:10:18 MST 2002
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I just wanted to share a quote from a song with everyone who may read this. The song is entitled "You're Still Here" by Faith Hill. The line that particularly stands out is : " And I woke up wondering what was real/ Is it what you see and touch, or what you feel?". Although we cannot physically see or touch Bethann, she is still here. If you continue to believe that she is all around us, then she is truly not gone.
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Date: Mon Dec 16 12:38:25 MST 2002
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what i remember from bethann is her smile. always happy no matter what.
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Date: Fri Dec 20 11:02:37 MST 2002
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i didnt know Bethann but i wish i had. She was a very pretty girl & from hearing stories from some of my friends that knew her she was a great person. My deepest sympathy for her family & may God be with you. *Merry Christmas!*
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Date: Fri Dec 20 22:40:06 MST 2002
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Name: Jarrod Matthews
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Date: Fri Dec 20 23:56:13 MST 2002
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I saw the angel out side your window on my way home today, though it wasn't lit up I could still see it perfectly clear. I made it home in a minute or so and steped out of my car. Immediately my attention was drawn to the sky. I looked up at the bright full moon, it seemed to unleash it's light upon the whole sky. Then it all dawned on me, not only was it nearly the same as the night you departed for a place where true angels like your self soar above our heads and look down upon us, a place that I couldn't heed to Earth, but it was a perfect allegory. By that I mean it was like having you there. It brightened up every thing. It made the night seem so much more comforting and happy. I leaned against my car and gazed at the sky watching the luminated clouds pass over, and the stars come out. I remember your mother saying to me, "Never forget her." and how could I now? I can connect the radiance of a full moon to you, it would be like having you near to me, and who could ignore you, honestly, I don't think you would let that happen, and it's obvious to me you didn't. Thanks Bethann, becuase by chance, in some way only you could pull off. You help me in coping with your loss, by smilling at me. I learned something, the number one fear in America is death. I am afraid of dying, some people can't admit that they are, others can, but that's another issue. Lets say a stray bullet comes through my window and hits me in the temple instantly killing me. How can I sit in fear of something so stupid and accedental? Perhaps the fear is not of dying, because a bullet to the head will instantaneously incapacitate anything, leaving no pain. Maybe its the thought of being alone afterward, or the thoughts of after life in general. With you gone from here so fast, there must be a Heaven, you are far to great to simpily disipate. I used to be afraid that an accident would occur, I'd die, and be all alone in Heaven. This isn't true anymore. I can say I have a friend in Heaven, and her name is Bethann. So long as I'm here, between then and the time I leave Earth, Heaven is where I am headed. I know I'll see you there, and I won't be alone. You help us in so many ways, and we could never repay you. Perhaps you save lives, give someone, such as my self, hope, or bring our comunity closer together. Godbless your family, friends, or anyone who knows you. They are lucky to have met you here on Earth, becuase in summary, you were like a gift from God. When the world is in such peril perhaps you are serving an even greater purpose at this time, some day we will all find out, and in some way, you make it worth waiting for.
Name: jayner80
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Date: Sun Dec 22 00:04:11 MST 2002
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Dear John, I did not know your sister, but i am really sorry for your loss. I was scrolling through my friends web page and saw your name. When I read all of your information I was really touched. I have an older brother and sister and I can't imagine losing them. I am so sorry for your loss.
Name: Gina
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Date: Sun Dec 22 20:44:53 MST 2002
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Bethann, i just can't believe you've been gone for three months already. It still seems like yesterday your beautful face and cheerful smile lit up the hallways at school. Although you are not here with us physically but you are here spiritually. Not only have you touched so many lives while you were here on earth, you still continue to do so while in heaven. It bothers me that people still havent learned from your tragic and unexpected parting but to most it has. Please continue to watch over us and try to keep us from harm. But I already know you are doing that. I know deep down in my heart you and Candace were bothing watching over me at the christmas dance. I wont go into details, but it was you guys that kept watch over me and sent me Nikki Smith to make sure I would get home safely. I know on that tragic night in September you left to go home unaware that anything would happen to you, but you made sure I would not be in that same situation. So thank you for that, I will always remember it and be forever thankful. You are forever our angel. I love you so much Bethann. Thanks for being a guardian angel.
Name: Anne Wessell
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Date: Mon Dec 23 05:13:43 MST 2002
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Our families vacationed together at Wrightsville Beach when Bethann and John were small. What I remember the most about Bethann was a smile that went from ear to ear. She was a beautiful child and our hearts are heavy for her family and her friends. Our thoughts and prayers are with the family this Christmas season. May you find some peace. God Bless You All!
Name: Michelle S
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Date: Mon Dec 23 09:21:11 MST 2002
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Bethann im not very good at telling how i feel and there are really no words to explain it but i cant help but to think god made a mistake. u and candace were the kindest and most beautiful people i have ever known and i dont understand why this had to happen. in 9th grade we stared to hang out but then as time went on we hung out less and less. i will never forget our memories together...Barbie workout video, Babysitters club them song and how u made me sing it to ur mom, putting pillows on the floor and having wrestling matchs, getting ready for the christmas dance at ur house and going to kriks after, just too many to name. i wish we could have hung out more cuz reading this made me relize how much i missed out on the last 2 years. when i heard u were coming out with us to eat after the football game i was so happy cuz i missed hanging out with u, if i only knew that it was going to be the last time i saw u i would have told u how much u meant to me and how u broght so much happiness to my life. im sorry i never got to tell u but i hope u know how much u meant to everyone. i want to say so much more but im sorry this is too hard, watch over ur freinds and family and tell candace i said hi! Love, Michelle
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Date: Mon Dec 23 19:29:26 MST 2002
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BethhAnn u r miss dearly jus like Candace I jus can't even tell u how much u r missed.The Holidays r gonna be real tuff with out u guyz not here.I just cant even imagine the pain ur parents r going threw well BethAnn I love u and Miss u Bunches can't wait till I see ur Beautiful face again R.I.P. BYE BYE BYE LUV YA BUNCHES
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Date: Mon Dec 23 19:37:23 MST 2002
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Hi BethAnn hows it going up in heaven so far.Can u do me a favor tell mah Can Can I said hi and I love her thanks so much BethAnn.I just cant even imagine how the holidayz r gonna be with out u guys here.A new yr with out mah Can Can and mah BethAnn I don't kno if I can take it guyz.Well I hope u guyz have a great first Christmas up in heaven Im sure it will be great with God and ur new friends but please watch over all of us and keep us safe. And have fun with Candace,Luke and all ur new friends but don't 4 get bout us we send u all of our love and we hope u send us all of urs.R.I.P. Luv ya Bunches see ya some day s00n bye bye Miss u soooooooo much<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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Date: Tue Dec 24 08:41:42 MST 2002
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Dear Bethann, our beautiful angel. It is Christmas eve morning and we are missing you like crazy. We still cannot believe you are not here with us. We are leaving to go to Aunt Joyces to try to make it through the holiday. Bethann please give us the strength we need. We love you and miss you more and more every day. We would give anything to have you back here with us today and always. Everyone in the family misses and loves you, this is so hard. I hope you have a merry Christmas in Heaven. Love always, Mom Dad and John Memory Eternal
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Date: Tue Dec 24 08:44:26 MST 2002
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Christy Nelson gave me this Poem that i wanted to share. "Forever" Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. And make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. Some people stay in our lives awhile, leave foot prints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same.
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Date: Tue Dec 24 09:16:53 MST 2002
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DEAR BETHANN, PLEASE GIVE YOUR FAMILY THE STRENGTH THEY NEED TO GET THROUGH THIS HOLIDAY SEASON. YOUR ARE SO LOVED AND VERY MUCH MISSED BY YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS. I WISHED I HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO MEET YOU, YOU WERE A VERY BEAUTIFUL YOUNG WOMAN. MEERY CHRISTMAS HONEY AND REST IN PEACE
Name: Kate Hayden
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Date: Tue Dec 24 15:58:23 MST 2002
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Bethann~ we're missin you more than ever n wish u could be down here spendin Christmas with us lol but i know yer happier up there anywayz...Love ya lots hun
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Date: Tue Dec 24 16:38:38 MST 2002
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*Hey Bethann, I didnt know you but I'd like to wish you a Merry Christmas, and please give your parents,family and friends enough strength to make it threw the holidays...I would also like to say everyone makes mistakes thats what life is about were all very deeply sorry that it hadda end up like this, and that "jody" person has no right signin a guest book of a girl he did not know, thats very ignorant to me...dont let it bother you Bethann because we all know that ur an angel RIP hunny, we will all see you up there someday God Bless*
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Date: Tue Dec 24 21:07:06 MST 2002
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Well Bethann, It's Christmas Eve and I'm sitting here thinking about you more than ever. I wish that you were here still but i know that you are in heaven safe and sound. I can't wait till i get to see you again and i cant wait to tell you all about Francis S. Furst. lol! Anyways Hunni Bun I Love You and miss you more than ever...and guess who is gonna be here tomorrow if it doesnt snow to hard....Francis S. Furst....Don't worry I'll let you know bout all the crazy stuff he says tomorrow. I Love You and MERRY CHRISTMAS ANGEL.......by the way, i know you never liked dogs but please take good care of Astro for me...thanks..<3 love you <3
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Date: Tue Dec 24 23:55:03 MST 2002
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Bethann, Its Christimas Eve, this used to be such a wonderdul night for us. We looked forward to Christmas all year. Christmas was always such a magical time for us no matter how old we were. Christmas never lost its glisten for us as the years progressed, we always felt like little kids on Christmas night. There is no words that will be able to express the severity of my pain. As the days progress my pain intensifies so much Bethann. I am so lonely inside. I remember on Christmas night we would sleep in the same bed, and watch "Juice" and we thought that was so funny that we would watch that movie on Christmas eve. I would always wake you up so early to get see all of our prsents. What a great time that was Bethann. I will cherish those memories with me for as long as I remain here. I never thought I would have to spend a Christmas with out you my entire life, let alone having to live my entire life not spending another Christmas with you. I will never again be able to enjoy another Holiday with out you Bethann, you made those days so special. U and I made every holiday special because of how we shared them. I am honestly still in disbelief that you are not here, This is just terrible. I never imagined anything like this could happen in my worst nightmare. My heart longs for you so bad to be here with me again Bethann, I think about you constantly. I want you to be reassured that you dont leave my mind during the day, and I dont sleep at night because I miss you so bad. I cant believe its Christmas and I am here with out you, I really cant. Christmas, or life in general will never be joyful again because you were the light of our lives Bethann. I know your memory will remain strong no matter what, because you had that impact on everyone, but I am going to do my best to contribute to that Bethann. I will do everything i can I promise. I still just cant believe its christmas.. and your not here.. the feeling, I feel so alone, so lost, wishing we were in your bed right now and watchin movies and laughin and waitin to get up in the morning to see all of our presents, Oh how i wish for that moment to be here again so bad Bethann. What I wouldnt give to be in that moment again, If only I could just turn back the hands of time and make things right so you could still be here. I would do anything, I wish that I could. We sure did have a special bond didnt we Bethann, no one can take that away from us. We had something most Bros and sis dont achieve in a life time. I wanted that forever, I wanted to spend our whole lives having Christmas together Bethann, I want that so bad. There is really nothing more I can say besides I love you with all of my heart Bethann, I miss you more then words can ever express, i will think about you forever, Thank you for all the good times Bethann, I promise I have every single thing in my heart, and I will never let go, I just hate that you are not here, I cant take it anymore. I love you so much Love always your big bro and best friend forever - Jawn
Name: Heather
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Date: Wed Dec 25 08:34:37 MST 2002
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Hey hunni! I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you (like always) and missing you sooo much. I hope your having a Merry Christmas in heaven! I love you so much angel and wish so badly that you were still here with all of us!!
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Date: Wed Dec 25 09:38:37 MST 2002
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~*MeRrY ChRiStMaS*~...Happy Holidays Bethann...we all miss you so much :'( I realllly wish you could be here now...I don't even know what else to say, I <3 n* miss you so much sweetie...I hope ur havin a great Christmas with Candace n* all our other angels...I'm glad you all can be together...I miss you bunches!!! luv ya!!!
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Date: Wed Dec 25 10:06:57 MST 2002
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Dear Bethann, Merry Christmas sweety. I miss you and think about you all the time, but i don't think that I have to tell you I'm sure you already know. My dear Bethann I just wanted to let you know that I'll think about you always and that I'll love you forever.
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Date: Wed Dec 25 10:16:38 MST 2002
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Dear Bethann Merry Christmas Angel!! I just wanted to let you know that I miss you so much. I never realized how much you could miss someone until they are gone from your life. Even though I only saw you every once in awhile, I will always remember those times. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I hope you have a wonderful Christmas in Heaven!! Love, Laura
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Date: Wed Dec 25 10:36:50 MST 2002
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Merry Christmas Bethann! I hope your first Christmas in Heaven is wonderful! Everyone misses you so bad. I was just getting to know you and I remember the first time I met you you said HELLO IM BETHANN and shook my hand and I was like is that her real voice? lol. We all miss your smile, laugh, and your wonderful voice. Merry Christmas! Please especially help your parents and brother during this holiday season!
Name: Megan
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Date: Wed Dec 25 13:05:38 MST 2002
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~*~MERRY CHRISTMAS ANGEL~*~, I just wanted you to know that I am thinking about you today. Even tho I just started getting to know you, I wont forget all the memories in class! I miss you! Love <3 Megan
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Date: Wed Dec 25 13:54:59 MST 2002
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*Bethann*... I just wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas! Theres not a day that goes by that I dont think about you. I love and miss you tons! Please just watch over your family and give them the strength during the holidays. LOVE YOU ANGEL!
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Date: Wed Dec 25 14:43:11 MST 2002
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MY GIRL, It's Christmas Day, yet it doesn't feel like Christmas at all. I am so sad and miss you more than anything in this world. It breaks my heart to see your family in such pain, longing to have you at home with them. I keep thinking of how perfect things would be if you were here with us. Then I imagine how happy you are spending Christmas in heaven with God and all the other angels, and I smile. I can feel you all around us. I know you are there with your family giving them the strength to get through each day. Keep giving them signs for peace and comfort~ let them feel the brush of angel wings that signifies your everlasting presence. I would do anything in the world to have you here, but I know you are spending Christmas in heavenly peace, sweet angel. Our special memories together constantly fill my heart with joy, and I thank you for them. Your mom asked me to light a candle for you when I went to church last night. I lit your candle and said a prayer, and when the service was over, your candle wouldn't blow out. It continued to glow brightly, just like your eternal memory. Merry Christmas, Bethann~ I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART!!! Love, JACQ
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Date: Wed Dec 25 21:36:53 MST 2002
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Merry Christmas Bethann!!! I just wanted to let you know that I think about you often, and I know you are the prettiest ANGEL in heaven looking down over your family and friends. Please give you Mom, Dad, and bro John the strength to get through the holiday season without you. Miss you hun...Merry Christmas!!!
Name: Matt Nelson
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Date: Wed Dec 25 21:42:03 MST 2002
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Bethann, i just wanted to say Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to you. There isn't a day that goes by that i don't think about you or all the memeories we spent together growing up. I love and miss u so much. i do anything to bring u back. Please watch over ur family and help them through the holidays and also all ur friends that love and miss you so much. well i am goin to go. love u so much.
Name: Jill
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Date: Wed Dec 25 22:19:33 MST 2002
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Bethann- This was our 1st Christmas without you and your 1st Christmas with God. I bet spending Christmas with God is wonderful. I hope you're having a nice time up there with him. Major Payne was on TV today and I remembered how much you loved that movie. It brought back a lot of good memories. Merry Christmas Bethann. We love you and miss you! Love, Jill
Name: Gina
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Date: Thu Dec 26 17:32:53 MST 2002
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Hey Bethann- As I look outside on the snow I just can't stop thinkin' about you.....We used to do EvErYtHiN' together in the winter and Christmas.....Geez,it just felt a part of me was gone....Love you Bethann,and Merry Christmas....
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Date: Thu Dec 26 21:35:33 MST 2002
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Although I did not know Bethann, I always saw her when she came to visit Miss M. in my Biology class. She was very beautiful and as I hear a wonderful person. I even went to put flowers at the crash site for her and Candace. God Bless You!!!!!
Name: Tonya
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Date: Thu Dec 26 22:40:01 MST 2002
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Bethann, it is the day after Christmas and I have just been thinking about you and your family so much. Christmas is supposed to be the best time of the year, but my heart is just so sad. You are the last thing on my mind before I fall asleep and the first thing on my mind when I wake up. I pray every night and at church, for you to give your family the strength that they need to get through this, and know in my heart that you are trying. On Christmas morning, Rina and I turned on the tv and your favorite movie was on, "magor payne",and we both just look at each other because we knew what it meant. We think and talk about you everyday, but I am sure you already knew that. Merry Christmas Bethann, I am sure Christmas in heaven was beautiful because God only takes the best. Miss you angel, in my heart forever, Love Tonya.
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Date: Thu Dec 26 23:36:00 MST 2002
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Bethann I dont even know where to start. I miss you so incredibly much. I must think about you a hundred times a day. There are atleast 5 things a day I see, hear, or smell that remind me of you. If feels so good to think about u, but still to this day, it just does not seem real to me. I still play things that you have said to me over and over in my head. Everyday I think of something different and it always brings a smile to my face. If I had a dime for everytime you brought a smile to my face or got me to laugh I would so rich, and till counting the smiles u still bring me today. Look at those pictures of you, always smiling, touching or hugging someone. You always made everyone feel so good. You just had that touch I think. I sit here everyday and look at the pictures wondering what your doing. How was your Christmas in Heaven? Better than I could ever imagine I bet. I know you read all of these posts that everyone puts up. I want u to know how much I love you, and I will do it everytime I come here, I want to thank u for being so good me and bringing me so much happiness in my life. You were so encouraging to me with everything I ever did. There will never be another like u buddy, never in a billion years. I pray to u all the time and I know your listening. You have proven it to me already. I know your watching over everybody. I thought about u all night in church on Christmas Eve. I lit my candle and instant memories of you came popping up in my mind. Thank u. I miss u so much, words honestly cant even describe it. My heart aches to see you one more time and touch u once again. I just keep in the back of my mind that you are so pleasant right now and in complete comfort. I LOVE U BETHANN
Name: Aaliyah
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Date: Fri Dec 27 09:43:31 MST 2002
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MeRrY ChRiStMaS BethAnn I'm 2 days late sorry bout that.I was jus 2 busy thinking about u and Candace.U guys r missed dearly.There's not a day I don't think about u 2.I visted the crash site and Candace's grave and ur's it was jus 2 sad I cried and cried all Christmas day.I can jus feel the pain u guys families has 2 be going threw.Well Im gonna go now.Watch over all of us and keep us safe espeically ur family.Can u do me a favor Tell Can Can I said hi and I luv and miss her dearly Thanx Hun. R.I.P. Luv and miss ya see ya someday soon <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 :)
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Date: Tue Dec 31 10:01:02 MST 2002
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Bethann, Well it is New Years Eve and this Christmas break has been sooo hard and sooo different without you. Christmas Eve and Day didn't even feel like Christmas, not even a lil bit.. everyone could tell that there was something missing. I sit here and stare at all the picture frames and Angel things I got for Christmas and look at all the pictures in them and it reminds me of how you and me were together for everything. I just can't believe how much everything has changed. Even though it has been a little over 3 months, it still doesn't seem like this could all possibly be real and that we're going to wake up soon. I still find myself picking up my phone to call you and tell you about something that happened or to see where you are. But then I remember that all along you were right there with us and you already know everything that goes on. I keep on having dreams that you got to come back to be with us and everything is perfect once again like it used to be and still should be now. And when I wake up I always try to fall back asleep so I can keep dreaming about you and the stuff we do together because those dreams are much better than reality. I always sit here and think about what you're probably doing up in Heaven and how your Christmas with God and the other Angels was. But I'm sure it was perfect for you like everything is up there. Theres just so many things that happened lately that all I want is for you to be here to sleepover (and hold hands :o) lol) so we could just lay on my bed and talk for hours about everything like we used to do. I miss that so bad Bethann because you were the first person I turned to for everything and you were the BEST person to talk to about anything and everything, you always knew just the right thing to say to make everything better again. Its all the little things like that that I miss.. like how you always had to be touching us or the look on your face when you looked into a mirror, getting ready together..and wayyy too many more to name. I just want to thank you again for being the bestest friend that anyone could ever be. Our friendship that we shared means the world to me and so do you. No one could ever compare to you or ever replace you, it is completely impossible. Just please watch over everyone tonite and keep everyone safe. I love you so much Bethann and I miss you more than anything in this world. I can't wait till I get to see you again. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year Angel.
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Date: Tue Dec 31 15:12:27 MST 2002
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Happy New Years Sweetheart, we love you
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Date: Tue Dec 31 19:45:38 MST 2002
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*TeaRs r Da WorDs My HeaRt UsEs 2 ExpLaiN ThaT eVEn My FakE SmiLes CanT cOVer Up My PaiN & EveN tHo Ur GonE bABy WeLL nEVer B ApaRt CuZ nO mAtA WaT dA DisTanCe,uLL 4EveR b iN mY hEArT* hey bethann, i juss thought id share that quote with you, love ya hun, happy new years I wish you could be spendin it wit ur family and friends...but please watch out for all of us...miss you angel!!!
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Date: Wed Jan 1 09:45:29 MST 2003
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dear Bethann, my beautiful angel. It is New Years Day, how do we start a new year without you. I don't even know where to begin. I miss you so badly my heart is broken. I love you more and more everyday. There is not a second that goes by that I am not thinking of you. You will always be in my heart forever, I will love you and miss you forever.......Please keep sending us signs to let us know that you are okay. Candace's mom told me that you and Candace are riding unicorns on gold paved streets in Heaven. I hope you two are together and are okay. We all love you so much it is very hard for everyone this has affected so many people. Just always know that you were and are still loved by many many people. You will always be with us. always remember "you are so beautiful to me" our song. May your memory be eternal. All my love mom or BARB as you would call me sometimes.
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Date: Thu Jan 2 01:16:24 MST 2003
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Bethann, New years with out you was terrible. There was no reason to celebrate a new year, All i could do was cry and think of the times to come when you are not here. It was so hard for me not to get a phone call from you at 12:01. All of my life we have spent new years together, and when we didnt, We always called each other first out of everyone. I had a horrible emptiness in my stomach as the clock struck twelve and I knew I would not recieve the call from you. This is just awful, and I can't believe you are not here with me. This just is not right, i cant stand this. I miss you so bad my little sis, no one will ever understand my pain or emptiness. We had a bond that filled my heart with such joy, and I will never in my life understand how something like that can be torn apart. I know you are with me Bethann. I love you so much and Miss you more then words can convey. I would do anything to bring you back.. Love always, your big bro and best friend forever - Jawn
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Date: Thu Jan 2 19:28:15 MST 2003
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Bethann...its been so hard for me to sign this..i've looked at this so many times..not knowing what to write. But deep down in my heart I know you know what im thinking. Im sorry we couldnt become better friends, and I will always cherish those quick chats we had during astronomy class. Watch over all your friends and family..Rest in peace angel
Name: Carter
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Date: Thu Jan 2 22:49:55 MST 2003
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Bethann you were one of my very good friends back in middle school....but as we entered high school we grew apart. I just want you to know that I think about you and Can every day. You were always so supportive of me and were a great person. I just wish sometimes that I woulda used our time together more wisely. This New years, i thought of New years in 2000 when you were at my house and it is soo hard for me to believe that you're gone. I can still hear us yelling and banging on pots and pans at midnight. Well i know you are in heaven and happy now. Just know that I will never ever forget you and Candace and that all of you, including Luke, have changed my life forever. Luv you guys forever!!
Name: Jess VanNatta
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Date: Fri Jan 3 00:18:18 MST 2003
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Bethann I know you are watching over your family and friends. They miss you terribly, it must be so hard for them. I read the poem your best friend Beth wrote about the years of friendship you 2 shared and it sounded so much like many times with me and my girls. I don't even know what I'd do if I lost them, it brings tears to my eyes thinking about it. And to know that your friends and family have lost you makes me cry as well, cause you were such a nice girl, so cheerful and happy. My thoughts are always with your family, friends and your brother John. I had seen the way you 2 acted together sometimes in high school and the way he talks about you now I know that you mean the world to him and always will. My thoughts and prayers are always with them. I hope that you had a magical Christmas and New Years in Heaven. Tell Luke, and Candice that we miss them and love them! Watch over us Bethann! We love you!
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Date: Fri Jan 3 01:31:51 MST 2003
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Dear Bethann, I just got done reading Beth's poem she wrote for you, It brought tears to my eyes...I wish this would have never ever happend...I miss you so much, same goes for all of our angels, I dont know what else to say hunni...I would do anything to bring you back...I love you so much and never forget that...*RIP AngeL*
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Date: Fri Jan 3 06:26:24 MST 2003
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Its been a little over 3 months now and each day seems to get harder and harder. Nightmares come from time to time, but I know you are safe with God. What has happened could have happened to anyone, but it shouldn't have happened to you, not now. You should be going to college and getting married, and we should be going shopping together. I keep on thinking that you are going to just pop out around the corner and say I'm here. Seeing your locker decorated in your memory everyday just shoots a pain through me like no other. Every dance or event with the girls is not the same without you. We feel so empty and lost. I cannot imagine what ur parents and Jon are going through.You brought a smile to my face every time I saw you.Your time here on earth was too short but your memory will live on forever in my heart. Some days I think of the good times we had but then I think of the times we could have had even more. I know you are the prettiest angel in heaven. May God bring comfort, peace, and understanding to your family. They will always love you no matter where you are. You are our guardian angel now.I love you Bethann!
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Date: Mon Jan 6 06:52:10 MST 2003
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"Think of all the people that you knew in the past.... That passed on they in heaven found peace atlast. Picture a place that they exsist, together. There has to be a place better than this, in heaven." ~ 2 Pac ~
Name: Kathy Twele
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Date: Tue Jan 7 00:20:38 MST 2003
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Saturday I saw Barb and Big John. It was great to see them out and about. Barb cried, I cried, and we held each other. I can’t feel what they feel. I can only feel my own hurt for Barb and Big John. I hope to never feel their pain. In time they will learn to live with the pain. It will never go away. The heart has been torn. John’s pain, I can feel. It’s always around the corner, hiding. Suddenly it jumps out, rips your heart again, and again. John will live with the pain. I don’t think it goes away. I am selfish and want to know why my children have had to feel so much unexplainable pain. Why so frequently must they see what pain does to others. Why the cat, their grandparents, an uncle they can’t remember, their friends. Can’t ever forget. I have looked at my children, my children’s friends, and the children we have come to know over the years as they attended the funeral services. Their youth, wisped away. Reality sucks. The pain will lessen but they will never forget. Remembering Bethann. Wow. I remember a dancing, laughing, chatterbox, 3 or 4 years old, attending one of John and Matt’s 1st grade gatherings. Bethann was a babydoll. In time she attended school herself. and would followed John and his friends around any chance she could. I would ask what are you doing Bethann? She would look at you with a deep earnest look on her face and say “ I only wanted to say hi to my brother”. And from behind her the other ten little girls would say “ we only wanted to say hi to John”. You had to laugh, only little sisters go out of their way to show off their big brothers. Be good, Always.
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Date: Tue Jan 7 20:12:16 MST 2003
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*Missing someone gets easier everyday, because even though it is one day further from the last time you saw each other, it is one day closer to the next time you will.* *We will always luv n* miss you Bethann, you will be in our hearts forever*
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Date: Tue Jan 7 20:57:33 MST 2003
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Bethann, I believe in angels,the kind that heaven sends,I'm surrounded by angels,but i call them my friends!,Even tho ur gone, you was always an angel on earth and forever my friend love you and miss you so much Betha
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Date: Wed Jan 8 05:49:12 MST 2003
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Date: Wed Jan 8 06:07:37 MST 2003
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hey angel its just mom. i miss and love you so much i can't evev put it into words. i would do anything to have you back here with us. everyone misses you. it is too quiet here without you. dad and i are so happy john went back to school yesterday.. this is so hard for him you and he had a bond like no other between a brother and a sister i can actually feel his pain I know you will be with him guiding him and loving him for the rest of his life. Guide him so that he gets the education that he deserves to be successful and make you proud of him. there is not a second that goes by that we are thinking about you. we had so many good times, so many memories and i have about a million pictures of your beautiful smiling face. i miss just hanging out with you and talking we were so close but i still talk to you now. nothing will ever be the same but we are praying that you will give us the strength we need to go on until we are with you again. you will always be with me i feel like you are sitting on my shoulder above my heart watching out for all of us. i want you you to especially watch out for your brother-jawn--bethann my beautiful baby girl i love you so much may your memory be eternal! we will never ever forget you how could we you left a lasting impression on everyone you met with your vibrant personality,your inner beauty and your heartwarming smile. always remember "you are so beautiful to me" LOVE FOREVER MOM
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Date: Wed Jan 8 10:45:28 MST 2003
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well i am in school right now and i was going overthe site....love n miss you!!!!
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Date: Thu Jan 9 10:08:28 MST 2003
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I am so sad that I never got the chance to actually meet Bethann, I just can't over how beautiful shw is and how much of a sweetie she must have been. Even though I did not know her she is in my thoughts every single day.Her family & Friends as well. I really wish i got to know and meet Bethann. I read her best friends's poem. It really seems like everyone that knew Bethann had a very special bond with her. I come on this website and candace's everyday, i just can't get over this whole thing. It's kinda weird I didn't know either of these girls, I knew Brian, but I feel like I've known these girls my whole life.
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Date: Thu Jan 9 15:34:26 MST 2003
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Hi Bethann, It's still unbelieveable that your gone, and every single day I keep thinking I'll see you around the halls at school and in Lunch. I think about you everyday. I know your watching over everyone from up in Heaven. Everyone misses and loves you sooo much. I know we never got real close, but I miss you soo much. Love You Always
Name: Nikki
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Date: Thu Jan 9 16:55:29 MST 2003
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Bethann...B Ziggity....I really cannot believe that you are gone. I can say it to myself over and over again but my heart cannot accept it. I remember like it was yesterday getting yelled at by Mrs. Hearn in aerobics. You, Linds, Cassie, Chelsy, and me always getting seperated because we were too loud. Remember all the times in Mrs. Oakley's we shsred and our talks. You were too good to be on Earth. God missed you too much and had to take you back with Him. I know that you are watching every move that we all make and sending us signs...I get them everyday. You definately were an angelic creature and I feel so blessed that God hasallowed me to know you and say that you were one of my good friends. For that I will be FOREVER greatful. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your loved ones everyday. I love you with all my heart every passing moment. God Bless You Bethann!!
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Date: Thu Jan 9 22:30:07 MST 2003
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I never thought the song "away in a manger" would ever have such a sad undertone to me. During Christmas Eve service at my church, we sang that song. The third verse ends "Bless all the dear children in your tender care/ And fit us for heaven to live with You there." i started bawling my eyes out. I just felt so awful for all the families that lost children this year. I came to the cold realization that this was the first Christmas that four families wouldn't have their children. My mom tried to calm me down and tell me that things would be easier with time, but i disagree. Then, I began to think... just this little snippit of the song is a wonderful prayer. This is saying, "God, take care of our angels, and guide us to lead lives good enough that we may once again be reunited with them once again." So everytime you hear Away in a Manger... remember our sweet angels. I would also like to say that I am so impressed by how well the family is taking this... I have been praying for you all all along and will continue to.
Name: Cheryl
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Date: Sun Jan 12 19:04:41 MST 2003
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What an amazing poem by Beth! I wish John all the best as he heads back to school. How proud you should feel, John, that you're staying strong and doing your best to go on. Just wanted to let you know how much you've been on my mind. I cannot imagine how difficult the Holidays were for each of you. You're always be in my thoughts and prayers. /cab
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Date: Sun Jan 12 19:58:40 MST 2003
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Bethann, I was just sitting here thinking about all the things we did together.. and since its Sunday I just think of all the Sunday nights last year I slept over your house so we could get ready together in the morning, wear each others clothes, and I would do your hair, you would do my makeup... it seems like just yesterday you were at my house, I was at yours.. or we were out somewhere having sooo much fun. I miss that sooo much Bethann :o( I just keep hearing your laugh in my mind saying something funny or us acting stupid.. and I can see the exact way you were when you said it, I can see your exact facial expressions and everything.. it makes it so hard to believe that this could actually be true. I STILL can't accept reality and I'm not letting it get through my head that this isn't a nightmare. Everything.. and everyone I see, everything I hear, and everything we do somehow reminds me of you and all the things we have done together. It is so hard to have fun like we used to without you here to go out with us. There are so many times I catch myself wondering where you are, and I go to pick up my phone to tell you about something that happened or to tell you about something I heard... and there are some times that I wake up in the middle of the nite forgetting about everything and I do actually call you. I wish so bad that one of these times you would pick up and tell me that you are back and everything is perfect again. We spend hours talking about what you would be doing, what we would be talking about, and just how much different things would be if you were still here. I miss you like crazy Bethann, I can't wait to see you again, and I won't be completely happy again until that day. I keep telling myself that you are here and you are with us everywhere we go and you will be forever. I love you Angel. I'm so thankful to have you as my Best Friend Forever.
Name: Angie
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Date: Tue Jan 14 21:49:28 MST 2003
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Dearest Bethann, I don't even have to ask because I know that you are doing just fine. Just sending up a prayer to you to keep your family strong. I know that you are doing the best that you can, and they are doing the best that they can too, but a little extra help never hurts. As you know, John is back in school which I think is WONDERFUL and a big step in the right direction for him. He is going to be very successful in his life and you will be right there beside him all the way, helping him to do the right thing. Say an extra prayer for your Mom and Dad, and send your love to them..they can feel it in their hearts. What a beautiful angel outside of your window! I remember when you were little, you always liked my sparkly dresses. Well, I still have them, hanging in my closet, they don't fit anymore that's for sure, but it makes me think of you and how you always liked to see me dressed up fancy to go somewhere. Gina always got a kick out of watching you get all dressed up and sparkly for your big events. I imagine that now you are sparkling up in heaven and shining down on us as a bright star, and when I look up in the sky, I'll smile because I know that you are doing just fine. You are truly loved and missed alot. Love always, Angie
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Date: Wed Jan 15 14:55:01 MST 2003
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Maybe some people just arent ment to be in our lifes forever. Maybe some people are just passing through. Its like some people just come through our lives to bring us something, a gift, a blessing, a lesson we need to learn and thats why they are here...and you'll have that gift forever<3 Bethann, As soon as I saw this quote I thought of you, Candace, Luke and Brian. I did'nt know you that well because I just got up to the highschool last year. But Im sure that you were a blessing and a gift to everyone. Rest In Peace Bethann!
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Date: Wed Jan 15 19:19:16 MST 2003
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I was never given the chance to even meet Bethann. I feel terrible too because I can see how much she had contributed to so many people's lives and how very much she is being missed right now. She is so beautiful and I think that anyone who did know her was truly blessed. I may have never known Bethann personally, but I know her through friends and I keep asking myself and God over and over and over why he had to take someone so beautiful and so precious away from her family and friends. What happened to Bethann could have happened to anyone...it may not be fair, but maybe God has a better plan for her. She is an angel now, looking and watching out for everyone she knows. I have been praying for the Zaguraksy's and all of Bethann's friends...please stay strong, she is still with you and forever will be. And Bethann, I am so sorry I never got to know you...after reading all the stories and poems from your friends and family you seem like such a sweetheart and you are always in my thoughts. Rest In Peace Angel...
Name: Cara Anderson
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Date: Wed Jan 15 22:28:27 MST 2003
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Bethann- I miss you more than ever and I still cannot believe that this happened. I always think that when I go to church that I am going to see you walk in and sit right next to me. You always made things so much fun when we spent time together. You were not only my cousin, but a great friend. I will cherish all of the memories that I have of you from when we were little and playing Barbies until now. Your smile, your voice (unforgettable!!), and your great personality. I know that you are in a much better place now and I find comfort in knowing that you are. Nothing is the same without you here, and you will never be forgotten. You will always be with me in my heart and I think of you every day. You are our Angel now and I know you are looking down on all of us. I feel so privileged to have had you in my life Bethann, and I cannot wait until the day I see you again. Love you and miss you...
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Date: Thu Jan 16 14:27:57 MST 2003
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Bethann~ I didnt know you well, but I miss you so much. I know what a great person you were. You were always so nice to me, and everyone. You always had a smile on your face, and everyone around you was always happy. I will always remember your smile and your laugh, and who could forget that voice! You touched so many people's lives, and I will never forget you! Bethann you are so beautiful, inside and out. I know you're watching out for everyone down here, help your friends and family stay strong. We all miss you so much! Theres not a day that goes by that I dont think about you. I Luv you Angel!
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Date: Thu Jan 16 16:38:10 MST 2003
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~*DREAMS*~ you come to me at nite in my dream, that is the only time u are seen, if it was up to me i'de sleep 4ever, because i love dreamin when were 2gether, it seems so real when u talk to me, n i wonder is it real, can it be? you can talk to me as if u were here, n when you tell me things i have no fear, i can ask u questions n u usually reply, i ask whats it like up there?, can you fly?, i miss u so much n i know you know, i'm so sad n i wish you didn't go, but i can see u at nite in my dreams, n its all too real, or it seems, but until the day i see you friend, i'll meet you in my dreams again n again! Missin ya more than ever Bethann I juss cant believe ur gone but till the day we meet again I will dream bout u and Can In my dreams I jus thought I would put this is ur guest book 2 I jus put it in Cans Well BethAnn I gtg so I'll see u lata in my dreams cuz u and can r the ones that I dream bout and I would sleep 4 eva and dream bout u if I could R.I.P. See ya someday soon watch over all of us and tell can I said hi thanks babe mIss and luv ya u will never be forgotten
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Date: Sat Jan 18 12:56:20 MST 2003
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hi sweetheart.. i was just sitting here thinking about u. my heart crumbles into a million peaces when i think about how much i miss u. i just cant get over it, i really cant. i had a wonderful dream about u, u were happy as could be like always and u screamed my name like u always used to in the halls. it was like a little piece of heaven sent down from u when i heard that voice. it felt so real, i know u did that for me, thank you. i can hear it echo over and over. there are no words to express how much we all miss u. sometimes i cant describe in words what i want to say in these messages i leave for u. but i know you read them. well i just wanted to tell you that i was thinking about u. i love and miss u so much. thanks for being so good to me. i have a very special place in my heart for ya wild woman. watch over your family and friends, your in our thoughts every second of the day... love u bethann - L Binz
Name: Ashley Majernik
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Date: Sat Jan 18 20:29:29 MST 2003
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hi Bethann Since Christmas has come and gone, I've been past your house quite a few times, and every time I go by, I see the angel your family has in your front yard. It's so beautiful, because at night it illuminates the whole street with a warm glow that feels just like your presence. The first time I went by, all I could think about was you. About your smile, about your laugh...all the qualities that drew people to you. My favorite memories of you are when we were younger, riding together on the bus. I can remember all the boys fighting with us for the "backseat" ('cause you were only cool if you got to sit in the backseat). They would tell us to move, and you would just put your hands on your hips, and in your little sixth grade voice you would tell them to go away because WE were sitting there. And if they didn't listen, you would tell your brother. Bethann, I wish I had an explanation to why you were taken from us. But there are no explanations...there are no words that will ever express the way your family and your friends wish they could have one last moment with you. But that's the way God does things and I know many people say this, but He really does take the best. I will always pray for your happiness in Heaven, and I feel blessed to have known you. You truly impacted the lives of everyone that knew you. Bless you Angel
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Date: Sat Jan 18 21:32:39 MST 2003
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Bethann I miss you so bad :( I am back at school now sometimes, You are always on my mind. It is very hard for me to go to class knowing that I will not be able to come back and call you on the phone, or talk to you before I go to bed at night. Its even more difficult driving home and knowing you will not be there to give me a big hug when I walk through the door. Everytime i came home u were always so happy to see me and had the biggest smile and gave me the biggest hug when I came in, Its so hard not having all those things anymore Bethann. The truth is Bethann, I am not Okay, and I will never be Okay, Life is so bitter now. Often I question why this has happened and yet I find no answers, I wish that I would. I guess I wont know until it is my time, and that will be a great day when we are reunited. I hope that you are Okay without me, I know its hard cause we were never supposed to be apart like this. Id do anything to have you back. Tonight I was eating chicken wings and it just made me think of the time I went to pick those wings up from ponderosa for your suprise party, everything reminds of you, and things that we did. Its so hard..I know you are Okay in Heaven, But I miss you terribly. I love you so much Bethann, even though you are not here physically, the bond that we have can never be broken, I promise. Love forever, your best friend forever, your big bro Jawn
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Date: Sun Jan 19 09:38:18 MST 2003
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I wish I could have told you The words I kept inside But now I guess it's just too late So many things remind me of you I hope that you can hear me I miss you This is goodbye One last time And where I go you'll be there with me Forever you'll be right here with me I'll meet you there No matter where life takes me I'll meet you there And even if I need you I'll meet you there ~Simple Plan *When I came across these lyrics it made me think of you and Can Can right away, I put this in her gbook to...words cant explain how much ever one missin you, I love you all*
Name: Lauren Zovko
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Date: Sun Jan 19 23:09:31 MST 2003
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Bethann was one of the sweetest girls i ever met in my life. I could pick out her voice and her smile from a mile away. We had study hall together and thats how we got to know eachother and we would sit and tell eachother our problems and make little jokes... she made me happy when i was sad and happier when I was happy. I'm going to be so lonely in study hall without her. Bethann...I love u and I'll miss u until i see u again.
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Date: Mon Jan 20 14:10:47 MST 2003
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i knew bethann from school and im not liked very well but she didnt know me by name but she was really nice to me she said hi and asked me if i were ok one day i was crying and she comforted me i miss you bethanne i really miss you
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Date: Tue Jan 21 10:18:02 MST 2003
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I sit here and think "this cannot be" why has this precious girl left me. Tears well up in my eyes and another day goes by. I think of you all the time. I will cherish our memories until the day I die. Your time was to short with us. I wish I could change it, but the hands on the clock will not go back, so we have to step forward- but it is you that we lack. I miss you. My heart aches and the only relief is that you are my angel looking down at me. I Love You Bethann
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Date: Tue Jan 21 14:18:16 MST 2003
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i did not know bethann but i knew candace (but had not seen her since first grade, by the way does anyone know her web page?) and my heart goes out to bethann's family. you are all in my prayers
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Date: Tue Jan 21 17:46:40 MST 2003
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Hi Bethann.. today is four months and I cannot believe it. Sometimes when I think about it, it seems like its been an eternity without you, but then other times I sit here and think about some of the things we did together and it makes it seem like just yesterday you were getting dropped off here at my house to get ready and go out somewhere, or I was coming to your house to sleepover or something. I would do anything in the world to go back four months and a day ago and change EVERYTHING but I know that God needs you up there more than we do for some unknown reason that I don't think we could ever understand. Things are so different without you on earth but I know that you really are with us every second of the day, wherever we go, whatever we do. I love you so much Bethann, I just wish we could be laying on my bed, or yours, like always, just talking for hours upon hours. I cannot wait until I get to see you again.. I miss you like crazy Angel ;o( I Love You
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Date: Tue Jan 21 17:49:52 MST 2003
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God send me an angel From the heavens above Send me an angel to heal my broken heart From being in love 'Cause all I do is cry God send me an angel To wipe the tears from my eyes That special Angel was you I jus put this in Can's so I thought I put it in urs I miss you so Much BethAnn But I will wait till i see u and Cans beautiful face Watch over all of us and keep us safe see ya some day soon and Beth can U please tell Can I love and miss her dearly and every one else thanks Bethann alot See ur 2 beautiful faces some day soon R.I.P. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Name: kristin
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Date: Tue Jan 21 22:02:27 MST 2003
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Bethann, it has been 4 months now since we lost you and there is still so much that I want to say to you and ask you. Although I know that my questions will remain unanswered for some time I know that you hear what I'm saying to you in my prayers every night. Even though it has been some time now I can still never seem to tell you everything I want to say. There is such an incredible loss for words that I dont even know where to begin and truely may never be able to find the words to discribe what I am feeling. Its an extreme comfort to everyone to know that you are with your friends and family watching over everyone. Be with Jawn and the rest of your family as he starts back to school. Give him the strength he needs to gain the success he deserves. We couldnt have asked for a more beautiful and perfect angel watching over us. I will forever carry your memory in my heart always. Love and miss you so much !! Love always, kristin
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Date: Wed Jan 22 14:59:09 MST 2003
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Hey Bethann,i would ask you how your doing but i know you are doing just fine up in Heaven. Its hard to belive its been 4 months, i wish so bad there was something i could do to get you back. The memories i have with you will be in my heart forever. I miss you soo much Bethann!!Love you Angel!<3
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Date: Wed Jan 22 22:18:34 MST 2003
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Hey Bethann hope ur doing well...I was juss readin sum of the people who signed ur guestbook...To the person who didnt know Candace's webpage its http://www.candacegeiserourprincess.com RIP Angels...<3<3 XoXo <3<3
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Date: Thu Jan 23 18:20:00 MST 2003
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Bethann, I know I never got to meet you and I regret that so much but after seeing this site many times I feel like I have. All the wonderful things that your friends and family have written about you really bring tears to my eyes and I feel like you have been a part of my life too... I am so sorry you were taken away from your loved ones but you are an Angel now watching over everyone of us. You are so beautiful Bethann, I bet the prettiest one up in Heaven...
Name: Dan Bekavac
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Date: Fri Jan 24 13:29:06 MST 2003
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I knew Bethann through my little sister, Chloe. I also knew her brother John quite well through high school and playing football. If there is one thing that I can add to this site, it's that I know that Bethann can be nothing but happy now. Looking at the people back at home, and how they have dealt with her passing has shown me what true class, strength, and compassion really is. She sees her friends and her family and their love, and she must have a smile. I offer my condolences, the condolences of my friends, and the condolences of my family. I also offer my pride to everyone else who has been affected by this event; the way that you all have handled it has been nothing short of totally admirable and wonderful. This is the first time that I have looked at this site, and it's also the first time I spent any time really thinking hard about Bethann's passing. I'm trying to look for a silver lining of it. Death is the single event of life that affects every person throughout history, harshly, and we all try to find a way to cope with its affects. Despite the fact that I am not around the community as much anymore, I can see the magnitude of love from the people back home, and that sort of love, I feel, is the best way of dealing with an event as horrific as this. If there is anything good that can come of Bethann's passing, it is that. Once again, I offer all of my thoughts and emotions from here, and most of all, I offer my love. Hopefully, it can add to the tremendous amount of love already in place for Bethann, because that is something wonderful. As an aside to John, I haven't had a chance to say anything to you. During football, you were always one of my favorite teammates. Something about you commanded respect and admiration as well as my freindship. I know that Bethann was lucky to have you as a brother. I also know that everyone that you know, in their dealing with this event, is lucky to have you there too.
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Date: Sat Jan 25 19:19:02 MST 2003
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Hey Bethann, its me again im jus sittin here thinkin about ya! I miss you soo much! You are so irreplacable & unforgetable! Thank you so much for all the signs you have sent us letting us know you are ok, especially the rainbow! I just keep asking myself why, but i cant seem to find a answer to my question. You were an Angel all along Bethann, and i cant believe weve never noticed, its soo hard to accept the fact that yer gone, i keep thinking that youre just on vacation and will be back(i wish that was true soo bad),But i can understand why God would want you wiht him in Heaven..and im sure you are a gorgeous Angel!:)I will cherish the memories that i have with you forever! Our conversations we had are always replaying in my mind, id do anything to make things different and to have you back!The dreams ive had with you in them have been so great, but i wish they could be true, it makes me so sad when i wake up and nothing has changed, but at the same time they are comforting and have given me strength. But please continue to give everyone the strength they need!I Love an miss you lots B*ZAGS!!
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Date: Sun Jan 26 16:15:08 MST 2003
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Bethann, I know it's been 4 months since you have left us and I feel horrible this is the first time I have wrote to you. But I did get a chance to say how much you would be missed and goodbye by writing that letter to you when I said my last goodbyes at your funeral =( It was so wierd that when I was writing that letter to you, I felt that I could write forever, and that's so wierd because we were not close at all..but I just had so much I wanted to say to you. I know we were not close at all, we would just say hello or exchange a simple smile when we would see eachother. Your smile was just out of this world, and your voice was just exquisite.. when I think about hearing it, it really does bring a smile to my face. There is definately no one in the whole world who had a similar voice like you-and that's what makes you even more special. It's so sad to read these reflections that everyone has written-I can't help but cry when I read the good times you had with so many people..and the pain that everyone is going through. Especially your brother and family..I wish that you were still here with us and we could spare this pain from everone's hearts. But for some reason, You left us because God has better plans for you up in heaven..and he knew that you would make a gorgeous angel up there. But we all wish this would have never happened and you would still be here with us. I wish I could have got to know you better because you were truly a remarkable, beautiful, and sweet girl..but I do feel priviledged that I was one of many who had the chance to know you. My thoughts and prayers continually go out to your family, as well as the other saddened families and friends. But you're a beautiful Angel now and I know that you're always watching over your family and friends up there. I miss you so much Bethann..I really can't put my feelings into words, but I know you know how I feel. You will always be missed and never forgotten....Rest In Peace beautiful Angel
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Date: Mon Jan 27 16:50:48 MST 2003
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I never got to meet you I just came across your site.As I was reading all the wonderful things that your family and friends have written about you really brought tears to my eyes and I feel like I have knew you..I am so sorry you didnt get to live your life..but now your an angel in heaven and can rest in peace!!
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Date: Tue Jan 28 08:03:44 MST 2003
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I try not to come to this site too often, Bethann. I guess I am a coward at heart because I have pain every day when I think about you and reading the comments from others on this site increases my pain exponetially. I see you every day and your loss seems to get harder every day instead of easier like the books say is suppose to happen. Whoever said "time heals all wounds" didn't know Bethann.
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Date: Tue Jan 28 16:00:41 MST 2003
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I never knew Bethann, but i heard so much about her, she was very beautiful and it hurt the world to lose her. i was very close with Candace and it hurt very much to lose her, i didn't know wat to do with myself, but im sure if u all just look deep inside, you will all see Bethann lies within all of you, and she is watchin over all of us. Bethann, you were a great person, and are missed greatly!!!
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Date: Wed Jan 29 13:26:25 MST 2003
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I didn't know Bethann personally, but from what I can see she was a very beatuiful girl and will be missed so much! I was very close with Candace, both of these girls are very loved and missed forever!
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Date: Wed Jan 29 17:40:49 MST 2003
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to the most precious creature to walk this Earth... may God keep you and bless you angel... every tear is for u, smile for me
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Date: Wed Jan 29 17:41:28 MST 2003
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I didnt really kno BethAnn but I was reall close with Candace both of these girls r great people and are loved and missed dearly R.I.P BethAnn ur forever missed and we will never 4 get u
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Date: Sun Feb 2 14:54:03 MST 2003
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Hi Bethann,John,Barb,and Johnny, I don't really know much to say today but I just wanted to say hello to you all and let you know you were in my thoughts.It's a beautiful day outside, maybe that prompted me to write,I don't know... I'm sorta like Jim and avoid reading and posting all the time, but i wanted to say hey and send a hug ya'lls way.Love,Jason
Name: Amanda Sanner
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Date: Sun Feb 2 19:49:32 MST 2003
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I did not know Bethann... I am a friend of Justins and I saw Bethanns web site on his profile... from what saw of Bethann she is a very Gorgeous woman.. I wish i would of got to know her because from what i read i would of loved a friend like her... God Bless your family... Your a beautiful ANGLE Bethann...
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Date: Mon Feb 3 01:22:04 MST 2003
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I miss you...Life aint the same w/o having you to goof around with and having you give me tha advice you did...I is hard to live everyday knowing that you are not around..I am always thinking about you...even tho I kno you brother is doing a lil better..I see him everyday and I know he misses..he is always thinking about you just like I do..Love ya
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Date: Tue Feb 4 02:24:11 MST 2003
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I was just thinking about Bethann today. It made me happy to see that people are still posting their messages and memories daily...she'll forever be remembered. I love and miss you!
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Date: Tue Feb 4 09:55:12 MST 2003
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I didn't even know Bethann and this is probably the thousandth time I've came to her website. I just can't believe this all happened. I wish we can bring them 3 back and go back to having a normal life. Everything and Everyone is so different, cold and empty. Time does NOT heal all wounds, actaully time is making this situation worse. Someone said. "O these things happen all the time" But not to these kind of people it really upset to hear someone say that. I don't want them to be remembered as a statistic, NO way! Bethann, Brian, and Candace touched SO many peoples lives in their short time here on earth. It's like they knew all along their lives were gonna be short, that's why wherever they went they made 100 new friends, and always had a good time, But 1 night changed everything! I always think well what if they left 1 second later or 1 second earlier. I just wish everyday that they can come back!! I also, wish we caould get answers as to what exactly happen, only them 3 Angels know and they know when they feel the time is right for everyone else to know, they'll tell us! I miss you Angels so much! Keep everyone strong! Love YOU! <3 <3
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Date: Tue Feb 4 14:13:43 MST 2003
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Hi Bethann.. I don't even really know what to say anymore, but I just want you to know that I still think about you ALL the time. There seriously is not a second that goes by that you are not on my mind. This is not getting easier in any way, sometimes I think it's even getting harder as time goes on because reality is setting in. But then when I think about what happened, it still seems completely impossible for this to happen to you, and I still always dream about how happy and perfect things would be again if we could get you back. All I keep thinking to myself is how this is not how things are supposed to be. Everything has changed so much since this happened, we don't like to go out hardly at all anymore because you made everything so much more fun...a lot more was taken from us other than your body. You were the one that made things a million times better when you were around, always found a way to make things fun if we had nothing to do, you could always make us laugh if we were upset, and you just always brightened everything up when you were around. You were the very first person I turned to for everything, the first one I called, the one that I knew would be here forever. I never imagined life without having you here. Still, we spend hours and hours talking about all the things we have done together..and we could never run out of stories because we have countless memories over all the years. We always talked about doing soo many things together during the rest of high school, college, and the rest of our lives, and it kills me when I think about how we can't do them now. I miss you sooo much more each day that goes by and I know that no one I will ever meet in my life could or will ever compare to you, I wouldn't even want them to.. I know I will never have a friend like you again, and I won't be as close to anyone as we were, I don't think it's possible. Your one in a million and I am soo proud to say that you are my best friend. I love you Bethann with all of my heart and I really cannot wait until I get to see you again.
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Date: Thu Feb 6 17:27:19 MST 2003
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B Ziggity.....I really cannot believe that u are gone...I miss you so much it makes me sick to my stomach. Thank you for sending me messages and I will keep praying for youin Heaven. Love u soooooooooooooooo much girlie!!!!!!
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Date: Thu Feb 6 23:45:53 MST 2003
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I did not know Bethann, but I look at this website all the time. She was such a pretty girl and by reading this guestbook she seemed like one of the nicest people you could ever meet. I wish I was one of the lucky people that knew Bethann and had memories with her. I almost feel like i know her, even though I don't. I really wish this would of never happened to her, Candace, or Brian. No teenager should leave this world in such a short time. God Bless all of her friends and family and remember that your beautiful angels are up in heaven smiling down every day. ~*RIP*~
Name: Rachel
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Date: Fri Feb 7 15:40:56 MST 2003
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Hey Bethy Babes...i was thinkin bout u n realized its been so long n i never even wrote to u yet...well here it is. Sumtimes its still hard for me to realize ur gone. i talk to u all the time n i kno u hear me...lol n thanx for litens to me. n all that stuff ive asked u to help me with...I KNO that was u...i cant say thank u enuff..i just wish i could have u hear to tell u how much i love u n miss u...but im guessin that u already kno that...ill never forget all the memories...i hated tena's class so bad but i couldnt wait to go just to laugh with u n team up on him together...we got him pretty good a few times...n dancin with u in aerobics...kennywood trip in tena's class was great...i cant even begin to explain how i miss u...i think of u every single day n i kno ur there with me when i pray to u at night...please keep listenin to me n helpin me out with my stuff...uve missed so many of my soap operas so i still make sure to tell u all of them...Bethann...i will Love u Forever n Always n when the day comes that i will see u again...u better be waitin there to give me a huge hug...love u babes
Name: Christian
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Date: Fri Feb 7 20:10:38 MST 2003
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Bethann, Ive been thinking about you alot lately. I recently started reading the book "The Four Agreements", which you inspired me to want to read. I look at your picture everyday in my room and just wish you were still here. It seems like you and Justin were just at my house the other day. Is hard to believe its been almost 7 months. I hope you are always looking in on your parents and brother and continue giving them the strength they need. We all miss you, Love, Christian
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Date: Sun Feb 9 17:55:33 MST 2003
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Bethann I have been thinking about you so much lately. I guess the harsh reality of it all is gradually settling in. I know the old saying that time heals all things but it only seems to get more difficult as time progresses. We have been making plans for the prom and senior trip and all I can think of in the back of my mind is how much I wish you were still around. I swear it seems as if the light that made all things fun has been extinguished. God could not have possibly taken a better person. You were the one to always make light of everything and we could always count on you for a smile. I just wanted to let you know you are on my mind all the time and I love you more than words could ever define. All I ask is for you to continue to watch over us all, especially your family that needs your blessings so much right now.
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Date: Sun Feb 9 22:45:08 MST 2003
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Don't cry any more tears for me, I am at peace, I'm finally free. Like the eagle in the sky, I am soaring, so please don't cry. I know you love me, I love you too, But my time was over, was finally through. I have ascended to a better place, Which is not confined by time or space. To those that loved me, I did not fall, I only succumbed to a higher call. Do not mourn me, I am with you still. I'll be with you always, from dawn-----until.
Name: Chris P.
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Date: Mon Feb 10 16:12:36 MST 2003
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I miss you so much, Bethann. You were one of the sweetest people I’ve ever met, so happy all the time. I remember you always put me in a better mood when I talked to you in Business Law. I remember talking about our problems and joking about how we’re almost related. You were always so thoughtful, you picked up my yearbook for me from school without me even asking… it’s been nearly five months now, but I think about you every day. It’s so hard to watch your family go through so much pain without you here. You’ve brought so much joy to the lives of so many. We know you’re watching over us and that you’re in a better place now. Love you always.
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Date: Wed Feb 12 18:44:15 MST 2003
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MY GIRL, I'm missing you like crazy~ you are always on my mind. I need you here to talk and laugh with- how it was when things were perfect. You were the one who guaranteed to put a smile on my face. Every day when I was here at school, we'd talk throughout the day on the computer. I can remember just sitting here laughing and smiling the whole time we talked. You always had a good story or something funny that brightened my day~ we talked about everything and I miss that so much. Now I don't like to go on the computer as much because it hurts so bad not to see your screen name signed on- I can't help but still look for it. I always look at pictures of you and show all of my friends who come in my room. Every single person cannot get over how absolutely gorgeous you are. I miss you so much Bethann~ this pain is digging without mercy into my soul. I always wonder what you are doing in heaven. My best guess is that you are making lots of new friends...or laying on the beach soaking up the sun and digging your toes in the sand...or dancing the night away under the stars...or doing you Buns of Steel workout videos...or shopping and setting new trends...one thing I know for sure is that you are smiling. I know that you are in good hands, experiencing sweet bliss. There is a quote I am sure you've heard, and I want you to know that I believe it truly describes you: "Dance like no one is watching, love like you've never been hurt, sing like no one can hear you, live like there's heaven on earth." This fits your personality perfectly because you lived every single day to its fullest. It fills my heart with pride and joy to say you are my very good friend and like a little sister to me~ you always will be...I will never let you go. I know you will continue to guide your mom, dad, and brother with strength and hope to get through each day. I blow you a kiss in heaven every day, sweet angel, and I know you are sending them back. We'll always be together in my heart, until we meet again, and I can't wait for that day...I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART. Love, JACQ
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Date: Thu Feb 13 14:02:22 MST 2003
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Bethann, Hope your first valentines day in heaven is wonderful. Please kno that you are all of our valentines. I miss you so much, it gets to me so bad sometimes. I talked to you in my dreams the other nite, and i swear when i was hugging you, i smelled you. When i asked you if you could hear me when i talked to you in my prayers, you said yes, and ive never been more happy. Bethann please watch over Sir, Barb, and John, and us girls, and every one of your loved ones. Bethann i CAN NOT WAIT untill i see your beautiful face again. There have been more angels entering heaven in EF's students' families, and others, so please watch over them and their families. I love you so much bethann <3ONE SWEET DAY <3 all my heart, Krista
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Dear Bethann, it is valentines day and we miss you so much. i still cannot believe you are gone i keep thinking you are going to come home to us and this has just been a bad mistake. everyday gets harder and harder. i miss you and love you so much. dad always brought you flowers and a gift on valentines day but today he had to take your flowers to the cemetary. it is so sad. i have the bear dad brought you last year sitting out in the kitchen. we think of you every second of the day. the pain will never go away, the tears will never stop falling, but the love i feel for you in my heart is here to stay, in fact my love grows stronger each and every day. i will always love you. i know in my heart how much you love me and you know how much i love you. The last words you said to me were " I LOVE YOU" i will cherish those three words for the rest of my life. That helps me get through the days sometimes. i keep thinking what a special relationship we had it was much more than mother and daughter we were best friends. i miss not having you hear to talk to and hang out. i miss your hugs and your kisses and the smell of your hair. i miss everything about you. i would give anything for you to come back to me but i know that isnt possible so i thank God every day for the seventeen years that i did have with you because they were the best you are so special in so many ways everyone thinks so bethann, Like i said before i have called you Angel for years and now you really are an angel,,I think you were an angel the short time you were here because you touched so many peoples lives. always know how much i love you and know that me dad and john are missing you on this valentines day.with all my love mom,may your memory be eternal!
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Date: Sun Feb 16 15:38:53 MST 2003
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its called how not to yeurn for a kiss from an angel on this valentines,, Months that feel like years gone past, ive abaondoned love, and have been left for last, or have been left for lost, cause "we're all lost without you, your a beautiful girl, with a wide open heart, a cherishable smile that! tears us apart." Frames of time, whole portfolios etched into memories, as we look we remember, and cry til our eyes cant see, what we have is in our hearts, your now a twinkle in Heaven's brightest star. You wouldnt have it any other way, bless US, your loves, with the angelique of essence, to wake up each day knowing your in our presence..i need to know baby.." are you close enough to kiss me sometimes, how bout' you lay a soft one on me..it might ease these awaiting times." Seconds, minutes, years, or millenia, nothing will be soon enough to see our gorgeous angel again, "you know Im a runner baby, i hide from the truth, in all honesty baby i cant ever get over you, I need to seek you, from your loving family, but i Dont, Its soo hard for me baby, a constant reminder of what i gave up for nothing..when their needing me the most." "My thoughts have haunted me for my lifetime since, I picture Me in my head with you, and looked back to see an ignorant prince, blind to a princess in our kingdom of love, stupid to think you weren't so awfully true, when i couldnt give you the same in reply, questioning, wondering, pestering...i thought i knew why" This now feuls the hell in my mind, thoughts so hot to burn the flesh, i hope god gives me the strength to be able to see you again, We all love you, please know that.
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Date: Tue Feb 18 13:45:28 MST 2003
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our angel graces heaven, re-writing the books on true happiness, happiness is life, overlooking all other obstacles, being true to yourself is foremost, living life to its fullest potential. "I wish i could teach a lesson, but im the agressor in your fairy tale story, the antagonist, that never agknowledged it...i wish i didnt stand this tall, i still feel like im on my knees, pleading for peace, from this war in my mind. Over time ima break...people will be surprised~that the real me is so much different than the look of my face, my fate graces darkness, I feel like im good at bad. MY potential for wrong is 100 % not a penny less. Teach me how to kick theses indulgences, because i know, you know i cant live like this. You told me how im a diff'rent person now, teased by the devil in his life of pain, if i go now..will i see you again? Shoot i dont think the same, my heads all complex with distraught, im thinkin this, im doin that, i dont even agree with myself, do you beleive that..im sure you do. Im sure you can see that, my whole beleif is now based on you! be my guiding light, show me how to see you again...a testimony to my departed hunny
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Date: Thu Feb 20 17:42:55 MST 2003
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BethAnn...............I have signed this guest book a million times and I jus still cant believe ur gone.My days are jus not the same without u here.I miss not hearing ur sweet voice,Ur beautiful,Smile and that laugh that still goes on in my head.I jus hope that one day I will see both you and Candace again.and we will have a great time again.Well BethAnn I jus wanted 2 say hi and I'll ttyl luv and miss u so so so so so so much If I keep puutting so it would go on and on LOL.Well Im gonna go See ya at the Crossroads<3
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Date: Fri Feb 21 13:43:05 MST 2003
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Hey Bethann! it's been 5 months today and I miss u soo much,i pray every night for all your friends and family and hoping that they are making it ok and everything,your were such a wonderful person and everytime i look at all your pictures i cry so much,i'm so sorry that this had to to happen to you,i'll never forget you and all the times we would talk,i cant wait to see u again some day,god bless u and your family and friends.Love always Lindsay
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Date: Fri Feb 21 14:58:08 MST 2003
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Hey Bethann, its just gloomy day here up at school. Todays marks 5 months. 5 months that have been changed forever for many people. There have been many broken hearts and lives that won't ever be the same. We think about you constantly sweetheart. I swear not a day goes by that your not on my mind atleast once an hour. Things keep popping up that make me stop and think to myself.. yea, thats Bethann coming through. I miss you so much I just get sick over it. I still check this web page numerous times a day just to look at your pictures, and read what other people say and it crushes me to pieces. You know,.. it was so hard to believe this all happened, but I thought reality may begin to sit in by this point, but it really has not, at all. I still think about things I want to tell you, or how I would like to see you when I come home for break. It's just a nightmare and I'm waiting to wake up. This world is different without you, it really is. You are so special. I miss you and everything about you. I miss your charming personality, your dramatic stories, your advice, your giggles, your hugs, your silly im's, the gossip on highschool, just everything! I know I'm not the only one either. Everyones just completely broken over this. I just can't put into words how much I miss you. Your beautiful face is all over my dorm room, I got your name in glow in the dark paint so when I look up above my bed before I go to bed I know your watching me. I'd give anything in this world to bring you back to your family and friends. But I guess you are where God wants you. You truely are an angel, always and forever. I Love You with all of my Heart and cannot wait to see you again. Your L. Binz
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Date: Fri Feb 21 15:27:34 MST 2003
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hey BethAnn how r u??? today makes 5 months and 5 months that have changed my life 4 ever my life will never be the same without you.I love and Miss u and hope 2 see u one day soon luv ya babe R.I.P. U deserve it see ya at the cross roads wen I cross over <3
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hey BethAnn how r u??? today makes 5 months and 5 months that have changed my life 4 ever my life will never be the same without you.I love and Miss u and hope 2 see u one day soon luv ya babe R.I.P. U deserve it see ya at the cross roads wen I cross over <3
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Date: Fri Feb 21 20:09:10 MST 2003
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Hi Bethann. I was just thinking about you alot tonight and decided to write. Our family thinks about you all the time and we miss you so much. The months are going really fast, but the emptiness remains. Thanks for looking over everyone Beautiful Angel. Love you, SuzyQ
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Date: Sat Feb 22 07:40:13 MST 2003
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dear angel, i cant believe 5 months have passed alrerady i feel like i just brought you home from the hospital after i gave birth to you. i feel like i have a huge hole in my heart, like a giant piece of me is missing. I will never understand why this had to happen. we miss you and love you more everyday that goes by. i would give anything to bring you back. i cant even put into words how i feel, just an emptiness. please always now how much you mean to me and how much i miss and love you forever. MISSING YOU, LOVING YOU, AND WANTING YOU BACK, ALWAYS REMEMBER 'you are so beautiful to me'(our song) MOM/BARB
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Date: Wed Feb 26 09:07:39 MST 2003
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Bethann, I find myself looking at this site almost everyday. I cannot believe that God has taken someone so beautiful and precious... but he must have a better plan for you. I didn't even know you, I know someone who did... without even knowing you Bethann, you've made a huge impact on my life. I like to pretend that I did know you... you seem like such a wonderful person... I'm so sorry I never got to meet you, I wish I had. You truly are the most beautiful Angel in Heaven Bethann... Love you lots
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Date: Sat Mar 1 11:34:04 MST 2003
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Bethann, I jus wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you and wishing you could be here. We all can't wait to see you and that smile again. Please keep watching over your family as you have been and rest in peace! We love you
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Date: Sat Mar 1 13:45:53 MST 2003
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Hey Bethann, I just wanted to let you know that I miss you hunni! I think about you every day. We all thought this would get easier as time went on but it hasn't. I kno your smiling up in heaven though! You had the most beautiful smile! You know, I always looked up to you Bethann, I try to be the kind of person you were. You're Perfect Bethann and we all knew you were an ANGEL here on earth, and no matter how hard I try I couldnt be half the person you were, no one can ever be as perfect as you. We miss you so much! Please keep watching over us from Heaven. Love you ANGEL!
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Date: Sun Mar 2 07:28:41 MST 2003
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I never knew Bethann, but i knew people that knew her! I am terribly sorry to hear everything that has happened and all the pain everybody has been through. She seems like she was a wonderful girl and the best friend anybody could ask for~! All of your sotires and peoms touched my heart and made me cry. I hope all of you keep her alive by memories and stories! Thanks for sharing the stories! Love, Jamie
Name: Alex
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Date: Sun Mar 2 09:41:22 MST 2003
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bethann words cant explain the loss we have suffer.We lost such a beatiful person and it saddens me.You were gorgeous and that laugh I loved it.Whenever I heard it I'd smile.I can still hear it though its getting fainter now.Bethann,you were so young and loved by so many.You gave me your cell phone number and told me to call you.I wish I had.I'll think of you everyday and when I cry I'll remember you are a beautiful angel up above in heaven looking down on each one of us that loved you so much.You are forever in my heart and memory.I love and miss you terribly.I'll see you again when it is my time.Love you so much-Alex
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Date: Sun Mar 2 09:48:21 MST 2003
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bethann words cant explain the loss we have suffer.We lost such a beatiful person and it saddens me.You were gorgeous and that laugh I loved it.Whenever I heard it I'd smile.I can still hear it though its getting fainter now.Bethann,you were so young and loved by so many.You gave me your cell phone number and told me to call you.I wish I had.I'll think of you everyday and when I cry I'll remember you are a beautiful angel up above in heaven looking down on each one of us that loved you so much.You are forever in my heart and memory.I love and miss you terribly.I'll see you again when it is my time.Love you so much-Alex
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Date: Sun Mar 2 10:43:06 MST 2003
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Bethann, im missin you more than ever...i miss everything about you! Your laughter and smiles were always contagious.I know you are a beautiful Angel up in Heaven, awlays smiling like you were when you were with us!I miss you so bad Bethann!Love an miss you forever<3
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Date: Mon Mar 3 22:38:24 MST 2003
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Hey Bethann... Just wanted to say Hi. Sitting here, thinking about you. Thinking how fun it would be to go back for another day in Ms. Anderson's class with you, maybe drive her a little nuts again, like we often used to! :) It's always a fun time with you. Like everyone else who cares so much for you, I hope to see you again in Heaven.
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Date: Tue Mar 4 16:47:07 MST 2003
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I thought of you and closed my eyes and prayed to god today I asked "What makes a mother and I know I heard him say...A mother has a baby This we know is true. But god can you be a mother, when your babys not with you Yes, you can He replied with confidence in his voice. I give many women babies when they leave is not their choice. Some I send for a lifetime, others for a day. Some I send to feel in your womb, but theres no need to stay. I just dont understand god. I want my baby here. He took a breath and cleared his throat and then I saw a tear. I wish I could show you what your child is doing today. If you could see your child smile with other children and say... I go to earth to learn my lessons of love and live and fear...my mommy loved me oh so much I got to come straight here. I feel so lucky to have a mom who had so much love for me. I learned my lesson quickly and mommy set me free. I miss my mommy oh so much but I visit her each day when she goes to sleep on her pillows where I lay. I stroke her hair and kiss her cheeks and whisper in her ear Mommy dont be sad Im your baby and Im here So you see dear sweet one your child is okay. Your baby is here in my home and this is where she'll stay. She'll wait for you with me until your lesson on earth is through and on that day that you come home she'll be at the gates for you. So now you see what makes a mother. Its the feeling in your heart. Its the love you had so much of right from the start. Though some on earth may not realize until their time is done, remember all the love you have and know that you are a special mom!
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Date: Wed Mar 5 07:19:21 MST 2003
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Hey hunni. I wanted to say hi since I havent written anything in a while. I miss you so much Bethann...more than words can explain. I had a dream about you last night...it seemed so real, and when I woke up I was so upset because I wanted to go back to sleep and be with you again in my dream. I would give anything to have you back here again with us, its just not the same without you. I love you angel!! Your Hezzy Girl...always
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Date: Tue Mar 11 17:28:48 MST 2003
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Hey Bethann.. just thinkin about ya. I've been talkin to you a lot lately. All I am goin to ask is that you make sure things happen right. I know you will cause you know whats best, nobody else, just you. So this one's up to you... i love you angel
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Date: Thu Mar 13 12:40:43 MST 2003
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Hey Bethann, I had a dream about you last night... It was so real, i can remember everything about it, what you were wearing and how beautiful you looked... I was in my dorm room with some friends and you came through the door... I can't believe how real it felt. I ran up and gave you a big hug and kissed your hand. You didn't want to be asked any questions, you just wanted to let us know that you are ok..... I can't wait to see you again, I miss you.
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Date: Fri Mar 14 13:03:04 MST 2003
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Bethann... I'm sorry that justice was not served yesterday at the inquest. It's not fair that someone as nice and sweet as you had to die and no one is paying for it! I know that your family misses you everyday. We miss you as well, keep watch over all of us!
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Date: Fri Mar 14 13:47:48 MST 2003
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Hi Bethann, I still can't believe its been over 5 months since the last time I've seen you. I thought as time went on it would eventually get easier, but it definetely hasn't, lately it seems like it is getting harder to deal with all of this. I've been having a lot of dreams about you lately, they make me never want to wake up because they are all dreams of when everything was still perfect and we were together every single day constantly laughing and have soo much fun.. it makes it so much harder after I wake up and realize I was dreaming. I still wish that one day we are all going to wake up from this horrible nightmare because it doesn't seem possible that this has happened. And then today I found 2 more cards from you.. one of them you made by yourself and it has a picture of us with heart stickers around it and others stickers that say "best buddies" and "friends forever".. you wrote in it how we will be best friends forever, you are always here for me, and that you love me. I know we will be best friends forever and I know that you will always be with me but its not fair that you have to be so far away and it hurts soo bad that I can't see or hear you anymore :'( And no one can figure out why I had a missed call from you on my cell phone last week.. but I just like to think of it as you saying hi because there really is no other way to explain it. I miss you soo much Bethann it's too hard to deal with... planning the 80's dance for you is soo hard because I know how much you loved 80's music and it sux so bad that it is in memory of you and you can't be there cuz I know how much fun we would have getting ready for it in crazy outfits, making our hair huge, and then dancing to Madonna and all those songs at the dance, so I just try to remember that you will be there with us, in our hearts. Bethann, you will forever be my best friend.. no one could ever come close to comparing to you.. I miss you sooooo much Angel and I love you more than anything in the world.. I can't wait to see you again!! :o(
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Date: Fri Mar 14 20:13:24 MST 2003
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Bethann, its been a while since I have signed this guest book. I have come this section time and time again and have refrained from writing at the last moment. The pain is just to unbearable to show. I have found myself falling deeper and deeper into denial that you are no longer here with me. A lot of times when i am in my bedroom I like to think that you are still right down the hallway. When I am up at school I like to think that you will be at home waiting for me when i get there. The reality of this all is just way too much for me to accept Bethann. I cant possibilty accept my best friend and little sister not being here. How can I cope with something like that? I have reached the point where I struggle to even look at your pictures. Every single thing that occurs during the day reminds me of you in some way, and its hard for me to keep myself together. Thats why I like to believe in my head that this never happened, becauseI just cant believe it. Life is just getting really really rough for me Bethann and I even have a hard time talking to you now, I used to do it easily, but lately it is so hard for me to talk to you because I want you to be here to answer me so bad. I remember the last time that i spent with you, I was laying in your bed and you came over and laid your head on my chest and we just laughed and talked like we always did, I would give anything to be back in that moment. I cant even spend 2 minutes in your bedroom anymore because the pain is so severe. The visions of the morning you passed away haunt my memory. I replay it all so clearly in my head daily. I can rememeber every moment, and the pain has not lessed but intensified as the days have progressed. I will never be able to live a happy life Bethann, but I ask you to just help me get by, because I struggle. No one sees it, because I keep it all in, I like to keep it between me and you, You are the only one that can help me now sis. I love you so much Bethann, i know in my heart you are always with me, I need you to be. Love always and forever - your big bro and best friend Jawn
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Date: Sun Mar 16 20:33:22 MST 2003
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O Lord, we pray for our departed Bethann and Candace. We believe, Lord, that whoever believes in you shall never die. Our loves one are now with You in a special place You have prepared for them. We thank you for the years they were with us. Now, they cannot come to us, but we will go them. The seperatation is only temporary. We look forward to the day when we shall be reunited in your kingdom. We loved them, but you love them infinitely more. We relinquish them to your greater love and care. May they rest safe in your gentle bosom, safe in Your gentle arms. Grant us, the survivors, the strength each day to endure and overcome the pain of grief. It is a pain we cannot escape but with your help we shall pass through it and come away with greater empathy, understanding and sympathy. Amen
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Date: Thu Mar 20 13:52:06 MST 2003
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When someone you love becomes a memory,that memory becomes a treasure! Bethann our treasures are many. We love you and dearly miss you. You are forever in my heart.
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Date: Fri Mar 21 19:57:43 MST 2003
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Bethann, We miss you more than you will ever know. The depth of our sorrow is so great. You are a beautiful, caring, and gorgeous person and we will never forget how you touched our lives in so many wonderful ways. Please keep touching our lives angel.
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Date: Fri Mar 21 20:47:41 MST 2003
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Bethann, it has been six months since God called you back to heaven. I still find myself in complete disbelief over the past half year. Although it has been a seemingly long time, time has passed in such a strange manner. It seems as if we are just going through the motions, never really feeling. I'm sorry if this doesn't make much sense, but it's like happy isn't the happy it used to be. I have this emptiness witin me that just cannot be filled. Bethann was the kind of person you'd miss if you hadn't seen her for a few days. Not seeing her smiling face my whole life is something so hard to swallow. Bethann is the type of friend you would want to spend the rest of your life remaining close to. I wanted her to be at my wedding. Most of all I just miss your friendship Bethann. Deep down in the depths of my heart and my soul, I miss you, a longing that is forever going to be with me. Not a minute goes by without you in it, yet it is these memories that keep me going. All my love forever and always~Chlo
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Date: Sat Mar 22 07:09:10 MST 2003
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Bethann, its been 6 months since everything happened and it went sooo fast, but yet it seems like its been forever since i've seen you last. All I can think about is how much we were together, especially over summer. There was hardly any nites when you weren't sleeping here or I slept at your house, and we were together the whole entire day too. I'd do anything to have things back the way they used to be. I just want to know why this had to happen. Everyone says that over time, it will get easier, but it hasn't at all. So much has changed since you left, a part of all of us left too. You were definitely the one that we always wanted there, and if you weren't with us for only one nite, things weren't as fun without you. Everyone knows that God could not have taken a better person from us. It is so hard to go out without you, nothing is fun anymore. I always sit here and imagine what we would be doing if you were still here. Theres not a passing second that I'm not thinking about you, wondering what your doing in heaven, looking at all of our pictures, or going through all of our old stuff. I love you sooo much Bethann, you're my best friend forever, and now our gorgeous Angel...I'm missing you more than ever right now. I would give up anything in the world to have you back here with your family and us.
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Date: Sat Mar 22 13:32:23 MST 2003
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Bethann-I can't believe this really happened. It's 6 months and I still don't want to accept the fact that you are so far away.So many people miss you. I know you are in a better place but it's so hard not seeing your goregous face in the halls. rip...please watch over all of us espeically your family
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Date: Sat Mar 22 14:05:06 MST 2003
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Bethann...I can't believe it's been 6 months since you left us, and became a beautiful angel in heaven. As I write this, I can feel you looking down upon me and somehow letting me know that you are ok and still have that beautiful smile on your face. Eventhough we weren't as close as we used to be, I will NEVER forget our talks on IM or the phone, or hanging out at Jordan's house. You were a caring, beautiful, young woman who now has become that angel that watches over all of us, somehow letting us know you are ok...Miss you girl...Luv Britt
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Date: Sat Mar 22 16:07:26 MST 2003
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Hey Bethann, just wanted to say I'm thinking of you right now, as I have been everyday since you went to see God. I still can't help but feel disbelief whenever I see your pictures. Like so many other people, I miss you so much Bethann. We all want that one more hug and beautiful smile from you. While that time will come, we must live our lives to make you proud. My thoughts are with you and your family... Missing you, "Fike" :)
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Date: Sat Mar 22 17:09:56 MST 2003
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God looked around his Garden and found an empty place. He then looked down upon his earth and saw your loving face. He put his arms around you and lifted you to rest. His Garden must be beautiful, he always takes the best. He knew that you were suffering, he knew you were in pain. And knew that you would never get well on earth again. He saw your path was difficult, he closed your tired eyes, He whispered to you "Peace be Thine" and gave you wings to fly. When we saw you sleeping so calm and free of pain, We would not wish you back to earth to suffer once again. You've left us precious memories, your love will be our guide, You live on through your family, you're always by our side. It broke our hearts to lose you, but you did not go alone. For part of us went with you on the day God called you home
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Date: Sat Mar 22 22:31:24 MST 2003
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I really didn't know Bethann too well. All I know is that she always knew how to make anyone smile or laugh! She always had a smile on her face no matter what! Bethann was such a down to earth and beautiful girl, and I admire her for that! It's been 6 months and 2 days since you, Ash, and Candace have left us! I know you 3 are watching over us. I miss you all like crazy, and not one day goes by when I don't think about you guys! Please tell Ash and Candace I said hello and I miss them dearly too! See you again one day! R.I.P.
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Date: Sun Mar 23 08:26:33 MST 2003
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hey bethann i am missing you so much i love you more and more every day but you know that. We had a beautiful memorial service for you yesterday. I cannot believe six months have gone by. A lot of your friends came and a lot of family. Father George gave a very nice service,you are so missed by so many people. We all love you so much.All of your friends were up in your room looking ar pictures and stuff it was sad but i am glad that they care about you. you really had a nice group of friends bethann they are the best. sean didn't show so i don't know what is up with that. tpday is johns 20th birthday please be with him today so he can make it through the day he loves you so much it is so hard with you not being here with us, you should be here it is just not fair. We feel so cheated. i hope you are happy in heaven and that God is taking good care of you.,that was supposed to be my job, but i am sure you are okay but you are missed so bad, it has been six months and i still cannot accept this. i would give anything yo have you hear with me. oh, miss maz came i thought that was so nice she really liked you bethann, she said tou are probably shaking things up-up there. well please be with your brother today i think it is going to hard for him today. you always give us signs and i thank you for that. i will cherish every memory i have of you forever that is what gets me thru also thinking about your beautiful smile and your love for all of us. WE MISS YOU WE LOVE YOU ALWAYS MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL.WITH ALL MY LOVE MOM
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Date: Sun Mar 23 21:39:08 MST 2003
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MY GIRL, I haven't seen the sun shine since you left us. It's been way too long, and I feel lost without you. I got a dreadful feeling when I was on my way home from school for your six month service; I so badly just wanted to SEE you, HUG you, and tell you I LOVE you. If I could hug you one more time, I promise I would never let you go. I know that you were right there with us at your memorial service yesterday. It was very hard, but it was also comforting to hear Father George's words~ Although you see the pain we are going through, you are overcome with love and joy because you are with God and you know things that we cannot even begin to understand. I truly believe this, but it doesn't make me miss you any less~ each day still gets harder and harder. I am not the same person now that you are gone because a big part of me is gone too. So many people love and miss you Bethann~ you are so special, and I know I will never meet anyone like you again in my life. I know that you are by your brother's side today on his birthday~ he needs you to be. I clearly remember the day you told Jawn that it was impossible for any brother and sister to be as close as the two of you are. It breaks my heart each time I think of this, but it is so true. The bond you have with him, your mom and dad, and the rest of your family and friends will never be broken because no one could ever forget you. Your voice and laugh run through my mind constantly, along with all of our treasured memories together. I can feel you smiling angel, and I know you'll never stop...I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART. Love, JACQ
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Date: Tue Mar 25 00:14:06 MST 2003
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Your life that once was, lives on in my thoughts,<BR> TO cause me to wonder what time would have brought.<BR> If your time had continued and you had lived, <BR> The path that I walk now would not have been.<BR> Changes are made by one moment in time,<BR> The path that was lost, I never will find.<BR> Words that you spoke, just one day before,<BR> Are remembered forever, since you speak no more.<BR> Promises made, that you cannot keep,<BR> Continue to haunt the dreams of my sleep.<BR> Your presence is here and will always be,<BR> Cherished forever, in my memory.<BR> <BR> <BR> If tears could build a stiarway<BR> And memories a lane<BR> I'd walk right up to Heaven<BR> And bring you home again<BR>
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Date: Wed Mar 26 17:17:40 MST 2003
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I send this out 2 all The Loves One we all Lost. That are in cemetaries That never got to see their dreams,everything I touch you touch,For every step I take you take every breath I Breathe You breathe, Every Dollar I make you make.I'd told you we'd make it to the sunshine one day.You just got there a Little 2 quicker. Hey Angel How are you? I hope just fine Just got done putting this lil poem in Cans Guest Book too well I'll let u go Bye Bye Bethann. I love U so Much Gurl My Days are just not the same without you and Candace here.Tell My Can Can I said Hello Thank u so Much Bethann. R.I.P. Angel I hope 2 see u at the sunshine One day Soon I look foward 2 it every day But for Now I'll enjoy the Rest of My Life Till I see One of My Two Guradian Angels again and we will be together FOREVER <3 I love U Baby Doll and Miss u so very much.
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Date: Mon Mar 31 01:53:15 MST 2003
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For a reading in a Civil War Era class i'm in, we had to read a "A Women's Civil War: A Diary With Reminiscences of the War". one of the passages left me awestruck: "Sept. 21st- morning, noon, and night i think if her; every object reminds me of her, and at every turn as i go about the house, i am thinking i shall meet her smiling face. and Oh! the struggle against distrust and unbelief...and i know that He can restore my precious handful of dust as beautiful and substantial as before, only adorned with a deviner beauty. He has promised and He will do it. as He has called out of the dust this rose with all its beauty and fragrance, so can He clothe with beauty those that are His." someone once told me, "it's not that the pain fades with time, it just gets somewhat easier to deal with." i often find myself thinking about all those affected by this tragedy. you are forever in my prayers.
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Date: Mon Mar 31 08:17:21 MST 2003
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Hi Bethann. People say that time heals everything. They lied. It has been over 6 months since you and Brian and Candace have been by God's side and the pain in my heart has not faded one bit- it has only gotten stronger. When I wake up in the morning you are on my mind. All throughout the day you are in my thoughts and prayers, Bethann. I know that you already know all of this but I want for you to see it. I miss you so much, BZIGGITY!!! Your memorial service was very nice. Your friends are very loyal to you and your mom and dad and family. My heart breaks evenmore everytime I see you mom, dad, or John. I just keep thinking that I am going to see you at the mall or somewhere like I always did. Still to this day, 6 months and 10 days later, I cannot accept the fact that you are gone forever. I can say it over and over again in my head and I go back to that gloomy Saturday morning but I still cannot accept it. When I saw you in my dream, you said nothing to me, only smiled and followed me around. I woke up from that beautiful thought only to find myself in hysterical tears. I know that you cannot feel my pain and I am so happy that you can't because it's sickening. I love and miss you so much, Bethann! Take care of us and thanks for being there on Friday. LOVE YOU FOR ETERNITY!!:) Life Is Eternal and Love Is Immortal, And Death Is A Gateway, an Entrance and Portal Into A Life that No Man Can Envision, For God Has A Greater Perspective and Vision. If You Meet God In The Morning And Ask For Guidance When You Pray, You Will Never In Your Lifetime, Face Another Hopeless Day.
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Date: Thu Apr 3 05:31:46 MST 2003
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dear Bethann, I just wanted to let you know that i was thinking of you i think of you constantly. I love you and miss you so much. You are the sparkplug of ou family. You always will be, we will always remember everything you did to brighten our lives. We all miss you so badly but I know you are okay in Heaven. Please always remember how much i love you. May your memory be eternal.Love Mom/Barb
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Date: Mon Apr 7 00:57:31 MST 2003
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If God would give you back, I would never ask of him another thing.
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Date: Mon Apr 7 10:44:26 MST 2003
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Well Bethann Even though I did not know you, I feel like I sorta do now. I would give anything to bring you angels back. I think anyone would. I just think everyday I wish this never happen,I cannot get over how quick it happen and how fast time is going now, almost 6 months already since I last talked to my Angel. I don't think it's getting any easier with time for anybody you were all to great. I swear I think about what every second of the day. I don't quite understand how someone can be gone SO quickly. I really don't understand! I think maybe if help would have arrived a second or two earlier, you would all be here. I know it's not right to think like that but I really feel that way. Every second in life makes a difference! Bethann, only you, Brian and Candace know exactly what happen that nite, I just wish everyone would quit tring to blame people, I understand to blame someone, somehow makes it seem better,but all in all it doesnt do anything, Since there seems to be nobody to blame for this we all sit in disbelief, why do we even have a justice system? When as long as you have money you are free. Well all the money in the world can't bring you all back,I really wish it could!
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Date: Wed Apr 9 16:18:41 MST 2003
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Do u have any idea what people would give to see u one last time? Do you have any idea what you mean to people, or how much we all think about you every single day? There's a hole down here in everyone’s heart Bethann, its not replaceable. nobody can fix it, nobody can take away the feeling. I believe most of us have never felt such a devastating pain like this before, most don’t really know how to cope. It’s a feeling anybody would pray to never experience. Its like no other hurt in this world. It’s a stabbing pain, ripping a heart into a billion pieces. I sit here and scramble the pieces around trying to get them back into place, how they used to be, but I cant. I want to get it back together, but it seems to be impossible. I want to go back to the way it was here on this Earth, when you graced everyone you knew with your presence. You loved everyone and everyone loved you, and if they didn’t, it was all out of envy. There was not a bad bone in your body. You treated everyone so graciously, kindhearted, and loving. You brought numerous smiles to faces every single day. You have a heart of gold and always will. To hug you was to hug an angel. You gave the feeling of warmth and love. Your charming personality touched people. Your laugh gave hope that a good day was ahead. Your smile lit up a room full of gloominess. Ears perked up to the sound of that sweet little voice. Heads would turn to see this beautiful young lady, there she was, our beautiful Bethann. Smiling from ear to ear, giggling, and enjoying the day as it passed. What I’d give to go back to high school and see you skipping down the halls making everyone wonder what it was that you had, that we didn’t, that just made you so happy all the time! Boy we envied you. There was nothing that could bring you down. You were too strong. You loved your friends, your family, you loved Jesus, and most of all you loved life. You’re so inspirational, and there will never be another like you. I think about you so much. So many things pass me each day that remind me of you. I just wish so bad this never happened. I have a very hard time accepting that its true, I just cant imagine the day I ever will be able to though. So often do I want to come home and tell you everything that I’ve experienced this year at school and to hear about you. You were always full of stories. Bethann, I just miss you so much that it makes me sick to my stomach. As long as I know you’re happy though I will make it through this. I love you more than I could ever put into words, and I cant wait to see you again..
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Date: Fri Apr 11 00:37:14 MST 2003
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the above entry was beautiful , very much so like Bethann.. she was a true golden hearted person.. we love and miss u angel
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Date: Fri Apr 11 05:06:08 MST 2003
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dear bethann, hi i miss you so much but i am sure you know that. everyone posts such womderful things about you bethann you were truly blessed with very caring friends. everyone misses you your friends and your family. another holiday is coming, easter, then we have graduation, senior trip, i forgot the prom, then it will be your birthday 6-13.then in july it should have been vacation time for the family and for you to go with beth it would have been 5 years this year that you and beth vacationed together, she misses you terribly, we all do. everyday is a struggle, i just try to take it a day at a time because that is all i can handle right now i am trying to be strong for dad and john but i am not doing too well i just want you to come home so we can be a family again. what lindsay briggs wrote was so true every word. i love you and miss you so much my life will never be the same. but i am going to do my best to keep your dad and john somewhat happy and keep johns life a little normal he has his whole future ahead of him and i am going to make sure he is okay i know you would want me to do that and i am sure that you will be helping me every day. thank you for the signs. i blow you kiss up to Heaven every morning when i go outside i hope you are catching them! i love you and miss you more each day. You are the best daughter i could have asked for and i feel very blessed to have been with you for 17 years. I know that you are with God now and you are still working your magic like you did here on earth. However that does not stop the pain of you not being here. I wiil cherish every moment i had with you always. i love you so much. you are so beautiful to me. love mom/barb MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL!
Name: Brittany McGavitt
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Date: Sun Apr 13 17:04:37 MST 2003
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Bethann hey sweetie i never met you or talked to you before but your have reflected so many people at my school and i have to say your truly were a angel on earth and still are i keep you in my heart and pray every day i never really knew how much 1 person could effect so many until some 1 i truly loved we in serious condition and was rushed to the hospitial for his life luckly he is doing fine today and i hope you are watching over every 1 and i really hope that some day we will be able to meet LOVE you!!!!!!
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Date: Sun Apr 13 18:11:09 MST 2003
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Bethann, my angel, my life hasn't been the same since you left this world. There is a part of me that fills empty, and the pain, it not only hasnt gone away, but has grown stronger with the passing days. You entered into a dream of mine two nights ago, saying a few precious words, i will remember all my life. I woke up crying, screaming inside why this has to be, and wishing so bad this would of never happened. I would do anything just to see your beautiful and smiling face, and hug you like always once again. I know you are dong fine up there, but everyone down here is not, and you know that. I believe that is why God has given you the powers and the name of an Angel to send these incredible signs to your family and friends, saying you are okay. Even though i know you are okay, it still breaks my heart into pieces. To understand that you are not with us anymore, gives me this feeling, i never knew exsisted in me, that hurts so deep. Knowing i have to wait until we meet again to see your face, makes me cry everytime i think about it. Bethann, guide us through these hard times, help us to understand as best as we can. You graciously walked around earth loving everyone in your sight. I know you are doing the same in Heaven, but you should be here with us to do that. Bethann, teach us how to be more like you. So loving, caring, and happy. You left an imprint of happiness on the souls of each person who only knew you for just a second, would know they have inside them. My words cant explain how much I Love and Miss You Angel...until the sweet day we meet again...
Name: Chloe
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Date: Tue Apr 15 18:28:27 MST 2003
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Hey Bethann. I was thinking about you a lot today since it was such a beautiful day out. It brought back a lot of memories of summers past and all the good times we all shared together. I will cherish those times forever and will never forget all of the wonderful days spent with you. You always made whatever we did a memorable experience and the sun seemed to shine a little brighter when you were around. Thank you for the memories you have given us and for the strength you give each day. I love you and miss you more and more.
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Date: Wed Apr 16 21:23:48 MST 2003
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Dearest Bethann, Just a little note to let you know that I am thinking of you now... and always. I am looking out at the stars and saying a prayer for you and your family. I'll love you always baby.
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Date: Thu Apr 17 23:35:55 MDT 2003
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I'm just writing to let you know I still pray and think of you and your family every day. I will never forget about you, Brian and Candace. Your memories will always be eternal to me. I hope your in heaven smiling down...
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Date: Sat Apr 19 08:39:50 MDT 2003
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Hi Bethann.. I'm just sitting here thinking about what we were doing last year on the day before Easter. I can remember we were together all day then at nite, me you Justin Chlo Allison and everyone else all went out to Bill's and then later on Allison hit that bunny. Then you stayed with me a couple nites through the week and during the next weekend we went down to Maryland. I remember us laughing and talking the whole way down there in the back of "Big Blue" with Sir. I can't believe how much things have changed. Me and Brandon were just talking last nite about how much us 3 used to be together, and how much fun we always had. Everything was perfect then, and all I want is for it to be like that again. It's almost impossible to understand, but for some reason that we don't know yet, God needs you more. I know that you already know this, but you are on my mind every single second of the day. I still talk to you all the time, and I know that you can hear me, but I would give up everything if I could still hear you. ;( I MISS YOU SO MUCH BETHANN AND I LOVE YOU FOREVER. I can't wait for the day I get to see you again. *YBFFAE* ~Beth
Name: You will always be in my heart
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Date: Sat Apr 19 08:57:56 MDT 2003
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i miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one i want to share it with. i miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the one who understands me so well. i miss you when i laugh and cry, because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow, and my tears disappear. i miss you all the time, but i miss you most when i lay awake at night, and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life... Bethann I put this in Can's guestbook to.So I thought I'd put it in urs. I miss you so very much.Well Babe Just wanted to put this in here. I love and Miss you so very much. R.I.P. Baby Doll See ya someday soon and I cant wait!!! <3
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Date: Sun Apr 20 13:43:41 MDT 2003
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dear bethann, hey it is mom. it is easter sunday and we are all missing you like crazy. We did not do baskets this year, we did not go out to brunch. Everything has changed. we are at aunt joyce's house. I can't believe you are not here with us my mind will not let me accept the fact that you are gone. it all happened so suddenly it just wont sink in. i keep thinking that you are going to come home one day that would be the happiest day of my life. i miss you so badly , the pain is unbearable. I know you are in Heaven with God that is the only thing that helps me get by, knowing that we will be reunited with you one day. I have to hold on to that thought. I remember last year you said you wanted an Easter basket big enough to sit in next year because you would be graduating high school and we probably wouldn't do baskets after that. Dad and I joked about that many times throughout the year and we fully intended to get you a basket big enough to sit it and fill with all kind of stuff. You would have loved it, but instead we had to take flowers to the cememtary. I just don't understand any of this. i miss you and love you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!My heart is broken, I hope you are happy. MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL lOVE MOM, REMEMBER "you are so beautiful to me" I LOVE YOU----I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!
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Date: Sun Apr 20 13:43:42 MDT 2003
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dear bethann, hey it is mom. it is easter sunday and we are all missing you like crazy. We did not do baskets this year, we did not go out to brunch. Everything has changed. we are at aunt joyce's house. I can't believe you are not here with us my mind will not let me accept the fact that you are gone. it all happened so suddenly it just wont sink in. i keep thinking that you are going to come home one day that would be the happiest day of my life. i miss you so badly , the pain is unbearable. I know you are in Heaven with God that is the only thing that helps me get by, knowing that we will be reunited with you one day. I have to hold on to that thought. I remember last year you said you wanted an Easter basket big enough to sit in next year because you would be graduating high school and we probably wouldn't do baskets after that. Dad and I joked about that many times throughout the year and we fully intended to get you a basket big enough to sit it and fill with all kind of stuff. You would have loved it, but instead we had to take flowers to the cememtary. I just don't understand any of this. i miss you and love you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!My heart is broken, I hope you are happy. MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL lOVE MOM, REMEMBER "you are so beautiful to me" I LOVE YOU----I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!
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Date: Sun Apr 20 22:17:30 MDT 2003
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Hi Bethann.. i kno im a couple minutes late but I just wanted to wish you a Happy Easter. Been thinkin about u tons, especially today. Tomorrow is 7 months,- unbelievable. I miss you so much and i LOVE you
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Date: Mon Apr 21 07:41:47 MDT 2003
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Hi Bethann...7 months ago on this very morning I woke up to the most horrifying news of my life. I still cannot accept the fact that you are gone. I just cannot. I went to your grave yesterday and saw all the beautiful flowers that people have put there for you. I know that you are happy at all times and I wish that you could make me realize that I should be happy for you, too. Thank you so much for sending signs to let me know that you are still around. I remember when it was October 21 and I could not believe that one month had already passed. It is now April 21 and I cannot believe that 7 months have passed since everything happened. It's like it happened this morning, everything is so clear. I will try to be happy for you, Bethann, I promise. I love you more than words can describe and I'm missing you more and more every passing moment. Every morning that I awake is a day closer I am to seeing you again...I look forward to the mornings. Love you for eternity!!
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Date: Mon Apr 21 13:34:42 MDT 2003
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MY GIRL, I miss you more than ever. I have been thinking about you and talking to you so much. Yesterday was so sad, just like every holiday is now. It makes me think about how you should be home with your family. I know you had a wonderful Easter in heaven though. Now that spring is here and summer is on its way, I am getting so anxious and scared because I don't want the seasons to change again without you. It doesn't feel right at all. No matter how warm the weather is and how bright the sun is, I feel a heavy weight on my heart that I dread will never be lifted. Now that I'm getting new clothes for summer, it makes me so sad because I know that we would be so excited to share all of our new clothes with each other. It hurts too much and it hits too hard...the only thing left to do is be strong for you and smile for you. I sit here and think about special memories with you, and I realize that every moment with you echoes with laughter and happiness. I smile when I think back to you and Jawn picking on me all of the time and thinking it was so hilarious- you two would gang up on me and laugh so hard while I just sat there. Every time I came over, we spent hours together, and we had so much fun no matter what we did. It was classic when you imitated Major Payne- you sounded just like him, and I think you knew every single word to that movie! How about your giggle fits at the dinner table?- they were great...no one knew why you were laughing but you were just giggling away! The Ab Belt- we had to do our "sessions" every day! Remember when I said I wasn't scared of the basement, so you, Jawn, and Sean locked me in there for 10 minutes. Then I made you come with me and we sat at the bottom of the stairs and hugged each other because we were so scared! It was my favorite thing when you were telling stories and you used that raspy voice when you quoted someone. I would laugh so hard~ you had me doing it within a week! We used to say we were going to start a diet together, but we would both be eating junk food within an hour. We always talked about how we wanted to live together in a big house when we got older. I miss hearing your voice call me, "Jacqqq!" with that big smile...I just miss you so bad Bethann. I still feel like I am in a dream. We shared such a special friendship~ I can't even describe how much you mean to me. We were there for each other no matter what. I hope you know that I would do anything for you- then, now, and forever. I can't wait to see you again, angel...I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART. Love, JACQ
Name: Jawn, Jamie, Justin
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Date: Mon Apr 21 15:19:42 MDT 2003
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Bethann, yesterday was such a terrible day for all of us. Easter was always such a special time for the whole family especially me you jamie and justin. We always made that day so special and it was so hard to accept you not being there with us. The pain that we all felt was undescribable. All of the easter egg and easter basket hunts, brunch with the family, having so much fun, all of that is gone now. You always seemed to get the most money every year from the easter eggs. Remember last year it took you forever to find your basket. We didnt even acknowledge that it was easter yesterday, because its impossible to ever have another happy easter again with out you. We miss you so bad Bethann and the pain gets worse as the days progress. None of us can understand why this happened to you out of all of us, it dosent make sense. We think of you constantly Bethann and pray that you are happy up there. I know you had to miss us yesterday, we missed you so much. We love you so much Bethann and look forward very much to the day that all of us can be together again and share all of those good times again. Please watch over all of us and keep letting us know you are okay. Life will never be the same :( Love Jawn, Jamie and Justin
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Date: Thu Apr 24 13:54:34 MDT 2003
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Bethann, I am sitting here thinking of you on this beautiful day, remembering all the times our families spent growing up...The memories always bring a smile to my face, but the sadness that you are not here with us will not go away. So much has happened since you have left us and i am not sure what to make of all this. I can't understand why any of this has happened, but i know someday I will. I think of you constantly and I am always wondering what you are doing in heaven...I am sure you are spreading your beautiful smile to each and every angel! I am planting a garden of flowers and lily's in your memory, for everytime I look at them reminds me of all the beautiful things you have brought to so many lives. I miss and love you very much.
Name: Cheryl
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Date: Thu Apr 24 22:14:17 MDT 2003
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I still can't believe this happened, either, as many have said. Tributes to Bethann will never end! Everyone loved her. I have Bethann's pictures next to my phone and look at them all the time. She was a beautiful girl. I wish I had the opportunity to know her. I think about you guys ALL THE TIME...as my kids will attest because I talk to them about all that happened. I hope she continues sending you signs of her peace. I'll continue to keep you in my prayers. Love, Cheryl
Name: Jordan
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Date: Thu Apr 24 23:24:03 MDT 2003
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Hi Bethaz, I surely do miss you a ton. I was just reading your guestbook and I cannot even see what I am reading because my eyes are blurred with tears. Betha You are the first thought on my mind in the morning and the last thought before I go to sleep. I pray to you each day asking you to watch over everyone, especially Jawn and your mom and dad. They need you so much Bethann, especially now. This was supposed to be your time to move on and get out into the world, but you are experiencing something undescribable in heaven. Not only can you see the amazing things going on here on Earth, but you are with your family and your friends each and every day. You are going to be at graduation watching everyone, and you are so fortunate because you don't have to experience endless phone calls from your friends who are experiencing the next phases of their lives, you don't have to be on the other end of the phone listening to a friend cry because she is homesick, or is having guy trouble, or cannot handle the demands of college, Bethann, you get to be there with every friend, you get to actually watch over everyone, you get to see for yourself EVERYTHING that they are experiencing firsthand. Please Bethann, watch over all of them as they take the next step, the most fearful step of their lives, because I know for sure that you helped me get through my first year of college, you have guided me through so many dilemmas this year, and without you as my angel, I never would have done it. Bethann, please do me a favor, please give Pap and Aunt Nell a hug for me up there, tell them that I love them and miss them so much. Bethaz, please hug your mom and dad and Jawnerz every morning and night and help them to feel at ease knowing that you are fine and happy and also to get through each and every day, and also help them to actually become excited and anticipating the next time they will see you...because it seems as though your life has flashed before their eyes, but in no time, they will be with you once again...but until that time, help them to do what they have to do here on this earth each day. Please, they need you! Your friends need you, I need you. I tell Jared about you all the time Bethann, he was there with me that horrible morning... he held me as I broke down... he thinks you are so beautiful i show him your pictures and I talk about you all the time... You are truly the most beautiful angel in heaven. I know it!You used to always help me with our problems.. haha.. you are the best! Words cannot describe how much I love you and miss you..."not a day goes by that I don't think of you after all this time you're still with me it's true." Betha, the day I see you will be one of the happiest of my life, I will squeeze you so hard..." Every now and then soft as breath upon my skin, I feel you come back again, oh I believe. I KNOW THAT THERE ARE ANGELS WATCHING OVER ME, I BELIEVE, OH I BELIEVE." Love you Bethaz, sooo much forever! JORDAN
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Date: Sat Apr 26 08:52:24 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann... well tonite is the 80's dance. I am excited about it but at the same time, I'm a little bit nervous because you are the one who loved the 80's music the most so you should be there. We have worked so hard to make it all turn out good. It seems like just yesterday, you were here with us talking about how fun it would be to have a dance like this for a fundraiser, and it hurts so bad that now we are doing it in memory of you and Candace. We tried our best to make it exactly the way you would want it. It is going to be really hard with you not being there to dance and sing and get ready with us, but I hope that you know that you are here in our hearts, forever. I love you so much Bethann, and I would give anything for you to be here in person, especially tonite because we would have soo much fun doing our hair, getting dressed, doing our makeup and all that stuff. I miss you sooo bad babe, it's too much to deal with. ;( I can't wait for the day I get to see you again! YBFFAE ~Beth
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Date: Sun Apr 27 18:01:43 MDT 2003
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Hi Bethann. I just read what your mom wrote about you wanting an Easter basket big enough to sit in. It left such a silly, yet beautiful picture in my mind. I think about you all the time and miss you so much. Angel, please keep watching over us. Love, Suzie
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Date: Mon Apr 28 20:06:21 MDT 2003
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I dont know any of you. I fell upon this page by accident. I started to look around and realized that something terrible happened to a pretty wonderful person. I sat and read each reflection and memory of people I knew nothing about. I now feel like I know Bethann at least a little. My prayers go out to you. I lost a 24 year old sister 6 years ago. I still hurt and likey will for ever. The first year is the hardest. Keep the faith and trust that she is still amongst you all. She sounded like a beautiful daughter, sister, friend, cousin and human being. I prayed for each of you with each reflection I read. God Bless you all ... Sincerly ... no one you know but someone who cared enough to say hello ...
Name: chrissy
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Date: Wed Apr 30 18:20:25 MDT 2003
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bethann.. i*ve been writing to you in other ways and talking to you a lot lately, but i realized tonite that it*s been a while since you*ve written to me here. i*ve been thinking about you so much, as i have been for the past 7 months, esspecially now since i*m going through such a rough time with friendships. it*s been so hard without you around, and without anybody to really share my memories and thoughts with since we ran in such different social circles. but the other nite when i had that dream about you and the stars, and then i woke up and came into the computer room and that star was somehow lying on the floor next to me, it made me feel so incredibly good, that perhaps it *was* a sign that you were still watching out for me and letting me know you were there. it reminded me of the nite of one of our 8th grade sleepovers and i had that nightmare, and i didn*t even have to say anything, you were just there for me unlike anybody else. i*m so glad that i was lucky enough to know you for 12 years of my life, and that i was granted the privilage of being your friend, even though over time we weren*t as close. i miss you betha, but i know you*re still around, watching out for those who know you and love you, and you always will be.
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Date: Wed Apr 30 18:21:26 MDT 2003
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bethann.. i*ve been writing to you in other ways and talking to you a lot lately, but i realized tonite that it*s been a while since I*ve written to you here. i*ve been thinking about you so much, as i have been for the past 7 months, esspecially now since i*m going through such a rough time with friendships. it*s been so hard without you around, and without anybody to really share my memories and thoughts with since we ran in such different social circles. but the other nite when i had that dream about you and the stars, and then i woke up and came into the computer room and that star was somehow lying on the floor next to me, it made me feel so incredibly good, that perhaps it *was* a sign that you were still watching out for me and letting me know you were there. it reminded me of the nite of one of our 8th grade sleepovers and i had that nightmare, and i didn*t even have to say anything, you were just there for me unlike anybody else. i*m so glad that i was lucky enough to know you for 12 years of my life, and that i was granted the privilage of being your friend, even though over time we weren*t as close. i miss you betha, but i know you*re still around, watching out for those who know you and love you, and you always will be.
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Date: Thu May 1 21:12:29 MDT 2003
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Beathann, It is hard to believe that you left this earth only a few months ago. Each day feels like a year without your presence here. You made my lunches so much fun with your stories and your voice, especially that laugh of yours. That is what I hold so dear to my heart. The way you were able to light up a room with your happiness and smile. You always had the best sleepovers I have been to. We shared so many stories and gossip we heard in school. You made me feel like I was always part the crew. Every moment I feel like when the world isn't such a great place because your gone, I just remember all of the memories you have given me. My favorite ones are the day we went to the baseball game and kings, and after our junior prom. The way of just being yourself was what I admired most of you and your determination to have all 11 of us together. You always felt that no one should be left out. But know you are the one who is not here and you have taken that journey to heaven, and I could only hope for the time when I can see your gorgeous face again and share in the memories of our lives together. I know you are watching me everyday and sharing in my moments in life, especially shopping, and I can still hear your voice asking me to do your hair and make-up. I would give anything to do that again, but you really never needed anything done because you were so beautiful and I can bet anything that you are the most beautiful angel in heaven. Please be with us 10 always cuz I know we feel that you are. We love you, Our Friend, Our Angel.
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Date: Sat May 3 19:04:12 MDT 2003
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Bethann, I was going through some old stuff and I found a card from you. It must have been from when you were in kindergarden because the writing was that of a childs. It was to me your Godmother on my birthday. It said I love you , Love Your Godchild Bethann. It also said I Miss You all in capital letters. Oh Bethann, I MISS YOU so much! The void that this has left in our lives is so immense and it will never be filled. I would give anything to call you on the phone right now and hear that voice of yours---or hear you scream at the top of your lungs for Barb to pick- up the phone. I miss you so much Baby. I feel you near sometimes. Please always watch over me and everyone else. I cannot put into writing everything I feel---but I know that if I have you, beautiful Angel watching over me it is more than I could ever ask for, except to have you back on earth with us. I know that you will not be back here physically. However, I will see you again in Heaven and until then you are in my mind as lovely as you can be. Please keep listening to my whispers. I Love You so much Bethann. My sweet sweet Godchild from Heaven.
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Date: Sun May 4 12:49:49 MDT 2003
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dear Bethann, hey angel how are doing up in Heaven? I can't believe it is another month already. Time seems to be going by too fast. Everything seems to be one big blur to me. Nothing makes sense anymore without you. I just wanted to check in. I love and miss you so much it still seems unbelievable that you are gone. father george blessed your grave today it is a tradition of the orthodox church to bless graves the following sunday after easter. please keep sending signs they really do help Bethann, my sweet angel. I will always love you with all my heart. MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL!!!!!!! LOVE MOm
Name: Shaila "you dont know me"
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Date: Sun May 4 19:56:46 MDT 2003
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bethann..you dont know me and i honestly dont know you but i came upon the link to this web page thru your brothers profile...and it is beautiful...i can see by all the entries that you very much loved and you are missed greatly..i know its extremyly hard to lose someone dear to you because just recently "April 27,2003" i lost my best friend in a car acciedent prom night and ive been struggeling each and everyday, but thank god i have your brother as a friend to tell me itll be ok. hes almost the only person that knows the pain im going through. but i want you to know that you are in my prayers and i hope your living a happy life and serving god as the best angel up there. sweet dreams.
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Date: Tue May 6 19:16:39 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann. I just got back from Florida yesterday and I must say I thought about you constantly while I was away. It helped to see the ocean again, yet it brought back so many happy memories. I found myself crying when I was seemingly in paradise. But I know that the paradise you now live in is incomprehensible to us on earth. I know you are up in heaven getting the best tan imaginable just like you always wanted!! Things just aren't the same without you here Beef. I miss you so much, I can't even describe it. It's been over 7 months now, but still the pain remains. I will remember you for the wonderful person you were and always will be for the rest of my life. Your strong spirit and beautiful smile will live on forever. I love you angel.
Name: Justin
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Date: Thu May 8 21:27:51 MDT 2003
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Bethann, summer time is coming around and it doesnt feel the same without you. I remember just last year when you came to my house for a week and how fun it was for both of us. You came out with all my friends and we even went to the fair together. We also had a great time at the beach with so many memories that I will charish for life. You made my life so much brighter in every way and I miss so much. I love you Bethann.
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Date: Sun May 11 07:37:53 MDT 2003
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Date: Sun May 11 09:38:55 MDT 2003
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dear angel, hey how are you. it is mothers day today and we are all sad because you are not here with us. although you are not here physically you are in my heart and my thoughts always. i am truly blessed to have such a wonderful daughter, son and husband. you will always be with us bethann. it is so hard but we are trying to do our best, we will always remember you and love you always. i will always be your mother and johns mother, nothing can change that. everyone in the entire family misses you bethann, things just aren't right without you it is too quiet. we are going to plant a flower garden in your memory it is going to be beautiful just like you! I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!!!!! MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER MOM
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Date: Wed May 14 08:49:44 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann, I was writing you a post on mothers day evening when My computer froze up and I didnt finish it. I was writing to tell you that i had got mom some flowers on mothers day from all us. It was too hard for me to get her a card, remember every year we would always compete to see whos card she would like more, that was always a lot of fun. Remember we would always go buy her gifts together. Similar to being alone in that situation, I feel like I am alone all the time with out you Bethann, You are everything to me and I still cant believe that I have to live the rest of my life with out you here. I think about you constantly everyday and Everyone misses you terribly. I just wanted to let you know how bad I miss you and how much I love you, Sometimes when I wake up in the middle of the night.. I feel like your in the room, I hope that you are. I love you sis Love always - your big bro and best friend Jawn
Name: angie
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Date: Wed May 14 21:14:24 MDT 2003
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dearest Bethann.... just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you...and smiling. Summer is coming and I was just thinking of the time that I bought you a tiny chaise lounge to put next to mine so that we could "catch some rays" together in the yard. I also thought about the time that we took you, your brother and your cousins to Mingo Park...Justin was only 3 years old and we let him drive the car! thinking back, that was a silly thing to do..but we had fun. hope that you are having fun in heaven..love always..Angie
Name: angie
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Date: Thu May 15 07:02:19 MDT 2003
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Good Morning Bethann! After last nights post, I stayed awake for awhile and thought of the funny things you and John did when you were little. That day that we went to Mingo, with my boyfriend of the time Bob, it was a laugh a minute. After driving around in the parking lot with Justin on Bob's lap, we parked the car and let you guys play in the water and mud. Little dirtballs! And on top of that, you guys had sticky ice cream... Then, for some reason we started talking politics...a pretty interesting subject for 3-6 year olds! We had a big debate over who was going to be president..Dukakis or Bush. Bob was getting so mad because you kids were all against him and yelling and being silly. Then when we got home, Bob wanted to play with John's remote control car and they were both fighting over who's turn it was! We still laugh at that...a 5 year old and a 28 year old not sharing toys. Then when I dated a guy named Tom, you guys called him Tommy Salami... he didn't last long either. Good thing that you guys didn't get a hold of George too much, to scare him off too! He always thought that we were loud and crazy when we got together...but we were. I always enjoyed my time over at your house with you and your family...it was always fun and everyone did nothing but tell stories and laugh, and laugh, and laugh some more. We miss your laughter Bethann...but you have given us many memories to cherish. Remember when the crayola bunny came to visit your yard one Easter when you were little? I do!! What a smile on your face that day! I hope that you continue to smile and to make others smile as well. Your signs and your memories are special to all, and comforting as well. You are always in our hearts and in our minds and you will be forever our angel.... Love you.
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Date: Thu May 15 15:42:37 MDT 2003
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Now you're gone, I wonder why, You left me hear, I think about it on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on again. I know you're never coming back, I hope that you can hear me, I'm waiting to hear from you.. Until i do, You're gone away, I'm left alone, A part of me is gone, And I'm not moving on, So wait for me, I know the day will come.. I'll meet you there, No matter where life takes me to, I'll meet you there, And even if I need you here, I'll meet you there. I wish I could have told you, The things I kept inside, But now I guess its just too late. So many things remind me of you, I hope that you can hear me, I miss you, This is goodbye, One last time.. You're gone away, I'm left alone, A part of me is gone, And I'm not moving on, So wait for me, I know the day will come.. I'll meet you there, No matter where life takes me to, I'll meet you there, And even if I need you here, I'll meet you there, No matter where life takes me to, I'll meet you there, And even if I need you here, I'll meet you there. I'll meet you there.... And where I go you'll be there with me, Forever you'll be right here with me.. I'll meet you there, No matter where life takes me to, I'll meet you there, And even if I need you here, I'll meet you there, No matter where life takes me.. I'll meet you there, And even if I need you.. I'll meet you there... I'll meet you there... I'll meet you there.. Hey Bethann, I put those Simple Plan lyrics in here because they are so true. Everyone here loves you and misses you so much. Please watch over your family. RIP hunnie!!!
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Date: Thu May 15 19:53:14 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann. Well, I just got back from the beach 2 days ago, and it was nice to get away, but all I could think about was all the wonderful times we shared together at the beach. It made me happy to think about them, but at the same time, it hurts soo bad because all I want is for you to be back so we can make more memories. I still pray to God every single day that he will give you back.. I know that it is impossible and could never happen but there is a first time for everything and I can't help but wish for it to come true. I didn't go to Myrtle Beach, I don't really think I could go back there for a while, but in the last 5 years, I have only been to the beach like 1 time that I wasn't with you so it was really hard. All day while I was laying out, I pictured you laying next to me because I know that was one of your favorite things to do. And I thought about how we would hold hands or all our talks and stupid stuff like that, that we would do while we were laying there. I imagined the conversations that I thought we would be having and I could hear your voice and your laugh so clear. I miss that so much. One morning, I took a really long walk just to think about everything and I sat there and stared out into the ocean while all our memories ran through my head. We definitely had millions of them, but it just makes it seem so much more impossible that all of this could actually be true. It is now almost 8 months later, and it hasn't set in yet that it isn't a nightmare, it is reality. Then with prom being tomorrow, that will be another hard day. I remember how gorgeous you looked last year, you stood out from everyone else. I am really happy though because I am wearing some of your jewelry, it makes me feel closer to you. And I know that you will be there with us but all I want is to be able to get pictures with each other, and for you to be in our limo, and for all us girls to dance together at prom. You def. had the best dance moves we have ever seen!! I know that you will be with us tomorrow, like you are every single day, but it just isn't the same, and it's not how it should be. I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU SOO INCREDIBLY MUCH BETHANN, I can't wait to see you again. Please be with your family and all of us tomorrow especially because it will be so hard without you! Love always, *YBFFAE* ~Beth
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Date: Fri May 16 16:43:31 MDT 2003
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hey angel it is mom, today is the prom and you are not here. it is just not right you should be here. i wonder what color dress you would have picked. you would have looked beautiful in any color. beth is wearing the jewlry you wore last year, i was glad for that. you are really lucky to have such a wonderful best friend bethann. i have the video from last prom that i taped but i still cannot watch it, it is too painful. i wish so much that you were here with us. aunt claire put a dozen pink roses at the cemetary they are so pretty. we just stand there and cry we miss you so much. grandma came here to spend the day with me she misses you so much. we all love and miss you so much. please be happy. love mom forever
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Date: Fri May 16 23:22:02 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann... we missed seeing you at the promenade. I know everyone there was thinking about u at some point. When I saw all of your girlfriends, my heart just broke into a million pieces. I kept thinking .. she should be here with them. Its just not fair. I saw Beth tonight, I got to talk to her for a while. She's trying so hard to be strong and pull herself back together. She wore your jewelry, and she looked absolutely beautiful. I know you were with her tonight, and all of your bestfriends. Your friends are being so strong, I know you must be with them, or else they could not get through this. We talked about last year at prom, when you were dancing the night away doing all of your funny dance moves. You deffinitely had the most unique moves on the floor,... very "Bethann" like moves. :) I think everyone knows what I'm talking about, all you have to do is watch the prom video. I swear you stood out from everyone there. You looked so elegant, like a real princess. I pulled out my pictures from last years prom too. I just cant get over what has happened. It feels like we were smiling for those pictures just yesturday. You used to tell me I looked like your little kid in them because I was so much shorter than you. I can remember on commencement taking our picture together and you telling me how proud you were of me. Its so strange, I can sit here and stare at this picture, and my mind continues to reject reality. I still ask the question why over and over. It will never ever make sense to me. I know I say it every time I come here, but I'll say it over and over. You are so special... so caring and warm hearted. You had a special gift, and that was to really touch people. Anytime I come to this page and write to you, I can't even believe I am doing this. We all miss you so much. Every little thing about you. This is a hard time of the year, especially for your family. Be with them and try your best to comfort them. You have been on my mind all night tonight. I just wanted to tell you I love you...
Name: Allyson C.
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Date: Sat May 17 20:30:46 MDT 2003
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Dear Bethann, I have been thinking about you alot recently. I still can't believe that you are gone. Ryan always tells me that you were the cutest girl that he has ever met. Everyone misses you so much Bethann. Please watch over your family and friends and always remember that they love you. I will never forget you sweetie. Love always, Allyson
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Date: Sat May 17 21:35:03 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann...It's a long lost neighbor! I've been on your sight sooo many times, start reading what everyone else wrote, and for some reason find myself speechless...Reality still does not seem real. I blind myself with the thought that you are on vacation...i think because it dulls the hurt..Gina misses you...She had some parties and I know she missed having your input with "Fashion"...Remember last year she had this big party at he girl's scout camp and you 2 had plans to straighten her hair?... I didn't know that was the plan.. Time ran out because you had to leave, and you dropped her off with half her hair done...This year she had the same party and this is where I received a sign you were OK and were looking after mom...After I dropped Gina off, for some reason I found myself driving up Broadlawn...I usually avoid that road...anyhow, my mind was racing 1,000 miles a minute, with all these thoughts and emotions, wondering if you're doing ok, if your family has strength to hold on, then i looked up in the sky and there it was... a Cross! I chill went through my body and tears filled my eyes..as it still does when I tell this story....It was a cloudy day and the sun was shining through the cloud looking as if it was coming from heaven...I immediately called Angie and she saw it too, though she didn' see the rays of sun...I wished I had a camera to share this with everyone...I don't know how I drove because I was mesmorized at the sky...When I got to the end of the road, I noticed another line was crossed on a slant...at the time I didn't realize it but it was the orthodox cross...I drew it the next day and Gina said that looks like their cross...That will stay with me forever...as well as many memories our families have shared throughout the years...Those memories will let you live forever in our minds and hearts..Love You...
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Date: Mon May 19 20:33:10 MDT 2003
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Bethann I didn't know you personally, but I would have liked too. I was very close with Candace. You two were both the prettiest girls, and now angels there will ever be. I look up to both you and Candace. I can't say how sorry I am that this had to happen to such great girls, who didn't deserve this at all. R.I.P angel! you will be forever missed by everyone
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Date: Wed May 21 09:46:19 MDT 2003
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I had to go to a memorial service for a work friend of mine in Philadelphia Monday. I really liked this guy but I found myself thinking of you throughout the service. One thing the Rabbi said kept gnawing at me: "it's not the number of days in the life, it's the amount of life in the days that count." You win Bethann. I love you.
Name: Mandi
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Date: Wed May 21 10:37:33 MDT 2003
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"Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven? Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven? I must be strong and carry on, 'cause I know I don't belong here in heaven." I use that song alot to get me through the rough times when I think about the close friend I lost recently. I did not know Bethann, but some of her friends. This site is amazing, and I wish there was one I could go to for everyone I have lost, it really seems like this site is doing good for alot of people. You are all one big support group, and by the looks of it you are all amazingly strong people. Keep the faith that Bethann is still with you everyday and you will live to see brighter days.
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Date: Wed May 21 21:37:23 MDT 2003
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8 months and still, not 1 day, have u not been on my mind atleast once an hour. I LOVE U.
Name: Claribel
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Date: Wed May 21 23:25:17 MDT 2003
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I didn't know Bethann,but it is great to see from other people how great of a person she is. My brother who is 23 is in the hospital in critical condition and doctors say that he might not make it due to an accident that he suffered yesterday. A friend told me about Bethann and gave me this website. It has really inspired me and everyone that knew Bethann has been touched by an angel. Bethann, if you can read this please give my brother a hand if your close to his soul wherever he may be or will go, I love you nestitor and i'll pray for him just like i'll pray fo Bethann for as long as i live.
Name: Jacki
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Date: Thu May 22 18:55:39 MDT 2003
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MY GIRL, You are always on my mind. Being home for the summer makes the reality of this even harsher, and I don't even know what to do with myself. I got to see you every day last summer, and my heart is breaking because I would do anything just to see you for a moment now. Life has changed so much since you've been gone. I don't understand anything...it's just one big blur. This is my worst nightmare, and I still cannot accept it. I never will. Everyone thinks about you a lot angel...I hear them talk about you and how special you are. I also see the pain in their eyes when they talk about how much they miss you. There is only one in this world like you. Your presence naturally brought countless smiles to everyone around you. I can honestly say that you are one of the few people that never parted with their inner child. You always had that happiness within your heart, and I felt that happiness come out within me every time I was with you. You inspire me in so many ways...I remember your encouraging words and hold them so dear to my heart. You really grew up to be a bright young lady, Bethann, and I am so proud of you. You always had so many kind words to say about everyone, and everyone speaks so kindly of you...and every word is so true. I will always think of you as my little sister and great friend. My heart cries out for you, and always will until the day we meet again. I think of and pray for you and your family throughout each day, and I know you are giving them the strength and comfort they need to get by, especially now. You are the sweetest and most gorgeous angel in the heavens above. I miss your breathtaking smile, but it is so clear in my mind and always will be. I will never let you go...you are right here in my heart, mind and soul. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART. Love always, JACQ
Name: Megan
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Date: Thu May 22 20:40:55 MDT 2003
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hey, a couple days ago i walked into ms newans room when they was cleaning up and everyone was doing the dishes and drying them off, it reminded me of the time we had to do dishes and we wouldnt even wash them just stick them back in there all dirty hahaha but anyways hope you doing aight up there..i gotta go tho <3 megan
Name: mom
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Date: Sun Jun 1 07:39:24 MDT 2003
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hey bethann, it is june 1,2003. another month and you are not here with us. we have graduation, your 18th birthday, and fathers day to deal with this month. please help us get thru bethann we need your strength. i wish you were here, i love you and miss you more than anything. you are so beautiful to me, love forever and ever mom
Name: Dana*
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Date: Sun Jun 1 11:50:38 MDT 2003
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Bethann- It is almost graduation and I wish that you were here with your friends, although I know you will be looking them over and smiling down. Everyone misses you more than you can imagine... and in this month, I will pray that God sends strength to your family. I love you & miss you so much!! ~Dana*
Name: Chlo
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Date: Sun Jun 1 12:58:34 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann. Sorry I haven't written in a while but things have been so busy lately. But this doesn't mean I don't still think about you every second of every day. Graduation is this coming Friday and your 18th on the 13th. It is going to be so hard. We all want you here with us to celebrate these happy times. But no one can concentrate on the happiness of these occasions since we can't see you smile. The emptiness we all feel is so bad right now. Please watch over your family that needs your blessings now. And look out for us Bethann just like you always did. I love you so much. ~Chlo
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Date: Tue Jun 3 08:26:16 MDT 2003
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I'D LIKE TO EXTEND MY SINCERE CONGRADULATIONS TO THE CLASS OF 2003.ALL OF YOU HAD TO GO THROUGH SOME PRETTY ROUGH TIMES SINCE THE TRAGIC LOSS OF OUR ANGELS BETHANN AND CANDICE. ITS UNFAIR THAT THIS HAPPEND. MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS WILL BE WITH BOTH OF THESE FAMILIES ON FRIDAY NIGHT. AND TO THE CLASS OF 2003 PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, DO NOT DRINK AND DRIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Name: Rach
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Date: Tue Jun 3 17:52:15 MDT 2003
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heeeyyy bethann! its been so long n i dont even kno what to say. i think about u everyday, but usually i just smile n look up at the sky n i just kno ur there watchin me, then ill just go on n try not to think so much cuz it hurts too bad...well today it rained like all day n i thought of u n i came on ur site n started reading...i havent read this for so long...n ive been cryin for probly the last half hour now...i miss u so much...its like all of a sudden it has hit me for the first time all over again that ur not here...graduation is friday n i would have luved to see u walk the platform n get that diploma that u deserve so much n then come find u afterwards n get a pic with u...i kno ull still be there tho...n ill be thee thinkin bout u....i miss u so much, n sumtimes it hurts so bad...but im gonna keep smilin n lookin up to the sky cuz i kno thats would u would want me to do instead of cry lol... i love bethann!
Name: Allison
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Date: Wed Jun 4 08:04:31 MDT 2003
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Bethann.. Sorry that I haven't written to you in awhile. I had a dream last night which you were in. I have been thinking about you a lot lately, especially with graduation and your birthday coming up. I miss your smile and laugh that could brighten up anyone's day. Please be with your family and give them the strength. And Bethann.. please continue to watch over us. I love and miss you tons Angel!
Name: Krista
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Date: Wed Jun 4 08:24:11 MDT 2003
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Bethann, I have been thinking of you nonstop lately and I have come to realize that I havent written to you on here in a long time. Mexico was beautiful but on the second day, I looked into the endless blue ocean and saw a rainbow stretching across the ocean. By then my mind raced with the thoughts of you and your gorgeous smile but later that day while I was snorkeling, a rainbow formed around the sun. Bethann there is no doubt in my mind you were with me on that day (that was my dads anniversary with my stepmother) because it was a very hard day, but isnt every day. If that could not be enough reassurance that you are well and watching over, that very next day, some guys by the pool had gotten my attention and pointed to the heavens. Again, that rainbow around the sun was there. Bethann, I told those guys the signifigance of that rainbow and every rainbow that I see, and it made them cry. Now whenever they say they see a rainbow, they are callin it a "Bethann." I carry your picture everywhere and showed it to as many people as I could, just so they can see what a gorgeous friend I have that is also my angel. That time in Mexico was spent a lot of the time alone because all I could think of was you and my father. Monday at graduation practice was so hard, I kept looking for you. The banqet was even harder that nite because you are supposed to be there and winning most attractive and best personality. Bethann, I know you were with us that nite and always but sometimes it seems so unreal that physically you are not with us. I keep thinking I will wake up from this nightmare and that this didnt happen to me. I want you to come back more than anything, but I know that is not a reality. I wish you were with us at prom and dancing with us, but again you were there, as our angel. Many changes have happened amongst our group of girls, and let me tell you it is the hardest thing. Bethann sometimes it is just so overwhelming that I break down. I know you see us struggling thru our daily routines because we dont have our Bethann anymore but please watch over all of you loved ones and keep guiding us to that brighter tomorrow when the gates of heaven are opened and you are there greeting us with open arms. This summer will be so difficult, maybe more than ever because we were together more and us girls basically did everything together. God Bless sweet angel, I LOVE YOU...
Name: angie p.
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Date: Wed Jun 4 21:39:37 MDT 2003
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beautiful pictures! my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. the next few weeks will be rough for all, but with hope and prayers, some of the pain can be eased...eased, but not erased. johnny, barb and john...my love, my heart, and my prayers go out to you.
Name: Brandon
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Date: Thu Jun 5 01:21:23 MDT 2003
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Bethann, I cant believe its been more than 8 months since you left! I miss you so much and everytime I think of you I dont believe that your really gone its just not possible for something liek this to happen. Lately there have been so many times when I see a person that I dont even know and they dont even look anything like you but the first time I look at them its you and I have to look twice and once i realize its not you i get so sad. Your birthday is next week and I am supposed to work that night but i dont know how Ill be able to because Ill be thinking about you the whole time and how much fun me you and Jer had last year because everyone else went to the Incubus concert and didnt bother to ask us. lol. I love you and miss you so much and I know one day soon Ill get to see you again. Love~ Brandon
Name: Aunt Joyce
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Date: Thu Jun 5 19:40:57 MDT 2003
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Dear Bethann, Your voice still echoes, Your life still inspires, Your light still shines...and always will. I am so thankful you were and always will be a part of our lives. You live on in so many hearts...including mine. Bethann we miss you so much. This is all so hard. Remember how much we love you and miss you. I LOVE YOU
Name: ANGIE (P) GRANT
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Date: Fri Jun 6 12:57:02 MDT 2003
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BARB & FAMILY TODAY IS JUNE 6TH,GRADUATION DAY. I KNOW THAT TODAY WILL BE A HARD DAY FOR ALL OF YOU. I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM PRAYING FOR ALL OF YOU TO HELP YOU GET THROUGH IT. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU. THE SENIOR PICTURES OF BETHANN ARE GEORGOUS. LOVE YA ANGIE
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Date: Fri Jun 6 13:12:53 MDT 2003
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hey B, today is supposed to be u n candace's big day...but ya kno what? it still is...im gonna be sittin in the bleachers wishing that u are there n even tho i cant see u i kno u really will be there. im gonna pretend that i see u takin that walk across the stage in front of everyone to get ur diploma with that big smile streached across ur face. i got to have my day last year n it was the happiest day ever. i wish u could have had the same, but i kno on my day luke was there with us smiling down so i kno both u and candace will be doing the same thing for ur class of 2003. they really miss u n love u so much. n so do i...its not the same without u here...well bethann...have fun watchin everyone at graduation tonight n walk with those that need u beside them especially ur family...LOVE U ALWAYS & FOREVER!
Name: mom
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Date: Fri Jun 6 14:37:52 MDT 2003
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dear bethann, today is graduation day. i would give anything to see your smiling and walking across the stage to get your diploma. Nothing is right since you left us. I cannot accept the fact that you are gone and i never will. i keep thinking you are going to come home to us one day. i miss you and love you more than you will ever know. you are so beautiful to me LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER MOM
Name: mom
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Date: Fri Jun 6 14:52:52 MDT 2003
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dear bethann, please don't ever forget our song "you are so beautiful to me" one day we will sing it to each other again. i love you my heart is broken. love mom
Name: angie p.
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Date: Mon Jun 9 21:26:49 MDT 2003
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bethann you were greatly missed at the graduation ceremonies. i thought of you and how happy and proud you and your family would have been. you keep on working those little signs for everyone to let us know that you are near. you probably had a part in the weather too on friday because it was cold on thursday and rainy on saturday, but sandwiched in between those 2 days was a warm and sunny day for your friends to graduate..always thinking of others first. waht a nice gift to your class. i wish that you could be here with us, i know that you are here in spirit and that is the best that we can do. take care of your family, give them happy thoughts and make them smile as the remember you.
Name: Sue DeBerardinis
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Date: Wed Jun 11 10:53:52 MDT 2003
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Hi Bethann. I'm just writing to let you know how much you and your family have been in my thoughts the past few days. Please keep watching over all of us. Miss you and love you. Suzie
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Date: Wed Jun 11 21:22:15 MDT 2003
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Bethann, I was thinking about ya so I just wanted to let you know. I think about you everyday but I'm sure you already knew that. I know your doing just fine and you must be sooo happy. I'm sorry Bethann that I didn't get to know you better! I will regret it for the rest of my life. I'm sooo sorry this happened to you Bethann. But you have taught me such a lesson and have changed my life forever. You were so beautiful and so sweet. Everyone misses you so much. Thanks for the great weather on graduation! I know that you and Can had a hand in that. I'm sorry that you couldnt be there to be with your friends But I know that you were watching and I positive that you were in every single persons heart and mind in that stadium. Well BethanN I'm gonna go now but I will write again to you soon. Keep watching over your family they need you and help them to smile again. I love you Bethann! Rest In Peace angel
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Date: Thu Jun 12 22:07:22 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann! This is the first time i've writen in here, sorry it's taken so long. It all still seems like a horrible nightmare. Today would have been your 18th Birthday, I drove past the site tonight, I couldn't stop though. As I drove by all I could think about was you and how beautiful you were. I hope your having a wonderful 18th birthday up in Heaven. Please watch over your family and your dear friends. They need you all the time! Miss you like crazy, Happy Birthday! Love ya
Name: Ashley
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Date: Thu Jun 12 22:38:45 MDT 2003
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Hey Hunni Bun! It's 12:26 A.M. I just wanted to say Happy 18th Birthday Sweetheart! I miss you soo much and there isn't a second that goes by that I don't think about you. Graduation was just last week and even though you weren't there physically you were still with me the whole time. I prayed and asked you to help us have a nice day and we got it...It was beautiful! Thank You hun! I hope you and Candace are enjoying yourselves up there. I also hope that you have a great birthday!I can't wait until the day comes that I can see your Gorgeous face again and hear your goofy laugh along with that sparkling smile! I love and miss you soo much and your memory with always be with me. You will FOREVER be in my heart and you will FOREVER and ALWAYS be my BEST FRIEND! Happy Birthday my Hunni Bun Benan! I Love You!
Name: dane
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Date: Thu Jun 12 23:14:55 MDT 2003
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hey bethann...sorry i haven't written to you in awhile...it's so hard and words can't even express anything...i just wanted to wish you a happy 18th birthday. i know you're havin a blast up there like you always do. everyone missed you greatly at graduation on friday, thank you for the wonderful weather tho. well bethann i gotta get goin...miss you and thinkin about u everyday...cant wait to see ya again...dane
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Date: Fri Jun 13 00:46:47 MDT 2003
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MY GIRL, Happy Birthday, sweet angel. I never thought that I would have to send your birthday wish like this. Today is going to be a very hard day, especially for your family, but I know that you’re taking special care of them. I remember the surprise party that your family and Beth planned for you two years ago. You loved it. Your family is so close and they love you so much~ they would do anything to see you smile. You appreciated everything in life because you’re such a kind and warm person… the type of person I just always wanted to hug. Thank you for bringing me so much happiness. I would do anything to go back one year ago today. I remember the exact look on your face when Jawn and I gave you the Ab Belt~ you were so excited that you jumped up and down and put it on right away. I am so sorry that I couldn’t go out to dinner for your birthday last year...I felt really bad then and I still do now. I miss your energy so very much Bethann. I miss your bright smile and bubbly, never ending laughter. I miss your warm hugs, adorable voice, and funny jokes. I miss your crazy stories, amazing friendship...everything. I MISS YOU...more than anything. I can’t imagine how much fun you will be having on your special day in heaven. I think about you constantly and carry you in my heart wherever I go. I know that you are happy with God. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART. Love, JACQ
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Date: Fri Jun 13 00:56:01 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann.. well today is your 18th birthday and I can't believe it came so fast. I wish so bad that tonite we could be going out having fun celebrating you turning 18. But I know that you are having your best birthday yet in heaven, and you are also with us as we celebrate down here. All I have been thinking about this week is the past years what we have done on your birthday. I remember when you turned 14, Barb took me and you to the wave pool with your brother and Dave Nolder. I remember wearing our matching American Eagle halters, and you got that irredescent stuff for your birthday. We were obsessed with it. All along we thought it was eye shadow, so we wore it everywhere, and we never understood why people made fun of us all the time because of how bad it creased on our eyelids.. then a long time later, I think it was even a couple years later, you finally turned it over and realized that it was some kind of high-lighter for your cheeks and thats why it looked so stupid on our eyes.. even though we thought we looked real good.. haha. Then when you turned 15, me you and Barb went to lunch at Olive Garden and thats when I gave you our best friends charm. I even remember you wearing the xoxo black halter that you got with the studs around it.. because one of them fell off and when you realized it was gone, you would have thought that it was the end of the world soo we had to go exchange it at the mall right after lunch. Then when you turned 16, I was supposed to go to lunch again with you, but my sister went into labor with Cassie so I couldn't. But a few days later your brother and Barb took all of us girls down to Sandcastle. Thats when our big group started. We had so much fun there, I remember Kristina chasing Todd then all of a sudden she wiped out and fell right on her butt, and she still hasn't lived that down. That night, you had everyone back to your house, along with Jer and Jon and everyone else. I can still see and hear Jer singing 'I wanna be bad' in your basement, and after that nite, we were all together almost every single night for the rest of the summer. That was definitely the funnest summer so far. I will never forget all the sleepovers at my dads house while he was working midnight (the 3 of us in one bed.. and figuring everything out later on), the candlelit dinner, 4th of July and soo much more. Then when you turned 17, we had the surprise party for you. I will never forget how bad you were crying at my house that day because you thought you had to go home because of a bad report card. I can still hear you yelling at Barb when we got to your house because she read your report card wrong and you thought we drove all the way back there for nothing. Then she told you to go downstairs and there was everyone waiting for you. That was also the start to a really fun and memorable summer. No matter what we did, even if it was just sitting at someones house, you especially somehow made it a fun night. There were soo many things that happened last summer and throughout the years that I definitely would not have wanted to experience with anyone else other than you. You were alwayss sleeping here or me at your house, we hardly ever slept at different houses, it was like we lived together and I miss that sooo incredibly much. The funnest times of my life were spent at the sleepovers at your house, here, or going out to find something to get into, as long as we were together. The best weekend ever was the one right before our senior year started when me you and Chloe were driving around McKeesport looking for that place, and the nights at your house. Or there was the day that we were at my cousin's graduation party in Baldwin and we wanted to leave early so we did and I wasn't sure if I knew where I was going so I asked you what you thought we should do and all you kept saying was "I think we should just keep going straight, going straight never hurts anything".......30 minutes later we were in the middle of Squirell Hill or somewhere and somehow ended up on Mt. Washington for at least 2 hours stopping at every house to try to find our way back to 51, and going forward down the steepest hill I have ever seen, while the car somehow was in reverse and we had no idea why it was going so slow and making such a weird sound, lol. Now it is your 18th birthday, and there is nothing I wouldn't give to be able to make more memories like the ones we have already shared. Last week was graduation, and I kept looking for you just to appear in your seat, it was soo hard there without you. The roses on your seat were beautiful, although they still dohn't compare to what should be there. Its also kind of weird because the 2nd Rugrats movie comes out today and I would give anything to go see that with you, we could've worn our Rugrats t-shirts from when we went to see them live. Ohh Bethann, I can't even describe how I feel, and how much things have changed during this year. It is now close to 9 months since everything happened and it hasn't yet gotten easier, and honestly I don't know if it ever will. What I do know though, is that you are and will forever be one of thee most important people in my life, and I am so thankful that we have shared soo many wonderful memories together. There is no other person in the world that I would want to go through everything that we have been through other than you. You have been, and will always be my bestest friend in the whole entire world. Words will never be able to express the pain I, and everyone else has without you here. I never thought it was possible to miss someone even half as much as I miss you. This summer is going to be so hard without you. You are on my mind every single second of the day Bethann, and I still can't help but have a glimmer of hope that you might come home one day. I look at other people and I feel jealous when I see them with their best friend because I think about what could have been and all the great times we should still be sharing every day. It isn't fair what happened, and I will never understand why it happened , but I cannot wait to see you again. I LOVE YOU SOOOO INCREDIBLY MUCH BETHANN, I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN ANGEL!! Love Always, ybffae ~Beth
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Date: Fri Jun 13 06:08:44 MDT 2003
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Bethann, We miss you so much. It is your Birthday today. We wish you were here to spend it with us. We love you so much Bethann. Please watch over us. You are forever in our hearts. Happy Birthday Beautiful Angel. We love You!!!
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Date: Fri Jun 13 06:33:19 MDT 2003
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'HAPPY BIRTHDAY BETHANN' Im sure your birthday is going to be wonderful in heaven, and I know that candace is probably having a blast planning it. Barb, I will say a prayer for you and your family to be strong and help you get thru this difficult day. I am sitting here crying for your family knowing that just around the corner it will my difficult day. Remember the good times today, and look up because I know she is looking down on you and blowing you kisses just like you blow her kisses that she catches every morning. It has been such a hard year and our families have struggled tremendously but I know our rewards are going to be great and that is the only thing that keeps me going knowing that I will be able to hug, kiss and laugh with candace again, and you will one day do the same that is a promise to us. So you may cry today but you will be happy again one day.... dora
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Date: Fri Jun 13 06:57:28 MDT 2003
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL, I'M SORRY I HAVEN'T WIRTTEN FOR A WHIL EBUT ITS JUST SO HARD TODAYS YOUR 18TH BIRTHDAY AND I'M JUST REMEMBERING LAST YEAR WHEN YOUR MOM AND I TOOK YOU TO OLIVE GARDEN FOR A LITTLE SURPRISE PARTY, YOU WERE SO MAD WHEN THEY SANG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU BUT I KNOW YOU REALLY LOVED IT. NOW EVERY TIME I LOOK AT THE PICTURE OF US TOGETHER AND YOU GIVING ME A KISS I NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD BE LAST TIME I WOULD KISS YOU FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY I KNOW YOUR ALWAYS HERE WITH US AND THAT DOES HELP SOMETHIMES, BUT I JUST MISS YOU SO MUCH IT HURTS I KNOW THAT YOU'LL HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY IN HEAVEN YOU HAD A WONDERFUL TIME WHEREVER YOU WERE I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH LOVE YOU ALWAYS, AUNT CLAIRE
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Date: Fri Jun 13 07:05:01 MDT 2003
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Happy Birthday Bethann !! I never had the opportunity to meet you...I am several years older than you. I do know that I wish I did! Your pictures and the reflections from your friends show that your ARE and incredible person. Well I just wanted to wish you a happy birthday. Keep watching over your family and friends they miss you so much. You were too perfect to stay here that is why God chose you :-) ~ Amy
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Date: Fri Jun 13 07:59:29 MDT 2003
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Bethann, I want to wish you a wonderful happy 18th birthday, and hope that your first birthday in heaven is great. we all miss, need, and love you so much, please continue to look over us and hear all of our prayers. i kno you are celebrating in heaven with candace but please be with us when we are celebrating here on earth. there are not enough words possible to describe how wrong it is to be sitting here, celebrating your birthday in a sorrowful way. bethann no one can begin to understand why you were taken away from your family and friends but we must remember what Jesus taught us and pray, and have faith, and love, and have hope, and BELIEVE. GOD BLESS YOU BETHANN AND MAY YOU HAVE A BEAUTIFUL FIRST BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN. HAPPY 18TH. ALL MY LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER, krista
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Date: Fri Jun 13 08:51:41 MDT 2003
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Dear Bethann, you may not remember me but I will always remember you. We took dance together when we were younger but you didn't go to the same place I did for long. I wish we would have gotten to know each other better. I just wanted to wish you a Happy 18th Birthday. I'm sorry you are not here to spend it with those who love you but I know that everyone has you in their hearts today as they do everyday. I miss you Bethann!
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Date: Fri Jun 13 09:06:21 MDT 2003
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Bethann... It's your 18th birthday today and you aren't here. We wish so bad that you could be here but we know that isn't possible even tho you are with us in heart. I hope you have a great birthday in heaven. I know you will because you always made the best of things. Bethann.... please continue to watch over your family and us. Give them the strength they need. Happy 18th Birthday Angel* Love and Miss you tons.. Love, Allison
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Date: Fri Jun 13 09:32:00 MDT 2003
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Bethann, although I didn't know you very long time but when ever we would talk you would act as if were good friends. I remember the first time I met you I asked everyone if that's really how you talked and they all just laughed at me and said "yea that's Bethann." You were beautiful in every way. I was envious of you every day, the way you dressed even if it was bumby you always looked gorgeous your hair always seemed to fall right into place. The last time I saw you was at the TJ game and you sat next to me for a few minuets, I still remember every thing about that night. What you had on how your hair looked and our conversation about makeup. And of course you complemented me liek you did everyone you were so friendly to everyone, you had a gift to make anyone feel better about themselves. As I look back I wish that I would have gotten to say good-bye to you and got to hear your voice one last time, but that night still lingers in my mind. Happy 18th Birthday I hope your having a blast in heaven, I'm sure you are touching many more lives as you did while you were here. I love you and think about you every day.
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Date: Fri Jun 13 10:01:33 MDT 2003
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hi bethann i hope you have a good 18th b-day! its the first b-day you will have in heaven miss you always and for ever
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Date: Fri Jun 13 10:16:08 MDT 2003
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Happy Birthday Bethann!! I wish so bad that you were here with your friends, especially Beth because she misses you so bad. Send them a sign today to know that you are with them.. and also your family. Please give them the strength they need to get through this day. Everyone misses you so much and we love you! Happy 18th Birthday Bethann!
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Date: Fri Jun 13 10:49:53 MDT 2003
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Bethann, I did not know you at all, although I really wish that I would have met you. I just wanted to wish you a Happy 18th Birthday! You are in a better place than all of us. I hope one day we can meet. Watch over your family and friends they all miss and love you very much! Happy 18th Birthday Angel! Show us a rainbow today!
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Date: Fri Jun 13 11:58:58 MDT 2003
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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY BETHANN. I WISH YOU COULD BE HERE W/YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS CELEBRATING. GOD ONLY TAKES THE BEST. PLEASE LOOK OVER YOUR MOM, DAD, JON, AND ALL THE OTHER PEOPLE WHO LOVED, CARED, AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. REST IN PEACE ANGEL. TO THE FAMILY OF BETHANN, MY PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS ARE WITH ALL OF YOU TODAY.
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Date: Fri Jun 13 13:33:30 MDT 2003
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Bethann, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! I know you are having THE most wonderful party up in Heaven! I read the entry Beth posted and it made me realize how precious friendship is... the memories you two shared made me laugh and cry at the same time. Reminds me a lot of my best friend and how much she means to me.. I don't know what I would do if I lost her. Well Bethann, this is your day.. and I hope it's great! Please watch over Beth and your other friends and family though..every day is so hard for them, especially today. You're having an Angel's 18th Birthday in Heaven right now!! Hope it's great Bethann! We love you!!
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Date: Fri Jun 13 14:53:15 MDT 2003
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Hi Bethann Im Ryan Abels Cousin and I was talking to Angie his girlfriend and she has an away message up saying Happy Birhtday Bethann.So I just wanted to wish u a Happy Birthday and hope u have a great one up in Heaven.Tell Candace I said Hello. Alwayz N Forever Kaetlin
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Date: Fri Jun 13 15:18:25 MDT 2003
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Bethann this is the first time i signed ur site...but i visit it everyday. I just wanted to wish you a happy 18th b-day and tell you how much everyone misses you. I remember after the TJ game me you candace and some of our other friends went out for my b-day. You and candace were so nice to me the whole night and you tried to make my b-day as special as possible. That was the last time i saw you guys and i never got to thank you and candace for spending that nite with me. I know you and candace are having a great day up there although ur family and friends are having one of the hardest days. Please help them through it. Have fun and i miss you
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Date: Fri Jun 13 15:41:47 MDT 2003
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Happy Birthday Bethann.. you and I never had a chance to meet but i hear wonderful things about you all the time.. please be with your brother today
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Date: Fri Jun 13 15:47:11 MDT 2003
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Happy 18th B*Day Bethann! Miss Ya!!
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Date: Fri Jun 13 17:01:13 MDT 2003
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dear bethann, i know you are having a great birthday in heaven, because you always had the best time no matter what. all of your friends came down today, you are so lucky to have such nice friends. angie brought 18 baloons over and we let them go, i hope you saw them up there. i love you and miss you so much. i am so thankful for the 17 years that i had with you. i will cherish every memery.happy birthday angel, love mom
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Date: Fri Jun 13 19:48:14 MDT 2003
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Happy Birthday Angel!! I'm sorry I haven't writen to you in awhile, but I wanted to let you know that not a day goes by that I don't think of you and your smiling face. Just the other day me and Jacki went to Frosty Cone and we started thinking about the time that all 3 of us went there and you ordered that giant sundae for my mom with extra whipped cream and nuts. It brought a smile to my face when I thought about how much fun we had that day. Bethann, you touched so many people's lives, including my own, and are missed so incredibly much. I'm sure you are having a wonderful birthday in heaven, and I hope you make yourself the biggest sundae ever!! I love you and miss you lots...Laura
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Date: Fri Jun 13 19:48:40 MDT 2003
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Happy 18th Birthday Bethann....I know you are having a great birthday in heaven...You are greatly missed by everyone and I think about you everyday. I put a little angel pin on my purse and everytime I look at it I immediately think of you and what a wonderful place you are at now...I have so many great memories and I will cherish them forever and they will never fade. You made a difference in so many people's lives and I am so happy for the time that you were here with us. So Happy Birthday Angel and I miss you and love you!!
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Date: Fri Jun 13 21:22:40 MDT 2003
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dear bethann, happy birthday sweetie. i think about you so often and miss you more than ever. Celebrate with the angels today. I'll never forget you. Watch over your family and friends. I love you sweetie
Name: Kristin
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Date: Fri Jun 13 21:46:05 MDT 2003
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Dear Bethann, our sweet angel, happy 18th birthday. i know your up in heaven having an incredible day filled with joy we couldn't even imagine. I know one sweet day we will all be able to celebrate your birthday together again, but until that day grant us the strength we need to proceed, and to understand why. you were a genuine angel here on earth, and God knew that, and this is why you are spending your 18th birthday with him this year. I am truely blessed to have so many memories of you, and everything i do, i am reminded of them. We all love and miss you so much bethann, watch over your family and friends. Happy Birthday! Love your Kruth*
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Date: Fri Jun 13 22:10:04 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann, today is ur 18th. It doesn't feel right wishing you a happy birthday this way. The good news though, is that I know for a fact you are having a wonderful birthday and are more happy than any of us could ever be. Knowing you, you're up there bouncing around, having a great time, doing all of the things you like, and making everybody else happy. These last 9 months have been insane. It still all feels very unbelievable and untrue. Beth and I were saying the other day, it's almost like there's still that little bit of hope that you're gonna come back. Thats because our minds can't comprehend reality, and they certainly don't want to. I can't help but to feel like this was all a big mistake, and it wasn't supposed to happen. Something had to of went out of plan, but I have my faith to remind me this was all in God's plan. It just drives me crazy to not know why. As long as I know your happy though, thats all that counts. Well, we all miss you so much BZags. You are on my mind constantly I swear. I was out at the cemetary today, SOOO many people love and adore you. I saw so many beautiful things for you. We all and miss you so much, there are no words that can even describe it. I hope you are having a wonderful birthday. Be with your family & friends .. every step of the way. I LOVE YOU BETHANN
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Date: Fri Jun 13 23:16:52 MDT 2003
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Bethann, Its 1 o clock in the morning and today I was supposed to be spending your 18th Birthday with you. Today was a very hard day but a lot of people came down to show how much they missed you and I thought that was nice. I miss you so much, and I still really can't believe you are not here with me, so I really dont even know what to write. I just miss you terribly Bethann, I want you to know you have a lot of people who miss you really bad. I love you so much sis, I just really miss you and still cant believe this happened. Love always and forever your big bro and best friend - JAWN
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Date: Sat Jun 14 00:57:06 MDT 2003
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Bethann ....yesterday was your 18th birthday and I never thought I would be wishing you a Happy Birthday while laying flowers on your grave. My heart just breaks into pieces when I think about you. Seeing all the beautiful flowers people have given you shows just how much you were loved and adored by so many people. Your laugh, smile, that one of a kind voice, incredible personality, and your absolute love of life are all things that I will keep with me always. I cannot wait to see you again, and because you are there, Heaven is now such a more perfect and beautiful place. I will forever miss and love you with all of my heart ...continue to be with your mom, dad, and jawn and keep them strong. I love and miss you terribly ~~kristin
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Date: Sat Jun 14 10:05:48 MDT 2003
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Bethann I just wanted to say that I hope you had a wonderful 18th birthday. It was very hard to get through yesterday but the good memories made it a lot easier. I know that Candace was up there helping you to celebrate. I wish so bad that you were here with us still. You have a wonderful family that loves and misses you very much. Watch over them. I love you!
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Date: Sat Jun 14 12:09:46 MDT 2003
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Hope you had the greatest birthday ever in heaven!!Please help your family and friends everyone misses you horribly.
Name: Rachel
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Date: Sun Jun 15 15:21:25 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann, i miss you. I wanted to tell you Happy Birthday! It was on Friday but i just couldnt bring myself to go on this site that day, but i thought about u every second that entire day. I really do miss you. Your face just keeps flashing through my mind, and your always smiling. I was reading this book that has answers to a bunch of "life's questions" lol. sounds dumb but there were a few that made me think of you. What is true beauty? The beauty that transcends time is the beauty of spirit. Beauty is charm, depth, wit, and warmth-all focused on the other person. Others feel it when they've been around it. These are the beautiful people of the world-and the happiest. True beauty is never open to interprettion by onlookers. Bethann you were truely a beautiful person inside and out and its obvious that you were the happiest. There was one more question. Why do young children suffer and die? The answer was- Children are often the greatest teachers in any society. Through their pain, they teach us patience. Through their helplessness, they teach us dependence and unselfishness. Through their acceptance, they teach us trust. Through their dying, they teach us grace and love. At best, adults label death "natural" and at it's worse, bad. Childrean hold no such prejudices. Heaven is the early reward for our greatest teachers. Bethann you have taught myself and so many other people so many things. We have all learned so much from you and i hope that your reward for that is everything you've always wanted...i Love you and i miss you..thinkin about you everyday...Love forever and ALWAYS* Rach
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Date: Sun Jun 15 22:20:07 MDT 2003
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john sir... you were and always will be a wonderful father. Bethann loves u and is with u today, tomorrow and forever.. God Bless you
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Date: Mon Jun 16 10:44:34 MDT 2003
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Happy belated birthday sweetie.Love, Jason
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Date: Tue Jun 17 19:18:14 MDT 2003
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Hi Bethann...I wanted to wish you a happy birthday in heaven...I have been away, so I could not write you, but I was thinking of you all day on Friday...as I do everyday. I saw the most beautiful rainbow as I was golfing on Thursday, and because of its beauty, I know you were responsible for it. It was breathtaking, and I could not take my eyes off of it. I was sad when it went away. I hope you had the best birthday in heaven! We miss you so much, and want nothing more than to see you again. I love you bethann, your beauty, smile, and laughter are truly missed and will never be forgotten.
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Date: Thu Jun 19 20:55:45 MDT 2003
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Hello I didnt kno Bethann But I jus wanted to say how beautiful her senior pictures were and how beautiful she is.I kno she is happy up in heaven and forever her sprits will live on in every one's hearts. God Bless you sweetie.I can*t wait till tha day I meet you.
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Date: Thu Jun 19 21:37:26 MDT 2003
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Bethann, I just wanted to say hi! Everyone down here misses you like crazy. Especially Beth Please keep watch over her and let her know your there with her each and everyday. I never would have thought that someone that I knew so little of could change my life in such a way that you have or that I could possibly miss you this much. But I do Bethann you were a great person always greeting me with a big smile and asking how I was. You never passed without saying hi! Im sorry I didnt get to know you better. Its a regret that I will always have no matter what. But I guess I will have tons of time to do that when we all get to meet again in heaven. I hope that you and Can are having fun together and please keep watch over your familys. Just know that we all think about you everyday and you will ALWAYS be remember...ALL OF YOU! WE LOVE YOU BETHANN and please tell the other angels that we Love and miss them too!
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Date: Sat Jun 21 10:21:53 MDT 2003
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I can't believe you have been gone for 9 months Bethann!! I miss you more and more everyday and today I wish had never woken up because I woke up form a dream about you and it was the most real dream I have had about you yet. I don't know why but we were at some teachers wedding but the only kids there were me, you, Beth, and Seth. You were sitting next to me and I had my arm around you and you were leaning your head on my shoulder and I could feel you like you were really there. When no one was looking you whispered in my ear that you loved me and I told you I loved you too and we were having the best time, having a food fight and you were just doing what you always do and turn something boring into something really fun. After I woke up I tried for an hour to fall back asleep so I could see you again but it didn't work and now I'm sitting here thinking about it. I'll remember that dream and what you said to me forever. I miss you so much Bethann and I love you more than anything in this world. I hope I see you again soon in a dream as real as the one I had this morning. Love you Angel.
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Date: Sat Jun 21 14:05:40 MDT 2003
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Hi Bethann...I don't know you but you were so beautiful. I visited Candaces Website and you and Candace seem like you 2 were the sweetest girls ever. I cried reading all your poems and hearing what everyone had to say about you. Everyone misses all 4 of you angels so much. I know yinz are all looking down and sending us sings saying that you are all doing just fine and happy in heaven together. Hopefully someday i will be able to meet you and Candace when its my turn. You have touched my life Bethann, and i didnt even know you. I pray for your family and friends every single day because i cant imagine the pain they feel. Keep watching over Angel.. Although i never met you i still Miss and Love you..<3
Name: Tabby (Krista's cousin)
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Date: Sat Jun 21 21:38:28 MDT 2003
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Although I have only met Bethann a few times I knew how special she was to her friends. I know that they all miss her so much. And I know how her brother feels now because I was as close to my brother as the the two of them were. My brother recently committed suicide so I know how difficult it is for her brother right now. And the letter he wrote to Bethann explains exactly how my brother and I always were. We were inseperable and we could tell each other anything, but I must have missed something he said somewhere because I couldn't help him. My thoughts and prayers are with your family always.
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Date: Tue Jun 24 09:40:03 MDT 2003
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Hi Bethann! I have been thinking about you and Candace a lot lately. It’s just so terrible that this happened. I remember every time you saw me, you would say hi, even though we didn’t really know each other. You were such a nice person. I also have been praying for both your parents and Candace's lately. I pray that you guys and God give them the strength they need. I was listening to the radio the other day and someone called in and said they saw a beautiful rainbow and that you could see both ends of it. I immediately thought of you two. One end was probably you and the other end Candace. I know that you both are very happy in heaven. Could you please do me a favor and kiss my angel on the nose for me? Thanx Bethann... RIP Angel!
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Date: Tue Jun 24 10:07:44 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann. Just wanted to say thank you for showing up in my dreams the past two nights. I have been talking and praying to you a lot lately. I look at these dreams as a sign that you are walking beside me. In each of them you kept pulling me along saying you just wanted to be with me and for me to come with you. It was really comforting because that is just what I needed to hear. I need you Bethann. We all do down here. A lot of us are going through things that need your guidance. Please continue to watch after everyone, and especially your family that loves you dearly. I can't say this enough, things just aren't the same. Summer isn't as fun and senior year was more or less a blur after you left. We love you Bethann and will continue to keep your spirit alive forever and always, everywhere and in all ways.
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Date: Wed Jun 25 20:45:46 MDT 2003
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Dearest Bethann, I feel that I know you through your family who misses you so much.I'm trying to help them--help me to find a way.
Name: Krista
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Date: Sat Jun 28 13:52:49 MDT 2003
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Hi angel, I was just sitting here and wanted to say hi. i miss you very much, i cant begin to explain. i wish you were here with us going to these graduation parties and gettin ready for senior trip. i wish you were hear with us to have girl talks and sleepovers. life this long without you seems near impossible and i truly can not tell you how we can be going on without you. i know you see the troubles we are in without you here and the pain in our eyes, but please give us the strength and continue to be with us. bethann you are so gorgeous and a wonderful friend, your memory keeps me alive. god bless sweet angel, i love you with all my heart. friends forever, krista
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Date: Sun Jun 29 07:36:59 MDT 2003
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dear angel, i love and miss you so much. i miss every thing about you. i love everything about you. i wish you could come home to us. love mom
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Date: Sun Jun 29 15:04:02 MDT 2003
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Hello Bethann...I have never met you but i Just wanted to say you were a beautiful person. I just wrote to Candace and told her that the first time i saw both of your picture's there was something special about you and her that i still can't get over. It's as if you were truly angels on earth. I also told candace that i know why god wanted you two because you were just so special here on the earth and god needed yinz to make heaven more wonderful than it is. I can not stop crying just thinking of you 2 girls and the hurt everyone feels. There is one guarantee and it is that everyone that loves you will get to be with you again forever. I wanted to thank you for touching my life in a way no one has before. I know you are watching over your friends and family and helping them through this difficult time...I hope to meet you and Candace when its my turn to fly to heaven.
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Date: Mon Jun 30 01:46:33 MDT 2003
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I did not have the pleasure of meeting Bethann. I visit the site often and i feel as if I knew her personally. Its truly a tragedy. Im sorry to all of her friends and family members. I keep you all in my prayers. God Bless.
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Date: Thu Jul 3 23:09:14 MDT 2003
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Hi Bethann. Right now, there is nothing more I would rather do than to be able to just talk to you, even if it was just for 5 minutes. I know you see what is going on down here and I just want to ask you to please watch over my mom. You are the first person I wanted to call today and it is driving me insane that I can't do it. You always knew the right things to say to make things better and I wish so bad that you could be with me so I could give you a big hug. I know that you are already watching over her, but just please continue to do so. I love you so much Bethann, I would do anything in the world to have you back here... especially at times like these. Thank you for being the bestest friend a girl could ask for and even though you may not be here physically, I know that you are still with me in my heart and in my mind...just knowing that gives me strength and also gives me hope. I miss you so much Angel. I love you! YBFFAE ~Beth
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Date: Sat Jul 5 20:42:43 MDT 2003
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just wanted to tell u happy 4th even tho im a day late. i bet the view from heaven was awesome, i love u
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Date: Sat Jul 5 23:30:34 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann, it's Krista's cousin again. Just wanted to wish you a belated 18th birthday. I hope you enjoyed your special day. And to your parents and your brother, I think about you all daily and pray for you as well. If anyone of you needs to talk and cry on a shoulder I am more than happy to let you cry on me. I know that you are starting to heal your pain, but you will never be able to accept what has happened. There is a book that I received from a close family friend entitled: "Holding on to Hope". It's based on how a mother lost her child at a younger age than Bethann and Candace. She relates her story to the book of Job when he lost everything he had. Reading this book has helped to comfort me some and let me see that there is still hope for the future. I recently had a lot of weight put on my shoulders from my family because of the loss of my brother and the fact that my mother is very sick. Life never seems to get easier. Just know that God never gives you more than he feels you can handle. Although it may be very difficult we have to go on with our lives, but we should never forget the good times that you spend with your loved ones. Tell John if he ever needs to talk that I am here and let him know that I feel all of his pain. My brother and I were so close. He even woke me every morning at 7am just to say HI. I miss those things about him but there is something good that came from him, his children-3 boys. Knowing how John and Bethann spent so much time together make me think of all the time I spent with my brother. It makes me cry everyday that he isn't here. I am still waiting for he to come home and say it was a joke, but like John I know that will never happen again.All my prayers and thoughts are with you everyday. Please make sure to talk to me if you ever need anyone. Bethann, keep watching over your family closely, and say hi to my brother Curt for me. He was a great person and I'm sure he would make a good friend to you in heaven. I know that I don't know any of you to well, just thru what I hear from Krista, but I love each of you for all of your courage and strength. May you be happy in knowing that you have a beautiful angel in heaven. God takes the ones that he needs to help him, and eventually we will all meet again, up in heaven. A friend forever, Tabby
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Date: Mon Jul 7 15:28:57 MDT 2003
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MY GIRL, As time moves on, it seems more and more unreal that you are not here with us. The 4th of July was a sad but memorable day...I thought of you constantly. Last year, you layed between Jawn and I and we watched the fireworks together, laughing and having a good time. As I was thinking of this on Friday, an overwhelming sadness came over me because I wanted nothing more than to be with you right then and there. Then I looked up in the sky and saw the most beautiful and brightest rainbow I have ever seen in my life. My heart started beating real fast and I just smiled because it gave me such a rush of happiness. I know that you're okay and that you hear us when we talk to you. There is so much that I want to talk to you about and ask your advice on, but I know you will make sure things happen right. I can't thank you enough for being such a good friend to me~ it means so much to me that I have these memories to hold in my heart. I never knew it was possible to miss someone this much. I pray every night that you will visit me in my dreams. I know that you are with your family and friends each day and that you are taking special care of Beth right now when she needs you so much. I can't wait to see you Bethann. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART. Love, JACQ
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Date: Wed Jul 9 21:45:24 MDT 2003
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I just got done reading this poem...and it made me think of you and the life you lead..... The Dash Between The Dates I read of a man who stood to speak At the funeral of a friend He referred to the dates on her tombstone From the beginning....to the end. He noted the first came her date of birth And spoke the following date with tears. But he said what mattered most of all Was the dash between those years. For the dash represents all the time That she spent alive on earth... And now only those who loved her Know what that little line is worth. For it matters not how much we own; The cars..the house...the cash... What matters is how we live and love And how we spend our dash. So think about this long and hard Are there things you'ld like to change? For you never know how much time is left That can still be rearranged. Remember that this special dash may only last awhile Thank You my friend for sharing yours ....and he ended with a SMILE!!
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Date: Sat Jul 12 20:06:20 MDT 2003
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Hi Bethann...Its been too long and im lost with out you, what am i gonna do, said i been needing you wanting you...I miss you..It just aint the same without you. You could always brighten up a room with your gorgeous smile and that unforgettable laugh of yours. You could make anyone feel better and the were the sweetest girl in the world. I think about you all the time and i know you hear me talk to you and i know its you wiping my tears...Can you tell Can i miss her and love her..thanks bethann...I love you and miss you Angels with all of my heart<333
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Date: Sun Jul 13 01:37:30 MDT 2003
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My dad, Mickey, works with Beth's dad. Beth, that poem you had written to Bethann was so incredibly sad. I cried through the end of it. I didn't kno Bethann, I dont kno many people that go to EF. I try to imagine losing one of my best friends and I couldn't imagine the pain that i would go thru and just thinking of some1 else losing their best friend, just brings tears down my cheeks. -Just shows ya..Dont take things for granted, Dont always expect for people to be there when u wake up...Never hesitate to tell some1 how you feel about them or how they've touched ur life. Beth- I respect you so much for the strength that you have, and the courage to continue on in your life. May God Bless all of you..You're in my prayers.
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Date: Mon Jul 14 07:10:31 MDT 2003
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BZiggity...Hey girl! I just wanted to tell you that I miss you so much. I'm sory that I haven't written to you in a while. The last two months have been hard on everyone. I have a picture of you, Binz, and me from graduation last year and I look at it in disbelief. I keep thinking to myself that you are on vacation or something like that. Haha, a vacation for the past 10 months? Everything is a blur still, Bethann. I cannot accept that you are gone. I know for a fact that you are happy, but I wish that I could comprehend your happiness. I go back to that horrible morning and replay it all the time. Thank you for all the beautiful memories that you gave to me while you were here, on Earth. Thank you for all the signs that you send to everyone that loves you, letting us all know that you are still around and checking up on all of us. I told your brother about the Angel Ladies. Thank you so much for talking with me!! Who is the person with the letter K? I am still clueless on that one. Like I told you before, you are very welcome for the letter. I love you so incredibly much, Bethann!! You are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. I hope that you liked the gifts for your birthday. Your flowers were beautiful at the cemetary. I have to tell you...Binz and I are going to Myrtle Beach on the 25th. You better be there with us!!! I am looking forward to it!! Keep looking after all of us, Bethann!! ***I love you so much Sweetheart!!*** P.S.---Tell him I said hello and Happy Birthday and that I love him
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Date: Fri Jul 18 08:56:37 MDT 2003
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Bethann- Hey girl. I haven't wrote on here for awhile. Your pictures are BEAUTIFUL. I miss you so much. I wanted to go up and see you but I don't know where your grave is or Candace's or Brian's. I'll look for it today when I get my nails done. It's so sd to know that my friend since kingtergarden has passed away. But now that your Heaven, it's a better place for a better person like you! I love you and I miss you! I look at al the pems that everyone wrote and your brother's is so sad. Plase help him be strong and your mom and dad and everyone else. We love you and miss you so badly. Happy B-lated Birthday! I know you had fun. Tell Candace, Luke, and Brian that I miss them to and that I said hi for me! Thinking about you!
Name: Miss you Bethann
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Date: Sat Jul 19 09:28:00 MDT 2003
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Hi Bethann...I havent wrote to you in a while so i thought i would. I have been thinking of you alot but i do everyday. I miss you soo much. I guess im being selfish by wanting you back but i know your happy in heaven. Its hard to believe that 10 months ago you flew to heaven. The day you went away was the most hardest day of my life. Everyday since also has been the hardest days of my life also. That day replays in my mind over and over but i try not to think of it cause it is too painful. You were such a beautiful person inside and out. I truly believe you were disguised as an angel here on earth. You left footprints in peoples heart and they will never ever forgot you. You have touched and inspired more peoples lives than most people can do in one lifetime. You left a space in my heart no one ever can fill. I love you and miss you and Can't wait to see your beautiful face in heaven.... I Love you Sweetie!
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Date: Mon Jul 21 11:12:01 MDT 2003
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BZiggity... Hello again! I just wanted to recognize that it has been 10 months since you passed. I love you Sweetheart!!!!
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Date: Mon Jul 21 13:10:00 MDT 2003
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hey angel i havent wrote for along time i just wanted too! i miss you everyday more and more! i was at my grams the other day and me and ash were out side and we were lookin at the funeral home were you were layed out and we started to talk about you and i started crying i miss you so much everyone does i know your watching over all of us, i miss you bethann i love you angel, all my love ,ash
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Date: Mon Jul 21 13:48:50 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann, its been 10 months today n i just wanted to say that im still missin u just like it was yesterday. i will love u for the rest of my life. c ya later my angel
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Date: Tue Jul 22 14:17:01 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann. I haven't written to you in a while. I have been thinking of you a lot lately since Allison and I will be leaving for Myrtle Beach this Thursday. Last summer was so much fun with you there. I'll never forget our crazy night down on the strip or your summer love C.J.! You have given us enough memories to last a lifetime Bethann. We all love and miss you greatly but know that you are always watching over us. I love you so much.
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Date: Wed Jul 23 10:03:05 MDT 2003
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just know i still think of u..miss u so much bethann!!
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Date: Thu Jul 24 13:43:28 MDT 2003
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dear bethann, i love you and miss you so much. i still cannot believe this has happened i dont think i ever will. it is definitely not getting any easier, some days are worse than others, but no days are good. i love you with all my heart and soul. i keep thinking you are going to come home. i wish you would. MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOM
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Date: Fri Jul 25 16:12:20 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann...I never knew it was possible to miss someone so much like i miss you. You were such a beautiful person and were so kind. I know your making heaven a better place. I hope you and Can are having fun and watching over us and helping all of us get through the days. I miss you so much that words cant even explain...I hope i see you in heaven real soon...I love you so much Bethann<3
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Date: Fri Jul 25 22:22:39 MDT 2003
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Bethann...*Our Angel* We All miss you so much! You were such a great person for this world to lose I just wish I would have had the chance to know you better than I did. But I did know you and I always looked up to you and I still do. You loved life it was just so obvious. I never saw you unhappy and you were so energetic. But I know your in a much better place where you can watch over everyone and make thier lives better...until I see you again...Rest In Peace...I LOVE YOU
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Date: Tue Jul 29 01:41:35 MDT 2003
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Dear Bethann, How can everything have changed so much? I don't know what's real anymore except hurt. Everyone's lives are so intertwined and everything is so complex, and so far apart...and it should be be so much simpler. We should be able to hold on to each other, and some happiness. And yet it seems so elusive. There is so much sadness in all of our lives. Why can't people accept each other for who they are? So much has changed since you left us. I wish so very much that God hadn't taken you from us. Words can not express how much that wish is.... It is so hard for everyone. Barb, Johnny, & John have the most difficult pain of all. But life will never be the same for any one of us. Life can be too short, and we all need to appreciate and treasure what we have while we have it. We all miss you so much. Your beautiful smile...your happy greeting of "Hi....." The loss hurts beyond understanding. I saw the most beautiful rainbow of my life a couple of weeks ago, and I felt sure you sent it to say everything would someday be ok. I am trying to remember "If God brings you to it~he will bring you through it" but it is so hard to understand........ Lord, please help us all who loved her to deal with all of this loss, we need your blessing, we need your love, and most of all we need your intevention to help us love one another. Lord, I love you and need you, come into my heart today. For without you I can do nothing.
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Date: Tue Jul 29 13:30:04 MDT 2003
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Hi Bethann...I miss you so much i cant even put it into words. Last Night i stayed awake and just cryed myself to sleep because i miss you and Can so much. I layed there and thought about everything. About how i still feel like this aint real, I just somehow can't accept that you are gone. Times like these i feel so lonely. My heart is torn and it can never be repaired. You were gorgeous and you were so kind to everyone. I thought about what you are doing right now in heaven, and you are probally making everyone laugh right now. I thought how could this happen to 2 wonderful girls. I just dont understand it and wish that i could. Some how i gotta understand that god needed you and that you are happy in heaven but we just miss you, miss everything about you. Your smile, your voice, your kindness, your energy, your love for life, your love for everyone you knew...We just miss you and Love you soo much. I know you are taking care of everyone you love and everyone that loves you. Till we meet in heaven i will continue on missing you...I love you Bethann<333
Name: Chris
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Date: Wed Jul 30 19:57:51 MDT 2003
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Bethann, I never had the blessing of meeting you, but you meant the world to a girl who means the world to me. She misses you greatly, and I can see it in her eyes everytime I'm with her. You are her angel, and I really wish I had met you. Watch over her and all her friends Bethann, but keep a close eye on her for me, she's got a lot going on right now and could use an angel's help. Someday I'll get to meet you, but for now, watch over these girls. "Live while you live, love while you live, then be done with it"
Name: ANGIE (P) GRANT
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Date: Thu Jul 31 07:44:16 MDT 2003
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BARB AFTER SPEAKING TO YOU YESTERDAY, I HAD TO WRITE. I HOPE YOUR DAY IS BETTER TODAY. I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY. WHEN I DRIVE PAST YOUR HOUSE DAILY, I SEE THAT ANGEL OUTSIDE AND I CAN'T HELP BUT SAY A LITTLE PRAY FOR YOU GUYS. FRANKI AND I ARE GOING TO STOP BY AND VISIT WITH YOU SOON. TAKE CARE ANGIE
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Date: Thu Jul 31 22:23:39 MDT 2003
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Bethann, Everyone misses you so much. It amazes me by how many lives you have touched...I mean you touched the lives of people who have never even met you. You were such a blessing to this world. You brought nothing but happiness to those who crossed your path in your short time here. It frustrates me so bad Bethann with why you had to leave. You are the kind of person that needs to be in this world to make it a better place but I've come to realize that maybe it was that you were too good of a person to be here. God knew early on that you deserved better and he needed you with him to help and watch over all of us down here. Bethann I'm going through some hard times right now...there are moments coming up in my life that I'm not at all ready to face and things that have me so confused that I just try to ignore them. Bethann if its not too much trouble could u please watch over me and stay with me during the moments that I dont want to face and help me to overcome my fears. If there was anything I learned from this it was that life is too short to waste. You must live each moment to the fullest, never regret the past because you cant change it, work your hardest and most importantly never pass up the chance to tell someone how much they mean to you. Bethann I can't wait to see you again. Watch over and guide us all...I love you!:)
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Date: Sun Aug 3 00:01:44 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann, I just thought I would write something on here. Lately I been thinking about all of our younger years growin up, we really had some great times. People always say how close are family is, well we are all each other ever had, and now i cant believe you are not here. Its very hard for all of us. I am very lonely. Often at night I will sit in my bedroom and envision you coming through my door just like the good old days. I wish i could just walk down to your room and hang out with you right now. Everything about this is not fair. Everyone says Heaven is so wonderful, but everything here was so wonderful until you went away too. I love you Bethann, and miss you so much, I will never understand why this has happened, I hope that you miss me like I miss you, this is really hard. I love you, your big bro and best friend forever jawn
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Date: Mon Aug 4 23:45:21 MDT 2003
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MY GIRL, I just got back from vacation a week ago, and I just want you to know that you were on my mind the entire time. Thank you so much for the rainbow and the other signs in Florida. It was around this same time last year that we came back from Wrightsville Beach…the best vacation ever. I have so many great memories that remind me of why this vacation was one I will never forget…chicken fighting in the ocean~ you and your dad were the champs, and Ashley was always the first to go down, haha…laying out every day together, determined to get as tan as we could, and going for walks on the beach…body surfing for hours, and everyone playing football on the beach…the awesome place we stayed in and how it was ten times better since you and Ashley decided to stay in my room with me…all of us sitting on the deck every night and just spending time together, watching the shapes of the clouds change and coming up with some pretty crazy ideas of what we thought they looked like…when the guys buried Justin in the sand up to his neck and the seagulls attacked his head...driving down the road with Justin playing “Heaven is a Place on Earth” every day on that loudspeaker system that echoed through the streets…jumping off the dock at the bay…how you wore that bright white zinc on your lips when they got burnt…keeping the Trolley Stop and the ice cream shop in business~ I never ate hot dogs until you guys made me try a surfer dog…your **** crisis, and how we shared our bathing suits and clothes every day~ our room was a mess covered with clothes we tried on before going out, and you always went downstairs and did your fashion shows for everyone:)…the way you looked in the mirror when you were putting your makeup on and how I always scrunched your hair for you and we were always the last to be ready…the guy that was a professional on that dancing machine game and we stopped to dance with him on it~ we weren’t very good but it was hilarious…walking down to the sand dunes, and looking for shells (and my shark tooth) on Shell Island…go-cart racing, and how you found it extremely funny when Jamie lied to the laser tag worker about why I was late, haha…you also found it very funny when we left that banquet restaurant and I fell flat on my face and Jamie ran over and took a picture of me~ well, everyone found that funny…girl talks up in our room…and then, how you left us a day early to go on vacation with Beth, and on the car ride home without you, your mom said she already missed you~ that was after one day without you, and it has now been over ten months without you and everyone just misses you so incredibly much. We all need your strength Bethann~ so many people adore you. The memories that I have are ones that I will cherish for the rest of my days~ I can actually say that the week we all spent together at the beach was perfect. I miss you so much angel…I wish you were here. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART. Love, JACQ
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Date: Thu Aug 7 14:44:49 MDT 2003
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Bethann, I'm sitting here remembering the old summer days...swimming in the pool, playing in the yard, cookouts, birthday parties, pool volleyball...I can see you in all these memories laughing, smiling, and having a blast...How i wish i could hear your voice again, and here that wonderful laugh of yours...I miss you so much and will always treasure these memories with all my heart.
Name: angie p.
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Date: Thu Aug 7 18:20:38 MDT 2003
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I was just looking at your senior pictures again and they are just amazing...what a beauty! I get choked up sometimes when I think of you and all of the things that we will be missing. but you don't miss a trick...I truly believe that you are with us all of the time, laughing with us, crying with us, and watching over us. I was reading an article about the angel lady and one of the questions was...why weren't the angels with all of those people on 9/11. Her response was that they were with those people and that they were old angels..all of those people who died on that day are the new generation of angels and they were needed. They were destined to help all of us on earth to get thru lifes struggles and day to day trials and tribulations. You must truly be busy with us because we all need help, we all are just about to make a mistake, we are all just about to stumble and fall, and when we don't, we should think of you as being the reason that we don't... you are helping us and guiding us in your silent way...sometimes there are signs, most often not.. that we can feel or see. The signs are silent, they sometimes go by without notice, but every day and every time that we should have done something or almost did something that may not have had a good result, I'd like to think that you had a hand in the intervention of a mistake, or a wrong turn in life. and on that note, I thank you. love always..angie
Name: angie p.
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Date: Thu Aug 7 18:20:42 MDT 2003
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I was just looking at your senior pictures again and they are just amazing...what a beauty! I get choked up sometimes when I think of you and all of the things that we will be missing. but you don't miss a trick...I truly believe that you are with us all of the time, laughing with us, crying with us, and watching over us. I was reading an article about the angel lady and one of the questions was...why weren't the angels with all of those people on 9/11. Her response was that they were with those people and that they were old angels..all of those people who died on that day are the new generation of angels and they were needed. They were destined to help all of us on earth to get thru lifes struggles and day to day trials and tribulations. You must truly be busy with us because we all need help, we all are just about to make a mistake, we are all just about to stumble and fall, and when we don't, we should think of you as being the reason that we don't... you are helping us and guiding us in your silent way...sometimes there are signs, most often not.. that we can feel or see. The signs are silent, they sometimes go by without notice, but every day and every time that we should have done something or almost did something that may not have had a good result, I'd like to think that you had a hand in the intervention of a mistake, or a wrong turn in life. and on that note, I thank you. love always..angie
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Date: Sun Aug 10 02:39:15 MDT 2003
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I didnt go to school with bethann but i met her a few times....alot of gurlz from EF hated me and my friends, but not bethann, she made an effort to get to know us without judement. i used to veiw this page everyday, half the time tears would flow from my eyes as i read about how wonderful bethann was, and how many people she has touched. i wish i would have had the chance to get to know her better, she seems so perfect. i know her soul lives on and gives everyone, friends, family, and expecially beth the strength to go on. i look at beth sometimes and just think how strog she must be, but i know its her angel from above who keeps her going.......... RIP ANGEL! see u when i get there
Name: Erin
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Date: Mon Aug 11 13:09:40 MDT 2003
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Bethann...Sweety,This is the first time ive ever writen in your guestbook, but im alwaz thinking about you and looking on here.Yer senior pics are soo beautiful.I miss you bethann.This year was the first year that we ever really hung out and im soo happy and thankful for that,i wish that you were still here and that we could have been even closer.I dont understand this i dont think anyone does,How two great and perfect girls could jus be taken away from us.Ill cherish my memories with you ALWAYS. well I just wanted to say hi sweety and that i miss you soo very very much .. UNTIL WE MEET LOVE YOU ANGEL
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Date: Mon Aug 11 19:37:03 MDT 2003
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Bethann, you have been on my mind so much lately, and every passing day is one day closer to 1 year without you. it just doesnt possible or real that i have graduated, entering college, and have grown so much without you beside me growing and graduating and entering college. i think about the memories we have made and all of the good times together, i just wish i could have had so many more memories with you. i have been seeing rainbows all summmer and that truly assures me that you are looking down upon on me from heaven. bethann you have touched so many in so many ways, i cant even believe i had the wonderful pleasure of being your friend. bethann you are unlike anyone i have ever known and i am truly amazed of how beautiful you were in every possible way. your girls miss ya so much BZAGS, please continue to watch over us and guide us as we start this next chapter of our lives parting from each other but never forgetting each other and the wonderful friendship we have and that common bond that we are best friends with an *angel*. I LOVE AND MISS YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING ANGEL...Krista
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Date: Tue Aug 12 18:56:42 MDT 2003
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Well Bethann... I have been at college for a week now and I think about you all the time. It's just not fair! You should be starting a new chapter in your life.. even though you still are but it's with God now .I miss you a lot!Please continue to watch over your family and friends! Love you angel!
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Date: Wed Aug 13 23:25:07 MDT 2003
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Bethann, I look at your pictures day after day, not understanding. Your death has brought so much sadness, we are all trapped in it's echoes. Two yellow roses meant so much and now ...... Lord please help us all.
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Date: Fri Aug 15 17:04:10 MDT 2003
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Bethann,
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Date: Fri Aug 15 17:37:11 MDT 2003
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My Angel Bethann...I can't believe it will be a year soon...So much has happened, yet I feel like you were just here...I miss you so much...everyone misses you...words cannot explain our sadness. I was golfing the other day, and there was a butterfly that flew around me for quite awhile...I have never experienced anything like it before. It was beautiful...it must have landed on me 20 times and would not move...just hang around like it was there to tell me something...Someone I was with said, "That butterfly sure likes you." I just smiled, because I knew your were sending me a sign that you are fine, and are always looking down and watching over all of us. I know that these butterfly signs are from you, because they have happened twice before on special occasions, but this one your were with me much longer. My family misses you so much...your smile...your unique laugh...how you could light up a room. I found a quote that said..."Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away...Bethann, you did and still will always take our breath away. Love you...miss you...till we meet again.
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Date: Sat Aug 16 12:54:34 MDT 2003
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Bethann was probably only 12 yrs. old the last time I had the privledge of seeing her. She came running up to me at work with her ponytail swinging behind her head and her usual BIG smile on her face just to say Hi- I'm shopping with my Mom. What a beautiful young lady she has grown into and what a beautiful flower in God's Heaven. Know you are missed and loved by all.
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Date: Tue Aug 19 14:08:55 MDT 2003
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hey bethann sorry i havent wrote in a while.we all miss you very much.it just seem like it wasnt long ago we were together at kirks birthday party and now yet i remember it was nearly a year ago.it will also soon be a year since we lost you.the time goes by so quickly when you think about it.it hurts still but we manage not by choice of course.its hurts a lot more going off to college because i dont want you to think in any way we could forget you by going on.we have to move on but we will never forget that 1000 watt smile and that unique laugh that had you laughing before you knew what was funny and i loved that about you and will never forget you and will see you soon love u bethann~alex
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Date: Wed Aug 20 14:30:38 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann. Sorry I haven't written in a while, but I have been so busy. I'll be leaving for Notre Dame tomorrow morning. Bethann, I believe in my heart that you had a part in me going there. I think that your blessings helped me achieve my dream. I want to thank you for that. I swear I am going to work very hard and make sure to make you proud. You always made me feel so good about myself. You were just that type of girl. I have faith that you will be with me whenever I am far from home and will continue to guide me when I am lost. Bethann you will forever and always remain one of my very best friends. All I ask is for you to continue to send your blessings down here to Earth. Watch over your family and everyone who misses and loves you so much. I love you Bethann and will continue to look to you no matter where life takes me.
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Date: Wed Aug 20 19:08:02 MDT 2003
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it will be good to be amongst your family this weekend.i really feel good about seeing them. i wish you were here. man,johnna sure does miss you.i know you see, and when the time is right, you will help her have peace.i know that would be your will. she is trying.i miss all of you.i really wanted to take your dad fishing.i know you are doing far better than any of us.it doesn't make it any easier though.give strength bethann-to all of us.i hope john,johnny, and barb knows how much we love them.i guess that's about it.God Bless kid.Jason
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Date: Thu Aug 21 09:43:35 MDT 2003
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Bethann, 11 months today, i still feel life is a blurr without you being here. everything in life that passes by is a reminder of you. that u should be here experiencing it as i am too. even though i kno you are with me in spirit b/c i can feel you around me sometimes, which is the most incredible feeling i have ever had in my life, its unexplainable. but now going back to school, i need your guidance more than ever. i wish so bad i could just call you like i used to, and have those long talks about our every day life stories and what to do about them. i miss that exuberant face with that pretty smile shining back at me. i know we lost touch over the years, but our childhood friendship seemed to come back everytime we were together. i need you more than ever, life is changing and is so confusing, its different without you here, please keep sending your lil prayers to me every once in a while. i appreciate them so much. watch over your family and help them in their grievance, but i kno you do anyways. love and miss you angel
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Date: Mon Aug 25 22:32:41 MDT 2003
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I've written in here once before. It was a while ago but it took some time for me to actually build enough courage to actually visit your website. Everytime I read this guestbook, I am floored by how many lives you have effected in such a positive manner Bethann. Sometimes I sit and wonder, "What if it was me?", you know? I can't help but ask myself this question. I wonder if I had as big an impact on others as you have. There is no way I could have touched as many peoples lives as you have, but I'd like to. You are the kind of person I would love to be like. I swear that you must have been an angel put on earth... I honestly believe that. God is probably so happy to have you back and to see that beautiful smile and to listen to your unique voice that was always full of emotion and to hear that laugh... oh my gosh, that laugh Bethann! I wanna make a difference like you have Bethann, I wanna make my life mean something. Well, pretty soon it will be a year since we last seen you... September 21st. Do you remember our conversation at my locker on September 17th? Well... It was my birthday and all my friends had showered me with gifts and balloons and you had asked me what I got for my birthday. I told you that Mark had bought me flowers and it was so sweet. You told me that you never got flowers before(which I find a lil hard to believe being that you were such a beautiful girl whom I'm sure had lots of admirers!) and you were all disappointed and then I told you that I would get you some flowers. I never got you those flowers yet Bethann, but I swear I'm gonna do it. I haven't visited you yet and for that I am sorry but I'll get there. You've changed my life, even though we weren't the best of friends or anything, but you've had such an impact on me, as well as many others. There is no doubt in my mind that you were an angel sent to earth and you are greatly missed and admired! Miss ya forever!
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Date: Mon Aug 25 23:27:48 MDT 2003
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Bethann, I havent never met you but i visit here alot and read what people have to say and i look at your beautiful pictures. In every picture you have some sort of glow that just makes you stand out. You truly must have been an amazing person because there is not one mean thing anyone has ever said about you only wonderful things and how you changed there life. I wanted to write to you and tell you that i am one of the many people whos lives you touched. You dont have to know the person for them to touch your life. Everywhere i go i tell them about you even though i dont know you and how you inspire me. Its kinda weird to say that but you really do inspire me. When i read your friends and familys memories i envy the strength they have and what great things they say about you..I really do. Well i just wanted to tell you Thank you and that i hope your doing just fine up in heaven and i know your giving everyone the strength they need...Love u Bethann<33
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Date: Wed Aug 27 11:50:18 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann, I'm sitting here in my dorm, thinking about you of course. You have been on my mind non stop all summer and especially now since I came to college. This summer was soo incredibly hard without you.. It was horrible not going to Myrtle Beach and not being able to lay out together or be at each others houses 24/7 like always. I really can't believe that in a few weeks it is going to be a year since all this horrible stuff happened. Around this time last year, I remember you gathering up all the girls in school and we all went arm in arm out the door singing "My Girl" right before Chloe's surprise that was waiting for her outside. And I can remember you fixing my schedule so that we had 2 or 3 classes together, when at first we only had a study hall together. I still can't believe that it is true, it doesn't seem like it could be possible. I lay in my bed and look at all the people outside and wish on everything that I could look out that window and see you walking around. Or when I'm walking to my classes, there have been different times when I have to take a second look at someone because for some reason I get this glimmer of hope and I think that it might be you.. even if the person really looks nothing like you. I have so many pictures everywhere of you and a collage hanging in my dorm.. it is the first thing I see when I wake up and the last thing i stare at before I go to sleep while I squeeze the angel bear that Barb gave me out of your room right before I left. College is pretty ruff so far and all I want to do is to be able to call you because no matter what you could always make me feel so much better about anything. I have told my roommate and others so much about you, and no one can get over how gorgeous you are. I feel so lucky and blessed to be able to tell people that you are my bestest friend in the whole world. I love you so much Bethann, I can't wait till the day we get to see each other. I miss you Angel :o( Love always, Y*B*F*F*A*E ~Beth
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Date: Wed Aug 27 17:47:11 MDT 2003
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Hi Bethann...I just read what Beth wrote and just cryed my eyes out. I can tell that she misses you more than anyone could possibly imagine and would do anything for you. I guess that is why she is trying to be strong...For you. Bethann, you were truly someone special and i will never get over the fact that your gone. I guess the one thing that makes me happy is we will all be together again forever and ever and it will just be like you went on vacation or something. That will be the happiest day of my life when i see you. I miss you Bethann, so muchhh!!! I know you see us all hurting but all we want is you back. You left a space no one ever on this earth could possibly fill. I know your so happy up there with Can. Keep watching over and i will keep missing my little angel <3 I love you forever <3
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Date: Fri Aug 29 11:34:37 MDT 2003
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Bethann, Heyy angel...I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you(but im sure you already knew that):) I know you and Candace are doing just fine up there. Sometimes I'll just sit and think about what you must be doing together...what you are doing right at that second. I can't even begin to imagine. We all miss you a ton down here. I read the memories that people write to you and I'm honestly amazed by how many lives you have touched. I wish so much that I could be like you...make an impact on other peoples lives as you have. You probably dont even know the half of how you have changed people lives and all for the better. You had it all Bethann...you were absolutely beautiful beyond discription, you had an amazing smile and a laugh that no matter the situation could make anyone smile. Your energy was so contagious, your personality was one of a kind. You were beautiful inside and out. You had this glow that just followed you. It was almost like all this time we knew there was something different and special about you and there was...you were an angel. I love you Bethann and I cant wait to get to heaven and tell you how much of an impact you had on my life and tell you how thankful I am for you just being you. Bethann you accomplished in 17 years what most cant accomplish in a lifetime. You loved life and it shined through you. I cant wait to see you again...we love you...please keep watch over your family and friends. Especially Beth...I cant imagine what it must be like to lose a friend...a best friend and an angel on earth at that age. Rest in peace
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Date: Tue Sep 2 01:27:42 MDT 2003
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Hey there... I haven't written to ya in a while. I still come here and look at your picutres everyday tho. I just had a nice long talk about u tonight with a friend. What amazes me the most, is that every single time I talk about you, a smile is just forced upon my face. I love the fact that I have a million things to talk about, that you said or did, sometime in the past that just makes me giggle to myself. Sometimes all it takes is the thought of the sound of your laughter, and thats enough to make me laugh to myself. Through all the hurt and pain, I can still smile. I know you don't want me to be upset Bethann, so thank u, for putting all of the smiles on my face. I could just talk about you for hours on end sometimes. I swear, the Bethann stories could go on and on. You were such a beautiful, unique person. I love when I think of something new that you said or did that i didn't think about before. Every memory is so precious. Sometimes I just sit and think to myself about everyday in aerobics, walking around the track, all of our conversations. You always had something to tell me to make me laugh and start my day off right. We shared a lot of stuff in that 42 minutes everyday. In the office working together too, you always made sure I got the late-day gossip lol. A lot has been going on these past few months. I know that you've been here thru it all too. Thats why sometimes I just remind myself, in the end its going to be alright cause Bethann is goin to take care of everything. I know you know whats going on every single day. I am so lucky to know I have an amazing guardian angel watching over me, and lots of others do too. Its crazy tho, it feels like that terrible day just happened yesturday becuase its so fresh in my memory, every single moment. But then in a way it feels like it was so long ago because I miss u so much. I really miss u more and more. I cant believe that I havent seen u in a year Bethann, a whole year. That just doesn't seem real. I remember our last hug and what you were wearing and what you said to me. Never did I think it was goin to be my last hug. I don't think this is ever going to seem real. I am always going to wonder why every day for the rest of my life, until I get my answer. And until then remember that I will always love you, and I miss you SO much
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Date: Tue Sep 2 20:19:09 MDT 2003
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Dear Bethann, It's my second week of college and almost one year since you've been gone and I cannot believe that u are missing all of this. It breaks my heart to know that we will never know what you would have ended up to be in life and that I cannot tell you all of my experiences. I just wanted to let you know that you are always in my thoughts and in my prayers and that I hope to see you again some day.I know that if I keep on reflecting on all of the pain of losing you, you will never rest in peace, but it is so difficult not to. Now some days are hard and others better, but one thing is for sure that you are and will always be my guardian angel and keep me out of trouble. I love you!
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Date: Fri Sep 5 10:25:07 MDT 2003
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Name: Chlo
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Date: Sun Sep 7 21:46:57 MDT 2003
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Date: Sun Sep 7 21:51:26 MDT 2003
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Well I've been at school for more than two weeks, and you have already helped me so much. Whenever I felt lost or homesick I simply prayed to you and you helped me through it. Whenever things seem to be too much I just remember that I am determined to make you proud. And I know that you are. You are proud of all of us. And we are all so proud to say that we had you in our lives. You are my light, Bethann, that leads the way when everything around me seems dark. I cannot believe it's been almost a year, yet it seems I've gone forever without seeing your face. I miss you, I love you, and I thank you for all that you were to me, all that you are to me, and all that you will always be. I love you more than words could ever say.
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Date: Mon Sep 8 16:39:38 MDT 2003
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Have you ever lost a friend who was very dear to you? If you haven't known the heartache we pray you never do. To have, to love, and then to part is the greatest sorrow of your heart. There are other friends, yes, we know, but she was ours and we miss her so. Please, God, forgive our constant fears, and our constant wish that Bethann was here. We see her smile and her sweet face, no one can ever take her place. it seems to smile and say "Don't cry, I'm only sleeping, and we'll be together someday." If we could have a lifetime wish, one dream would come true, we'd pray to God with all our hearts for yesterday and you. A thousand words can't bring you back, we know because we tried, and neither will a million tears, we know because we cried. You left behind some broken hearts and happy memories , too. But we never wanted memories we only wanted you BETHANN<333 I love you more than ever and i miss you sOoOoO much i cant even explain it. You will always be in heart Bethann...Theres not a second i dont think about you hunny<333
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Date: Mon Sep 8 22:32:13 MDT 2003
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Bethann, I can not believe it has been nearly a year since you have left me. Times have been tough, and time has not healed my pain. I dont think any amount of time will heal the pain that will forever rest within my broken heart. Now that I am back at school, I often reflect on our long internet talks and phone calls we would share,and how happy we'd be to see each other on the weekends, and how you were always there in my times of sorrow to help mend my sadness. I struggle often to even think that this can be true. I swear the other day I was sitting at the kitchen table and I almost asked mom "Where is Bethann at?" Then it hits me like a violent ton of bricks, that you are not here. I try to seek comfort in knowing that you are in Heaven, but then fall back into torturing myself on how this could happen to you, How this could happen to our pefect family. The thoughts race through my mind like a rampid roller coaster entrancing me with visions and reasons of why you were taken. I dont believe anything will satisfy my hunger to find the answers until I see you again, and realize that everything is alright. I miss you so much Bethann, I am so lonely with out you. I feel like half of me is gone now. I know that you are watching over me, but how I long for you to be here with me again just like the old times. I love you so much,you know I am still here for you like always If you ever need me. Please try your best to help mom and dad find peace especially in these difficult days to follow, and for everyone else as well. Everyone misses you so much, and loves you dearly my wonderful sister. Love always and forever, your big bro and best friend ~ Jawn
Name: Malena Mazurek
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Date: Wed Sep 10 13:00:41 MDT 2003
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Hello Bethann: It has taken me a very long time to write to you because, in my mind , you never left. Everyday, I think about you and wish that you would walk through the door and yell "Miss Maz" like you did everyday that you came to school. I just want you to make me laugh again and be able to see your family and friends. I miss you and I wanted to tell you something. Many people think that teachers can't learn anything from their students but I learned alot from you. Bethann, I learned to be a better person because of you. I have never met anyone who made every person around her feel special in some way. Thank you for making me feel special and loved. Please look out for your family and friends. You are in my thoughts everyday. I hope that you can somehow touch everyone to let them know that you are still with us. Love ya and miss you lots "Miss Maz"
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Date: Wed Sep 10 23:16:59 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethaz, I surely do miss you baby girl...I have been thinking about you so much lately. I guess it is that time of the year. I am reminded of that morning over and over again. Bethann, I love and miss you more than words can say. It is so weird because lately I have been seeing people and I think they are you, and I wanna run up to them, but they aren't. I feel like you are everywhere. Bethann, during this time of the year, please watch over your brother and mom and dad and all those who love you. They need you now more than ever to show them that you are okay. I pray every night for you and for your family. I pray that pap takes care of you up there. Have you met him and Aunt Nell? I hope so. Thank you so much for watching over me. You have been there with me through everything. I love you girl, more than words can say. Miss you so much. I cannot wait to see you again! "I know your smiling down on me from heaven, like so many friends we've lost along the way, and I know eventually we'll be together, one sweet day."
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Date: Fri Sep 12 20:16:32 MDT 2003
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Bethann, Its almost been a year an I still can't believe it. It seems like yesterday when we were at the TJ game. I would have never thought in a million years that would be the last time I would get to see you.I miss you so much its unreal.I wanna thank you for visiting me in my dreams and always helping me out when i need you. I love you Bethann!This has been such a hard year for everyone, we all need you so much!I can still hear your laugh an see your smile.The things we've talked about are always going through my mind.There is so much i want to say to you and this is so hard for me i dont know why.I know you know this already, but i want you to hear it again..I love an miss you so much Bethann!Youll be in my heart forever<3
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Date: Sun Sep 14 12:37:44 MDT 2003
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Bethann, i just got off the phone with chloe, we couldnt even talk anymore, the tears were too much. angel we miss you so much, but you kno that. i sometimes can not even believe how long this world has been without your smile, i long for you, we all do. if i could go back one year bethann, i would keep you so close and keep you safe. i would do anything to have one more sleepover, one more day in school, one more of your laughs. it is so hard without you, i honestly do not kno how i go on. you were the heart and soul of our circle of friends, and we fell apart without you. there is nothing to bring you back bethann, this i kno, but i swear to you if there was, it would have been done 1000 times. there is so much hurt and pain in this world without our bethann, and all these tears that fall, fall for you. i kno i keep repeating myself but i cant tell you enough how much i miss you. my birthday is friday, it does not even matter, cuz i kno sunday will be the most terrible anniversary i will ever endure. i dont want gifts or money for my birthday, i want you. i would do anything to see you one more time, if only for a minute. no one here understands why i cry and why my whole computer is filled with you, my background, my screen saver, anything to see that beautiful face more. although it could never compare to your presence, we must do everything we can to keep you alive in our hearts. bethann, you are on my mind nonstop, there is never a passing moment when i do not think of that goofy girl that always made me laugh and me feel better about myself and told me how i made her crack up, that goofy girl that i was so blessed to have as my best friend. i looked forward so much to meeting you in the hall and walking to class together, or deciding whether we should go to class or just say the heck with it. no one can ever compare to you, no one will ever hold such wonderful qualities that you possessed with such grace and beauty. you were our everything bethann, and when we lost you, we lost part of us too, so please dear angel, watch over us, your parents, brother, grandparents aunts, uncles, cousins, and friends, we miss you so much, guide us in the right direction so that we may be with you someday for an eternity, and until that sweet day comes, my heart will never heal the loss of a friend so dear to me.god bless you angel, i will continue to pray to you each and every day, i love you, love, Krista
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Date: Tue Sep 16 21:40:11 MDT 2003
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I think of you all SO often! I know you guys have had some rough times, with graduation, Bethann's birthday, summer memories, and yet a 1-year anniversary approaching. It's unblievable that it even happened. I just want you to know how much you are thought of. I have to say that every time I see a rainbow, too, Bethann's name comes to mind immediately...and it brings a smile to my face...because of the beauty and feeling it gives me. I'm glad you guys have this site. I check it periodically. So many people love her! I'll continue to pray for your healing. God Bless! Love, Cheryl
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Date: Thu Sep 18 11:16:06 MDT 2003
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I miss you every day. And I'm being especially selfish because I keep thinking that this year has been so stressful for ME. I keep saying to myself that I would go back to Vietnam for 1000 more years rather than have to live through the past year since you died. And I keep asking myself; "What could I have done differently to prevent what happened to you?" and the answer is, of course - nothing. Just like your Mom and Dad and John and Joyce and Johnna and Jamie and Justin and Claire and your Grandmother - none of us could have known to change anything we did to prevent what happened to you. The only good thing we might take from this is to maybe try to think through that next step with a little more vision and understanding than we did before. We all owe you so much Bethann. I hope we take your many gifts to us and lessons we should have learned to heart.
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Date: Sat Sep 20 14:13:44 MDT 2003
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Hi Bethann. You and your family have been on my mind alot especially over the past week. Leah went to Camp Spirit at the high school last Saturday - Camp Spirit was supposed to take place on the day of the accident last year. Leah and I also saw a picture of a girl in a catalog who looked like you. She had a big, bright smile, too! It is such a beautiful day today, but also a very sad weekend. Thanks for giving us the happy memories. Keep watching over everyone. Love you and miss you, SuzyQ
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Date: Sat Sep 20 17:22:04 MDT 2003
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Bethann, I miss you more than words can say. I can' believe its already been a year since you left us. Its just not right without you here. I cant believe that exactly one year ago to the minute you were sitting right behind me at the TJ game, and you wouldn't talk to me because you were mad so if I wanted to say something to you I had to say it to Lauren first and she would tell you. I would give ANYTHING to be able to talk to you again even if you won't say anything back because youre so mad. I just can not believe your gone its not right. I love you and miss you more and more each day that your gone and I cant wait to see you again. There are so many memories that I could say but for some reason right now I can't think of anything all I can think of is that your gone and I want you to come back right now. Its getting harder again because of the time of the year and because when I'm at school a lot of people don't know about what happened and I have to explain it to everyone I meet. It makes me realize though how much you really meant to me and how much I miss you. I wish so bad that you would come back today and run up to me all excited to see me with your little voice screaming "Hey Brando I'm back!" And I hate to see Beth so upset on her birthday because the only thing she really wants is for you to be here. I could go on and on but I wont. I just want to tell you one more time that I love you and that I miss you more than I will ever be able to explain until the day when I finally get to see you again. YBFF, Brando
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Date: Sat Sep 20 19:29:35 MDT 2003
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Hey hun, I was just sittin here thinkin its been a long time since I looked at your website. I just wanted you to know I still think about you and you are forever in my heart. Linds and I talk bout you all the time, she misses you a lot. I know you are fine up there, but please look over your family and friends they still need & miss you more then anything. Love ya babe!
Name: Lauren
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Date: Sat Sep 20 19:52:03 MDT 2003
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Bethann- I can't believe its a year since you got your wings. I can promise you that not a day goes by that i dont think about you..miss ya so much Love always Lauren
Name: Just a Girl
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Date: Sat Sep 20 20:31:18 MDT 2003
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I meet u once at a soccer game from a good friend n i look at your site all the time and cry...ur were beyond pretty and sound like u were sent to earth as an angel. I was talking to my volleyball grls today and today was our derry torney and they were telling me how the parents told them about u n candace died... that story runs threw my mind over and over again... to picture 2 of ur good friends droppin to the parking lot wet freezing ground and crying over the horrible news makes me sad and sick inside... ur didnt deserve to die... but god took u because he needed another angel to help pour out the rain... Tomrw will be a year n it will be a hard day for everyone but we now u and can r watching over us...We all Love and Miss you GREATLY _EF ANGELS_
Name: Angie
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Date: Sat Sep 20 21:44:02 MDT 2003
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my dearest Bethann.....I sit here with a heavy heart and my eyes filled with tears..I miss you and I love you..amgie
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Date: Sat Sep 20 21:54:20 MDT 2003
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Angels Angel's are God's most precious work Angel's come in different sizes and shape Some are small and some are big Some are babies and some are adults Everyone has a angel inside or outside Angels are young and old If you look deep down inside you will find it God has made a specific angel for each of us Some of us have angels living inside our house Some of us have angels walking around with us But no matter we have a angel and we should be greatful for it The hero is big and we should thank our God and his precious angels because without them we wouldn't be here So if one day you see two or more shadows you will know that one is God and the other is your Guardian Angel. ( v ) We havn't lost 3 friends .´~`( , , )´~`. but only gained 3 `( ")( ")´ angels!
Name: Chloe
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Date: Sat Sep 20 23:01:36 MDT 2003
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My Dearest Bethann, I cannot believe it has been a year. I know it seems that is all people can say, but it is the truth. We all always talk about how it seems as if we haven't seen you in ages, but that last night seems like just yesterday. Bethann, words cannot describe how much you are missed by both your family and friends. You are a girl that was and always will be incredibly loved. You will always and forever be admired for your strong spirit and kind heart. You always made room and time to make others comfortable. I know that God has reserved a wonderful home for you in heaven. I love you forever and always....... Chlo
Name: Nicole
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Date: Sat Sep 20 23:18:26 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann...I can't believe it has been a year since the world has seen your beautiful face. I think about you all the time and come to this site often. So many times I want to leave a message on here but never know exactly what to say. I think part of the problem is that there is just so much that could be said about you. You were truely a special girl. I can honestly say I never met anyone like you. You were so beautiful both on the inside and out. In the short time that I knew you I never ever heard you say a mean thing about anyone. You were always so willing to help people and so incredibly outgoing and kind. You had the greatest personality and were always bringing so much joy to other peoples lives. It so rare to actually know someone like that and I'm so glad that I can say that I did. I always look through the pictures on here and you were just absolutely gorgeous. Your smile was something else! You always looked beautiful no matter what and it was rare when I didn't see that beautiful smile on your face. I loved how full of life you were. I have the best memories of you and I am so happy and thankful for that. Bethann, you are missed by so many people. So many people adore you and love you. You have touched so many lives and so many of us can learn so much from you. Please help your family and friends get through this very difficult time...I know you will. Also, please know that I think about you all the time and miss you dearly. I will keep you and your family in my prayers always and the memories of you close to my heart. God Bless you and your family.
Name: Allison
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Date: Sun Sep 21 00:23:24 MDT 2003
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Bethann.. my angel.. I don't have words to describe how much you are missed by your family and friends. I can't believe that it has been a year already since we have last seen your beautiful face. You were such a wonderful girl inside and out. I think about you all the time. I miss you and love you tons!Please give your friends and especially your family the strength they need during this hard time. I can't wait til the day I get to see you again but until then contine to watch over everyone. Love you Angel! Love, Allison
Name: jawn
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Date: Sun Sep 21 00:46:34 MDT 2003
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At this time last year Bethann, I was sleeping in your bed..completely unaware of what was going to happen within the next hour, and the horrifying news I would wake up to. I still cant not believe you are gone, I guess that I am just not ready to accept it. "the thought it just too much to concieve". We will be attending a service for you tomorrow, and everyone will come over the house to pay tribute to your wonderful life. I think that its going to be nice, but its going to be really sad. I want you to be there with all of us tomorrow If you can. Thank you for all the wondeful times, I just wish we could have more to come. I really cant express my feelings at this point, All i know is that this was the worst day of my entire life and i hate it, and I hate that you are not here. I love you with all my heart, Until we see each other again... LOVE your big bro and best friend FOREVER - jawn
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Date: Sun Sep 21 05:16:03 MDT 2003
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Date: Sun Sep 21 05:16:03 MDT 2003
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Name: Aunt Joyce
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Date: Sun Sep 21 05:34:58 MDT 2003
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Dearest Bethann, It is so hard to believe that today is a year. In many ways it went so slow and in many ways it seems like yesterday. Why when someone we love leaves this world is it so painful. We are told and believe they are in a much better place, yet our tears for them do not stop. The pain we all have endured since last September 21 is beyond belief. Every morning upon wakening I still have to tell myself this is real and not a dream. I so miss all the "Bethann stories" from your mom everyday. The one thing I am gratful for is I still hear your voice, I still see your smile, and I still have all the wonderful memories of all our times together. I know you are happy for me because you know how bad my memory is. Watch after all of us Bethann, we need you more than ever. MISS YOU BABY and love you.
Name: Christy
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Date: Sun Sep 21 07:26:17 MDT 2003
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I can remember every moment of this day...Everything I did that morning, and then the phone rang. The news that everyone recieved that morning is still unbelievable. Bethann, words can not express how much you are missed by everyone. My sadness is overwhelming, and even growing deeper today because I am not at your service this morning. Matthew is going, and I want nothing more than to be there with him. We love and miss you so so much. You are always in our thoughts, and the memories we have of you will never be forgotten. I cherish all those memories with all my heart. I know you are a beautiful angel dancing in heaven, the way you always danced to life here with us. There is not a day that goes by that we do not think of you...Your laughter, the wonderful things you have brought to everyone, the way you could light up a room, and most of all your beautiful smile. Your smile will live in our hearts forever. Love you always and forever, Christy
Name: Virginia
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Date: Sun Sep 21 08:15:30 MDT 2003
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I too can remember every moment of that most horrible day a year ago that changed the world for all of us, and I am sad by not being at your service this morning with Matt. We all love and miss you so so much. I went to sleep last night thinking of you, and woke up this morning thinking of you. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Life will never be the same. Bethann, your beautiful smile that we all miss so much will live in our hearts forever. Love, Virginia
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Date: Sun Sep 21 08:23:50 MDT 2003
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Where were you when the world stopped turning that September day? Bethann, The greatest thing God has given us, was your love.
Name: Franki
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Date: Sun Sep 21 11:07:50 MDT 2003
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Bethann ,i Cant believ its been a year seeing yu at pancake breakfast at tehhighskolltelling my mom evr since i was little that i want to be just like. Saying o mom she is soo pretty i want to be just liek her. Bethann i miss yu very much adn just wna yu to kow yur always on my mind.And to please look after all yu friends and family and keep everyone safe.Bethann I know yur doing fine up there but i miss yu, and i love yu!!~Franki
Name: Kali
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Date: Sun Sep 21 12:22:31 MDT 2003
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Bethann, a year has passed and this still does not seem real. The pain inside me has not subsided and to tell you the truth it is identical to what I felt exactly a year ago. I know that you are still with us in our hearts, and that you left us because God needed you to be the angel you were and are. You are and forever will be in my heart; the memories we shared together are eternal. Not a day goes by that I do not think of all the good times we had and just am thankful for the time we had together. I miss you like crazy Bethann, but I know you are watching over us all. Please continue to watch over us, especially your family, my thoughts and prayers are with them today and always. I love you Bethann!! May you rest eternally in peace. Love, Kali
Name: Ashley
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Date: Sun Sep 21 14:24:11 MDT 2003
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hey angel, it's been one year today it dosent seem like that long ago, i miss you so much it is so hard , i know your watching over everyone today * i miss you terribly. I love you so much * i love you angel* love always ash Bethann Patricia Zagurasky 6~13~85 ~ 9~21~02
Name: Ash
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Date: Sun Sep 21 15:06:59 MDT 2003
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Bethann-its been a tough past year w/ out you. I go past yer house at least 3 times a day because its less then a mile away from my house and i look out the window and think of how someone so beautiful and so generous could be seperated from the people she loved but then i tought of all the pain in this world and think of heaven and how there is no pain just happiness and how beautiful of an *angel* you are and we all miss you soo much this past years been hard and i pray for yer family and friends and candace and brian ever night but i know yinz are safe i miss you sooo much *-ash ¸,.·´¨`·. RIP .·´¨`·.,¸ ¨··-..-··oxangelsxo··-..-··¨
Name: betty
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Date: Sun Sep 21 16:07:57 MDT 2003
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Hello my sweetie. i couldn't let this day go by without telling you how much i miss you. i think about you all the time. I miss seeing your beautiful face and hearing that wonderful voice. Please watch over your family and friends and know that i will never ever forget you. I love you bethann
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Date: Sun Sep 21 17:01:22 MDT 2003
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My Angel Forever Meeting now at heaven's gate With golden wings to share Everyone who enters here Such beauty they now wear Wings to fit most any size With halo special gift Given with such happiness So special is their fit Flying flying through the sky These precious wings will soar Free to travel through the world Their hearts will now explore Looking down from up above To give to us their love Hovering with special wings God's special lace above Watching over constantly With love they now can share Wings to hover constantly An answer to our prayer. CHERISHED Your life that once was, lives on in my thoughts, TO cause me to wonder what time would have brought. If your time had continued and you had lived, The path that I walk now would not have been. Changes are made by one moment in time, The path that was lost, I never will find. Words that you spoke, just one day before, Are remembered forever, since you speak no more. Promises made, that you cannot keep, Continue to haunt the dreams of my sleep. Your presence is here and will always be, Cherished forever, in my memory. If tears could build a stiarway And memories a lane I'd walk right up to Heaven And bring you home again
Name: Lindsay
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Date: Sun Sep 21 17:49:23 MDT 2003
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Bethann,Hi sweetheart,i went to your grave today and saw all the flowers and i started to cry,i can't believe it's been a year since you left,you were so amazing and such a sweet person who didnt deserve this at all,i think about you all the time and everytime i pass your house and see your angel i say a little prayer for you,i kno we weren't really friends but you were still so nice to me and just everything,i miss you so much and i know your up in heaven with god and your as happy as anything..I love you angel and I miss you with all my heart!
Name: Abby
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Date: Sun Sep 21 19:29:06 MDT 2003
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Bethann, I know it's taken me a long time to sign this but I guess I just didn't know what to say. How can you know what to say? I don't know what to do. I think about you constantly though. I sit and think about everything that I can remember about you Bethann. I remember your voice and your laugh (though who doesn't?). I remember the way that you would pull up your hair and make it kinda puffy and then you'd ask if it looked ok. And then you'd still check it every 3 seconds to make sure it was still big. I remember walking to class with you and Kali arm in arm and rushing Lauren because we didn't want to be late and she was always so slow. I remember complaning about physics everyday and you'd tell me everything we did because you had it in the morning and I didn't have it until 7th period. I remember how you would find something to compliment me on everyday and how it would make me feel good for the rest of the day. You always had something nice to say about everyone. I remember you showing me what your prom dress was going to look like and how excited you were. I watched the prom video before I came back to school this year, to reminisce I guess. It was the first time that I had seen it. I just kept rewinding the part where you were spinning. You looked so beautiful. That's what we all want to do Bethann... rewind. I want to rewind back to every second that you were here. I guess, in a way, I do. I always think about you and I try to remember everything I possibly can. That's my way of rewinding. I love rewinding because it helps me to know that I'll never forget you Bethann... help me to never forget.
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Date: Sun Sep 21 19:47:08 MDT 2003
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hey angel, i love you and miss you more and more everyday. i cannot beleive it has been a year since you left us. my mind will not let me accept this. i dont think i ever will. it still does not seem real to me. it never will. i have to tell you that i am so proud of you, you have touched so many peoples lives. i had no idea how many friends you actually had. everyone has such wonderful things to say about you. Not just about your beauty but about the person that you are your inner beauty is what is important. i am so proud that you are my daughter. please help me and dad and john we miss you so much. we need your strenth and guidance to help us go on without you. you know how you always told me "don't miss me too much" whenever you went somewhere? I will always miss you SO much. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I MISS YOU SO MUCH. MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL!
Name: Laura
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Date: Sun Sep 21 19:55:14 MDT 2003
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Bethann, I can't believe that it has been a year since you left us. Life seemed so much simpler a year ago. We all miss you so much. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you and your smiling face. Please watch over your family and friends and know that we will never forget you! I love you and miss you angel. Love, Laura
Name: Cara
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Date: Sun Sep 21 20:38:14 MDT 2003
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Bethann- A year later and the pain is still here that we felt a year ago today. I still cannot believe that when I go over to your house that you will not be there. You are missed so incredibly much by everyone and you have touched so many people's lives, including mine. Everyone that has ever met you has been touched by your kindness and warmth towards everyone. I look at your beautiful picture every day and I know that you are in a much better place right now. What is helping make this day easier is all the happy memories that I have from over the years. There is not a day that I don't think of you and what you might be doing. The service this morning was so beautiful and Father said so many wonderful things about you. I felt that you were there listening. Thinking back on this day last year seems like all a bad dream. You never think that something like this could ever happen to someone as wonderful as you. But everything happens for a reason and we have to put faith in that. Bethann you are forever in my heart, memory and prayers. You are forever missed and I am so happy to have had you in my life and as a part of my family. I know you are watching over all of us. I love you and miss you so much and you will live in everyone's memories and hearts always. <3 Love, Cara
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Date: Sun Sep 21 21:17:16 MDT 2003
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Where can I even start with this thing...sometimes I am just totally lost for words Bethann. Your church had a very nice memorial service for you today. It honestly felt like yesturday that I was there a year ago. As soon as I walked into your church since the last time, the smell, and singing, and the sound of the bell just made me weak. It all just flashed back into my mind, every little moment was so fresh in my memory of the last time I was there. When I sat there and heard your Father speak your name during the service, it was like I couldnt swallow it down. Every time he would say "Bethann" all I could think was "is this real?" Reality just isn't fair. I still can't imagine how something like this could happen. And even if I were told the best reason, it wouldn't be good enough. I saw so many heart broken faces today. Its so sad. Well your family can deffinitely be certain that you are so incredibly loved by people. When your mom said that she had no idea of how many friends you had, I really can see why she would say that. You talked to everybody! You always gave someone something to smile about. It was impossible to be having a bad day when you were around. How could you not smile at the sound of that voice everyone loved so much? It was impossible! You were such a beautiful girl, but your inner beauty was what swept people away. Everybody will always remember you for that. Your family must be so proud of you. If you scoll through all of the past postings people have put up about you, its insane to see how many amazing things are said about you. Not too many could possibly get that many compliments and warm things said about them. You're so special angel. I just sit here and look at this picture of you. I can't even find anything more to say to you right now. Just always be sure to know, that I LOVE YOU and miss you so much ...
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Date: Sun Sep 21 21:28:25 MDT 2003
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Its been one year and it seems like it was just yesterday. I still cant believe your gone bethann, I think about you so much, but half of the time I just think that I will be seeing you again. I dont think it will ever sink in. Im here at college and when i walk to class i always imagine you walking with me because we were supposed to go to college together. Its just all so wierd but I know your looking down on all of us and I know that you know that we all love you and miss you so much and i cant wait to see you again. Thank you so much for the rainbow the other night when i was driving home too!! I love you Bethann and miss you sooo much!!!!!!!
Name: Jacki
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Date: Sun Sep 21 21:58:22 MDT 2003
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MY GIRL, A year without that smile I love…without your energy and jokes…without your friendship. A year full of pain, tears, and broken hearts. I will never get over the fact that you are gone~ I just can’t believe it. Last year I was on my way home from school on Friday, Sept. 20th. I talked to you on the phone on the way home and you were cracking up, joking around with me. You and Jawn were in your room together, and I told you I had a gift for you, so you were all excited. When I got to your house, you had already left for the football game and I remember feeling sad that you weren’t there to greet me with a big hug and smile like always. It breaks my heart to think that I didn’t even get to say goodbye, but then again, nobody did. I remember our last hug in the weeks before that as if it was yesterday~ the warmest, longest hug that I am so grateful for. You were like my little sister, Bethann. I treated you the same as I do family, because that’s what I consider you. I am so very thankful for the memories we shared…I cherish them each and every day. You left this world a better place than you found it…you have deeply touched so many lives. The service at your church today was really nice~ a lot of people sincerely care about you and your family. Please keep sending your signs angel…they really do help. I know you are happy in heaven my girl…just like Father George said. I miss you so much, and I will think about you until the moment we meet again. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART. Love, JACQ
Name: Chris P.
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Date: Sun Sep 21 22:00:46 MDT 2003
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Bethann, I wish that things would get easier as time passes, but it's still just as hard to deal w/ u being gone today as it was a year ago. Please continue to give ur family and friends strength, especially today. I just want you to know that I still think of you every day, and that I will never forget you.
Name: Jamie
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Date: Sun Sep 21 23:17:24 MDT 2003
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Bethann, Its so hard to believe that it has been 1 year since you left. This has been the most difficult year for all of us who love you. I was happy to see so many people at your service. Even though you are no longer here I find it comforting to know that we can always reflect on memories as if they happened yesterday. The whole thing still does not feel real. In the back of my mind I hope to walk in your room and see you or wait for you to run down the stairs. I’m sure all of our memories will seem like yesterday and I can always be thankful for that. Thanks for being such a great cousin, we always had so much fun. I miss you and I love you love jamie
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Date: Mon Sep 22 11:30:08 MDT 2003
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Date: Mon Sep 22 12:01:27 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann, this weekend has been soo hard without you. Everyday is a constant struggle but this weekend was extra hard. Friday was mine and Krista's birthdays and the only thing that we really wanted, we couldn't have. When I woke up, all I could think about was last year how you called me in the morning before school screaming HAPPY BIRTHDAY BETHY! into the phone, then seeing you in the parking lot when you ran up and gave me a huge hug and gave me that rose and balloon, which I still have. And we went to Chi-Chi's and had soo much fun... it was completely perfect and I don't understand why this had to happen. Then the next night, I can see you in my room figuring out what to wear and how to do your hair. You were so worried if you looked alrite and we all told you that you looked gorgeous like always. Then we got to the game and walked up there holding hands. I don't understand why that nite had to be the last nite we saw you without any warning so we could have stopped it from happening. Now it's a year later and like everyone says, the pain is just as bad, if not worse. It doesn't really matter how long its been, its the worst feeling in the world to know that your not here. I feel like I haven't seen you in forever but then again it seems like just last week we were at your church, when it was really a year ago. The second I walked in there, it brought back bad memories and visions of last year and thats all I could think about. The service was beautiful tho, so many nice things were said about you. Everyone has wonderful things to say about you, it just shows how much you touched everyone and how much you mean to everyone. There are still so many times when I go to call you to tell you something or just to talk about everything that is going on right now. I wish so bad that I still could. You always made everything better, and you were the first person I went to for everything. I love you so much Bethann, words can't describe how much I miss you and how much we all want you back. Please just continue to watch over Barb, Sir, and John, they need you soo much. I can't wait to see you Angel.. ~*YBFFAE*~ Beth
Name: rachel
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Date: Mon Sep 22 19:31:26 MDT 2003
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Bethann i miss u so much. its been a year and a day but it feels like it was yesterday that i got that dreaded phone call. i didnt want to believe it, and i still dont. i was just reading all the great things people had to say about u n it really made me cry because i kno exactly what everyone is talkin about n it makes me sad cuz none of us will ever get to experience anymore of u. no more stories, no more laughs, nuthing. i cant help but think its not fair. u should be here with all of us.i kno sumhow ur better up there tho. i never kne ur family but i can tell how much they completely adore u. u were their everything. be with them always. i love u so much bethann. i just wish i could talk to u one more time, or at least say goodbye. until i see u again.....i love u always angel**~Rach
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Date: Mon Sep 22 20:32:54 MDT 2003
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Bethann, I can't believe it's been one year since you, Brian and Candace left us. We all miss you so much down here. You were such a blessing to this world. It needed someone like you down here. But your work was done...you deserve to be in heaven with all the other angels because thats exactly what you were. When people talk about you its so obvious what you were sent here to do. You were here to make this world a better place and to change people for the better. Thats exactly what you did Bethann...anyone who knew you had nothing but nice things to say about you and amazing stories about how you changed their lives...I know you changed mine! I miss you Bethann and I love you...I cant wait to see you again to thank you!
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Date: Mon Sep 22 23:50:42 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethann, ever since Thursday night when this weekend started to arrive I don't think a period of five minutes had passed me by without a thought of you. I was sitting here not being tired because all I can think of is you and why you aren't here. It's just not fair. I just wanted to tell you how much I miss you and to tell you that I will love you for the rest of my life and after that. Can't wait to see you again. Love you Angel. Love, Brandon
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Date: Tue Sep 23 15:16:45 MDT 2003
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Dear Bethann, I can't believe it has been a year. Sometimes it seems like it has been longer, other times it seems a little too recent to get a decent swallow to go down your throat. I don't really know what to say, and i'm usually pretty good at writing. After reading some of the other things written in the last few days,particularly from your Uncle Jim, all I can do is concur.There is so much bad about not having you anymore... I hope God, You, and Time can help everyone to find a smile here and there and some peace inside.I pray you will continue to look over your family and help them through their tough days ahead and send a little extra help to your cousin down here. She loves you. We had a beautiful ceremony on the sound Sunday night. The sunset was a picture.I know you saw your little float floating out into the sea. It was as close to heaven as we're going to get for now. See ya when it's time.God Bless all of the Zaguraskys and the rest of the fam.Love- Jason
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Date: Tue Sep 23 16:32:06 MDT 2003
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hey bethann, i cant believe its been a year now since u guys have been gone. i miss u guys so much and it never gets easier with u guys not here. i wish u guys could expierence life with us a little while longer but ur gone. i know i will se u again...save me a spot bethann. love u and miss u always
Name: Rach
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Date: Tue Sep 23 20:51:29 MDT 2003
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Well...i came to see u today Bethann. I knew I'd get there sumday but its just hard ya kno. U r in such a beautiful place up on top of the hill. And the wind was blowing across my face n i just knew it was u saying hello. if only i woulda gotten to actully hear u say it. i miss u more than ever. sumtimes im just at a lose of words when im thinkin about u. i went to see candace n brian n luke today too. i hope u all kno that i was there. o n i pe u liked the flowers...they were the prettiest ones at the store so i had to get em for u. i really miss u Bethann...i promise ill come visit u more often. i just wish i could see u again...ill be waitin till that day...God Bless u my beautiful Angel...Luv Always *Rachel
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Date: Thu Sep 25 09:01:51 MDT 2003
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*One more day One more time One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied But then again, I know what it would do Leave me wishing still For one more day with you* Wish you were here with everyone Bethann...
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Date: Fri Sep 26 00:45:48 MDT 2003
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When I think back on these times And the dreams we left behind I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed To get to have you in my life When I look back on these days I'll look and see your face You were right there for me In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky In my heart there will always be a place for you For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me And everywhere I am, there you'll be
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Date: Fri Sep 26 15:43:55 MDT 2003
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dear bethann, i am missing you like crazy. i would give anything if you could come home. like uncle jim said, time does not heal especially if someone knew you. i miss going to the mall every saturday with you. i miss just hanging out and talking to you. i miss everything about you. i dont think this is ever going to seem real i love you and miss you with all my heart and soul. may your memory be eternal LOVE MOM/BARB
Name: Johnna
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Date: Fri Sep 26 18:51:08 MDT 2003
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Hey Bethanny, I apoligize for not writing in such a long time.I have been trying to figure out words that would portray my feelings...I can't think of any. I think of you everyday and how this cannot be real. I want our future back. It is so hard to think that you will not be here physically. I can feel you with me when I see a sunset that is a magnificent array of colors. I can feel you with me helping me through each day. I see you in colorful butterflies and gorgeous flowers. I see you in the brightest star in the night. I pray that you are happy, which I know you are. You are in Heaven watching the waves roll in and the sunrise and sunset from a cotton shaped cloud that feels like silk. I want to thank you for all of the wonderful memories we have together. They all stay fresh in my mind. Although it hurts my heart to think about them, it also brings a smile to my face to be blessed with them. You, my sweet sweet Godchild are one of a kind. I think about how I can better myself to be the wonderful person that you are. We had a memorial down here at the beach for you. I am sure you were with us. I made a flower wreath that floated and we lit some candles to put in it. Jason added incense to it so that our prayers would be lifted to Heaven. We floated it off of the club dock when the tide was going out. There is no doubt in my mind that it made it to the open ocean. I know how much you loved it down here. When I am at the beach or on the boat I take in all the surroundings and know that you are a part of thenm now and forever. The seashells I pick up are for you. I love you so much. You are in my heart in a special place always and forever. Please guide me honey. I need you with me. I love you Bethanny. Love always****Johnna.....ps- I hope you like the tattoo.
Name: Jordan
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Date: Sun Sep 28 22:35:58 MDT 2003
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Hey Baby, how are you my beautiful angel! I have been thinking about you so much lately! This past week, especially last weekend, you have been on my mind nonstop. Everything from last year on that horrible weekend is still so vivid to me. I can remember what I wore to what I did to where I was. I remember the Monday after that weekend, I had an exam, and I stared at my notes for like 12 hours straight, and all i thought about was you, and tears just feel on the pages..and I ended up failing the exam miserably..lol.. Bethann, I know that everytime I write I say the same things, everyone does, we all say how much we love you and miss you and wish you were here...I wish you were here with us more than anything, but we all know that it can't happen..but what can happen is that you give your family and friends the strength that they need to go on with their lives knowing that you are there every single second of every day with them. Make them know that you know every aspect of their lives. Watch over your mom and dad every day and also your big bro at school... watch over all of your friends, I know how stressed out they may be at school Bethaz, college is new to them and they need you there. You were there for me every step of the way last year when I was a freshman and I cried every day.You helped me get thru the whole year, and for that I am grateful. I love talking to you in my prayers every night, I love knowing that you hear me. Most of all, I love looking forward to the days that we will be together, it will go so fast, i know it. Make your family understand that Bethann. Help them not to look at the negative side of things, help them to smile and look forward and know how happy you are where you are, and make them smile because one day they will be with you again, and this time it will be forever and ever, nothing or no one will take that away! Everytime I pass your house Betha and I see that beautiful angel in the yard, I think, that is my girl there, protecting her family and waving to everyone who drives by. Bethann never forget all of our long talks, all of your advice, all of our laughs, all of our boy scenarios (we were nutz .. lol) I love you more than words can say. So many people look at your website in my profile and say, Man that girl was gorgeous, why did that happen to her? I believe that you are lucky that it did, it is a wonderful thing, because you are experiencing something BEYOND PERFECT, you are so happy and at peace, I know it. I love you babygirl... I will miss you eternally, I cannot wait to see you.. cannot wait to catch up... Take care angel...love always, Jordan
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Date: Mon Sep 29 09:21:12 MDT 2003
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Bethann, How long it has been since I saw your beautiful, smiling face. I cannot believe that one whole year has passed since the accident. I did not think that I could get past one week, let alone a whole year. It is not real to me yet, my dear. I do not know if it will ever really be real to me. Thank you so much (again) for all the signs that you send telling me that you are happy. I just still do not understand why you had to go so sudden; without notice. I was at your house a couple weeks ago visiting with your mom. She has that room looking so beautiful...all pictures of you of course!!! All the angels and pictures of you and your loved ones. There's so many pics everywhere!! You were so loved by so many people and will continue to be until we can meet with you again. I pray for you everyday, Bethann. I pray for your well being and for the well being of your family and friends. I pray that you will keep us strong by showing us that you are still around eventhough we cannot see you. You were an angel in disguise, my dear. I just remember all the good times that we had in school, especially our talks around the track with Binz and Chelsy. The little things are what stick out and what I miss the most. Even Mrs. Oakleys class; all the goofing around and no matter how many times you would yell out the answer, she never got mad at you!!!!! I love you, Bethann. Please continue to be with me until I can see you again. LOVE YOU!!!
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Date: Wed Oct 1 11:58:57 MDT 2003
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Bethann u were probly my closest friend as a girl and u just kept getting closer as we hung out more and more. It's been over a yr now and the way I feel when i think about u being gone is undescribable. I know you're in a better place but I still wish u weres till here. Its so hard to deal with for me but me and everyone else made it through it for a yr. We know your in a better place and hope that you are happy there even though i miss you so much words can't describe it. I remember when u and beth called me and sed u needed a ride back to beth's b/c her tire was flat lol and yinz jus wanted to make me drive all the way to your house for no reason haha. I remember ridin u home f/ skool 3 days b4 the accident. I remember goin 2 frosty cone with u the week b4 the accident just b/c i never picked u up just u and me b4 lol. I miss hangin out witchu soo much and i wish we still culd. -marfon
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Date: Thu Oct 2 18:22:47 MDT 2003
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Bethann, my darling angel who never lets me down. It is so rough being out here in Indiana and so far away from all of our friends. I have been thinking of them constantly. It sometimes feels as if my body is here but my mind is still back home. When I miss home, I just pray to you and I swear each time you make it easier. I wish so much I could have been home for the one year service. All I wanted to do was be with everyone as we celebrated your life. What a wonderful life you had, Bethann. Your spirit is what keeps me going sometimes. It's kind of like that song "everything I do, I do it for you". I just keep a little picture of you wherever I go. I am working really hard out here and I know that you would be proud. I feel your presence all the time and I know that you help me to figure things out. Please watch over our group of friends as they set out on their new paths of life. And bless your family who loves and misses you so. Bethann, as we have said so many times before, words just cannot describe the pain we still feel to this day. Memories are what we have and what keep us moving on. We love you and miss you angel, and thank you for all of your blessings.
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Date: Sun Oct 5 08:00:15 MDT 2003
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dear bethann my angel, i love you and miss you more and more everyday. i will love you forever and always. love mom
Name: chrissy
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Date: Mon Oct 6 22:49:33 MDT 2003
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hey, betha.. i know it*s been awhile since i*ve written here, but since the 1 year mark, i just haven*t been able to bring myself to this site until now. it doesn*t seem like it could possibly have been that long ago.. an entire year. i have a collage of you up in my dorm, and i think about you everyday.. and i know you*re there watchin over me when i need you the most. i tried to send a card to your mom, but apparently i had the wrong address.. that*s what i get for being 500 miles away from home. it*s so hard out here, and i don*t have any friends, but my friends from home have been there for me, and i know you have, too. a lot of the time i catch myself wondering what you*d do if you were in a certain situation.. probably be more social than me and have the whole campus as your friends already. =) you were always trying to get me to be social and make more friends in high school.. i wish you were still here to help me. but even though i can*t hear that voice everyday now, i know you *are* still helping me, just from a little farther away. love you <33
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Date: Wed Oct 8 18:28:06 MDT 2003
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Our Beautiful Angel~ How are you doin Sweetie? I know your happy in Heaven, its supposed to be perfect up there,and your presence makes it even better. Everyone misses you so much Bethann. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you, and I always see things that remind me of you. Please keep watching over your friends and family its so down here without you. Love you Bethann. ~Until the wonderful day I see you in Heaven~
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Date: Thu Oct 9 21:04:56 MDT 2003
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Hey Angel....Im sorry i've never written in here..i guess i've jus been speechless..until last nite. Last nite i had a dream about you..it seemed soooo real. I saw you from far away and as you walked closer i couldnt believe it was you! I started crying..and you told me not to cry because everything is okay. You said "please dont be sad because im happy, the reason why this happened to me was so i could watch over all of you and get to know all of you better." I woke up with chills thinking it was real. I guess this dream gave me some closure and comfort that you are okay. But it will still never bring you back. Watch over ur family and close friends, they really need you...love you Bethann
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Date: Mon Oct 13 20:34:37 MDT 2003
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Our beautiful angel, life is changing with each passing day w/o the presence of your smiling face being here with us, which is heartbreaking to everyone who knows you. even after a year, words cannot and will never explain the pain we all have in our hearts, the pieces are still shattered, and are still left feeling empty. which i know you never wanted us to feel this way, because you were always so exurberant, and your heart was filled with enough joy for you and everyone in your presence. halloween is just around the corner, your favorite holiday, and it was the time of year i have the most memories of you. From your costume parties in W.P., girl scout haunted houses and plays, and you taking me to my first ftball game in middle school, carving pumkins, being genie-fortune tellers, and even dressin up for trick-or-treating together. i have all these pictures of us together in a frame, my favorite is the one f/ the homecoming dance where you are kissing me on my check, which when i got on court this year, i knew it was b/c of you since we had so much fun at that dance acting crazy together. even though it was only at blaine hill fire hall, you made the best of every experience, having so much fun. i am so blessed to have these special memories of you bethann, the memories are what keeps us going. the pain does not subside, we just become stronger, only from you and your lil prayers sent down from heaven. watch over your family and close friends who miss you so incredibly much. i love you
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Date: Tue Oct 14 12:38:24 MDT 2003
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Days have turned into months, and months,into a year since our lives changed forever...I am no longer afraid of when my time will come.Because I can't wait 'til the day I get to see my angels again..I look out the door and watch the leaves fall off the trees and wish that you all were here. It feels like time moves in slow motion, yet time is going by so fast.I just wish every single day that this never happen.It's seems unreal! But it so strange I really feel that You, Candace, and Brian were ANGELS sent to us. You each had a way that made people automatically feel great as soon you each entered a room. You shined! You read the memories people leave and almost every person says that you taught them something, that's exactly what you sent to do. You did it well. You taught people that Beauty comes from within and when it comes from within it shows on the outside, you were sincere,nice to everybody, and so much more. Not too many people are sincere these days. You were and still are perfect in every way!
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Date: Thu Oct 16 11:56:35 MDT 2003
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I have never met Bethann. But I will tell you that she has changed my life. I came across her story from the news, and from there I somehow found this website... I feel like I have known Bethann my whole life, I just don't understand. She was absolutely gorgeous and every time I see the sun's rays shining through the clouds, I say out loud Hello, Bethann. Every time I look at a cloud I swear it looks like an angel. I was at a funeral yesterday for my aunt and the whole time I thought about Bethann, and how it was OK for my aunt to go to heaven because Bethann is there. I have never met this girl, but for some reason she is always in my thoughts. I hope she doesn't think I am weird when I talk to her and pray to her. I am so sorry to everyone who knew Bethann. I can't imagine how hard it is for all of you who actually did know her.
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Date: Fri Oct 17 20:17:11 MDT 2003
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I never met Bethann before but from what i've heard she was fun to be around and she always made people laugh no matter what. She really has alot of people who care about her and miss her alot during this time right now. Bethann you truly were an angel on earth so that's why god would want you to close to him. And to John im really sorry for what happened to your sister from what i read, i know that you care about her alot and that she means the whole world to you! All my love goes out to her family and friends. Rip Bethann
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Date: Wed Oct 22 07:08:12 MDT 2003
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My dearest Bethann...yesterday was 13 months since God reached His hand for you to come back to Him. Is this real? Do we really have to live the rest of our lives without your beautiful smiling face? Or am I still dreaming this horrible nightmare? No I am not and I must face reality...you will be with all of your loved ones eventhough we cannot see you...I pray for you in Heaven and please pray for me here on Earth...I love you Sweetheart, always and forever...
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Date: Thu Oct 23 15:45:02 MDT 2003
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Bethann, I miss you so much and I know that you are having a great time in heaven but I just wish that you could come back to earth and make everything right again. To stop the heartache that so many have from you not being with them. Thank you so much for being the person that you were. You were nothing but wonderful. I can honestly say that looking back I never saw any flaws in you. You were an angel on earth and now your an angel in heaven...miss you and love you more than you could ever imagine.
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Date: Sun Oct 26 17:34:12 MST 2003
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Bethann... Living in the world without you is really hard. You were such a wonderful person who inspired so many people on earth. It still seems so unreal that you arent here but i think that it will never seem real. When i just think about what happened i just sit in disbelief that this would ever happen. Heaven gained 3 wonderful people, and although we cant see you we known your still here. I sit here and cry just thinking of a whole lifetime without ever seeing your beautiful face, but i know we will have forever together which will be the happiest days of my life. I miss you and Candace more than words can could ever describe. I love you so much<3 Keep shining down on us angel... I love you<333
Name: Jawn
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Date: Wed Oct 29 20:15:54 MST 2003
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Hey Bethann, I just wanted to write to let you know how much I miss you, times are not getting any easier. Halloween is comming up and I know it was one of your favorite times. It makes me think of the times that you used to have halloween parties with all your friends and me dad and mom would always be involved, that was always fun. How i wish we could turn back the clock too those days, when we were still together. I miss not having my little sister around so bad that I dont know what to do sometimes. I dont think I will ever be able to accept this, there is no justification for you being taken away from me my mom and dad, and you not being able to live your life. I love you so much, please help us all, Love always your big bro and best friend forever - jawn
Name: Jacki
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Date: Wed Oct 29 23:12:16 MST 2003
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MY GIRL, It's been too long...I just want you back so bad. We all do. I find myself thinking about you in everything that I do. When I do something silly or stupid, I think, Bethann would definitely be laughing and making fun of me right now. When I find something in the store, or hear a new song, or go anywhere, I think, Bethann should be here, she would love this. More than anything, when I'm really sad and miss you to an unbearable point, I just want to talk to you and hear your voice. I did have a dream and I talked to you and got to hear your voice again, loud and clear. It made my heart jump with excitement because I've yearned for it for so long. I know it was a gift from you, angel. I am so sick of trying to pretend like everything is okay, when it is not at all. I am screaming inside. I beg and ask God every day what I can do to get you back. I am brokenhearted. Never did I imagine that you wouldn't be here...and now that I am experiencing it, I know it is the worst feeling in the world. I long for you so badly, Bethann. I long to get a message on my cell phone from you asking me where I am because you've been looking for me. I long for you to tell me that you'll save me a spot to come sleep in your bed when I'm staying over for the night. I long to lay there and have our girl talks and hear your stories that I love so much. It is so hard to believe that the happiest days of my life are gone already...they left with you. I miss you so bad I can't stand it. Please watch over your mom, dad and brother. It breaks my heart every time I see them. But I see so much of you in each of them, and I know you're there. I love you with all of my heart, forever. Love, JACQ
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Date: Sat Nov 1 19:07:13 MST 2003
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just wanted to wish u a Happy Halloween .. love and miss ya
Name: Chelsea
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Date: Mon Nov 3 13:13:48 MST 2003
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Hey Bethann, It's been a year and more since you have been gone, buI still think of you all the time. I remember when we had lunch together Junior year and we would talk about where we wanted to go to college. You were so excited about it. You wanted to so to WVU but your Mom didn't want you to go there because it was a party school. Well I ended up at Penn State and I'm getting along okay. I brought your and Candace's pictures up with me and I look at them everyday. I miss you so much and I wish that you could come visit me up here. But I am sure your watching over me and keeping me safe. Thinking of you Always.....LOVE YOU BIA!!! Cia
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Date: Thu Nov 6 00:35:00 MST 2003
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Hey Bethanne I never knew you but I only wish that I could have. I met your brother less than a year ago, and he is one of my best friends. I love him so much. I have met your family and they are great. Me and your brother are like brothers and I try to help him. His loss is like nothing i can imagine, you two had a bond like nothing else. I will be by your brother's side forever. I do feel his and your famiy's pain, i don't know why this happened, but i feel like i am here to comfort. I have come to your site many a times and sat here by my self and cried. I will try as hard as i can to comfort your family. All i can promise you is that Jon and I will be best freinds forever, and i will do the best i can to help your family. I'll meet you in heaven love,
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Date: Tue Nov 11 09:40:16 MST 2003
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Hey sweetie... I just wanted to leave a note and let you know how much I miss you, and how much everyone misses you. Everyone loves you so much. Please continue to let us know that you are okay up there.
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Date: Tue Nov 11 20:56:46 MST 2003
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I always wondered what it would feel like after a certain point in time. I thought maybe, just a little, the hurt would ease up. They say pain heals with time. I think we have all learned this year, that a statement like that is only true in some cases. Not the case with you Bethann. Not the tiniest bit. It makes sense though when you think about it. You can't expect your heart to just pick up and keep moving through life when something so precious has been taken away from you, without any warning. I still think about you every single day. There are moments through out each of my days where something will remind me of ya. There is a girl in my geography class right infront of me, her names Bethann. Shes only the 2nd one I have ever known. Any time I hear my teacher call on her for something my head pops up, its like a natural reaction and it just feels wierd and I usually end up upset. On Sunday I was at the Steeler game and they played Mony Mony. Instant thoughts of you of course. And I hurt on the inside but I have to smile, I cant hide it. You gave me so many fun times. So many smiles. A few weeks ago I stopped by one of the football games at the highschool and just looked at the field from the distance of the road. I was plannin on just checkin out the game, then I started thinkin about us doin our laps around the field every day for aerobis and I remembered a conversation we had. "The Plan" you decided to name it. I still laugh when I think about it. I am so happy that I have a great memory with things like that because still to this day I can recall every single thing you said to me. I remembered running over to the mats they used for track and takin a break to jump up and down on them when we got tired of walkin. They we layed out on them to get tan, and shortly after that we would get hollered at by Mrs. Hearn. Oh she loved us too much! I was glad I stopped at the game that night though. Even though I ended up in tears, I felt good when I left. I miss you so much. That will NEVER change. But I am realizing more and more how lucky I was to have you in my life. You sure knew how to give a good time and bring out the best in people. Thank you Bethann. I LOVE YOU
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Date: Thu Nov 13 14:34:51 MST 2003
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Hey Bethann, I've been thinking about you constantly lately, even more than usual if that is possible. There has been so much going on recently, and all I want to do is call you and tell you about everything and talk to you cuz you always made everything so much better. My sister had Joey on Monday and she had him at Mon Valley Hospital so when I was driving past your house, I almost forgot that you weren't here anymore and I wanted to pull over and pick you up so that you could come see him with me. Then I realized that I couldn't do that and it makes me sick to my stomach. And last night I had another dream about you, that you came back. I remember coming to pick you up, and I don't know where we were going but we just talked forever in the car about everything. Your voice and your laugh sounded exactly the same and it made me miss you even more than I already do. I remember too that we were holding hands like we used to and I could feel you touching me...it was the exact same feeling as your hand felt in real life, it all seemed so real. When I woke up, I had to lay there and think for a few minutes and tell myself that I was dreaming, but I wanted so badly for it to be true. That dream just brought back so many memories of things we used to do and still to this day, I haven't accepted that this all has actually happened. I don't think it will really sink in for anyone, you were waaayyy too good of a person to lose. It is still amazing, over a year later, to see how many lives you've touched, especially those who never even got the chance to meet you. Every single person says the same thing tho, no one can get over how beautiful you are, and they can tell by our stories and reading the messages on here how wonderful of a person you were on the inside. Everyone wishes that they could have been friends with you, and it makes me feel even more lucky to be able to say that you are my bestest friend in the whole world, nothing will everrr change that! With everything going on lately, all I want to do is to be able to see you and talk with you, hear you talk back, and give you a hug, and it makes things worse to know that I can't do that. I've been talking to you a lot though and I know that you are listening and helping me, so I want to say thank you. Please continue to be with your family especially over the next month or so because it is going to be so hard going through the holidays again without you, it shouldn't have to happen and it's not fair at all. I miss you Bethann more than words can ever say and I love you soooo soooo much. *YBFFAE* ~Beth
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Date: Fri Nov 14 21:30:31 MST 2003
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Hey Bethann I wanted to thank you for visiting me in my dreams again. I had two dreams about you recently, in the first one you got to come back an you had people over your house and I just remember we kept hugging an I kept telling you how much I missed you and how happy I am that your back. I wish so badly that was true. In my other dream I was walking, im not sure where at but I looked up an there was a beautiful rainbow an written on the rainbow was "TIME FLIES" an then underneath that it said "LOVE BETHANN". Someone once told me that in Heaven time goes so much faster than it does here on Earth because of how happy an how much fun everyone is having in Heaven. I think that was your way of telling me your having a great time and your doing just fine. I remember so many things about you an conversations we had, and i still cant believe this has happened. I'll think of something and say to myself oh i hafta tell Bethann that or I'll just ask Bethann, and then I realize I can't and it just hurts so bad. We all miss you so much Bethann. Well I'll talk to you again sometime soon! Love You:)
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Date: Mon Nov 17 02:29:57 MST 2003
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Bethann, I would like to thank you for everything that you have ever done for me. You always invited me over your house when we were younger. Everytime I hear that Tom Petty song last dance with Mary jane I think of when we were little and being in your mom's van and you kept changing the radio from the back seat to be funny and everytime I use my Skip it I think of us playing with them in the back of your house. I don't know why god took you, but I know you are having a good time because he wouldn't have taken an angel from earth for her not to be having a good time in heaven. Please watch over all of us and help out the kids that still don't get it. I miss you.
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Date: Tue Nov 18 01:03:45 MST 2003
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"May today there be peace within. May you trust your highest power that you are exactly where you are meant to be.... May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith. May you use those gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you.... May you be content knowing you are a child of God.... Let this presence settle into our bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is there for each and every one of you...." -Bethann, I know you want that for all of us who love and miss you so much. I think about you all the time and our memories together. I hope you hear my whispers during the day when I look up at the sky and tell you how much you mean to me. I hope you know that I do not mean to cry every night, but that the tears on my pillow signify how much I long for you to be back here with us. I want to smile for you and make you proud until the day I can see you...oh, how I long for that day Bethann. That glorious day that I will be able to hug you again will radiate with emotions of happiness that could not possibly be overcome with words. I hope you know how much you always meant to me and always will mean to me. I know you are the only one keeping me going at this point...I wouldn't be able to do it without you angel. I will love you forever Bethann.
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Date: Thu Nov 27 13:00:57 MST 2003
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Happy Thanksgiving Bethann...If i could have just one thing in the world, it would to have you back. I just miss you so bad that sometimes i just cant stand it. Please watch over your family and friends today, we miss you more than anything. I love you Bethann and Miss you sOoOo much<333
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Date: Thu Nov 27 21:01:40 MST 2003
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MY GIRL, I hope you are having a Happy Thanksgiving in heaven. You've been on my mind so much, and it's just not getting any easier without you. You mean so much to me, and my mind cannot accept that you are not here. I am missing a loving little sister and wonderful friend. I've been talking to you a lot and I know you hear me. Sometimes I can even feel you in the room with me when I ask you to hold my hand. I keep dreaming that you come back to all of us and it hurts so bad to wake up to this life...so many lives that will just never be the same without our one and only Bethann. There's just something about you, like an air or glow, that always lifted spirits when they were near you. You just had that joy and passion for life that radiated without effort, and we all miss it so very much. As I sit here, I can hear your laugh and voice echoing in my mind loud and clear. I miss everything about you. Thank you so much for all of the happy memories that I treasure in my heart. Please try your best to help your family and everyone find peace today and in these difficult weeks to follow. Always remember how many people love you dearly. I know you are doing great in heaven, and I'm sure the gravy there is the best. I know you're the most gorgeous angel above. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART. Love always, JACQ
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Date: Fri Nov 28 08:16:00 MST 2003
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dear bethann, somehow, someway we made it through another holiday without you. times will never be the same without you. like i said before you were the sparkplug of our family. i wanted to let you know how much i love you and how much i miss you. please watch over all of us and give us the strength to get through christmas without you. everyone misses you so much. everyone loves you so much. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. YOU ARE MY ANGEL. MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL. LOVE MOM
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Date: Sat Nov 29 11:45:13 MST 2003
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Bethann, today I just felt like I had to sign this. I have a class with a girl that looks like you, and everytime I see her I think of you and your beautiful face. It has taken me a long time to write down some feelings, but today I just wanted to. I hope your Thanksgiving in Heaven was wonderful and I know you were with your family and friends in spirit. No one will ever forget you...God Bless You P.S. Please put in more pictures of the gorgeous Bethann! Everyone loves seeing her shining face...
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Date: Mon Dec 1 20:31:52 MST 2003
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Bethann, Our beautiful angel. Not a day passes that you are not in my thoughts. I am far from home and won't be going back until Christmas, yet you are still with me each and every day. You have helped me so much during my first semester here. I have met so many wonderful people and they all question my pictures of you and the bracelet I always wear with your initials. I tell them your story and although they don't know you, they cry. Bethann you are such an inspiration to me and give me so much strength. I love you so much and thank you for always looking out for me.
Name: SANDI PASCOTTI-PUNTURI
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Date: Thu Dec 4 07:25:11 MST 2003
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TO THE ZAGURASKY FAMILY: I READ YOUR DAUGHTERS WEBSITE EVERYDAY-MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU, ESPECIALLY DURING THE HOLIDAY SEASON. IF ITS ANY COMFORT, I TOO LOST (2) PEOPLE THAT WERE VERY CLOSE W/ME. MY BROTHER (8) YEARS AGO THANKSGIVING DAY AND MY MOM (4) YEARS AGO CHRISTMAS DAY. KEEP YOUR FAITH, NEVER GIVE UP; BETHANN IS WITH EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU EVERYDAY. HER MEMORY WILL LAST A LIFETIME, SHE'S A BEAUTIFUL ANGEL. MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR.
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Date: Thu Dec 4 21:33:30 MST 2003
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Here is a song by Mya that reminded me of Bethann wen I came across them, its called "After the Rain" take the time to read them, they mean alot *Tried to go on my way without you, oh Why did you go (Why did you go) Everyday I'm lost without you, oh I just don't know (I just don't know) We were laughing and joking like nothin' Then you got taken from me all of a sudden, oh Why did you leave me (Why did you leave me) You were my homie My nigga My sister When I needed you there you would listen I seen a rainbow yesterday Remember you use to say After the rain ~Memories falling on my pillow, oh And I hear that slow They say that You don't know what somebody really truly means Until their gone (Until their gone) You were my homie My nigga My sister And I'm tryin' so hard but I miss you, oh How can this be (How can this be) Doors will open and with you I'd walk through Now I'm here by myself Girl I need you No one can ever feel your shoes Your one in a million, you Oh you use to say ~Every little drip drop won't stop Got me cryin' waterfalls, yeah Cause I miss you And I know that one day soon The sun is gonna shine I pray, yeah One day I'll see you again Oh *Every little drip drop won't stop Got me cryin' waterfalls, yeah Cause I miss you And I know that one day soon The sun is gonna shine I pray, yeah One day I'll see you again ~Oh Every little drip drop won't stop Got me cryin' waterfalls, yeah Cause I miss you And I know that one day soon The sun is gonna shine I pray, yeah One day I'll see you again Oh ~After the rain Things will get better So baby dry your eyes After the rain Every days a struggle So there's no need to cry After the rain Gotta keep your head up You gotta stay strong ~You will always be in our hearts... thinking of you AlWaYs*
Name: cj fiore
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Date: Wed Dec 10 12:41:55 MST 2003
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its been 15 months since i saw ur face,heard your voice, or felt your embrace,its still hard to think of u being gone, a life so special, so many others torn, and even tho i dont bring it up to much, in my heart ur spirtit i clutch, the one that made everyone so cheerful, and in the end so very tearful, i think about the times that it was just us 2, memories nobody else knows to be true, the talks we had with each other,and believe it or not bethann u helped me discover, alot about life and what its about,now i live each day without a doubt,and even though your gone today,in my heart i know your not far away,and i would just like to thank u for all u have done, u touched so many people, and i am deffinatly one...missin ya babe...
Name: Jeff Gongas
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Date: Fri Dec 12 00:26:49 MST 2003
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Hey Bethann, I hope you remember me. I used to go to elementary school with you. Then I moved away. What is funny though, is that the last day I saw you was on our last day of elementary school, and i remember screaming "I love you!" outside of the buses windows as we drove away from school. I remember having the biggest crush on you. There was one time when I bought you a fake pearl ring and your mom made you give it back to me. I will keep you in my prayers and will not ever forget you.
Name: Allison
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Date: Sun Dec 14 09:33:07 MST 2003
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Well Bethann... I finally finished my first semester of college and I thought about you all the time. I am just so thankful for all the memories I had with you and I will forever cherish them! Its soon to be Christmas and a New Year again. Please give your family the strength they need to get through the holidays and continue to watch over everyone like you always did and always will! Love and Miss you Angel!
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Date: Mon Dec 15 16:06:33 MST 2003
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WOW! This site is constantly building. There is not a day that goes by that I do not pray for healing and comfort for the Zagursky family. I never knew them, or Bethann. I do know the Hovey family. Johnna is one of my closest friends. She speaks so highly of Bethann that I feel as if I've known her for years. It's been over a year since I made an entry on this page. Today I was just browsing and thought I'd take a look at it. JOHN - your love for your sister is beautiful. The memories you've captured here are so that any outsider can look at the hundreds of pictures and words and feel what being part of your family must have been like. It sends chills up my spine. I wish I had the chance to know you all. There isn't a day go by that I don't pray for you all (and the Hovey's). I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you. God Bless!!!
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Date: Wed Dec 24 23:00:17 MST 2003
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Have a merry christmas in heaven and watch over your family..you are missed dearly. <3
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Date: Thu Dec 25 05:36:02 MST 2003
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Date: Thu Dec 25 05:41:25 MST 2003
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dear angel, merry christmas! i love you and miss you so much but i know you are happy in heaven. dad and john both had dreams about you this week and you were so happy in them. you were smiling your beautiful smile. i have so many good memories of so many good holidays with you. we will get to see johnna pregnant, we are going to aunt joyces. i know you are watching us and guiding us. everyone in the family loves you and misses you so much. MEMORY ETERNAL LOVE ALWAYS MOM/BARB
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Date: Thu Dec 25 09:09:30 MST 2003
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Merry Christmas Bethann! I know you are having a great time in Heaven, but we all miss you soooo much down here, and it isn't getting any easier. I miss not being able to exchange presents with you, and every time I go to the mall I see soo many things that make me think.. oo Bethann would like that so much, I should get her that. =( Please be with your family especially today, like I know that you are. I love you soo much Bethann and I miss you more than words could ever say. I can't wait to see you again!!! Y*B*F*F*A*E ~Beth
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Date: Thu Dec 25 21:30:04 MST 2003
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MY GIRL, Merry Christmas angel...I miss you so much. You are always on my mind and also in my dreams a lot lately. I am so happy that you've been visiting me because I've been longing to see your face, even if it was just for a moment. It is just so hard to think of what we once had and are now without. However, you have gained a precious home in the Lord's kingdom where Christmas is celebrateed throughout the year. I know you are surrounded by everlasting love and that keeps us all going. I treasure our memories in my heart and I will never let them go...you mean so much to me and I can't wait to see you again. I know you are with your family because they couldn't do it without your strength and love. I pray for you, your mom, dad, and brother every single day. I miss you more than words can say and always will. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART...FOREVER. Love, JACQ
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Date: Sun Dec 28 22:23:42 MST 2003
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dearest bethann, just missing you so much and glad that you are letting your loved ones know that you are okay. you certainly must be watching over everyone and we are thankful for that. we sometimes need all the help that we can get. merry christmas and thanks for helping us along the way. remember that you are loved dearly by everyone who knew you!
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Date: Mon Dec 29 07:48:38 MST 2003
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A friend of mine died on Christmas Eve, Bethann. Please take care of him. I am afraid he will be lonely, but as long as he has you around, I'm sure you can introduce him to all your new friends. Thanks Bethann, God Bless you.
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Date: Wed Dec 31 08:07:30 MST 2003
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Hello Angel...Today is New Year's Eve Bethann...I just wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year in Heaven. I can only imagine all the things that you have been doing there. I also want to thank you again for watching over all your loved ones this holiday season. And one more time I will thank you for still sending me signs to tell me that you are watching over things that I do. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART!!! Keep doing all the things that you have been doing! love ya!!!
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Date: Sun Jan 4 06:52:47 MST 2004
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dear angel bethann, happy new year in heaven. I LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY. I MISS YOU MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY. LOVE ALWAYS MOM
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Date: Fri Jan 9 23:38:49 MST 2004
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i didn't know bethann at all...i found this webpage in one of my best friend's aim profiles. from everything i've read about bethann, she was a sweet person. she's being taken care of by the angels now, and i'm sure she's looking over everyone. "we are each of us angels with only one wing...and we can only fly by embracing each other~ luciano de crescenzo." from the looks of this webpage, bethann has no problems flying...my prayers go out to her family
Name: angie
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Date: Sun Jan 11 18:20:45 MST 2004
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Dear Bethann, I was going to write last week to be on the lookout for a little boy who was making his way to heaven, but I felt bad doing that ahead of time. He made it there a few days ago and his name is Joey. He will need a friend, and I know that if you meet him, you will take his hand and show him around. He was a good kid and liked by everyone. You were good to everyone here on earth and I am sure that you are doing the same in heaven. take care and continue to watch over your family.. they love you very much and miss you.
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Date: Tue Jan 13 19:48:55 MST 2004
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Hey Bethann.. I didn't get to write ya on Christmas. Over break my mom decided to wipe the internet off my computer (she has no idea how she did it) and anyways it we haven't gotten it back yet. You know I was thinkin about ya of course though. I found a shirt the other day that reminded me off you when I was bringin my winter clothes back up to school and unpackin them. You picked it out for me for my birthday. I am so thankful that I have an outstanding ability of remembering the little every day moments that happen in my life cause I can remember you telling me exactly why you picked it out for me. It was a funny reason of course lol, but it just made me smile thinkin about u sayin it. I love when something new pops into my mind that you said in the past. Sometimes I think I must of thought of everything over and over, then one day something new will just come to mind and it makes my day. You have sent me incredible signs within the last month. Some I can't even believe. My gram just keeps tellin me to just be thankful that are doing this for me and its your way of letting me know that you know I think about u, and that u r ok. It is still unreal to me that it has been over a year now. Its completely unbelievable. Theres no other way to say it. I know that so many other people feel the same way. Well I just wanted to let ya know that I was thinking about you, as always. I miss you so much I can't wait to talk to you again. Thank you for being a special part of my life. I love you
Name: Jawn
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Date: Wed Jan 14 00:28:21 MST 2004
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Hey Bethann, I just wanted to write here to tell you that the holidays were very sad with out you, as to be expected. I suppose I may never have a good holiday again with out you. I hope you had a good Christmas and New Year in Heaven, times were very rough but we made it through as a family, thinkin of you every step of the way. I apologize for not writing sooner, but I figured you would understand that no words can really express how much that I miss you. Well I just wanted to say that I love you, and I miss you very much, and I really hate not having you here with me. Sometimes I wonder how any of us make it day to day. It just really does not seem right with you not being here, and it never will. Please watch over us and I really hope that you are Happy, because that is all I ever wanted, is for you to be happy. Sometimes I think I must have done something wrong. Well i just wanted to say I love you very much sis. Love always, your big bro and best friend forever, jawn
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Date: Wed Jan 14 17:33:20 MST 2004
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Bethann, I am sitting here thinking of you and listening to a song called Angel Standing By...it says through their dreams I'm near......I'm telling you everything is going to be alright...the song ends with don't worry, I'm your angel standing by...It's a pretty song and I know you are a beautiful angel standing by all of us...You are so missed by all...even people who did not know you see what a beautiful person you were here on earth...I hope you had a happy new year in heaven...Miss and love you very much...Love, Christy
Name: Johnna
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Date: Sat Jan 17 06:52:14 MST 2004
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Hey Aunt Bethanny, I know you are with me all the time. I miss you so much. I am sorry for not posting in a while. Its just that it is impossible to find the words to convey the void that is left in my heart. As you know we have a miracle on the way. A miracle that I cannot help but to think you had a hand in. You gave us all so much while you were on this earth and you still keep on giving. We miss you Bethanny. We miss you so much. Please give us strength. Please keep listening to my prayers. I love you sweet Angel.~Love, Johnna
Name: jamie
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Date: Sun Jan 18 22:25:53 MST 2004
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hey bethann, i just wanted to say i thought about you allot today. i just want you to know that anytime we have a birthday or holiday you are all I think about. We all miss you so much and i know you are always watching over us. I love you and miss you...Jamie
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Date: Thu Jan 22 06:55:16 MST 2004
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Hello Bethann: So, how are things in heaven? I still think of you everyday and miss you terribly. But when I remember you, it is with a smile. You can always visit me in my dreams. Please continue to look out for your family and friends. I miss you!!
Name: Chlo
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Date: Thu Jan 22 11:23:59 MST 2004
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Dearest Bethann, You have been coming to me in my dreams a lot lately. I have been thinking of you constantly. I miss you terribly. Many times I have caught myself wishing you could come out here to visit. We would have so much fun. I cannot believe it has been well over a year now. Time, as we all know, does not heal all things. It gets easier, but it still hurts. I remember a time when I was at your house visiting with Barb and she was telling us how, when someone you love passes, the hurt becomes almost like a scar. When it initially happens, the wound is open and extremely painful. As time passes, the wound heals, but there will always be that scar constantly reminding you of how much it hurt. I am so thankful for all of the memories and pictures that I have of you. I just cannot help but let my mind think of what could have been. I know it is unhealthy to do so, and that I should try to accept the fact that you are gone from this earth. Everyone says that you are in a better place, but I still wish you were here. I love you and miss you. Thank you for watching over all of us.
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Date: Thu Jan 22 18:00:35 MST 2004
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Hey Bethann, I just wanted to say hi :0) We all miss you so much and think about you and Candacde constantly. After all this time it still doesnt seem real. Bethann if its possible do you think you could watch over all of us. Also I would really appreciate it if you could help me out a lil bit..of course you already know what I'm talking about. We miss you Bethann and can't wait to see you again
Name: Sue DeBerardinis
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Date: Sat Jan 24 15:49:19 MST 2004
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Hi Bethann. You've been on my mind a lot this week. Everytime I pass your house and everytime I look at your senior picture I stop and remember little things about you. We all miss you very much. Keep watching over everyone, Angel! Love, SuzyQ
Name: Alex
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Date: Sun Jan 25 14:58:17 MST 2004
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hey bethann just wanted to say hi and let you know ive been thinking about you...love you angel
Name: Brandon
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Date: Tue Jan 27 10:13:18 MST 2004
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Hey Bethann I just wanted to say hi, and that I have been thinking about you a lot recently... My mom got me a printer for my dorm room so yesterday I printed out a bunch of pictures of you to hang on my walls... I don't have a lot of time right now because I have to go meet Beth for lunch, but I just wanted to thank you for allowing Beth and I to stay so close althought others seem to have drifted away. I miss them and I hope you will do your best to bring us back together, the way it was when you were still here. I gotta go now, I miss you and Love you so much!! Can't wait to see ya again.
Name: Melissa
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E-Mail: sweetiepie2347@hotmail.com
Date: Fri Jan 30 14:34:54 MST 2004
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I didnt know bethann i saw this in my friends aim profile....bethann seemed like an amazing person. I wish i could have met her. She seemed to be a beautiful smart and outgoing person. We need more people like her. I am very sorry to hear about what happened. I lost my best friend 2 years ago and my brother 5 years ago. Its very hard at times but you just have to stick together.
Name: Beth
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Date: Fri Jan 30 22:24:25 MST 2004
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Hi Bethann, I really don't even know what I want to say right now but I just have to write something because you have been on my mind so incredibly much lately and it's just not getting any easier at all. Lately at school a lot of people have been talking about you to me and Brandon, and everyone always says how much they wish they could've met you and how gorgeous you are, thats all everyone always says. And then me and Brandon always talk about how lucky we are to be best friends with you. Theres just so many things all over my room at school and everywhere that remind me of you and it hurts sooo incredibly bad to not be able to see you besides in pictures, and not be able to call you, hang out with you, have our sleepovers all the time like we used to and all that stuff. I miss you sooo much Bethann, especially all the lil things like your voice, your laugh, your hugs, your drama stories, gettin ready together, doing nothing together but still managing to have some of the funnest nites of my life, our super long talks, playin dress up, n just having the best times no matter what. One thing is for sure, and that is that no one could ever take your place... I could never find a better best friend than you and I could never have as much fun and as many good times as we had together so I just wanna say thanks for everything. I love you soooo much Bethann and I can't wait to be with you again!! Love always, ybffae ~Beth
Name: Jacki
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Date: Sun Feb 1 07:24:18 MST 2004
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MY GIRL, Although I'm so far away from home, you are always with me in my heart. I carry your picture with me wherever I go, and I've told my new friends all about you. We took a bus to Liverpool yesterday, and you were the first person I thought of when I heard the 80's music the whole way there. I caught myself just staring out the window and missing you. I went into the Cathedral once we got there and signed a prayer book. I told God how much I love and miss you, and asked him to take care of you and your family. I've been getting your signs here, and they make my day Bethann. I've had dreams with you in them where we're just hugging and laughing and I don't want to let you go. I still can't let you go, even after a year and four months, and I know I never will. You're just one of those people...I feel like I can't live without you in my life once you've already been in it. You are a perfect example of a happy person. I miss your warm hugs, adorable voice, funny comments, and contagious smile and laughter...everything about you was contagious! Anyone who knew you loved being around you. We all need you down here, but I know you really are with us every step of the way. I feel your presence, and I know you are happy with God. But I'll never stop missing you. I hope you are still catching the kisses I blow to you every day in heaven. I will love you forever Bethann. Love always, JACQ P.S. "Leave your wings behind you...fly away to somewhere new..."
Name: Krista
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Date: Thu Feb 5 11:29:16 MST 2004
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Bethann, there is never a day that i do not think of you and pray to you and there is never a person that hears of your amazing life that is not truly touched. After you left bethann, nothing was the same and it will never be the same again. you were so truly special sometimes i cant find the words to say to even begin to express my feelings. ive been thinking about you so much lately and a lot of people ask about that precious girl in that picture in my room. what i wouldnt give to have you back, what i would do to see your face and hear that laugh again that seems so faded now. bethann you lit up a room and i miss your energy and love of life. i could never find a person in this world quite like you. i feel so special because i was touched by you bethann, everything about you. i carry a little bit of something each day that you gave me, whether it be one of your many fashion tips or advice on life. the heartache of you leaving is slowly lessened when i think that you are so happy in heaven and are closely watching over. i miss you bethann, and i love you. God bless you and your family
Name: Tom Carter
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Date: Fri Feb 13 12:54:43 MST 2004
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What is the best way to meet the loss of one we love? By knowing when we truly love, it is never lost. It is only after death that the depth of the bond is truly felt, and our loved one becomes more a part of us then was possible in life. Are we only able to feel this toward those whom we have known and loved a long time? Sometimes, a stranger known to us for only moments can spark our souls to kinship for eternity. How can strangers take on such importance to our souls? Because our soul does not keep time. It merely records growth. May Peace be with you and yours always Bethann.
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Date: Sat Feb 14 08:41:00 MST 2004
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I just came across this site. I never knew Bethann, but... It's a little bit funny this feeling inside I'm not one of those who can easily hide I don't have much money but boy if i did I'd buy a big house where we both could live If i was a sculptor, but then again, no Or a man who makes potions in a traveling show I know it's not much but it's the best i can do My gift is my song and this one's for you And you can tell everybody this is your song It may be quite simple but now that it's done I hope you don't mind I hope you don't mind that i put down in words How wonderful life is while you're in the world I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross But the sun's been quite kind while i wrote this song It's for people like you that keep it turned on So excuse me forgetting but these things i do You see i've forgotten if they're green or they're blue Anyway the thing is what i really mean Yours are the sweetest eyes i've ever seen And you can tell everybody this is your song It may be quite simple but now that it's done I hope you don't mind I hope you don't mind that i put down in words How wonderful life is while you're in the world RIP
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Date: Sat Feb 14 09:51:36 MST 2004
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happy valentines day Bethann! there still isn't a day that goes by without a rememberance of you, from either a song, something u said, or a place that we went. you have given me many blessings to live for the past few months, things that you know mean the most to me. you have been in a few dreams of mine that have related to my life, telling me im goin to be all right, we keep hugging and laughing where i don't ever want to let go. your signs mean so much. love never ends, and soooo many people love you bethann, and on this special day our love will be sent up to heaven for you.
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Date: Sat Feb 14 10:36:26 MST 2004
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dear bethann, happy valentines day angel! i miss you and love you more and more everyday. i cannot put my feelings into words. may your memory be eternal! LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER MOM
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Date: Sat Feb 14 14:37:19 MST 2004
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Bethann, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY SWEETHEART!!! Shower us with your love Bethann!! The other day Lindsey and I went to your grave and the funniest thing happened ( u already know what it was). Please keep sending us signs BZiggity!! LOVE YOU!!!
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Date: Sat Feb 14 18:00:16 MST 2004
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Happy Valentimes Day Beautiful Angel
Name: Chlo
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Date: Sun Feb 15 11:55:59 MST 2004
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Dearest Bethann, I hope that you had a wonderful Valentine's Day in heaven. As always, you have been a constant in my thoughts with each passing day. Words cannot describe how much I miss you. Things have been pretty emotional for me lately, but I know you are up there looking out for me and listening to my prayers. Bethann, you are missed each and every day by all that loved you. With another summer fast approaching us, I know it is going to be difficult again knowing you won't be there going for that perfect tan once again. I love you so much angel and thank you for the memories and blessings.
Name: Allison
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Date: Sun Feb 15 13:12:50 MST 2004
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Bethann.. It's been awhile since I have written to you but that doesn't mean I don't think about you. I think about you all the time and wonder what you are doing. I hope you had a wonderful Valentine's Day sharing your love with everyone. I still can't believe its been so long since we have last seen your smiling face and heard your voice. Please continue to watch over your family and give them the strength they need. Can't wait to see you again angel! Love and Miss you*
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Date: Tue Feb 17 11:24:49 MST 2004
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Hey B! It's been a minute since I've dropped a line or two in here. I just wanted to tell you that I miss you a lot and wish you were here to make us all smile and laugh like you did when you were with us. I always think about you and how different life would be with you here. I know you'd deffinately still be singing the song you made up about me and i still remember it lol. It still hurts all of us that you are not but I know that you are watching down on us and pushing us to get through the tough times in life. I hope you're having fun up there babe... love ya!
Name: Angie W
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Date: Wed Feb 25 20:42:58 MST 2004
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I miss you girls so much.. I remember always telling my mom how much i loved everything about you Bethann .. i remember the activity nights in middle school how much fun we had together! ........... we tend to push the hurts aside because noone likes the way they feel.. but some days you just cant seem to hold back the tears.. but why do we cry? God has hand-picked you. We wish we could say our last good-bye's.. but you never left.. you're still here by our sides every single day, laughing with us, smiling with us... I wake up every morning and think to myself, what can I do today that would make u girls proud .....God chooses the best and only the best.., be with your families and friends to help guide their way.. ALWAYS in my heart.. Love you sweetheart...
Name: Justin
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Date: Wed Feb 25 23:44:06 MST 2004
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Hey Bethann- I know its been a while since I have posted, I just never know what to say. Summer is coming soon and whenever I think of summer I think of you at the beach with the rest of our families. Nothing will ever compare to what we had in the past. Me and my brother Jamie visited the beach this past weekend and we were talking about how we used to play the "butt game." All I could think about was all of us on the beach playing the butt game. It was such a great time and I never stop thinking about you. I know you are watching out for the family constantly, thank you so much. I love you so much Bethann and when i see you again will be the greatest day of my life.... Justin
Name: Beth-Ann Shepard
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Date: Sun Feb 29 21:29:22 MST 2004
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Bethann, We never knew each other. I do know that you have many loving friends and family members. We have the same name, just spelled differently, and in a weired way I feel a connection to you. I don't even realy know that much about you. I have lost loved ones, and upon reading the notes of your loved ones I wish that I could hug them and tell them love is the most important memory we have. And love does last, forever! God Bless, Beth-Ann from California
Name: Tine
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E-Mail: pryzbylskikm@washjeff.edu
Date: Mon Mar 8 20:13:15 MST 2004
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Wow Angel! The boys can't stop talking about you. I keep your picture in my wallet and every time I need a smile because of a bad day at class or a fight with Jer, your smile and laugh just brightens my day. I miss you soo much and the pain gets worse, but I know you are ok and that you are a very busy and beautiful guardian angel watching over all of us. Thank you soo much for all of the memories and great times. I want you to know that even though you are gone, your memory will never die. You have the best family and friends that love you and miss you so much, and need you to be with them. Every day I pray that you and Candace are ok and to be with me in my daily adventures of college between bio exams and parties. I'm sure you already know, but I am in a sorority now and one of my sister's names is Bethann and everytime I hear her name I think of you and that she can't replace you. No one can! You are one of a kind! And the other day I had to do everyone's make-up for our dance and it brought back a lot of fun memories of when I used to do your make-up. O God how I wish to hear the words,"Tine would you do my make-up?" I just wanted to say what's up and that I can't stop thinking about you and your beautiful face! I love you girl and I will never forget you!
Name: Rosie Spinosa
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Date: Wed Mar 10 00:02:39 MST 2004
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Hey Bethann! Two times this week I thought that I saw you on television and in a magazine. It was really Maria Menounos, the lady who is on Entertainment Tonight... But in the picture of her that I saw in the magazine, I looked and said oh my god, it's Bethann! And then today I fell asleep on the couch and woke up to see that the Wayne Brady show was on, and in the guest chair was...at the moment, you! But then he said that it was Maria Menounos...I just thought that was pretty crazy and that you would think that it was funny. Hope you are doing good up there...keep an eye on us, ok?
Name: Laura
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Date: Wed Mar 10 14:54:17 MST 2004
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Hi Bethann I am having a rough time right now. Please watch over me. I am afraid for the future but life is too short. Thanks Bethann.
Name: Our angel
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Date: Wed Mar 10 16:25:57 MST 2004
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Bethann..I miss you so much sweetie and there is not a second that i dont think about you. I am thankful that you and Candace have each other and i know yinz probally are friends with everyone up in heaven just like you were here. I would do anything to bring u back. You could brighten up anyones day and it was almost like you were an angel here on earth. Well im gonna go and i miss you more than anything.. Love you Bethann<3
Name: Chlo
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Date: Wed Mar 17 17:07:01 MST 2004
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Hey Angel. I haven't written in a while, but I thought about you constantly when I was in Florida for Spring Break. There was a time when I was the only person on the beach. It gave me a moment to reflect on the past year and a half without you. Even though this time has passed, I can't help but cry sometimes. My friends out here have been so helpful to me when I cry for you. Although many of them do not know what it is like to lose someone you love, they still comfort me so much. I know that you are watching over me and constantly sending your blessings. I just cannot believe you won't be here again this summer. I know this isn't good, but I always try to tell myself that enough time has passed and you are going to come home now. I miss you so much. I have your pictures right above my desk here at school. Everyone always comments on how beautiful you are. But I always add that you were just as beautiful on the inside. ~*~You are my friend, you are my light. You guide my way through the darkest of nights~*~ Thank you and I love you Bethann
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Date: Thu Mar 18 22:05:55 MST 2004
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Bethann, although i visit your site almost everyday i never signed this before i guess i didnt really know what to say, and i still don't...i visited your grave for the first time today, it's beautiul. I miss you a lot Bethann... i just wish i could hear u or see you one more time. You were always so energetic and full of life, every time i'd talk to you, you would always say somthing to crack me up.. i miss that so much. I know that God needs you up in heaven and it's wrong for us to be greedy in wanting you back with us..but how can we not? After being blessed with such a gift we learn to not know any different...and when that gift is suddenly gone, how do we cope? I know that youre watching over your friends and family constantly, please give them the strength and faith they need. I miss you and love you Bethann. "If God brings you to it,he will get you through it"
Name: mom
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Date: Sun Mar 21 09:01:38 MST 2004
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dear bethann, hey angel it's mom. it is a year and a half today since we have seen your beautiful smiling face. i still can't believe you are gone i don't think i ever will. i miss you so very much at times the pain is unbearable. i miss everything about you. the thing i miss the most is just hanging out and talking to you, or being silly and wrestling. i miss going shopping with you on sat. afternoons, i miss going to lunch with you, i miss your sarcasm and your fuuny ways, i miss family times, i miss holiday fun, i miss running you around to your friends houses, i miss cooking you your favorite foods, i miss kissing you good night, i miss seeing you in your room on your computer, i miss your room being messy, i miss talking about your future plans, I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. I KNOW YOU ARE IN HEAVEN MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL! LOVE MOM/BARB
Name: Alex
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Date: Sun Mar 21 21:21:16 MST 2004
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Heyy Bethann...been thinking about you a lot lately and our short time that we hung and that still makes me real sad but I'll remember when we did. Love and Miss you...watch over all of us angel.
Name: Jill
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Date: Tue Mar 23 01:14:24 MST 2004
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Hey Bethann-- I know I haven't written to you for a while, but it's hard to know exactly what to say. Just was thinking about you a lot. Wanted to let you know, I have a picture of you by my computer from the first day of school, and I've had a few people ask me why I have a picture of myself in a frame and I have to explain. It's hard to do sometimes, but it also brings back some great memories we had like when people said we looked like sisters when we were younger. Good times. Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and I love you and miss you always... --Jill
Name: Beth
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Date: Mon Mar 29 16:40:46 MST 2004
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Hey Bethann... These past few weeks have just been getting worse and worse not having you here. Soo much stuff has been going on with my mom, family n friends and all I can think about is that everything would be perfectly fine if I could just be with you and hug you or even just call you to talk about it all. And being that summer is coming up in about a month or so is making everything a million times worse too. I cannot handle thinking about this summer and knowing that we're not going to have you here with us again. I would give ANYTHING in the whole world to be going back to Myrtle Beach with you or just spending every single night and day together because you always made things sooo much fun. Still, over a year and a half later, it doesn't seem possible that you have been taken from us and God won't give you back and things definetely have not gotten easier at all. You were just one of those people that I knew for sure would always be there no matter what happened. And I know that you will always be with me, just not in the same way we are all wishing for soo badly. I know that I will NEVER find another best friend like you and no one could EvEr compare to you. I cannot wait to be with you again but until then you know that you are on my mind 24-7. I love you sooooo much Bethann and I miss you more than words could ever ever explain. ~*YBFFAE*~ Beth
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Date: Tue Mar 30 22:56:33 MST 2004
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Hey Bethann.. I have thought about you a whole lot lately. I think it has something to do with the changes of the season. I remember last year as soon as it started getting warmer out I would think about you more and more- i dunno. There's one picture on your web page I always look at of you standing out on your back deck with the sun shining down on you, when I look at that picture it always makes me think that you really were angelic here on earth. You look so at peace and theres the sunshine down on you with mother nature behind you. Its just a really pretty picture. And if you think about it you had to be the happiest person I think I ever knew. You just always seemed glowing and full of energy. Just like this little ball of fire nobody could put out. I definitely don't think of you any less Bethann. I was so happy to have a dream about you the other night, its been a long time. I guess I just wanted you to know I have been thinking about you a whole lot lately, and that I miss you tons, love you
Name: Alex
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Date: Wed Mar 31 21:08:43 MST 2004
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Heyy Bethann Just wanted to say I was thinking about you...watch over your parents and brother, they miss you so much. always and forever angel-rip
Name: Jordan
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E-Mail: jlp433@psu.edu
Date: Thu Apr 1 18:40:43 MST 2004
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Hey Beautiful, I am just writing because I have not had the chance to write for a while. So much has happened, as I am sure you know. I miss ya sooo much girl... I know you are probably having an awesome time up there in Heaven.. remember to give Pap and A.N. a huge squeeze for me!! haha.... Well, girlie I just want to thank you once again for being with me through some really tough times. I couldn't have gotten through them without having you to talk to... or having you to watch over me as my guardian angel...I think about you everyday. I pray for your family. Bethann, please continue to watch over your family (esp. ur big bro, Johnerz)...they need you so much. Also, watch over your friends as most of them are probably coming to a close on their freshman year at college. You are so lucky because you got to see first-hand all of the new lives that they are building. It is already April, and it is around that time where we tried on all of those crazy dresses 2 years ago. Wow, it seems just like yesterday... we were being so goofy.. I miss that.. I miss ya soo much, girl. I love ya!!! Hope you are having a good time up there... I will talk to you soon... "I know you're smiling down on me from Heaven, like so many friends we've lost along the way; and I know eventually we'll be together...ONE SWEET DAY.." <3
Name: Jawn
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Date: Sun Apr 11 09:30:56 MDT 2004
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Hey sis, today is Easter. This was a very special day for us, and the family. We always had a lot of fun. Now this day has really lost all meaning to me for the time being. Its hard for me to acknowledge that it is Easter with out you here with us. It will never be right, or make sense. I think about you everyday Bethann, I have been very depressed lately and I hope that you can help me, but this world isnt right that I am living in. My birthday was also a few weeks ago, another day that I had to go through with out you. People say it gets easier with time, I disagree, I think it gets harder. I love you Bethann, Please look over us and help us, Please look over Jeff In Iraq too, Love always your big bro and best friend forever Jawn
Name: mom
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Date: Sun Apr 11 15:27:54 MDT 2004
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dear bethann, happy easter, how are you doing. i know you are fine in heaven, but that doesn't make us miss you any less. there is not a second that goes by that i am not thimking of you.....Please watch over john he misses you so much. we all do. i love you and miss you with all my heart and soul. love always and forever MOM
Name: Kristin
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Date: Sat Apr 24 22:32:06 MDT 2004
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This website was on a list given out in one of my psych classes. We were talking about sadness and ways to cope and since I have been having a difficult time myself, I deccided to look through this site. I had no idea the impact it would have on me. I never met Bethann, but I do know her family. Reading all of the comments makes me so upset yet stronger at the same time. Your family is so close and it is so evident how much you love and care about one another, especially Bethann. I am truly at a loss for words. All I can say is that I am so sorry for this and you do have an angel watching over you.
Name: Jacki
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Date: Tue Apr 27 11:19:31 MDT 2004
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MY GIRL, I have so much that I want to say to you and talk to you about. I miss having my friend so much I can't take it anymore. It feels like you're so far away at times and that hurts so bad...I look up in the sky every day, searching for something. I also feel very far away from home, and I have this dream that when I do go back you'll be there. It's so hard to even think of going through another summer without you, Bethann. I remember the best summer days, when me, you, and Jawn would make our regular trips for ice cream..or you guys would meet me out by my work so we could have lunch together. If you were home at night you would watch movies with us, and you always wanted to see a funny one:). We would pick you up or drop you off at Beth's house all of the time in the summer- I miss little things like that, but most of all I miss our friendship. I miss just sitting in your room and having girl talks, and you would always make me laugh with one of your funny stories or comments. Thinking back to that time, the thought never even crossed my mind that I could lose you. Now here I am, with this emptiness inside of me that I know will never go away...I realize that more and more with each passing day. But please keep sending me signs, angel- like the ones you have recently (the jersey, the angel in the painting, the songs, and the pennies)- they really mean so much to me. Could you also watch over your brother..I know I don't even have to ask you that because you already take special care of him. I worry about him a lot, and I know he misses you more than anyone will ever know. I saw the bond between you two, and how much you looked up to him- it is just not right that you are apart from each other. I still wish I knew God's reasons, but you know them and that's all that matters. Keep showering your family and loved ones with your love and faith. I MISS YOU BETHANN, I LOVE YOU FOREVER. Love always, JACQ
Name: Jude Sherman
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Date: Wed Apr 28 13:14:35 MDT 2004
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I never had the priviledge of meeting Beth Ann, but I know she and my daughter, Nicole, are both in heaven under God's wings. They both were taken so young, and by the same circumstances--a drunk driver. May God Bless you and your family, Barb. Love, Jude
Name: Chloe
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Date: Fri Apr 30 00:09:21 MDT 2004
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Lullabye (Goodnight, My Angel)- Billy Joel Goodnight, my angel Time to close your eyes And save these questions for another day I think I know what you've been asking me I think you know what I've been trying to say I promised I would never leave you And you should always know Wherever you may go No matter where you are I never will be far away Goodnight, my angel Now it's time to sleep And still so many things I want to say Remember all the songs you sang for me WHen we went sailing on an emerald bay ANd like a boat out on the ocean I'm rocking you to sleep THe water's dark And deep inside this ancient heart You'll always be a part of me Goodnight, my angel Now it's time to dream And dream how wonderful your life will be Someday your child may cry And if you sing this lullabye Then in your heart There will always be a part of me Someday we'll all be gone But lullabyes go on and on... They never die That's how you And I Will be A good friend of mine here at school had me listen to this song when I was having a tough "Bethann day". That's what I have come to call them. But they have been fewer and farther between lately because I think I am finally realizing that she is okay up there. And we are okay down here since we have her to look after us. Bethann, I miss you so much and I still wish that when I come home you will be there. I love you and I cannot wait to see you again.
Name: mom
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Date: Wed May 5 15:00:34 MDT 2004
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dear bethann, thank you for the sign today. it made my day a lot easier. keep sending your signs they mean so much to me. i love you always and forever. mom
Name: Jawn
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Date: Wed May 19 20:23:24 MDT 2004
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Hey Bethann, I havent signed the guest book for a little while so I wanted to. I miss you very much, I am home for the summer now and it really sucks being here with out you. The house is so weird and quiet with out you around, and i am real lonely with out you here. I think about you a lot and I will never stop missing you until I am with you again. I hope that things are good with you. I love you, Love always your big bro and best friend forever, Jawn
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Date: Wed May 19 21:53:03 MDT 2004
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bethann, with summer almost here it was nice to see all of the pics from some of our summer vacations. while its sad to think we will never have times like those again, I realize how lucky we were to have those times in the first place. i talk to allot of people who really dont know there cousins and it makes me feel good to know my cousins are and always will be my best friends. we all miss you very much and i know you are watching over us
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Date: Tue May 25 11:45:37 MDT 2004
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I'll lend you for a little time a child of Mine, "He said, " For you to love the while she lives. And mourn for when she's dead. It may be six or seven years Or twenty- two or three. But will you, till I call her back, Take care of her for me? She'll bring her charms to gladden you, And you should her stay be brief, You'll have her lovely memories as solace for your grief. I cannot promise she will stay, since all from earth return, But there are lessons taught down here I want this child to learn. I've looked this wide world over in search for teachers true. And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes, I have selected you; Now will you give her all your love, Not think the labor vain, Nor hate Me when I come to call And take her back again?" I fancied that I heard them say. "Dear Lord, Thy will be done, For all the joy Thy child shall bring, The risk of grief we'll run. We'll shelter her with tenderness, We'll love her while we may, For the happiness we've known, Forever grateful stay. But should the angels call for her Much sonner than we planned, We'll brave the bitter grief that comes and try to understand."
Name: Beth
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Date: Wed Jun 2 22:17:21 MDT 2004
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Hey Bethann, i know i haven't written in a while, but that doesn't mean you haven't been on my mind more than ever, especially since we are starting another summer and all i want is for you to be back to spend it with. i had a dream last nite that you and barb came to pick me up in the montana and everything was back to normal, except we all knew that you were only back for a visit and couldn't stay very long. the feeling that i got when i saw you tho was completely un-explainable, i was the happiest girl in the world and i never wanted to wake up. everything we did was exactly how it used to be, your voice and your laugh were all the same, the way we dressed and acted when we were together, your facial expressions, your smile, how happy you were...it was back to being perfect. and after i woke up i just layed in bed still wondering why this all had to happen but i know that i will never know that answer until im with you again and by that time im not gonna care anymore i'll just be so happy to be with you. and since josh died, and seeing dillon and his friends, it brought back soo many horrible memories of what we went through right at first and it brought back so many emotions, i just cannot believe that they have to go through something like this again so please be with dillon and them because he is having a rough time with it all. i just don't understand why stuff like this has to happen. all i want is for this summer to be like the ones in the past, for you to be here to have our sleepovers every nite, go shopping, share clothes, get ready together, go out to eat, talk online or on the phone for hours, lay in bed with barb, lay out, go swimming or to the wave pool, go on vacations together, drive around, play dress up, dance around your kitchen singing 80's music, or even just sit at home doing nothing but we still managed to have such a great time no matter what it was that we did. and now your birthday is coming up in less than 2 weeks, i can't believe another year has gone by and that things have to be the way they are, it definitely is not fair at all. I miss you Bethann like crazy and I cannot wait until I get to see you again. I love you sooo much and you will allllways be my bestest friend in the whole entire world, nothing could ever change that! *YBFFAE* ~Beth
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Date: Thu Jun 3 08:37:24 MDT 2004
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Date: Tue Jun 8 08:33:30 MDT 2004
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dear bethann, my beautiful angel, its mom i just wanted to tell you how much i love you and how much i miss you. i cant believe your 19th birthday is in a few days. i can remember bringing you home from the hospital you looked like a baby doll. i know its crazy but i still always hope that maybe you will come home one day. i love you with all my heart and soul always and forever. love mom/barb
Name: Gina
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Date: Thu Jun 10 21:20:56 MDT 2004
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Bethann, I know i haven't written in a while.. but I've been thinking about you a lot lately.. I really miss you.. love ya, Gina
Name: Krista
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Date: Sat Jun 12 22:08:24 MDT 2004
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still hard for me to believe that i must send warm birthday wishes to my friend in prayer and on her website. its not the same without you here Bethann and i always look at pictures of you, hoping to see some of you growing and maturing like all of us are now. very very different without your smiling face upon us, but your spirit is kept alive in the hearts of family and friends. you meant so much to so many, i can not say enough how truly blessed i am to know you and have you as a friend. not a day goes by...... my thoughts and prayers are with your family. love you Bethann and happy 19th.
Name: Beth
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Date: Sat Jun 12 22:21:15 MDT 2004
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Hey Bethann, I really cannot believe today is your 19th birthday. Time goes by at such a weird pace since everything happened. I feel like I haven't seen you in forever but at the same time when I think about our memories, they are all so clear and it seems like just yesterday that all this stuff happened even if it is stuff that happened 5 years ago.. like I can remember when we went to the wave pool for your 14th birthday with your brother and Dave and I remember that irredescent makeup that Barb got you that we thought was for our eyes and we were obsessed with putting it on over and over because every 2 seconds it would crease real bad and we couldn't figure out why until you decided to read the directions on the back and we found out that it wasn't for eyes it was for your cheeks. And then there was the next year when I gave you our best friends charms and we went to olive garden with Barb and then there was your family party at your house and well we know what happened there lol... and then the next year we went to olive garden again with Barb and I can remember you flipping out because your xoxo halter that she just got you was missing a stud on it so we had to go return that real quick before we did anything. then when you turned 17 I was at the incubus concert that day but after that a whole group of us went out to eat and to the movies and I promised to get you Zoolander as soon as it came out on video. Even though we had the funnest times together celebrating your birtday, I know that you are having an even more perfect time up in Heaven. So I hope that you have a wonderful birthday up there and I wish so bad that you would be able to spend it with your family and friends or even that we could call you to tell you happy birthday and be able to hear your voice. Happy 19th Birthday Angel, I love you with all of my heart and I can't wait to be with you again. Have a wonderful day, I miss you more than words could EVER explain. *YBFFAE* ~Beth
Name: Gina
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Date: Sat Jun 12 22:52:37 MDT 2004
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HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY BETHANN!!..i know you're going to have a great birthday in heaven, but i just wish it was back here with us..i remember all the fun times we used to have on birthdays or any other holiday..i remember your 13th birthday one of your friends had a bug on their cake and phil ate it, then your brother gave him an earthworm and he ate it..it was the sickest thing i've ever seen but it was with you..on your 14th and 15th birthdays i remember being so excited that you like included me in with all your friends when they were over..i felt so cool because i was with you guys and now that i'm older,i see how it is to have younger kids really look up to you like i did to you and i always will..and you taught me to treat them just how you treated me and include me all the time even if all your friends were there..for your 16th birthday i remember you having a big surprise party and on your 17th going out to eat with you and your family..last year,unfortunately,we didn't celebrate your big day like any other year but we knew that you were having a big day in heaven for your 18th and we had a big lunch for your birthday..and even though you weren't here with us physically to share your special day,i think everyone knew that you were there with us spiritually..i just wanted to thank you for everything that you've ever do for me over the years, i don't even know how to put it..i mean,even though i was younger whenever we were together and there was a 6 year age difference between us,i never realized how i would look back on everything we did together and be so thankful..and now that i'm 13 i guess it's really been hitting me lately on what a big impact you had in my life..and an even bigger one that you're not here with me..i heard this song the other day that really made me think of you..the words actually have your name in it..it says "oh you need we need ya, right here is where we need ya..welcome back welcome back,betha's back"..and i listen to it 24/7 and just think about you and for some reason it seems like the song was made for a reason to let everyone know that you're really not gone..you're here with us all the time even if it's not physically..i love you so much and have another great birthday in heaven..i really miss you *gina*
Name: Kali
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Date: Sat Jun 12 23:32:54 MDT 2004
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Hello and Happy Birthday Bethann!! I know I haven't written in a while, and I apologize, but that does not mean a day has gone by that you have not crossed my mind. Even after all of this time, everything still feels unreal and I still miss you so badly! However, it is comforting knowing that you are in Heaven, the most beautiful and perfect place. I am sure you are having another wonderful birthday, and I know that you will continue watching over all of us, especially your family (who are all in my thoughts and prayers. I am certain that you are up there smiling down on us all with that same smile I remember! Even though time has passed since I last saw your smiling face and heard your distinct voice, my memories of you continue to put a smile on my face and enable me to truly appreciate knowing you. Although you are not here physically, Bethann you are forever in my heart. Have a Happy 19th Bethann! Love, Kali
Name: Jason
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Date: Sun Jun 13 08:12:30 MDT 2004
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Happy Birthday girlie. We all miss you~ your mom is doing great with the baby. .(so is johnna by the way)What do you think of him? I know you were there the night he was born, Johnna and I were looking to our friends and family in heaven to pull some strings for us. Thank you.... we are appreciative. Stay with us if you don't mind to keep Johnna and Jack strong. Me and your brother John are real good buddies now, even though henever calls me, but i think he is doing well. Tell him to tighten up on that. :) I can't wait to see him and your dad this summer... I hope they have you a real nice party up there. We'll be thinking of you here. Have a good day. Also, God Bless the family today- give peace and strength. Love, Jason
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Date: Sun Jun 13 12:02:13 MDT 2004
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Hello Birthday Girl. Today is a special day, it's your 19th birthday. Today you are eating goodies, playing games, singing songs, and laughing with the other angels. Wishing someone a happy birthday on the computer doesn't seem very fair, but regardless I know you are appreciating everyones thoughts and birthday wishes to you. Boy do I miss you. Its crazy Bethann. I went to Kennywood last week with Beth, Heather, and Alex. We brought you up quite a few times that day. It felt so nice to be around Beth again, I haven't been able to see her in a while. Being in her presence for some reason is so comforting to me. I think it feels like a connection to you for me. We always talk about you when we're together. Anyways I had a wonderful time that day and I was so happy she invited me to come with them. We had a great time. I'm just sitting here looking at a few pictures I have of you. My gram made me a nice little memory box of you. We wanted to do something with the flower I saved off of your casket because it was starting to fall apart, so she came up with the idea of getting me one of those 3-D boxes and put your picture and other things in it, it's so nice. I say this all the time I know, but I still can't get over that you're not around. I'm sure nobody can. It just doesn't seem right. I hate that there is nothing we can do. Its out of our hands and only in 1 persons. I miss your giggles and your hugs. Im jealous the other angles get to have them. Whats most important though, is that we know you are happy and in peace. And one day we will all have that chance to see you again. So for now Bethann, I wish you a happy birthday. I love you
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Date: Sun Jun 13 12:46:26 MDT 2004
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Happy 19th Birthday Bethann!!...I know you are having a great time celebrating your birthday in heaven, and i know Candace is doing something to make your birthday extra special. It is already your second birthday in heaven, and i swear to you that i miss you more and more everyday. Everyday i think to myself this cant be real...The fact that you arent here physically is something that i will never ever get over. I never knew that it was possible to miss someone as much as i miss you. We cant give you presents, or anything like that but we can give you the greatest gift of all and that is our love. I love and miss you, and Happy 19th birthday Again...Love you angel<333
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Date: Sun Jun 13 15:20:51 MDT 2004
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dear bethann, my beautiful angel, Happy 19th birthday! me and aunt joyce went to the sound and threw flowers in. it was very moving because i know how much you loved the beach. i was kinda upset because i wasn't home for your birthday, but what a better way to celebrate than with a new baby. Baby Jack is adorable but i am sure you already know that. Today is a day to celebrate your life. I remember all your birthdays so clearly. dad suaid a lot of people left you flowers at the cemetary i think that is so nice. i am so proud of you, you had so many special friends and you touched so many peoples lives. i hope you and candace are having a great day today.you know how much i love you amd miss you but i want to tell again. Happy 19th birthday my beautiful baby girl i love you with all my heart and soul always and forever.. love mom
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Date: Sun Jun 13 15:36:56 MDT 2004
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My sweetie Bethann, Happy 19th Birthday in heaven. I hope they know how to celebrate up there, your birthdays were always so special. I am sure if they don't you will show them. Your mom and I went to the club's sound side today and gave you many flowers. The tide was so that they were carried out to sea, we watched. I miss you so. There is so much to share but I have to keep telling myself you already know. Please honey watch over us, we will always need you to do that. I love and miss you so much and I try to be strong to help everyone. I guess you are giving me that strength. You are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. Hugs and kisses to you sweetie and I do miss you too much. Love you forever, Aunt Joyce
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Date: Sun Jun 13 16:33:54 MDT 2004
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Bethann, Happy 19th birthday! We know your having a wonderful day up in heaven.Your in our thoughts and prayers every day and night. We miss you very much! Love you always and forever, Eric and Jess
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Date: Sun Jun 13 19:36:29 MDT 2004
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Happy Birthday angel...I know you are having a wonderful birthday in heaven...You are always in my thoughts...Love and miss you...Christy
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Date: Sun Jun 13 19:50:53 MDT 2004
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Just wanted to wish you a wonderful birthday in heaven, Bethann. You have been a wonderful guardian angel to all whose lives you touched. Love and miss you
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Date: Sun Jun 13 20:27:42 MDT 2004
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Happy Birthday Bethann! I hope that you are having a wonderful day in heaven and celebrating as only you know how! Your eyes and your smile are radiant and I guess that is why it didn't rain like it was supposed to today...instead of raindrops and teardrops, we had sunshine and warmth..just as you would want. You will always be that little "fancy girl" to me, always wanting to be in style and in fashion..I smile jsut thinking of you growing up. Boy we keep you busy down here..I know that everyone calls on you to help with this and that..big and little..heck, I even called on you to help with Gus and his hockey team during those big games...I know that you and my Dad and Aunt Minnie and Leroy, helped those little boys skate fast and helped those pucks go in the net...just like "Angels in the Outfield"..you guys were "Angels on the Ice"...and you never failed them..right thru the end to the championships! From what I read, you help your friends get thru some tough times and you help your family thru even tougher times. Such a strong young lady you are, with a big heart...still helping everyone out that you can...good thing that you have wings to get everywhere! I miss you terribly, and think of you often, and know that you know EVERYTHING that goes on here!... I'm sure that you laugh with us, cry with us, worry with us, and sometimes just plain shake your head and say "What the hell! Get a grip!" and shake us up a little to do the right thing..and we thank you. Love and kisses to you, baby on your birthday and everyday! Love always, Angie
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Date: Sun Jun 13 21:11:13 MDT 2004
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MY GIRL, I'm sure you had a wonderful birthday in heaven, and I hope you heard all my birthday wishes to you. I want you to know that you didn't leave my mind at all from the time I woke up to this very moment. I know a lot of people were thinking about you and your family today, and it will always be like that because an enormous amount of people care about you so very much. No one could ever forget you, Bethann- I swear within the past three days I've heard so many people bring up your name because they were thinking of you- it makes me wonder how many people think about you every single day- and there are so many, angel. We all miss you so bad. I went in your room today and looked at all of your pictures the way I always do when I go in there. It hurts my heart so bad because I miss you like crazy, but I can't help but think you are too perfect to be on this earth. In every single picture, you were either laughing, hugging someone, or making a silly face- you are so genuinely happy everywhere I see you...I can't even imagine how happy you are in heaven my girl. I hurt so bad without you down here, and things will never ever be the same without you- your laugh that filled the entire house, your silliness that boosted spirits, your perfect, shining smile, your adorable voice that I miss so very much, your irreplaceable energy, your crazy stories, and your unforgettable friendship...oh Bethann I really miss you with all of my heart. Thank you for always being there- you were a beautiful angel here on earth and you are soaring in heaven now. How lucky one is to say they knew you, for it's an honor and blessing to have known and loved a true angel. Happy Birthday, Bethann~ I love and miss you with all of my heart.
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Date: Sun Jun 13 21:15:00 MDT 2004
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Happy 19th Birthday Bethann! I cant believe its your 19th birthday... it seems like time has went by so fast without you here. I'm sure you had a wonderful birthday in heaven and enjoyed the yoo hoo that me and Beth brought you. I miss you more than words could ever explain! I love you so much angel!
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Date: Sun Jun 13 23:14:42 MDT 2004
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hey bethann, i hope you had a nice birthday, i thought about you all day and im sure you were watching over us. Its comforting to know think back on memories with you and have them still feel like yesterday. i miss you so much and love you jamie
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Date: Mon Jun 14 02:32:23 MDT 2004
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Bethann, I have been sitting here thinking about what to say, whether to wish you a Happy Birthday like everyone else, but I cant. Because to me this is not a Happy Birthday occasion, and I dont know how happy it could be for you either. I reflect back on all of the past Birthdays of the family and recall all the good times, and in my mind, those were "Happy Birthdays", not this..I like to think that it made you happy to see the amount of people that have paid tribute to you on your birthday though. A lot of people signed this guest book and put flowers up at the cemetary. You have so many people who care about it. "thats why its thundering hard out tonight, and its dark and its cold, cause the angels can hear my cry, and its all in my soul" , I guess the sadness of the day caught up with the earth. Its almost like tear drops coming down from Heaven. Its hard for me to acknowledge that I am sitting here signing a guest book for you, instead of spending your Birthday with you, at times like this it makes you think about all the things that should have been, all the bright future plans, and all of the great times yet to come. I remember when you used to joke around and say when you got older you were going to live with Jacki and I, and now I sit here in our own house and you are not even here. Its to much to grasp on to. Well Bethnn , I hope that you can have a sense of happiness knowing how many people have paid tribute to you on your birthday, and I hope you know how much you are missed. I am sorry if my post isnt as positive as the others, but not being able to celebrate my sisters birthday with her is not something I can look at and smile. It makes me furious. I hope you can continue to look after the family and friends, and let us know you are taking care of us. With fathers day approaching, keep a special eye on dad to help him through. Also watch over the newest edition to your family, Jack, and give Johnna and Jason the strength they need to raise a child in world today. I love you with all of my heart Bethann, be with us now and always. Love always, your big bro and best friend forever - jawn
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Date: Mon Jun 14 08:10:43 MDT 2004
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Happy 19th Birthday Bethann! Thinking about you always. Continue to watch over your family and friends. Love you angel*
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Date: Wed Jul 7 22:35:34 MDT 2004
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Dearest angel above, the following poem gave me some comfort, I hope others find the same to be true: When tomorrow starts without me And I'm not here to see If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today While thinking of the many things We didn't get to say I know how much you love me As much as I love you And each time that you think of me I know you'll miss me too But when tomorrow starts without me Please try to understand That an angel came and called my name And took me by the hand He said my place was ready in heaven far above And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love But when I walked through heaven's gates I felt so much at home When God looked down and smiled at me From his golden throne he said "This is eternity and all I've promised you" Today for life on earth is past But here it starts anew I promise no tomorrow For today will always last And since each day's the same way There's no longing for the past So when tomorrow starts without me Don't think we're far apart For every time you think of me I'm right here in your heart Bethann, I miss you and think of you every day. Please continue to be with your mom, dad, brother, and friends. We all need you...I will love you always and forever.
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Date: Mon Jul 12 18:16:55 MDT 2004
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I came across this site from typing in Bethann on the google website. As soon as it came up to this page my heart sank.Because, around the same time 2 of my closest friends died from a car crash.The same exact way..?? Then my grandfather died because, of heart failure. I'll never look at things in the same light as I did.I was always bubbley and SUPER energetic, but for the past 2 years. I haven't been myself at all.It makes you wonder.. WHY did this happen to me? WHY did God take them? WHY couldn't I just say one last I love you and give them one last hug? WHY is it that I can't find an answer to my questions? WHY can't you just give me a sign? I catch myself asking those questions to myself EVERY DAY! It hurts me to death because, I know that I'll never find those answers until the day when i'm reunited with the ones I love most. It's the worst feeling in the world to know that no matter how much you think of someone that has passed. All of those thoughts can NEVER bring them back.You can't call them up on the phone anymore like you use to. You can't even run over to there room or house to talk to them. I noticed that Bethann and her brother are very close.I can't say that I know how you feel because, I honestly DON'T. But, I do know that when your so close to someone and they get taken from you so quick. You become speechless and shocked in amazment. Like , "WOW I can't believe this? It happened SO fast?" I'm very sorry about your loss. EACH AND EVERY ONE of Bethanns friends and family. She will always be remembered by many. As you can see that people that didn't even know her are touched by her life through what people have put down on this page.She came here and did what she had to do :) She made herself unforgetable :) And had the best family and friends to support her. Now the ones closest to her can say "We've been touched by an angel" and not many people can say that. GOD BLESS and LET BETHANNS MEMORY LIVE ON! R.I.P *~*YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN*~*
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Date: Tue Jul 20 17:35:33 MDT 2004
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Hey Bethann I've been thinking about you a lot lately and I wanted you to know that you are very missed by everyone, you had such a huge impact on everyones life. We all know you are happy in Heaven now but continue to look down upon us with your radiant smile. I'll never forget you.
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Date: Fri Jul 23 11:55:11 MDT 2004
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Bethann, i havnt written in a while...it doesnt mean i dont think of you every single day. life is just as hard as it was the day i found out you were gone. it might even be harder. but knowing a perfect girl is at the most perfect place is the only comfort i can find. i just seen a rainbow a couple weeks ago, and everytime i do, my heart smiles, bc i know you are tellin me you are okay. i love your little signs and i pray to you for guidance which is what i need most. please keep watching over your family and close friends, (my thoughts and prayers are always with you)i know you do. i love you and miss you.
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Date: Fri Jul 23 15:54:14 MDT 2004
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Hey Bethann...I miss you like crazy bethann and we all need you here. I know that god had a bigger plan for you, but it is still hard to accept the fact that he took you, Candace, and Brian. I would give up everything just for you to be here. I know we cant change the past, however we can learn from it. I will carry a piece of you with me everywhere i go...Love and Miss you Bethann<3
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Date: Tue Aug 3 13:07:12 MDT 2004
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MY GIRL, There are some days, like today, when I wake up and I feel like it hits me all over again. My stomach sinks, my throat gets a huge lump, and I can't hold back the tears~ and all I can think about is you and how much I miss you. We have so many happy memories together and I will be forever grateful for that. Wrightsville Beach was so different without you and everyone missed you sooo much~ I kept picturing how tan you would have been and how much fun you would be having like always. Memories of two summers ago at the beach always run through my head and the thoughts of what we had leave me grasping for faith and any strength I can get. I felt your presence at the beach this past week, like when I saw the shooting star above the ocean and knew it was you, and that means so much to me so please keep sending your signs to everyone who loves you angel. I hope you read the notes that we all left you in the mailbox on Shell Island...I found some shells for you there because I was thinking about looking for them with you in that same exact spot two years ago. Please keep watching over your whole family because I can tell they all miss you so bad~ and all your friends too, because so many people are really having a hard time down here without you. I remember everything about you from your hair down to your toes~ I miss your laughing, lively eyes and your silly grin when you were getting yourself into trouble~ it was always exciting with you around and I deeply miss your energy. Most of all, I miss having my friend who was always there no matter what and who was always so kind and compassionate to everyone around her, and there will always be a big piece missing from my heart and my life that will never be replaced until we reunite. I still dream about you all the time, Bethann...Do you miss me as much as I miss you...I love you with all my heart forever. Love, JACQ
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Date: Tue Aug 3 19:28:58 MDT 2004
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Hi Bethann. I've been thinking about you a lot the past few days. Leah started cheerleading last week and she could sure use your help on her dance moves! Her energetic spirit reminds me a lot of you. Please keep watching over all of us. Miss you. Love, SuzyQ
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Date: Wed Aug 11 14:57:01 MDT 2004
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Dear Bethann, I miss you more and more every day. I think of you all the time, and I can't believe it's almost two years since ive seen your beautiful smiling face. you were the happy girl in the hallways that brightened up my day, and always said something funny or goofy to make me laugh when we were passing each other. we became closer over the years, and i am so thankful for the friendship i was given by the hands of God- anyone who knew you knows that is true. i wanted to stay close with you for the rest of my life Bethann- I wanted to hear about your college years and for you to hear about mine- i wanted to go to your wedding and you come to mine. This isn't fair- i wish I knew God's reasons, I really do, because it is driving me crazy. the only thing keeping me going is the reassurance that you are happy and content in heaven with God and all the other angels. please be with all of us who love you so much Bethann- i hope you hear all of our prayers and i kno you are there drying our tears. until we meet again, i miss u and love u always.
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Date: Fri Aug 13 12:48:56 MDT 2004
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hi bethann, ive been thinking about you lately and i miss you so much. i was on my way to myrtle beach for dance camp..it was about 230 in the morning, and i saw a shooting star. right after that as a car was passing i glanced at the license plate, and i had to look again..there plain as day was BZ...i believe that shooting star was from you angel, i know that you are ok in heaven. continue to watch over your family and friends, we need you, our angel. may your spirit live on forever and ever, love you so much!
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Date: Sat Aug 14 23:10:03 MDT 2004
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What up B! I jus wanted to write you cuz ive been thinkin of you lately. things have changed so much since you left us and its hard to deal with cuz i kno it would have been different if you were here. I kno you are smiling above us everyday and watching over us all. Lately ive missed you more then ever! Youre still living through all of us though and thats what helps me get through the hard days. thank you for bein who you were. i love you and miss you babe.
Name: Chlo
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Date: Thu Aug 19 12:37:10 MDT 2004
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Well Bethann another summer is coming to a close. My how things have changed since you have gone! Well, I guess that is how things go and if anything we have learned is that life certainly does change, drastically sometimes. Missing you and thinking about the wonderful person you were is a daily thing for me and I know you are watching over me. You have given me a new kind of faith I never had before. I just wanted to thank you again for always keeping a watch over me, and please be with me again throughout my sophomore year. Love and miss you so!
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Date: Sat Aug 28 18:13:56 MDT 2004
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Bethann, Well another year of college is beginning and I'd have to say that I think about you all the time. It's still not the same and it never will be. Continue to watch over your family and friends and you will forever be in my heart <3 Love you and Miss you tons!
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Date: Tue Aug 31 17:42:42 MDT 2004
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Well Bethann, the 2nd summer has passed without you and everyday my mind is filled with memories of our past summers together and all the fun things we've done. Every single day on vacation we talked about how much better it would have been if you were there and how much more fun we would have had. Still to this day it doesn't seem like this all could have possibly happened. I think about how we were basically inseperable especially during summer and it makes me sick thinking about how much has changed and how it changed so fast. None of this is fair and I still don't and never will understand why this had to happen. Just a couple weeks ago I thought of something and I said out loud..."O I need to call Bethann and tell her" ...stuff like that constantly happens. At work at least once a day I would have to do a double take at different girls that walked into the store because at first glance I could swear that they were you and for a second I would think it actually was you, and sometimes when I'd look again she would look nothing like you at all, and the feeling I got inside when I realized that it cannot be you is terrible. I know one day I will be able to see you again and I can't wait for that day so everything can be good again. You are missed by everyone more than you know Bethann, you have touched so many peoples lives, a lot of which never got the chance to meet you. I thank God every single day that we were, and still are, bestest friends, nothing means more to me than the friendship we shared. I love you so much Bethann, I hope your having fun in Heaven. Keep watching over everyone down here, it is definitely obvious that you have been. ~YBFFAE~ Beth
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Date: Mon Sep 6 23:21:15 MDT 2004
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i miss you so bad i cant take it anymore...almost two years since ive seen ur face and i love and miss u more every day Bethann. i still hope every day that i will wake up from this nightmare. my heart is torn apart and i will never be the same without my good friend here...one of my best friends. it seems so long since ive seen u now, and i need u in my life more than anyone will ever know. you are my hope, my heart, my angel...i will love you FOREVER and will think of u until the day we meet again.
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Date: Mon Sep 13 22:08:51 MDT 2004
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Hello Bethann, Just thinking about you and missing your smile. Another year has gone by, and you are still loved and missed by all who knew you. You were a very special girl and now a very special angel. Love, Angie
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Date: Sun Sep 19 21:07:35 MDT 2004
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these days of september just seem to keep dragging on bethann. its wierd to know that we are all thinking about it at the same time but don't really say anything. i miss u so much, and i promise i will NEVER forget u.
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Date: Mon Sep 20 22:31:45 MDT 2004
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Bethann, 2 years have already passed since you left us and it feels like yesterday when we were off to the Waterfront,the wave pool, or chilling at your house! I miss you so badly that words can't express it! I feel so guilty that I am living out my dreams and yours had to end! But your memory will never fade! I love you girl to death and nothing will ever change that! Make sure you check in from time to time! MISS U! LOVE U FOREVER AND ALWAYS, Tine
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Date: Mon Sep 20 22:52:56 MDT 2004
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hey bethann, i cant believe its been 2 years since you left us. i feel like it was just yesterday when we were together, hangin out everyday during summer and just having so much fun. because thats what you did you made everything fun no matter what it was. i miss just sitting there with you doing nothing because even that was fun with you. i miss you and love you more than most people will ever know and i cant wait til the day that i get to see you again. youll be my best friend forever Bethann and i will never ever forget you or the impact you had on my life. Love you angel.
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Date: Mon Sep 20 23:16:40 MDT 2004
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I dont even know where to start. These past weeks have been like instant replays of these same weeks 2 years ago. Football games, making t-shirts for them, hangin out at your house, sleepovers, your 6 a.m. phone calls screaming Happy Birthday in that cute voice, goin to chi-chis for me and Kristas birthdays, the rose and balloons you brought us, your giant hugs, contagious laugh, you coming over to get ready for the football game, singing 80's music the whole way there, holding hands walking up to the game, having so much fun no matter if we were just sitting there bored out of our goreds with absolutely nothing to do, we still had the best times in life. It makes me sick thinking about how fast that all changed and knowing theres nothing at all I or anyone can do to change it. I cant take thinking about how we left the football game.. giving each other hugs and saying i love you like usual, not thinking anything of it, planning to see you the next afternoon to go to Kennywood for our birthdays. I dont understand why that all had to change, and I know I never will. All I know is that the one thing that will never change is that you will ALWAYS be one of thee most important people in my life and you will always be my bestest friend forever. Nothing can end the friendship that we had and still have. I miss you more than anything in life Bethann and i really cannot wait to be with you again. I cant believe its been 2 years since I've seen you... it seems like this all just happened yesterday but at the same time it seems like i havent seen you in forever. Each day that goes by tho is just 1 more day closer to when I get to see you again. I love you so much Bethann. YBFFAE ~Beth~
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Date: Mon Sep 20 23:36:21 MDT 2004
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Hey Bethann sorry it's been so long since i have written in here, but i know u still hear me talk to you. I still think about you everyday. It's been the longest 2 years of my life and i love and miss you so much. My life is changed forever and will never seem the same again. I will never forget any of the great times we spent together. I cherish those memories everyday. Well i am going to go. Missing you so much Bethann, in my heart forever love you bye.
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Date: Tue Sep 21 06:32:16 MDT 2004
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Bethann,its unbelievable its been 2 years since you were here.I remember that day like it was yesterday, its something I'll never forget.I missed you today more than I missed you yesterday and tomorrow Im sure I'll miss you more than today. No one can take your place angel, no one Rip Bethann...we love you<3
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Date: Tue Sep 21 08:10:08 MDT 2004
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dear angel, i know i have said this before but i cant beleive that i always called you angel and know you are a real angel in heaven. everyone misses you and loves you bethann please watch over all of us today like you do everyday. this 2 year thing is driving me crazy. i will never accept the fact that you are gone, it has to be a bad dream that we havent woke up from yet......i have so much to say but i cant express my feelings very well so i will just talk to you. i just wanted to let you know that i love you and miss you with all my heart and soul always and forever. MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL!
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Date: Tue Sep 21 08:15:18 MDT 2004
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"When I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me & you make everything alright." - Train ~This song helps me get through the days that I miss the people I've lost that I loved. Nothing can bring them back but you can find comfort in knowing that you had a precious gift in knowing Bethann & that she brought joy to all of your lives. RIP Bethann
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Date: Tue Sep 21 08:48:13 MDT 2004
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Bethann,
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Date: Tue Sep 21 08:56:57 MDT 2004
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Bethann, I cannot believe that it has been two years that you have been with Jesus. It seems like it happened this morning. I just want you to know that there has not been a day that has passed that you have not crossed my mind and there will not ever be a day that you do not cross my mind. I love you very much girl!! Please pray to give your family and friends the faith and strength that they need to get through the seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, and years without your beautiful, smiling personality and face. I miss you so much, Bethann, I really do. It's still unbelievable to think that you are in Heaven. Have a wonderful day and keep smiling down on all of us!!! LOVE YOU!!! 6*13*85--9*21*02
Name: Jacki
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Date: Tue Sep 21 10:53:38 MDT 2004
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MY GIRL, I'm missing one of the most important people in my life, and I still can't accept it and honestly never will. Two years is so long and I really don't know how we made it this far without you Bethann. I miss you with all my heart and soul and it's the worst feeling in the world to lose one of my closest friends and a little sister. To this day, when I drive home from school, I get a sinking feeling knowing you are not there to greet me with a big hug and smile and tell me to come up to your room because you have to tell me something important~ and you always had a story that you excitedly told me with your energy and little ponytail bouncing around...oh how I miss those moments angel:( Each of your loved ones have special memories that are so special and are held in so many hearts, keeping your memory eternal. The past two years flash in one moment seeing all of the posts from everyone pouring their hearts out to you about how much you mean to them. The amount of tears cried, nights not slept, and whispers asking for you back by so many people since you've been gone are unthinkable. Please give your family the strength to get through these days and know that we're all praying for them too. I swear you must be the busiest angel up there Bethann, because I cannot imagine this many people being affected to this extent by one person- and you made this huge impact in 17 years, and you still amaze me each and every day. I just want you to know how much you mean to me and that I would give anything in the world to have you back here..we all would. The moment I get to be with you again will be the best of my life, and I will miss you every day until that time. I love you Bethann, with all of my heart forever. P.S. Thank you for visiting me in my dreams
Name: Trish
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E-Mail: pnb0518@mail.ecu.edu
Date: Tue Sep 21 13:01:52 MDT 2004
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I met Bethann once at the end of the summer before her senior year. Justin is my boyfriend and he was taking Bethann, my friend Lauren and me to the fair. From the instant he introduced us Bethann was laughing along with us and goofing off to 80's music like we'd all known eachother forever. All of my memories of that night are happy, we rode all of the rides, even the ones we were a little too old for and stuffed ourselves with candy apples, soft serve and funnel cakes. From only spending a small amount of time with Bethann I know she was the type of girl that you couldn't help but smile at...I know she sure made me laugh! While I am sad I didn't get the chance to get to know her better I would never take back that night because she was truly a wonderful person to meet and will never be forgotten.
Name: Jawn
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Date: Tue Sep 21 14:46:53 MDT 2004
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Hey Sis, well.. its been 2 years since you left us.. its really hard to actually think that you have not been with me for 2 years. I have lost my best friend and I will never again have someone as close to me as you were. I find it hard to stop thinking about the future, and what our lives had in store for us, now everything is tainted. I dont care about much anymore, I just try to get by. I want you to know that If i could have taken your place that night I would have in a second, you deserve to be here more then I do. You were such a good person, someone else should have left that night, not you. The more I think about it, the more mad I get. I just dont understand why things happened the way they did, but I guess when we see each other again you can tell me. I wish I knew how to cope with the pain of not having you were with me, but there is honestly nothing that I can do to make me feel better. I hope you stay with me and guide me through bethann.. because i really need you right here next to me. Stay with mom and dad, and our fam, and make sure you watch over everyone... unless your ready to have one of us up there with you. I hope your not lonely. I love you Bethann. Love always and forever- Jawn.. your best friend and big bro
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Date: Tue Sep 21 15:26:15 MDT 2004
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Bethann, I miss you more and more everyday. I cant even believe it has been two years. You were the sweetest person i have ever met and you were so pretty. You have truly touched my life and i just want to thank you. We will never know why you were takin from us but will know when it is our time. It will truly be one of the happiest days of my life seeing you in heaven..I love you Bethann<3
Name: Jordan
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Date: Tue Sep 21 15:38:51 MDT 2004
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Hey Babygirl, Well, another year has come and gone, and I still think about you every single day. I miss talking to you and laughing with ya...I can stilllll feel that eery feeling that I felt that morning 2 years ago. I can remember everything about that that hour, that day, that week...everything! I just want to thank you for being my angel, and watching over me. Thank you for helping me through all of the hard times. Thank you for STILL listening to me. Please Bethann, the only thing that I ask today is that you watch over your family, especially Johnerz... watch over all of your friends. Help them not to weep, but to look forward to seeing you again. I know that I cannot wait until that day! I love you sweet angel...I miss you!! "Not a day goes by, that I don't think of you, after all this time you're still with me it's true..." <3
Name: kristin
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Date: Tue Sep 21 16:29:20 MDT 2004
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Bethann, even after 2 years I still have the same feeling as I did that morning. Every second of that day and the days to follow seem to be forever embedded in my memory, but along with them are plenty of good times that I feel so blessed to have had with you. Just to have known a person like to makes me feel lucky ....there is not a day that you are not thought of and appreciated by so many people including me. Be with those that miss you today and always ....I love and miss you more every day...Love, Kristin
Name: Christy Nelson
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Date: Tue Sep 21 17:56:49 MDT 2004
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Bethann...I can't believe two years has now passed since you were here with us...I am really trying to understand why things happen the way that they do...Trying to understand the reasons for why things have happened in my life these past two years the way they did...but your passing I will never understand... It just does not seem real, and the sadness does not go away...but thinking of your beautiful smile and laughter always makes me smile...you are always in my thoughts, and I cherish every memory. I love and miss you very much...Love, Christy
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Date: Tue Sep 21 19:13:02 MDT 2004
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Bethann, Two years sounds like such a long time, yet I feel like it was just the other day when we were in class together. It's amazing to know how many people's lives you've touched. My heart literally aches as I read past entries on your website and countless away messages that were put up today in your memory. You were such a genuinely sweet and happy person... you made everyone happy just being around you. You'll never be forgotten
Name: Chris P.
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Date: Tue Sep 21 19:14:36 MDT 2004
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Bethann, Two years sounds like such a long time, yet I feel like it was just the other day when we were in class together. It's amazing to know how many people's lives you've touched. My heart literally aches as I read past entries on your website and countless away messages that were put up today in your memory. You were such a genuinely sweet and happy person... you made everyone happy just being around you. You'll never be forgotten.
Name: Angie Pep
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Date: Tue Sep 21 19:16:09 MDT 2004
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Dear Bethann, just missing you and thinking of you. Smile down on your family and friends and let teveryone know that you are doing ok.love always, angie
Name: Johnna
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Date: Tue Sep 21 20:24:07 MDT 2004
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HI Auntie Bethanny, I miss you so much. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think about you. Thank you for being here for me. Jack is beautiful. I know that you visit often. Please look after us my sweet angel. I am sorry that I cannot express more feelings by writing. It is too hard to put into words. Please watch over all of us. Especially your Dad, Mom and brother. We miss you so much. I wish you were here on earth with us. I love you sweet angel and thank you. Love Godmother, Johnna
Name: Kylene
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E-Mail: kyky8008@hotmail.com
Date: Tue Sep 21 21:13:07 MDT 2004
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I can't believe it has actually been 2 years since that horrific day. You never deserved to die not then not in that way. I love you so much. I have known you for so long and now I can't call you up for advice or here your laughter down the hall at school. You were more interested in my relationship with my boyfriends than i think I was. I will miss you for ever. I will always love you through the memories I have of you.
Name: Justin
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Date: Tue Sep 21 21:13:24 MDT 2004
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Bethann-I cant believe its been 2 years, and i know I say it every day but it truley seems like it was yesterday. I miss all our days together so much. We had so much fun and I cant even explain how much everyone misses you. You are constantly on our minds and I know you are watching over my sisters baby Jack and everyone else. I love you so much Bethann and you will always be missed by everyone that knew you. Love, Justin
Name: Ginny
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E-Mail: ginnyhn@aol.com
Date: Tue Sep 21 22:20:13 MDT 2004
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Bethann, Just like everyone else I can’t believe two years have passed without you in our lives. Two years of disbelief and still not understanding how this could have really happened. You were so full of laughter and smiles, you made such a wonderful difference in everyone’s life around you. I know you must be one of the best-loved angels in heaven. We all miss you so very much. I wish I could still hear that ”Hey Gin!” greeting. I will keep the memory of your beautiful smile in my heart forever. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Please watch over us all. Love, Ginny
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Date: Tue Sep 21 22:56:18 MDT 2004
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Hey B, I cannot believe that is has been two whole years since I saw you last. I Miss your beautiful smile and joyful laugh. I think about you every day and I will think about you every day for the rest of my life. You are truely the most beautiful angel in heaven. Please watch over us .. can't wait until the day we meet again. <3 u always angel.
Name: Sue DeBerardinis
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Date: Wed Sep 22 01:56:47 MDT 2004
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Hey Bethann. It's that time of the year and I've been thinking about you so much. The 21st was a beautiful, sunny day to remember you. Thanks for watching over us, Angel. Miss you, SuzieQ
Name: Jason
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Date: Wed Sep 22 10:04:05 MDT 2004
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Hey Bethann, It seems like yesterday when i think back on that worst of days. I will never forget the way Johnna sounded, ever. I trust you are better than well and are blessing our family every chance you get. Thanks for being there with me in the delivery room, with Jack and Johnna. Oddly enough, you were who I was talking to before i went into the O.R., not God or myself or anyone..you. I knew you were listening and i knew you wouldnt miss Johnna having a baby for anything. I guess that's why i was talking to you, i just knew you were there. thanks for sticking with us and shining light our way when you can. We all love and miss you very much. God Bless Bethann and the Zaguraskys. Love, Jason
Name: jamie
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Date: Wed Sep 22 21:18:44 MDT 2004
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hey bethann, its hard to believe that it has been 2 years since you were here. The last time you were at our house still seems like yesterday and those days will always remain fresh in my mind. i never stop thinking about you and i know you are watching over us love jamie
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Date: Fri Oct 1 09:48:15 MDT 2004
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Bethann Just wanted to let u know I still think about u. You were an amazing person that everyone you met grew to love. You may not be here physically but after 2 years your meomory and spirit are still very alive. We Love and Miss You Bethann..Can't wait 2 see u again
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Date: Mon Oct 18 14:18:33 MDT 2004
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Bethann please watch over me these next few months. I am having some legal problems and I don't know what I am going to do. Please guide me to do the right things. All I want is to put this behind me and be happy. Like you. I want to be happy like you.
Name: mom
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Date: Thu Oct 21 10:37:56 MDT 2004
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dear bethann, my beautiful angel,I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. love mom
Name: Mike
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Date: Tue Oct 26 10:48:26 MDT 2004
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I had a dream about you last night Bethann. We were at a football game and I saw you in the stands. I went up to you and told you to give me a hug but first you said "whats the magic word?!" in that playful manner you always had. So I said please and then we hugged, and that was it. I've never had such a realistic dream before. I could see your face perfectly and can remember it like it just actually happened. I just wanted to share this, I hope somehow you are able to see this Bethann. I miss you "WE'RE LIKE THIS!"
Name: a friend of the family
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Date: Sun Nov 7 22:10:46 MST 2004
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Dear Bethann, I know your family and I actually had the opportunity to meet your mom this weekend. I only wish I would have been able to meet you. I can only imagine how wonderful you were by seeing how much everyone loves you. You truly are an angel
Name: Johnna
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Date: Mon Nov 8 18:49:30 MST 2004
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Hey Bethanny, Max passed away today and I know you will take great care of him. I told him you would be waiting for him. He likes lots of bones and swimming. Please give him lots of love. we still miss you so much. Isnt Jack the cutest baby you have ever seen! I love you Bethann. It gave me comfort knowing that Max would be with you. Give him lots of kisses for me. I love you Bethann. Love , Johnna
Name: binz
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Date: Wed Nov 10 11:57:35 MST 2004
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Todays just one of those days where I have been thinkin about you a whole lot for some reason. So I decided to look through your pictures on here again. I miss you so so much. I think my heartache has not faded at all to say the least. I didn't bring up my huge poster of picture of my friends to hang on my wall this year. I have 1 picture in a frame in here and its a new one of found over the summer before I came back to school of us. Every single person that comes in here asks me who you are and comment on how beautiful you are. I am currently in a literature class of about 50 students. The first day of class some girl sat right next to me, her name is Tessa, and we instantly started chatting. Within 3 minutes of the conversation she started giggling about something and for that moment I coulda sworn I heard you laughing. It was the craziest thing to me. This girl laughs identically to you. And she laughs about EVERYTHING just like you did. I told her just the other day sometimes I think there are other people talkin to her in her head cause I have NO clue what shes always gigglin about. But ya know, I love to hear her laugh. She doesn't have the voice like you but her laugh is one amazing sound to hear after all this time. A part of it kinda makes me sad, but at the same time it feels so good to hear it. I was telling Ashley the other day I swear God put that girl right beside me on the first day of school so I could hear that sound of laughter. Not very many people have a giggle like that. And you know I how loved your laugh so it just makes my day everytime I hear it. Anyways, today has just been one of those days where your in my mind literally non-stop. I miss you terribly Bethann. I know everyone does. I know you have been watching over your family and friends, I dont even have to mention it. I love you buddy
Name: Alicia
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Date: Mon Nov 22 23:55:05 MST 2004
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May God bless you and keep you in his reach for eternity, Bethann.
Name: Beth
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Date: Wed Nov 24 23:20:11 MST 2004
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Bethann, well it's now another Thanksgiving and once again the first thing that comes to mind is how thankful I am to have had you as such an important part of my life. I think back on all the things we've done together and there is no other person in the world I would have wanted to share all those times with. I wouldn't trade those times for anything. Our memories are what keeps me going, without those I don't know what I would do. You were the bestest friend a girl could ask for and I cannot thank you enough for that. Please continue to watch over everyone down here, especially your family through the holidays, they need you so much. This definitely has not gotten any easier like I thought it might, and now I really don't think it ever will. You are on my mind 24-7 and I'm sure you know that because I know you hear me talking to you all the time. Have a good Thanksgiving in Heaven, I can't wait to see you again. I love you with all of my heart Bethann and I miss you more than what I thought was possible. ~*YBFFAE*~ Beth
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Date: Thu Nov 25 12:46:06 MST 2004
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Date: Thu Nov 25 12:49:52 MST 2004
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happy thanksgiving angel. i just wanted to let you know how much i love you and miss you. holidays are especially hard with the family all here and you are not. it does not seem real. two years and it still does not seem real. i will love you and miss you always and forever. MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL! love always mom
Name: Jacki
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Date: Sat Nov 27 19:10:55 MST 2004
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MY GIRL, I miss you more than ever and still to this day tell God that I still need you back here so badly. My heart aches unbearably at times, especially now when you should be at home with your family for the holidays. I thought of you constantly on Thanksgiving Day, wondering what you were doing in heaven...I still can't believe it's been this long. I feel a deep emptiness inside knowing you're not around, and a big part of me has been gone since you've left us- Bethann, you mean so much to me and I would do anything in this world for you and that will never change. You will always be one of my closest friends and one of the most important people in my life, and like I've always said, a little sister to me. I am so thankful for the time I had with you and all of our happy memories together- you will always be remembered as one of the most vibrant, caring, and beautiful people, inside and out. I hope you hear me talk to you every day, because knowing that you listen is what keeps me going at times. I've been getting so many strong signs from you recently, and I even feel like you're trying to tell me something but it makes me so sad because I just want you to be here to talk with me. I just want my friend back so bad...please stay with me, i miss and need you so very much angel. I love you with all of my heart. Love, JACQ
Name: To my precious angel
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Date: Tue Nov 30 23:49:06 MST 2004
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Bethann, I have been thinking of you nonstop and I had to write to you on here because at times like these I feel so lost and don't know what else to do. I miss you so much and really feel like Im falling apart without you. When I think of how long its been, I feel like I could go crazy, because I will try to hear your laugh in my head and at times its so faded that tears just begin falling down my face. I want to hear you laugh again..I want to hear you talk...I want to see you smile that big grin..I want to touch you and hug you and know that youre right there by my side and will never leave me again. I know that you really never did leave my side, or anyone elses who loves you so dearly. This time of year is the hardest with Christmas right around the corner. I would give anything to go back to the days when I could go to the mall to buy your gift...now I go and see so many things that I know youd love, but feel empty when I think that I cant do that anymore. Im sorry to sound so sad and down, but I just miss you terribly and nothing will ever change that. Please be with everyone over the holiday season. I know youre with your family every day giving them strength and doing everything you can to lift their spirits and lighten their hearts. You are the strongest one now Bethann, and your light still shines brighter than ever. At times I feel you in the room with me, and I feel a calmness settle over me because I know youre okay. Thank you for visiting, and please visit me in my dreams whenever you get some extra time because I know you are a very busy angel. I miss you more than I ever thought possible...I LOVE YOU, always. hugs and kisses!!!
Name: Christmas(Baby Please Come Home)
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Date: Wed Dec 1 15:31:37 MST 2004
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The snow's coming down, I'm watching it fall. Lots of people around, Baby please come home. The church bells in town, all ringing in song. Full of happy sounds, Baby please come home. They're singing "Deck the Halls", but its not like Christmas at all, cuz I remember when you were here and all the fun we had last year. Pretty lights on the tree, I'm watching them shine. You should be here with me, Baby please come home. They're singing "Deck the Halls", but its not like Christmas at all, cuz i remember when you were here and all the fun we had last year. If there was a way, I'd hold back this tear. But it's Christmas day, please, please, please, please Baby please come home...
Name: Jordan
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Date: Mon Dec 13 22:11:42 MST 2004
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Hi Sweet Angel, I haven't written to you for a little while, and I have been thinking a lot about you and wanted to say hi. Bethann, another semester of school is over, and you were once again, with me the whole entire time, pushing me, helping me, listening to me, and strengthening me. I still think of you every single night before I go to sleep, and many times throughout the day. I swear, sometimes I have to do double-takes on campus because I think that I see you. The realization that the girl I saw was not you, kills me. Bethann, it is Christmas-time and it is supposed to be a time to rejoice and be happy, I know that this time of year is sooo hard for your family and friends. Bethann, please just be with them and send them signs during this holiday season that you are there, celebrating with them. Please, please be with your mom and dad, and especially Johnerz, he needs you so much. We all love you so much. Thanks for everything! I love you and miss you always and forever!! "Not a day goes by, that I don't think of you; after all this time, you're still with me, it's true. Somehow you remain, lost so deep inside, baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by." <3
Name: Jawn
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Date: Sun Dec 26 21:51:02 MST 2004
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Hey Bethann... Yesterday was christmas, and you were not here with me. Its all so hard to believe still. The whole family was all together and it just does not feel right when you are not here with us. We all thought about you a lot. We did the best we could to come together as a family during the holiday. I miss youi very much Bethann, and I know everybody else does as well. I hope that you are doing well in Heaven and giving everybody the strength to carry on with out you here. I love you very much sis and I miss you dearly. I would give anything to spend another Christmas with you. I know you feel my pain, we are not meant to be apart. I will see you again Bethann, wait for me. I hope you had a nice christmas. I love you with all my heart. Love always your big bro and best friend forever - Jawn
Name: Jason
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Date: Mon Dec 27 15:16:08 MST 2004
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Hey Bethann, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you. We've had an ok time here. Usual stuff....... you know, haha. Hope things are going well for you . Thanks for watching over us, especially Jack. Miss you~Love Ya Hun, Jason
Name: mom
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Date: Tue Dec 28 13:23:32 MST 2004
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dear bethann, well another christmas has come and gone without you. all the sparkle and magic of xmas is gone for me. maybe it will come back one day but i think it will be a long long time before it does. i just wanted to tell you how much i miss you and how much i love you. i know you had a mery xmas in heaven because you are an angel, just like you were here on earth. you will always be my angel, my beautiful angel. i will love you always love mom
Name: Beth
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Date: Sat Jan 1 12:25:46 MST 2005
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Hi Bethann, I can't believe another Christmas and New Year's has gone by without you. Theres not a minute that goes by that I'm not wishing you could be back with all of us. The holidays definitely make it a lot worse to deal with you not being here for everyone, especially your family so just make sure you stay with them and keep them strong like I know that you already are. Being home the last couple of weeks has made me think even more about you and how much I wish I could just come to your house and go shopping, out to eat, have a sleepover, or just do nothing but sit there and talk all nite. One day we will be able to do that again tho and I can't wait for that day to come. I hope you are having fun and had a good Christmas and New Years in Heaven, I'm sure you did. Please help this year be better than 2004 if you can. I love you Bethann with all of my heart and I miss you sooooo incredibly much. I cannot wait to see you again!!! Love always, *YBFFAE* Beth
Name: Jacki
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Date: Mon Jan 10 15:54:47 MST 2005
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MY GIRL, I hope you had a happy holiday in heaven...I want you to know that I thought about you a lot when I was home for break. I really can't believe it was the third Christmas without you, and I still can't even believe I'm signing a guestbook at this moment because I can't have you here. It all seems so unreal. I went to my church's service on Christmas Eve and found myself thinking of you the entire time, once again. Christmas just hasn't been the same since you've been gone- nothing has, and I've been realizing more and more as time goes by how much things have really changed in my life without you. This pain is planted in my heart and there's no way to get rid of it, so I just try to cope with it but really feel like it's killing me inside. I had a dream about you the other night~ you came over my house with some friends and as soon as you came everyone was laughing and having so much fun. I left you in my room for a couple minutes, and when I came back it looked like a tornado had come through because clothes, makeup, blankets, and everything was tossed all over the floor. I looked at you and you just had that grin on your face, the one you had right before you were about to start cracking up. I was so sad when I woke up, but I couldn't help but laugh because your room was always so messy and your mom was always trying to get you to clean it! I miss you so much Bethann, and I will never stop missing you until I am with you again. Could you do me a favor and watch over my sister in Europe these next couple months- I always felt the same protective feeling for you as I do her, so you know how much that means to me. Please continue to watch over and guide your family~ I know I don't have to ask you that because you are the best guardian angel they could ever ask for. I will love you forever Bethann. Love always, JACQ
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Date: Thu Jan 20 10:59:11 MST 2005
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When you die, love continues. I think of you every day and wish things could have been different. But when I think of you, you are always smiling. I know you are O.K.
Name: Cia
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Date: Mon Jan 24 18:28:50 MST 2005
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Hey Bia!!! I know I haven't written to you in awhile but you are in my thoughts every day. I cant help but still miss you so much, especially how you used to make me laugh. As you probably know, I havent been having the best year, but when I begin to get down I look at this picture I have of the both of us from like 10th grade (lololol) and I think "What would Bethann say/do?" And always after I feel much better because I know that you would be giving me words of encouragement and love. I just wish you were here to say them to me, in your great voice=) So either when you were here and now in heaven, you always were and are my Angel. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH~~~Chelsea
Name: Tine
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Date: Tue Jan 25 20:02:00 MST 2005
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I know you are probably getting a big kick out of this, that I am actually reading a book for enjoyment instead of for school. Ne ways, what I have learned from "The 5 People you Meet in Heaven" is that people cross paths at different points in their life times for some purpose or another. That everyone serves a purpose here. Your purpose was to make us all laugh until our stomachs ached. I know this might sound strange but it's still hard not to cry. The pain of losing you is still here and all of the memories remain alive in me. However, even though the pain is so hurtful, I am able to laugh now at all of the fun we had together. The thought of all the fun we had with the girls makes me know that your purpose here on Earth was fulfilled, that your laugh and beautiful smile is unforgettable. I am so glad and thankful that our paths crossed and that I had a friend like you. I love you and miss you tons!!! You will always be our angel! LOVE, TINE
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Date: Tue Feb 1 07:49:48 MST 2005
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Bethann, Please watch over me over these next few months. I am scared of what the future might bring. I wish I could have told God to take me instead of you. You had so much going for you and were loved by all. Rest in Peace. I love you.
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Date: Tue Feb 8 02:44:25 MST 2005
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Hey Bethann I was sittin here about ready for bed and listening to music on my computer on random and Im With You by Avril Lavigne came on and i know it was you telling me that youre here right now. I havent written anything here in a while but I miss you so much. I love you Bethann and I cant wait to see your beautiful smile again someday. The smile that I told you was a million time more beutiful than the sunset me and Jer saw at 7 Springs Golf course that summer after junior year. Love you Bethann, Brandon
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Date: Mon Feb 14 07:40:45 MST 2005
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happy valentines day angel. i miss you and love you so much, but i know you already know that. i know you are in heaven but i am selfish i want you here with me. i will always love you my beautiful angel. love mom
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Date: Mon Feb 14 08:19:15 MST 2005
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Hi Bethann, I just wanted to write real quick to tell you Happy Valentines Day. I wish you were here and I miss you so incredibly much. You are on my mind 24-7 but you already know that. I love you with all of my heart and I cannot wait to be with you again! Love always, YBFFAE Beth
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Date: Thu Feb 17 00:15:11 MST 2005
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Bethann, "I’ve kissed the moon a million times, danced with angels in the sky.. I’ve seen snowfall in the summertime, felt the healing from the powers above.. I’ve seen the world from the highest mountain, tasted love from the purest fountain.. I’ve seen lips that spark desire, felt the butterflies a hundred times.. I’ve sailed in a perfect dream, I’ve seen the sun make love to the sea.. I’ve even seen miracles, I’ve seen the tears disappear.. but still haven’t seen anything that amazes me quite like you do.." ~You were an angel here on earth, and you always amazed me. now you are in heaven watching over us, and i can't even begin to tell you what you mean to me...but until i see you again, know that you always have and always will amaze me, angel. i miss you so deeply, my heart cries for you every night. I love you Bethann
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Date: Thu Feb 17 12:27:18 MST 2005
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she was so buitiful i dont under stand why god would want something like this to happen
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Date: Tue Feb 22 10:50:18 MST 2005
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Dearest Bethann, I woke up this morning thinking of you and your endless happy energy, just as I fell asleep last night with thoughts of your laughter in my mind...oh I miss you so. Please keep shining upon us angel, we need to feel your bright presence every moment of the day. I love you so much...
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Date: Sat Feb 26 13:11:38 MST 2005
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Your memory will live on forever, our beautiful angel. Miss you
Name: Allison
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Date: Mon Feb 28 21:36:45 MST 2005
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Bethann, I haven't written in awhile but that does not mean I haven't thought about you. I constantly think about you all the time and I can't believe its been so long since I have last seen your smiling face. A lot has been on my mind lately and I just want you to continue watching over me as you have done in the past. Love and miss you forever angel!
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Date: Mon Mar 7 21:46:32 MST 2005
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she was very beautiful and i hope her memory lives forever.
Name: Pennies from Heaven
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Date: Sat Mar 12 01:48:34 MST 2005
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I found a penny today Just laying on the ground. But it's not just a penny, this little coin I've found. Found pennies come from heaven, that's what my Grandpa told me. He said Angels toss them down. Oh, how I loved that story. He said when an Angel misses you, they toss a penny down. Sometimes just to cheer you up, to make a smile out of your frown. So, don't pass by that penny, when you're feeling blue. It may be a penny from heaven, that an Angel's tossed to you... An Angel is watching over you; you know who it is. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH BETHANN! keep sending us your signs to let us know you're there...
Name: Blair
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Date: Mon Mar 14 19:16:53 MST 2005
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You don't know me, but I came across your site and looked at the pictures and read some entries. Bethann you were and are a very loved person! Your spirit will continue to live on! It seems like god took a wonderful person, but everything happens for a reason. And to Bethann's mom, you are just as wonderful for raising such a spectacular daughter! She really was a beauty! I just wanted to tell you how I felt after reading some of the things on this site! They really made me cry! I'll be sure to say a prayer for you and your family! RIP Bethann <33
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Date: Mon Mar 14 22:37:21 MST 2005
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its been a while since i have signed this book but I am always thinking of you. I dont go to sleep or wake up without looking at your picture and thinking about you. most of my friends hardly know there cousins. whenever I hear this i feel greatful to be able to look back on all of the good times we had.
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Date: Wed Mar 16 09:37:14 MST 2005
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Beth, Its been a long time since I have been able to come back and look at this page. Its crazy how things have happened and how different things are now. I have moved away from to New Jersey for a job. found out I hate NJ and have finally gotten back to pittsburgh. I think about you and your family all the time. I miss hanging out with your brother and watching you ggof around or yell for your mom to get you something. I also miss the way you would answer the phone when i would call for your brother. Then end up talking to you for twenty minutes. I would like things to be the way the use to be with everyone hanging out and having a good time in the basement. Just wanted to let you your brother and parents that I miss them and hope the best for them.
Name: Jacki
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Date: Mon Mar 21 02:27:13 MST 2005
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MY GIRL, I can't sleep and I'm sitting here thinking about you, and how I'd give anything just to talk to you right now. Sometimes when I open this website, I see your name and picture and I think, No..not Bethann, that's my friend, that's my GIRL...and it's like my mind won't accept it- then I end up very sad or angry, or feeling weak. Time has not healed my pain at all, as I'm sure so many others close to you have come to realize. You were one of the most loving and special people in my life Bethann. I think about how you were so outgoing and would start a conversation with anyone, like the time at my sister's graduation party when you went up to my cousin Tommy who you never met before and asked him to walk around the backyard with you to find us- ahh Bethann, haha. I miss seeing you get excited over certain things, like if your dad brought you home chicken parmesan from Ciccanti's, or when we watched the movie Two can play that game and you loved it so much you watched it 3 times in a row. How about the time we went to Laura's and her mom gave us all those clothes- you were so excited you called your mom as soon as we got in the car, you were so cute about it. You loved to be around others no matter what- even if I was just running an errand you would come along to keep me company, and I loved it because I knew we'd end up laughing along the way...I remember so clearly the last time you came along for a ride with me and Jawn- we were going to my house to pick up my sister to go back to school, and on the way there we were singing along to Every rose has its thorn, and the sunroof was open and the sun was shining so bright that day. I remember like it was yesterday. After we picked my sister up, I was yelling at her on the way back to your house because I had told her not to overpack and she brought about 5 huge bags, haha- and you kept telling me to be nice and pointing your finger at me with that grin, while you tried not to laugh because you thought it was funny like everything else! Once we got back to your house Clay was waiting to take me and my sister back to school. You thought I forgot to give you a hug goodbye and your mouth dropped open and you said "Jacq!?" and I ran over and gave you the biggest, longest hug and said, "Bethann, I could never forget you!" Angel, I miss you more than words could say, every single day. I wonder what you're doing, but I know that whatever it is you are happy, laughing, and smiling, and that's comforting. I just wish you were here with us, but I know we'll be together again one day. I pray for your family every night, and I know you're giving them hugs and kisses to keep them going. Everyone misses you so much Bethann- always know how much you are loved deep down in so many hearts. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART BETHANN. Love, JACQ
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Date: Tue Mar 22 08:27:38 MST 2005
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Date: Sun Mar 27 14:01:19 MST 2005
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Bethann I hope you have a wonderful Easter today because you are a special angel. Spring is here, and I hope you keep sending signs to your family because they think of you everyday that goes by. Talk to you later angel
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Date: Mon Mar 28 07:40:16 MST 2005
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Happy Easter Bethann! I sincerely believe that you have pulled me through some of these tough times I have been going through and I will forever be grateful for that. Rest in peace, Angel.
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Date: Tue Apr 12 15:57:06 MDT 2005
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Though I did not know Bethann, I feel such empathy for you, having lost my only son 5 years ago. I am so very sorry for your loss of this beautiful, creative girl, and I pray that God is continuing to give you peace and comfort for each day. May He also bless you with sweet and precious memories of your beloved Bethann. I started a topsite list just for teen memorials, in memory of my son Robbie. I would be honored to have Bethann's memorial added to this list: http://usa.ultimatetopsites.com/general/teenangels/ Love and prayers, Saralyn <center><a href="http://AngelRob.com"><img src="http://www.boomspeed.com/robsmom/AngelSMS.gif"border="0"></a><center> <center><a href="http://AngelRob.com"><img src="http://www.boomspeed.com/robsmom/AngelTagZoom.gif"border="0"></a><center>
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Date: Fri May 6 10:40:45 MDT 2005
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Well Bethann, its official.. summer is here again but I can't get that excited about it. As relieving as it is to be done with school... it still is so hard to know that you're not here. When I think of summer I think of me and you being inseperable and practically living together, thats how it is supposed to be. All I want to do is just lay out with you in the pool, go out at nite, have sleepovers, go to the wave pool or mineral beach, go on vacations, go get ice cream, go to Kennywood, shopping and out to eat, go to the Waterfront, talking on the phone, or just be able to hang out like we used to. I miss seeing that smile or hearing your voice and your laugh or just giving you a big hug. Things are not the same without you, I have never had more fun with anyone else as me and you did, no matter what we were doing, even if it was nothing but sitting around. I am going to Myrtle Beach in August, it will be the first time since the summer after junior year when I was there with you so I'm pretty nervous about that. I know you will be there with me tho but not in the way that I want you to be. Everyone misses you so much Bethann and would do anything to have you back. No one can compare to you and you will definitely never be forgotten. I love you so much and I miss you like crazy. I hope you are having a good time in Heaven and I cannot wait to be with you again. You are still my bestest friend in the entire world and you always will be. ~YBFFAE~ Beth
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Date: Fri May 6 19:13:35 MDT 2005
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Hi Bethann. You and your family have been on my mind alot today. Just thinking about you many times throughout the day. It was a beautiful day. I'm sure you had a beautiful one, too. Jill will be home from school later this weekend. Leah will be cheerleading again this summer - wish you could practice with her. She'd love it! Missing you. Love, Susie-Q
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Date: Thu May 12 13:34:50 MDT 2005
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Every time I am at a party or the bar and am tempted to have a friend who has had a few drinks take me home as opposed to paying money for a cab, I think of you and Candace and call a cab. I am praying for you and your family. Rest in peace, Bethann.
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Date: Tue May 17 22:05:53 MDT 2005
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Well bethann its been awile since i've written in here, but I still think about you all the time, its crazy how things and people change, my life is alot diffrent now then it was when i knew you, but my hurt and love for you will always be the same, thank u so much for all of your blessings, miss and love u angel...
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Date: Wed May 18 09:48:11 MDT 2005
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Hey, I know what you're going through. I have a head-injury, can't walk right, can't talk right... but, I know for a fact this lifetime is our Finite Existence. I'm also an author. And the doctors said I would be a yummy vegetable. They don't know the POW!er of God. Ask... and you shall receive. Lookit our URL and grow to new heights. Yes, you will be with him someday soon. God bless.
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Date: Tue May 24 07:55:51 MDT 2005
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she seemed like a very nice person and i feel for her. peace out see you in heaven and she had a very beautiful name cuz my name is Beth-ann.
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Date: Tue May 24 07:56:17 MDT 2005
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she seemed like a very nice person and i feel for her. peace out see you in heaven and she had a very beautiful name cuz my name is Beth-ann.
Name: Natalie
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Date: Wed May 25 12:04:07 MDT 2005
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Hi, Bethann. I just wanted to write to you and ask you to please introduce yourself to Theodore J. I believe that he, too, is now an angel in Heaven looking down on us. My mom is so deeply hurt....I don't know what to say or do for her. I know you really loved my mom, so please do this for her. I am content to believe that we will all see each other again. Thank you with all my heart. ~ Natalie
Name: Debbie
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Date: Sat Jun 4 06:43:36 MDT 2005
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What a beautiful young lady. I am so sorry for your loss. May God give Bethann's family and friends the strength to make it through each day. Although physically she is gone, she lives forever in your memories.
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Date: Thu Jun 9 20:44:00 MDT 2005
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just looking at your website, i always think of you and will forever miss you bethann
Name: Tom
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Date: Sun Jun 12 21:12:52 MDT 2005
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Well Bethann this is your 20th birthday. I hope you are happy in heaven. Please watch over your family and all of us and guide us thru life's trials and tribulations. I wish I would have got to know you beter. Your family is the greatest!!!
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Date: Sun Jun 12 22:29:34 MDT 2005
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Hi Bethann, I really cannot believe that today is your 20th birthday. It doesn't seem real at all. It is so upsetting that we are 20 years old and this is how I have to say happy birthday to you. We should be going out to eat or to the wave pool or shopping or movies, whatever, but not this, it isn't right. I wish so bad that you would be at your house when I go there and everything would be back to normal, but I know that can't happen so just know that I think about all the time how much I can't wait to be with you again. You are my bestest friend in the whole world and there is nothing I hate more than not being able to spend time together...and it's definitely the hardest to deal with over summer. I know if it is this hard for me, it has to be a lot worse for your family so just continue to be with them every single day, especially today, like I know that you are. I hope you have a wonderful birthday in Heaven, I know that you will. I love you Bethann with all of heart and I miss you more than anything else. Love always, *YBFFAE* Beth
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Date: Mon Jun 13 10:39:22 MDT 2005
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Bethann It's your birthday today and We all miss you so much we cant stand it. Again, it just seems like yesterday we saw you. I know you are watching over me and my family and please keep it up. Thanks Bethann for being the best there for me always. I love you and miss you tons. Happy Birthday!
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Date: Mon Jun 13 10:41:04 MDT 2005
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Happy 20th Birthday Bethann! I hope you have a wonderful birthday in heaven. I can't believe its been so long but I think about you everyday. Love you and miss you angel!
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Date: Mon Jun 13 12:09:10 MDT 2005
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Date: Mon Jun 13 12:16:58 MDT 2005
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BETHANN, We love you and miss you and your smile so much. I know the angels in heaven are having a great party for you today. Please watch over us,Love you forever, Aunt Joyce
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Date: Mon Jun 13 13:39:25 MDT 2005
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Today is a very special day. 20 years ago today a real angel came into this world and left an unforgetable impact on so many lives without even realizing it. From that day forward she brought so much joy and happiness into the hearts of many different people. A smile that could light up an entire room, an unforgetable laugh that echoed where ever she went, a person that was so simple to adore after engaging in just 1 conversation with. Bethann we wish you a wonderful birthday. You will forever be remembered, loved, and missed. Happy 20th Birthday Angel.
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Date: Mon Jun 13 13:39:45 MDT 2005
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Happy 20th Birthday! I know your having a great time celebrating it in heaven, but i cant help but wish with all of my heart that you were here. We miss you more than anything Bethann. It breaks my heart because its not fair that this is how we have to wish you happy birthday, but we know that you are so happy in heaven. Please continue and look over everyone, especially your family. They need you. Hope your birthday is wonderful and we love and miss you more than words can say...
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Date: Mon Jun 13 20:38:34 MDT 2005
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MY GIRL, it's so hard for me to accept that I have to write to you on your birthday and that I can't see you happy and giggly like I know you are, since you always got so excited on your birthday. I can't believe it's your 20th birthday- it has been SO long since I've seen you and it really makes me sick to my stomach just thinking about it. This just doesn't seem right- life isn't right now and never will be again. Summer hasn't felt the same since you've left us- like today was so beautiful outside but my heart feels too heavy to notice the sun shining. It's just not the same without you there to compare tans or share clothes with each other. I miss everything about you Bethann, you were like family to me, and I hope you know how happy you made me and so many other people. I swear, I'll be 90 years old and barely able to walk up the stairs and I will still not be over you- I will NEVER get over you, and our memories will never fade. I hope you can somehow keep sending signs to your family and loved ones to comfort them because they miss you so much, and I know you have the strength because you have been guiding and looking over everyone like I knew you would. I hope you had a happy birthday in heaven my girl- i can't wait to see you again. Love always, JACQ
Name: jamie
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Date: Mon Jun 13 21:37:47 MDT 2005
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Happy birthday Bethann, I miss you and never stop thinking about you, Thank you for watching over us Love Jamie
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Date: Tue Jun 14 17:29:26 MDT 2005
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Bethann we miss u so much and none of us will EVER forget u
Name: Eric Migliori
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Date: Fri Jun 24 20:46:02 MDT 2005
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Bethann, Hey buddy! I was just lookin at the website and all of your beautiful pictures. You were a great friend to me! I have known you since pre-school. I will never forget you. I know that you listen to my prayers to you, candace and luke every night, but it is just nice to come on here and look at your smiling face. Jessica and I were just thinking about you today, and the time we went to the wave pool and how glad we were that we got to go with you! I know Jess really misses you, and i do to. We think about you every day and always will. You will never be forgotten. Your family is in my prayers every night. Well gtg! We miss you! Love Eric Migliori
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Date: Tue Jul 5 18:38:02 MDT 2005
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MY GIRL, I hope you had a happy 4th of July- I wondered if you were watching the same fireworks that I was. I wish you could have been with me like old times, I miss those times more than I could ever say. Thank you for being in my dream last night- even though I haven't seen you in so long I still feel so close to you. I love and miss you with all of my heart...
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Date: Wed Jul 27 22:21:52 MDT 2005
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She is still alive. She is to strong to die. She will live forever! In another world. One day you will meet again. Carry on!
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Date: Thu Jul 28 11:12:39 MDT 2005
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didnt know bethan, but hey.
Name: Beth
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Date: Thu Aug 4 23:55:34 MDT 2005
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Hi Bethann.... I'm leaving for Myrtle Beach in the morning, it will be the first time i've been there since i was with you...It's hard to believe that i haven't been there without you since early in middle school. The past couple of weeks as its getting closer to leave im getting more and more nervous to go. It's going to be so weird without you there with me... we have so many memories from our trips to the beach, they have been flooding my mind especially over these last few weeks. I will never forget when we met the army dudes and stuey kept calling you... tim from toledo... my cousin loving you and us having to tell him that my gram adopted you and he couldn't like a family member... christian and cj... riding the banana boats... the huge fiasco on the jet skis... laying out and going in the ocean... walking on the beach til real late at nite... barefoot landing and broadway at the beach... going out to eat and the big food fight haha... trips to downtown myrtle in my grandmas sweet car... trips up to wrightsville a few times... singing at the top of our lungs to ricky martin, britney spears and avant... and definetely not forgetting our daily bubble baths in the jacuzzi plus soooo many more. i wish so bad that you could go with me again, thinking about it just reminds me how unfair this all is to everyone and how much we all would do anything in the world to get you back. i will never understand the reason behind you having to leave us but i can't wait until i get to see you again! i have been thinking about you more than ever lately especially with everything that has been going on this summer and it would all be so much better if i could talk to you and see you. I love you Bethann with all of my heart and i miss you more than anything, please continue to be with your family and everyone else. ~YBFFAE~ Beth
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Date: Wed Aug 31 18:00:26 MDT 2005
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I'm sorry to say that I didn't know Bethann, but her story has touched my heart. I will keep her and her family in my prayers always...
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Date: Tue Sep 6 18:13:02 MDT 2005
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Hi Bethann, I was thinking about you and your family today. I can't believe its been almost 3 years now since I last saw you. I hope you are still looking in on your family everyday and blessing them. Keep taking care of everyone in heaven.
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Date: Thu Sep 8 12:59:20 MDT 2005
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Well Bethann I have one more thing I need you to help me get through. You have done a fantastic job so far. I don't know where I would be without your memories. I know you are looking after me. Please keep looking after me. I will not disappoint you anymore, I promise. I live for you. I love you.
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Date: Tue Sep 13 21:09:45 MDT 2005
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wake me up when september ends..
Name: Sue & Leah
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Date: Wed Sep 14 18:57:05 MDT 2005
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Hi Bethann. We just looked at all of the pictures on the website again. It made us realize how much we miss your smiling face. Love always, SuzieQ & Leah
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Date: Thu Sep 15 21:20:48 MDT 2005
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Bethann, I remember when I first moved to Elizabeth, and I didn't know anyone you were the first person to talk to me and you made me feel like you were one of my best friends. That meant alot to me and I want you to know that! Even though we didn't become close friends I'll ALWAYS remember you! LOVE and MISS You Hun!!
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Date: Fri Sep 16 22:03:35 MDT 2005
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Hi Bethann...I cannot believe 3 years is coming up. It doesn't seem real at all to me. Time has passed in such a strange way.. all of our memories are still so clear, they seem like just yesterday, but at the same time it feels like it has been forever since I have seen you last. Well, this past week has been horrible, and now my Pap is in Heaven with you. I know next week will be very hard for everyone too. During all these hard times, still to this day, my first thought is that I want to call you and be with you because you always could make everything that was bad seem so much better. I am still calling on you today though, and I want to ask you to please be with my family this weekend and help us all get through the funeral okay. Most of all though, continue to be with your family, especially next week, everyone needs you so much. I wish you were here Bethann, I miss you more than ever right now. I love you with all of my heart...you are my bestest friend in the world and that will never change, thanks for always listening to me. Love always, *YBFFAE* ~Beth
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Date: Mon Sep 19 14:33:53 MDT 2005
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Bethann, there is so much i have to say to and dont even know where to begin. My feelings are so hard to express, mainly becuase there are so many of them. So it may seem as if i am rambling on but im sure you dont mind. But saying i miss you or that i love you doesnt explain it. Or just saying how much you had an impact on my life doesnt justify it. Its hard to explain but i honestly feel that you have made me into a better person just from being you. It is not an exageration when someone says you brightened up a room or someones mood. I could be having the worst day and talking to you would somehow make me feel better. I just cant believe its been so long, i remember your voice and things you would say like it was yesterday. I miss you so much i cant even explain it. I want to thank you for everything. Without your strength and little signs things would be alot more difficult. I love you Bethann...Always
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Date: Wed Sep 21 02:36:59 MDT 2005
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Bethann, I cant believe it has been this long. I am not getting much sleep on this night so I wanted to write. I know its been a long time since I've written on here. Words can never truly express my sorrow, So i tend to keep my feelings to myself. I Love you and I hope that you are happy, and are looking forward to seeing all of us again. I think about you everyday, that will never change. Love always your big bro, and best friend forever - Jawn
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Date: Wed Sep 21 06:46:57 MDT 2005
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Hi Bethann... Like everyone else, i cannot believe it has been 3 years already. Even though time goes on, that does not mean that we all do not think of you as much. It also does not mean that living without you here has gotten any easier and it doesn't help us to understand why this all had to happen. You will never be forgotten Bethann, you made such an impact on so many lives, way more than most people could ever be able to say, especially in such a short amount of time. Everyone needs you to help them through this day, especially your family, i know you will take care of all of us just like you have for the past 3 years. I thank God everyday that we became sooo close while you were here, our friendship means everything to me. You are my bestest friend in the world, nothing could ever change that and i miss you more than ever. i know that each day that goes by is just one day closer to being able to see you again and i know i cannot wait for that day. i love you Bethann, forever *YBFFAE* ~Beth
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Date: Wed Sep 21 10:21:36 MDT 2005
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dear angel, i cant beleive it has been 3 years since you left us. i will never forget that awful morning. i will however remember everything about you especially your smile, your laugh, your love for life and your outrageous personality. i will remember too how you were not a morning person!!!!!!i will always always remember the smell of your hair, for some reason that stays with me.i am aunt joyces with johnna, jack and the family. jack is adorable. but i am sure you know that already. life will never be the same without you bethann. please watch over all of us who loves you especially your brother jawn. i will always miss you and love you always and forever.. Love mom
Name: Chrissy
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Date: Wed Sep 21 14:39:30 MDT 2005
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Betha.. words can't explain the emptiness I feel on this day. I can't help but think about the morning I woke up 3 years ago to find out you had left us, and the pain is still strong. I try to think of all of the positive memories instead, but that just kind of makes me miss you more. I know I talk to you all the time, and I probably make a lot more sense than I do here, but I thought I'd leave a little note here to try and get some of these feelings out. And even though my heart is heavy, the sky is clear and blue here in Philadelphia, and the sun is shining down, and I know that it must be you, smiling that beautiful smile down on me. I love you.
Name: Jacki
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Date: Wed Sep 21 14:52:43 MDT 2005
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MY GIRL, I never thought I could miss someone as much as I miss you. When I think of you and all the fun we had, I am reminded how lucky I am to have had you in my life, and I am so grateful that we became as close as we did. Three years seems like such a long time when it's without someone like you- so caring and happy, and you genuinely wanted everyone around you to be happy too. Your passion and love for life came so naturally and that's why everyone loved being around you. I miss your silliness and your smile, your beauty inside and out, and our friendship:( With each passing day, I realize that I'll never again find a friend quite like you, and that is why I hold onto our memories so tightly, and I will never let them go. I can't wait to see you again Bethann, I love and miss you with all of my heart. Love always, JACQ
Name: justin hovey
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Date: Wed Sep 21 15:02:15 MDT 2005
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Bethann I cant believe its been 3 years. There isnt a day that goes by that I dont think about and wish you were still here. When I think about you I think about how funny you are and how your laugh used to crack me up. You are the best and the whole family misses you so much. Thank you for inspiring me so much on so many things I do. I love you so much Bethann and I know you are with us right now and just keep watching over us! Thank you so much Angel. Love always and forever, Justin
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Date: Wed Sep 21 15:20:35 MDT 2005
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Today I have realized that this probably never will sink in. Its hard to believe 3 years ago this happened and it still feels kind of feels like a dream. Your memories live within all of us Bethann, and we hold them close to our hearts. You are so often thought about and truely missed by many. You will never be forgotten. I love you.
Name: Miss Maz
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Date: Thu Sep 22 07:04:13 MDT 2005
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Hi Bethann: I can't believe it has been three years. I still think of you everyday and I wish you would come through the door to tell me of your adventure. I tried to reach your mom last night but nobody was home. My sister Regina had a baby boy named Alex on November 5, 2004. I watched him all summer and he has this habit of lying on his back and laughing really loud as he tries to reach and kick the ceiling. My brother-in-law and I think that Alex is laughing at the angels. Thanks for making him laugh because I know one of them is definately you. I hope you are having fun in Heaven and there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. Continue watching over your family. I miss you !! Malena
Name: Leah DeBerardinis
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Date: Sun Oct 2 20:34:11 MDT 2005
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Bethann, i love you so so much.I miss you more than anything and i know jill does too we love you Bethann!!!
Name: Aunt Joyce
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Date: Tue Oct 4 13:16:06 MDT 2005
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Hey Sweetie, I know I am a little late in posting, sorry. I know you know Jack, Johnna, your Mom, John, Jason and his granddad were here. You are missed more than you will ever know, but I know you are OK. Bethann there is not a day that goes by that I don't see your smiling face. You left us all so very early, that was so unfair to all who loved you so much. I know you are happy and smiling in Heaven, but sometimes it does not ease the pain we have without you. Look after all of us. Two years in a row your Mom and I saw the mother deer and her baby on September 21. We are sure it is a sign from you, Bethann. Love you very, very much. Aunt Joyce P.S. Jo Ann, Jason's grandma is now with you. She is a very sweet lady. Give her a big smile for me, thanks
Name: Aunt Joyce
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Date: Tue Oct 4 13:16:07 MDT 2005
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Hey Sweetie, I know I am a little late in posting, sorry. I know you know Jack, Johnna, your Mom, John, Jason and his granddad were here. You are missed more than you will ever know, but I know you are OK. Bethann there is not a day that goes by that I don't see your smiling face. You left us all so very early, that was so unfair to all who loved you so much. I know you are happy and smiling in Heaven, but sometimes it does not ease the pain we have without you. Look after all of us. Two years in a row your Mom and I saw the mother deer and her baby on September 21. We are sure it is a sign from you, Bethann. Love you very, very much. Aunt Joyce P.S. Jo Ann, Jason's grandma is now with you. She is a very sweet lady. Give her a big smile for me, thanks
Name: brendan
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Date: Wed Oct 5 23:17:00 MDT 2005
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Hi Bethann, I didn't know you during your short life. But I stumbled upon this website and read the stories about you and saw your pictures and I find myself coming back to see it every now and then. You seemed like an amazing girl, full of life. I was a senior in high school when you left the world, and your story makes me value life and care more for the people I love the most. You and your family have been and will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
Name: Laura
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Date: Mon Oct 17 13:32:48 MDT 2005
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Bethann, please watch over me tomorrow. I really need your strength and guidance. You have helped me so much. You have pulled me through the worst times of my life and I will forever be grateful. Thanks, Bethann. RIP angel.
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Date: Tue Oct 18 13:10:18 MDT 2005
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THANK YOU BETHANN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Name: Johnna
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Date: Fri Oct 21 23:31:24 MDT 2005
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Hey Aunt Bethanny, I am sorry that I have not wrote on the site for such a long time. I think about you every day. What should have been. I know that you are in Heaven looking after all of us. Jack will still call you Aunt! I miss you more than words can ever express. I want you here with us. I love you! I always see your beautiful smile and it warms my heart with love. P.S.--I show Jack pictures of you and he thinks that it is me. It makes me feel good that he thinks that I am as gorgeous as you. Love Love Love Love
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Date: Sat Oct 29 11:43:36 MDT 2005
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hey angel, i know u've been watching over me and im greatful everyday that you do, please guide me to make the right decisions, my life has been twisted upside down and i know you will be there to help me get through every step throughout the way. thank you, love you
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Date: Tue Nov 1 06:50:32 MST 2005
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beth, i didn't know you that well, or hang out with u every day, but i did kno you well enough to know that when i did see you, no matter how bad my day was going, you ALWAYS had something to say to brighten it up, and for that i thank you. I can only hope i can be to someone else wat you were to everyone else. Keep smiling down on me. love ya always
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Date: Sat Nov 19 10:06:43 MST 2005
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Date: Thu Nov 24 10:36:41 MST 2005
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dear bethann my beautiful angel,i hope you are having a happy thanksgiving in heaven. i miss you more than anyone can even imagine. i wish you were here you would say play with my hair mom. everyone in the family missses you angel nothing will ever be the same. i love you and miss you with all my heart and soul always and forever. please give us the strength to get thru another holiday without you. we need you here with us so much.
Name: mom
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Date: Thu Nov 24 10:37:06 MST 2005
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dear bethann my beautiful angel,i hope you are having a happy thanksgiving in heaven. i miss you more than anyone can even imagine. i wish you were here you would say play with my hair mom. everyone in the family missses you angel nothing will ever be the same. i love you and miss you with all my heart and soul always and forever. please give us the strength to get thru another holiday without you. we need you here with us so much.
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Date: Mon Nov 28 14:24:12 MST 2005
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I just wanted to let the Zagurasky family know that we are all thinking about our beautiful Angel each and EVERYday... she is often spoken and thought about by so many people and ALWAYS will be
Name: Jennifer
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Date: Mon Nov 28 14:52:50 MST 2005
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I did not know your daughter I was just surfing. Thank you for sharing with me, she was beautiful. I am sorry for your loss. I know your pain all to well, I lost my son Damion July of this year. God Bless and be well. Jennifer angeldamion.tripod.com
Name: Sue & Leah
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Date: Mon Dec 12 20:07:49 MST 2005
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Hi Bethann. We have been thinking about you alot. Seeing all of the Christmas Angels brings many memories of you. Love you and miss you. Suzie Q & Leah
Name: sarah Walters
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Date: Thu Dec 15 12:04:39 MST 2005
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I loved her soooooo much. She was my favorite cousin in the entire world. I mis her sooo much. I wish she could be here with us know. God Bless
Name: AUNT CLAIRE
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Date: Sat Dec 24 08:03:49 MST 2005
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HEY ANGEL, THIS IS SO HARD FOR ME TO DO, SO THE BEST THING I COULD DO WAS GO STRAIGHT TO THIS SECTION AND NOT READ FROM THE PAST. IT'S TOO HARD. ANOTHER CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YOU, BUT YET IS STILL SEEMS LIKE THE FIRST. IT'S NOT GETTING ANY EASIER. I THINK I MISS YOU MORE NOW THAN BEFORE. YOU WERE THE LIGHT IN THIS FAMILY AND THE JOY. I JUST HOPE THAT YOU SING WITH GOD AND THE ANGELS TONIGHT AND THAT YOU CAN FIND TIME TO COME AND VISIT EVEN IN SOME SMALL WAY. ITS BREAKING MY HEART TO DO THIS, I WANT TO TALK TO YOU AND NOT THIS COMPUTER. I WANT TO HEAR YOU LAUGH AND STOMP YOUR FEET AND SIT ON MY LAP SO I CAN PLAY WITH YOUR HAIR, BUT THOSE ARE ALL MY MEMORIES THAT ARE WITH ME EVERYDAY. HAVE FUN WITH THE ANGELS TONIGHT AND SING LOUD IN THE CHOIR WITH YOUR BEAUTIFUL VOICE, SO WE CAN HEAR YOU. I LOVE AND MISS YOU CEIL
Name: mark geary
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Date: Sat Dec 24 18:38:27 MST 2005
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merry christmas bethann, sorry its been such a long time,i have alot going on right now. i was just thinking about you and wanted to write a little something.once again have a merry christmas in heaven and thanks for listening all the many times i need some one to talk to
Name: mom
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Date: Sun Dec 25 09:39:34 MST 2005
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dear angel, hey its mom. we are at aunt joyces house, we are having a nice time. Johnna is on her way. we are all anxious to see jack. My mind will not let me comprehend that you are gone, i keep thinking that one day you will come home to us. i love you more than words can say and i hope you ae happy on this christmas day. i love and miss you so much bethann i will always love and miss you so much. merry christmas in heaven angel love always and forever mom.
Name: Beth
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Date: Sun Dec 25 17:48:15 MST 2005
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Merry Christmas in Heaven Bethann... I hope you are having a good time with all of the other angels. Everyone misses you so much, it will never sink in and for sure will not get any easier. Thank you so much for always watching over me and continue to be with your family, they need you so much, especially at this time of year. I love you and I miss you more than words can say Bethann and I cannot wait until I get to see you again. *YBFFAE* ~Beth
Name: Jawn
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Date: Tue Dec 27 17:54:55 MST 2005
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Bethann, Well its been a few days since Christmas has passed. We all gathered at Aunt Joyces house for the holiday. Christmas day was nice to spend with the family. There will always be a feeling of void in all of our hearts because you are not here. It is hard to open presents and enjoy all of the other christmas activities with you not around. Holidays have become more of a time to go through the motions then anything else. We all miss you very dearly Bethann. I would give anything to be able to spend another Christmas with you, or even to have another minute, or second with you. I hope that you continue to look over all of us, not a day goes by that I do not think of you Bethann. Take care of mom and dad for me. I love you so much, I can't wait to see you again. I hope you had a Merry Xmas in Heaven. Love always, your big bro and best friend forever Jawn
Name: Binz
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Date: Wed Dec 28 13:40:24 MST 2005
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Another Christmas has passed and I thought about you nonstop. My church has a tradition at the end of the Christmas Eve service to gather around in a large circle, holding candles lit with the lights all out, and we sing Silent Night together. At this point by the end of the 1st verse all I can think about is you. It feels wonderful, but at the time same it still really hurts. Thoughts of your family run through my head. I talked to John earlier that night before I went to church and he sounded like he was having a really nice time spending his holiday in Baltimore with your family. I was so happy to hear from him and in positive spirits. I am proud of him. Bethann we all love you so much and miss you dearly. I know people say it on your web page all the time, about the impact you have left on people... but wow, it REALLY is true. Every little characteristic you had was perfect. Inner and Outter beauty, flawless. I just want you to know that still to this day I think about you every single day, and I know I will live the rest of my life that way. And thats ok, because you were so special and it would be impossible to forget a person like you. I just wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas up in Heaven. I miss you and Love you ALWAYS.
Name: mom
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Date: Fri Jan 6 09:38:04 MST 2006
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Name: mom
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Date: Fri Jan 6 09:41:45 MST 2006
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dear bethann, i miss you and love you so much i can bearly take it anymore. i wish so much that you were here with us. please continue to watch over us we need you. i miss you beautiful smiling face so much. i love you. mom
Name: Laura
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Date: Tue Jan 17 12:27:05 MST 2006
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Bethann please help me get through this. I feel like I will never get better. Make him just leave me alone. I love you.
Name: stu beitler
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Date: Tue Feb 14 10:02:01 MST 2006
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Friends ... just on Bethann's site by my fortune .. such a beautiful girl . my heart bleeds and cries for your lost .. If at any time ... you would like me to do a drawing of your angel for you .. I want nothing for doing this .... do not hesitate to email me .. God Bless you and yours .. Bethann is truly a very very loved girl .. Stu
Name: Allison
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Date: Wed Feb 15 07:44:39 MST 2006
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Bethann..I think about you everyday. Love and miss you angel<3
Name: Garrett Kovacevic
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Date: Wed Feb 22 10:32:49 MST 2006
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Hey Bethann just thinking about you today. It has been to long since the last time I wrote somthing to you. I talked to your brother a few weeks ago, wish we would have had some time to catch up. Things are crazy anymore. I hope everything is going well up there and keep an eye on your brother and family. I hope eveything is how you want it to be and ill write again hopfully sooner than later. Miss you.
Name: Mike D
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Date: Tue Feb 28 07:46:12 MST 2006
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Just wanted to say Hi and I miss you Bethann. Last night I was thinking about all the fun times and laughs we had in Ms. A's class. I can imagine your beautiful smile and laugh just like it was yesterday. I think about you and your family all the time. I'm missin you. Don't forget, "We're like this!"
Name: binz
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Date: Thu Mar 9 15:10:35 MST 2006
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The first day of warm weather makes me think about you. Im not sure why, but every year just as spring time starts it happens. You start to see the beautiful changes of nature and I guess it makes me feel like your presence is real strong with the beauty surrounding us. I just wanted to let you know that Im still thinking about you all of the time Bethann. I miss you. I forgot to thank you for an incredible summer, I know you were with me on those hills everyday. I love you sweetie. Not a day goes bye.. I promise.
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Date: Fri Mar 10 00:12:28 MST 2006
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John, I've known you since 1st grade at Axelton school and I remember the tragedy you suffered then. As young as I was, I cried for you then and I cry for you now because I can't even begin to imagine the loss of a child. Looking at the website, your "BEAUTIFUL" daughter seemed to be an ANGEL ON EARTH. I lost the love of my life 2 years, 2 mo. ago, he had a fatal heart attack. I still feel him all around me and I'm sure if you pay attention, you will feel your angel too! You and your family have my sympathy. I mention you all in my prayers. cindi (McDonald)Kvasnaak
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Name: Beth
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Date: Mon Mar 20 22:05:12 MST 2006
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Hi Bethann... I've been thinking about you a ton recently and I've been dreaming about you a lot too. The dreams are so real that I wake up and look for you because I think you are sitting right next to me then reality hits and I hate it. I miss you soooo much I can't believe its been 3 n a half years....thats way too long to not see my best friend. I guess thats three n a half years closer to the next time I get to see you tho right? I can't wait for that day.. I miss you and love you more than anything in the world. This isn't fair at all. Continue to be with your family and friends, everyone needs you so much. ~*YBFFAE*~ Beth
Name: Caitlyn
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Date: Sat Mar 25 15:18:59 MST 2006
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Hey there grl! I was just looking around so I decided to put a word in to ya. I am in college now! Can you believe that...neither can I...lol. I go to Belmont University in Nashville, TN and I am majoring in Music Business. So far its has been pretty good but, I am transfering back home after this year. I don't think what I am doing is my style...lol. However, this whole college thing and what I want to do confuses me so much! I want to thank you for wathcing down on all of us down here who care about you and I want you to know that you have not been forgotten. We all miss you more than words can possible say. Also, say hello to my sis and grandfather up there for me. Take care angel and I still miss that smile and laugh:) Your Little Caitlyn<3
Name: Kali
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Date: Wed Apr 12 17:15:41 MDT 2006
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Hi Bethann! Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you. As always, both you and your family are in my prayers. Love, Kali
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Date: Mon Apr 17 08:03:52 MDT 2006
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Date: Fri Apr 21 15:02:33 MDT 2006
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dear bethann, 3 years and 7 months today since you left us. i still cannot believe you are gone. i never will. i miss you so much more and more everyday that passes.i know that you know how much i love you that gives me some peace. we were always so close like best friends i miss that so much. i miss just hanging out with you, going to lunch, going shopping every saturday. i miss not seeing you in your room or watching you sleeping in your bed. i miss everything about you, especially your beautiful smile and your boundless energy. keep sending us signs angel we all love you so much. love always and forever. may your memory be eternal! MOM
Name: Beth
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Date: Sun May 14 02:22:15 MDT 2006
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Hi Bethann... Since summer started I've been thinking about you more than ever. We definitely had our funnest times over summer and I will cherish those memories forever. They replay in my head over and over every single day and that will never end. Even though it is going on 4 years, I still go through every day thinking that you should still be here, and I still even go to call you when I think of something that I want to tell you, and I also think about how much better everything would be if you were still here as everyone else does too. Please be with your mom more than ever today, I know it is so hard everyday and she needs you so much. I know you will be tho just like you always are. I love you Bethann with all of my heart and I can't wait to get to be with you again! I miss you more than words could ever describe... *YBFFAE* ~Beth
Name: Jessica Goettel & Eric Migliori
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Date: Tue Jun 6 14:14:08 MDT 2006
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Bethann, You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers every day. We love and miss you very much! Love, Jessica and Eric
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Date: Tue Jun 13 06:53:30 MDT 2006
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To Bethann and to all who love and miss her so much, WE REMEMBER A LIFE TODAY, and all that made her who she was- all that delighted her, that made her laugh or moved her to tears, calling to mind her story, and the many lives she touched along the way. WE HONOR A LIFE TODAY, her outlook, her inner strength, and the things that she believed in recognizing her goodness, her uniqueness, her own special gifts shared generously with the rest of the world. WE CELEBRATE A LIFE TODAY and her connections with family and friends and all who loved her feeling enriched for having known her and so grateful for our time with her, for the way she affected us... inspired us... and affirmed for us that this is how a beautiful life should be lived. We see your smile,We hear your laugh, You are forever with us, Happy Birthday, Bethann We love you
Name: Johnna
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Date: Tue Jun 13 08:01:59 MDT 2006
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Autie Bethann, Today I wish you a Beautiful and Happy Birthday in Heaven. You are in my thoughts constantly. Your spirit will always live in our hearts and thoughts. Today I will celebrate the wonderful person you are. I will celebrate the awesome moments we had together. Jack knows your picture now. I will always let him know that he has a beautiful perfect Angel watching over him from Heaven. I love you Bethann. I miss you more than words can ever express. Love, Johnna
Name: Beth
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Date: Tue Jun 13 09:30:40 MDT 2006
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Happy 21st Birthday in Heaven Bethann! Im trying soo hard to not be sad today and to celebrate your life because I know thats what you would want and I know you will be having lots of fun up there today but it is so hard because it should not be like this! I love you Bethann and I miss you more than words can say. ~*YBFFAE*~ Beth
Name: Jason
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Date: Tue Jun 13 10:44:23 MDT 2006
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Happy Birthday honey. Just wanted to let you and the family know you were in our thoughts. I know you are doing well, in Heaven, keep your eyes on your family and keep them strong. I bet you're proud of John huh? He's still a knucklehead, but I think he's turned out alright. I am glad he and I are tight. We miss you and think of you often. Please watch over all of us,and if you could do me a favor and watch over Johnna and Jack when I'm not around I would appreciate it. If you can,tell my grandma and Chris I miss them more than they could imagine and I hope they are doing well. I gotta assume you can...... thanks for all the rainbows. Love, Cousin Jason
Name: Jawn
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Date: Tue Jun 13 11:05:26 MDT 2006
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Hey Bethann, this is a very sad day. i guess everyday is a sad day, but today stands out more for me since this is your 21st birthday. I always thought that I would be taking you out today to celebrate, never pictured I would be typing to you on here. I can only hope that you are happier up there then you would have been at any birthday party here. It still pains me to think of all the good times that we are missing out on, and all that we had planned. I guess things dont always go as planned though. I just want you to know that I love you very much and no matter where you are spending your birthday, you will be on my mind, and in my heart at all times. I love you sis. Love always your big bro and best friend forever- jawn
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Date: Tue Jun 13 13:09:53 MDT 2006
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Bethann, It brings tears to my eyes to even sit down and write this to you. I am finding it hard to smile on your birthday because my heart physically aches for you to be here. I know you are happy in heaven and celebrating your 21st, and that you really are with us wherever we go. I knew that the minute I got in my car today and the song "You are so beautiful to me" came on the radio. I know you are with your family and that everyone else is thinking about them today too. It's been way too long since we've seen you- your spirit and laughter are still so strong in my mind. I will forever miss you, Bethann. I love and miss you so much, Happy Birthday
Name: Jennifer
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Date: Tue Jun 13 14:00:16 MDT 2006
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Hey Bethann! Happy Birthday sweetie. I think of you often – your picture is up and I look at it everyday and show it to your newest cousin Michael. Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers every day. Love and miss you very much! Cousin Jennifer
Name: Alex
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Date: Tue Jun 13 15:25:00 MDT 2006
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Happy 21st Birthday Bethann! Youre always in my thoughts, prayers, and especially in my heart<3 Alex
Name: Allison
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Date: Tue Jun 13 17:09:42 MDT 2006
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Happy 21st Birthday Bethann! I think about you all of the time. Love and miss you always.
Name: Justin
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Date: Tue Jun 13 19:05:37 MDT 2006
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Bethann I can't believe its been this long since you have been gone. I love you and miss you more and more everyday and you are always on my mind. I know you are watching over us all. I love you so much Bethann and Happy Birthday.
Name: Jamie
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Date: Tue Jun 13 19:21:03 MDT 2006
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Happy Birthday Bethann, it still seems like you were just here yesterday. I never stop thinking about you and will always be greatful for the times we were able to laugh together. Keep watching over us and have a happy birthday, love jamie
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Date: Tue Jun 13 19:30:39 MDT 2006
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dear angel, hey its mom happy 21st birthday. i wish there was a phone in heaven so i could at least call you to see if you are okay and to hear your voice. i miss you so much i can barely stand it. it is not getting any easier for me it may actually be getting harder as i realize you are not coming home. today was a very hard day, beth spent the day with me. i remember all of your birthdays so clearly, especially your last surprise party. we really surprised you didnt we. i would give anything if you could just come home. i miss you and love you more than you will ever know. i hope you had a happy birthday in heaven. please alwAys remember how much i love you. love always and forever mom
Name: Matt Nelson
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Date: Tue Jun 13 23:13:50 MDT 2006
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Hey Bethann Happy 21st Birthday. Sorry it has been so long since I have written on here but I have still thought about you every day that has gone past. Our families had dinner tonight and it felt so weird for you not to be there. I couldn't stop thinking of all the memories we made growing up together at your house. I can think of something for every room and it puts a big smile on my face. It still seems like yesterday was the last time I saw you when I was coming home from golf and as I past your house you were gettin in the car. I turned around and then you gave me the biggest hug. I will never forget that day as long as I live, along with all the other memories we made. I love you and miss Bethann, Happy Birthday. You're forever in my heart.
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Date: Sat Jun 17 08:32:03 MDT 2006
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DONT FORGET TO REMEMBER ME
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Date: Fri Jun 30 21:36:28 MDT 2006
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Hey Bethann, just saying hi and that I miss you sooooooooo much! :( I love you, ~*YBFFAE*~ Beth
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Date: Mon Jul 31 21:28:32 MDT 2006
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Dear Bethann, Hi. I'm your dad's cousin, Debbie. I just had a long talk with your mom tonight and wanted to tell you how much she misses you and loves you. You have a very special, loving family that struggles without you, each and every day. I never had the plesure of getting to know you well but your mom has told me so much about how special you were. You have touched so many lives and are missed by so many people! You must be a special angel in heaven too.
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Date: Wed Aug 2 14:32:04 MDT 2006
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dear bethann, my angel, i miss you and love you so much i would give anything if you could come home. may your memory shine as bright as a star. i will always love you so much.
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Date: Sun Aug 13 19:15:04 MDT 2006
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i just wanted to let you know that i was thinking a whole lot about you all day today and recalling some amazing memories.. i miss you tons bethann, love you.
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Date: Sat Sep 9 01:04:11 MDT 2006
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Bethann...it really has been sooo long since everything has happened...it is really amazing to see the impact that you had on so many people...i'm talking Soooooo many people...you have never left my thoughts and prayers...I pray that you will come and visit me in my dreams one night soon...real soon girl!!! Keep your family and friends strong...Love you babygirl! until the day we meet again..whether it be in my dreams or later on in my lifetime...i miss you!!! please keep praying for all of us here on Earth.......LOVE YOU BETHANN!!
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Date: Thu Sep 21 05:09:42 MDT 2006
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Hey Baby, Its pretty early in the morning, I could'nt sleep much last night. We all miss you so much. I am sure that you know from Heaven the impact you have had on so many lives. It's funny but you really don't think much about stuff like that while you are on earth. Well, your experience has taught me to think and act as if tomorrow could be my last day here. I cannot say that I live to this 100%. It is a hard thing to do. But, I can say that if I was greeted with a 1/4 of what you received I could say that I did pretty well. As you know, Jack knows your picture and I tell him that he is a very special boy because he will always have a Beautiful Angel watching over him. On this day I will remember You! Not your exiting this world we live in. I will think about all of our awesome times together as a family and all of our special private moments we shared. My heart will always feel that something is missing. That something is my baby sister and Godchild. I am so glad that I have Auntie Barb. She will be my link to you until we meet again. We miss you more than words can convey. I love you!!! Love, Johnna Please keep sending us the beautiful signs. They reaffirm to us that you are doing wonderful.
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Date: Thu Sep 21 05:35:55 MDT 2006
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Dear Bethann, Where has all this time gone without you, your smiling face, your laugh, your beauty, your presence. Not a day goes by that I do not think of all the great memories. I have to tell myself that God had a bigger plan for you up there. I hope it's working. Please be there for all of us we need it. Take care sweetie, I Love You and miss you. Johnny, Barb and John, You are in my prayers and in my heart. It's not easy for me over here on the other side of the world. Barb, I am sorry we are not together today. I know the Mommy deer and Baby deer are there. Love to Bethann and all, Aunt Joyce
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Date: Thu Sep 21 07:21:50 MDT 2006
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dear angel, four years ago this morning we found out the devestating news of your passing. none of us will ever be the same. i know you are in heaven and that you are happy. i know that because you have sent me about a dozen signs in the last month.....they have all been amazing. especially when i was at the cemetary the other day. i know you are happy and i guess i am selfish because i want you here with me. i want our family back together, i want jawn to have his sister here with him, i want you to be with your friends. i know i cannot have that so i hold on tightly to all of the memories that we share. i have a million memories and i think of you every second of the day. i have been writing in journals ever since you soared to heaven i write to you every night and tell you all of my feelings. i know that you are listening. words cannot even describe how much i miss you so i am not going to even try. YOU KNOW. my heart is broken in a million pieces. life will never be the same without you it still feels so quiet without you here. i have hundreds of pictures of you all over the house. and your room will always stay exactly like you left it. i like to go in there and look at your things and lay on your bed and have quiet time to think about all of our memories and the love we share. i will miss you and love you until the day i die. this is so unfair parents are not supposed to bury there child. it is supposed to be the other way around. i want you to know how proud i am of you for all the things you have accomplished in your short lifetime. everyone who signed this guestbook in the past four years say what a nice, funny, kind, helpful, beautiful, energetic person you were. it makes me so happy to read all the entries that people have wrote over the years. you really have touched a lot of people. please continue to watch over us especially jawn he loves you and misses you so much your bond is unbelievable.dad tries to be strong for everyone so keep an extra eye on him too. i hope i am not asking to much of you, you must be a very busy angel. i also wanted to mention how many people have commented on your voice over the years we should have known then that there was something special about you. your voice is unforgettable!!!!!!i know you are a very special, beautiful and busy angel know. i will forever miss you but i am thankful for the 17 years that i had with you i just wish it could have been more.i will cherish every second that we had together and look forward to spending eternity with you and our family. may your memory be eternal and may it also shine like a star. I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH. I MISS YOUR SMILING FACE AND ALL THE FUN WE USED TO HAVE. i could go on forever but i will stop here just know we all think about you everyday and we all love you. love always mom/barb
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Date: Thu Sep 21 07:43:41 MDT 2006
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Hey Bethann, What a terrible day huh? I know that most peoples posts on here are high spirited, I can't seem to give myself the ability to accept what has happened, even after all these years. To this day I can not believe that you are gone, I dream about you at night sometimes, and wake up believing that you are still here. I dont know if I will ever be able to come to terms with everything that has happened to be honest. Everytime i think about things it appears as a false illusion or a bad nightmare. Sometimes i think about what you would be doing now, and all of the things that we would have done and would be doing together. How things could change so much so quickly. At one moment you have a perfect life and the future seems vivid and clear, and the next i find myself in a black abyss of uncertainty. I am not sure exactly how we have gotten this far with out you, but we all are trying. Some times are worse then others, but you are always on our minds. I guess none of us will ever know why you left, or what any of us did to deserve this, but i can not find the justification no matter how hard I try. Out of all of you, me and all the cousins, you were the most innocent, its just unbelievable. Well i hope that you are happy in heaven, which I am sure that you are. I guess that is the only thing that keeps me half sane is the hope that I will see you again one day. Still i cant hide the feelings of anger towards God when I look at all of our pictures. And when people say you will find out in time, I don't want to wait, I want to know the answers now, because all of this isn't right. I should not have to be sitting here posting on a message board to you, you should be sitting right here next to me. I love you and I want you to know that none of us will ever forget about you, you are with us always. Love always your big bro and best friend forever - jawn
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Date: Thu Sep 21 08:48:36 MDT 2006
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I just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you and your family. Although I wish things weren't the way they are, I cherish all the memories we have ever shared together. Please continue to watch over us all. Love, Kali
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Date: Thu Sep 21 13:37:44 MDT 2006
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I think of you every day so today isn't that much different than other days but it is. It brings back the memory of that day that I prefer not to remember. I know you're better off where you are but my selfishness makes me want you here - not there. I so wish that day had never happen. I love you.
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Date: Thu Sep 21 14:02:41 MDT 2006
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Bethann, I will always look back as September 21st being the worst day of my life. A few years later and you being gone does not seem close to real. I will never accept why this happened to you and us but at least the memory of the time we spent will always be fresh on my mind. I miss you more everyday and I know you are watching over us, jamie
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Date: Thu Sep 21 15:03:13 MDT 2006
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Bethann, I really can't believe that it has been 4 years since you left us. I miss you so much and I think about you all the time. I had a dream about you just a few days ago, one that I've had many times but slightly different each time. Basically, everytime I have that dream it starts with me and my friends hanging out somewhere normal. Then all of a sudden you pop out and tell me you have been hiding all this time. Then everyone laughs, sometimes I'm a little mad at you, but then you do something silly like you always used to and I can't ever stay mad at you for more than 30 seconds. I miss you like crazy Bethann and I can't wait to see you again sometime soon. Love, Brandon
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Date: Thu Sep 21 17:06:14 MDT 2006
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Bethann...our angel...It has been four years and it still seems like you were just here. I think of you everyday...whether it is a song on the radio, a butterfly flies around me, or something just happens and I know you were part of that. I spent some time with your mom and Jawn this summer in the pool, which brought back so many wonderful memories...but sad at the same time, because your beautiful smile and spark for life were missing...thank you for watching over us...and listening to my thoughts and prayers...we all miss and love you so much...you are a beautiful angel and I know you are with us always...Love, Christy LOU LOU
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Date: Thu Sep 21 17:21:02 MDT 2006
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Its been four years and its not getting easier. I miss you Bethann. I miss Candace. I miss Brian. This should never have happened to you. Im past that now. I realize it has and we cant change that. We can only celebrate who you were and know that you are happy in heave and maybe well see you again someday. This is what we have to hold to right now. It may not be enough but it has to be. I watch Beth struggle sometimes and it hurts my heart to know there is nothing I can do to help her. Loosing a best friend it unfixable. So please watch over her and Heather. They need you still. We all miss you Bethann and thats not going to go away we just need to find a way to get on without forgetting who you were. And I dont think that could ever happen. Miss and Love you Angel. Alex
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Date: Thu Sep 21 18:24:22 MDT 2006
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Bethann, I miss you so much and I think about you constantly. Your on my mind everyday, and I always recall the great memories we had together. I know you are looking over us all. I love you and cant wait to see you again. Love always and forever, Justin
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Date: Thu Sep 21 18:37:50 MDT 2006
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Bethann- I honestly cannot believe that it has been 4 years since everyone has seen you. Time goes so fast but at the same time it seems like its been forever since you were with everyone. I think about you all the time and think about what a happy and beautiful place you are in. I look at your picture every day and cannot believe that you are not here. Everytime I see your mom or dad or brother I think of you and all the wondeful memories I have of you. I know you are in a much better and beautiful place and I can't wait til the day I see you again. Miss you and love you always <3
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Date: Thu Sep 21 20:17:10 MDT 2006
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Hey guys. I was real busy earlier, but I finally got a chance to sit down and share some thoughts. I, too, will never forget that day. I remember exactly where I was and what I was doing. I'll never forget everything about that shitty morning. I have had 3 of those days in the last four years, so I look toward the future and tell myself it has to get better. I am blessed. We all are blessed, even though sometimes we feel cursed. I miss you Bethann. You know as sweet as my wife is and how wonderful she is, the day you passed, she changed. I know we all did, but i know my wife and there's a little sliver of her that went with you. i am so thankful for Jack. There is a lyric in a Jack Johnson song that goes something like "...new life makes losing life easier to understand..."(referring to babies). I guess fundamentally it sorta does, but it certainly doesn't help you to feel better. I know you are proud of him. I am proud of the mother your "sister" Johnna turned out to be. I knew long before we ever got pregnant she would be that type of Mom. I try my best to be that kind of Dad, too. just like Johnna said in her post, you gotta be on point today, 'cause you may not get a chance to do much else tomorrow. I think everyone is impressed with the bond Jack and Auntie Barb have. It's unmistakable. you may have somthing to do with it, who knows...I think God may have put him in your Mom's path to bring a couple of your smiles back around her way. he can do it like no other. i am doing well these days, other than being sick a lot recently, but even that has made me to try and live better. We have a lot to be thankful for, and I want my family to be happy and to be proud of me, so I try. I miss seeing Johnny. I have seen Jawn and your Mom since I've seen him. I hope he is ok. I don"t talk to him as much as I should. I don't talk to Jim Hovey as much as I should, but he's like my 2nd Dad. I don't talk to many people as much as I should. The stupid "work machine" occupies so much of my time I am somewhat selfish when I am not there. I hope/think people that don't necesarily see or talk to often like Johnny & Lil John understand my love for them is real based on the quality of the time when we do see each other. I think they do understand how important they are to me, because of how well we get along and how close we are when we do see each other, regardless of the gaps in time in between. Bethann, I pray you keep an eye as the Guardian Angel of this family, over the children and the parents, family and friends as we deserve no further tragedies in my opinion. i beg of you to keep us safe, pull what strings are necessary to bless us w/ peace and prosperity as we try to carry on and have happy lives. We miss you honey. Nothing is fair. Watch over Jack and Baby Michael and Aunt Joyce when she travels. Watch over us all when we are out in the world and we shall keep your memory close. We all love you. I still hear that voice of yours. Your voice and Johnna's laugh....no mistaking those. Touch those when they need it. your mom is doing good. I told her and I wanted to tell you, I was so proud of her on vacation this year. She did good. I missed Jawn. Hope he'll be there next year for sure. But your Mom is strong. She is excellent for Jack and vice versa. We're gonna keep on going w/ fond memories of you in our heart. Eternal. Say hello and give my Grandmother and Chris a hug and a kiss from me if you can. God Bless Honey. Til the next rainbow,I'll see you then. Jason
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Date: Fri Sep 22 00:09:05 MDT 2006
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Well Bethann, like everyone else says, I cannot believe its been 4 years today. It seems like just yesterday you were over my house getting ready or spending the nite but then at the same time i feel like i haven't seen you in forever. This has been a hard day for everyone but all i try to remember is that you are up there in Heaven having fun and you are always happy which is comforting. all i did all day was sit here with heather while we talked about all of our wonderful memories together. as much as it made us sad, we found ourselves laughing at all the crazy things we have done together which is what we know you would want us to do. and after 4 years it still doesnt seem real that all of this happened...ive come to the conclusion that it never will. I love you Bethann and you will ALWAYS and forever be my bestest friend in the world. Nothing or no one can change that. i miss you sooooo much and i cannot wait until i get to see you again. please continue to be with everyone and help them get through the hard times, especially your family and keep sending signs. I love you. ~*YBFFAE*~ Beth
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Date: Sat Sep 23 08:05:17 MDT 2006
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Hello Sweet Angel! Does it seem like four years have passed where you are? I ask that because I can still remember that Saturday morning like it happened yesterday...actually, four years ago today, this same Saturday, there was a dark cloud over all of us. Honest to God, that was the absolute worst day of my life and many others as well...So many times we sit and ponder about, "Well maybe I could have done this and maybe I could have said that...maybe things would not be the way that they are right now...maybe our loved ones would be here." The truth of the matter is that in some way, a way that we, as humans on God's green Earth cannot quite grasp ahold of, everything is supposed to happen as planned. the truth of the matter is that God had planned on this from the time he gave Bethann to her family...she was just too good to be true...you really were Sweetheart!! I remember Linds and I in Aerobics class with you...we would always tell you how gorgeous you were!! You were so incredibly beautiful, Bethann. You know what,too? Your personality was like no other person I have ever met. ALWAYS SO CHEERFUL!!!! That smile could make the Grinch happy!!!(HAHA) I'm serious girl!! You were such a special, important person to SOOOO many people...I miss you so much, Bethann, I really do. I know that you don't want us to be unhappy, but September 21st will always be a somber day for me...it's still so hard sometimes...like I always ask you, Please pray for us Bethann, please pray for our strength, patience, and ability to accept the things that we do not understand and cannot change. Please pray for your family and remind them that you will always be with them; everywhere, everyday, always. I love you, Sweetheart!! Thank you for your little reminders....maybe we'll see a rainbow today
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Date: Mon Sep 25 12:55:39 MDT 2006
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Bethann, it still seems unbelievable that 4 years has just flown by. Its so wierd to think about that day. I dont think I remember any day like I remember that day, even if it was something that happened in the last couple of months. That day was so tragic for our community, but lost in our selfish thoughts wanting you with us we didnt take time to realize u were the lucky one. God called you home that day. Of course everyone down here was heart broken but it keeps me going to stop and think and think about what is really going on with u RIGHT NOW. I know that you are happy, at peace, giggling, doing everything that you love, and I would imagine working a couple miracles down on earth for a few people that need it. Although it has been 4 years, and wow when I say that, 4 years that sounds so long... you have my word that those who knew you well, knew your personality and what kind of person you were, none of us will ever forget you. You personality was so strong and unforgettable. Personalities like those dont erase from the mind, or the heart. It would be impossible to forget a girl like you. I love you so much and I miss you.
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Date: Fri Sep 29 16:46:03 MDT 2006
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Hi Bethann. I've been thinking about you a lot today - still missing you very much. Keep watching over all of us and remember we are always thinking about you. Susie Q
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Date: Thu Oct 12 08:57:11 MDT 2006
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I was thinking about when I was little, and I would go over to Bethann's house. And We'd swim in the pool and she would play with my hair. I hope that she is looking down on us and is glad that we remember the good times. I know I am. Love Always
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Date: Tue Oct 17 18:34:01 MDT 2006
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hello. my name is beth ann and i am just spending my evening catching up on some emails and such when i came across bethann's website. i have spent the last hour or so looking at pictures and reading on her site. i am 20 years old and this should be wake up call to everyone, that you never know what can happen when you least expect it. we should all live our lives as if each day is our last. enjoy the time we have with our loved ones and friends and never let go of the ones we have lost. *to bethann: we have never met and just by coincidence, i came across your website and i wanted to reply. after reading all of the messages that have been submitted and seeing pictures of you and your family, i truly believe that you are a teffific person and i know that you are missed by many. this is just a message of hello and a wish that you are doing well. i'm sure you have made many new friends in heaven and that you are being the best angel that you can be, and that you are looking out for your family and friends, just remember to take care of yourself along the way. i want you to know that you have given me a new perspective on life and i thank you for that and i'm sure you have for many others as well. i wish you all the best! thinking of you, beth ann. *to bethann's family and friends: i am very sorry for your loss. i know it has been over 4 years since you have lost bethann and i'm sure it has not gotten any easier over the years. it has been many years since i suddenly lost my grandfather, whom i love dearly, and i still think of him often and wish that he were here. i'm sure you pray to bethann often as well as keeping journals or posting messages on this message board. she knows how much she is loved and that she is missed very much, you all have done so much to let her know that. john, your sister loves you just as much as you love her and she'll never forget you or any of the memories that the two of you share, just hang in there and know that you all have my support. i wish everyone the best. sincerely, beth ann
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Date: Tue Oct 31 17:38:08 MST 2006
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN BEAUTIFUL ANGEL. I KNOW YOUR WATCHING OVER US ALL. I LOVE YOU ANGEL.
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Date: Thu Nov 23 19:49:48 MST 2006
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dear bethann, happy thanksgiving in heaven. we all miss you so much but we are trying to get by. being with the family helps. remember how you and aunt joyce would always set the table and you would make namecards foe everyone. thanksgiving was always our big holiday at our house and it is just not the same without. i am sure everyone was thinking about you. i love you and miss you so much i wish you could come home and be with me. love always and forever mom
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Date: Fri Nov 24 01:22:52 MST 2006
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Happy Thanksgiving in Heaven Bethann. Everyone misses you sooo much down here. I think about you 24-7, that will never change. Please just continue to be with everyone, especially your family thru the holidays they need you so much. I love you Bethann and i cannot wait to see you again! ~*YBFFAE*~ Beth
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Date: Fri Nov 24 05:29:18 MST 2006
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Well Bethann another Holiday has come and gone. It is very hard on all of us to get through these days but I feel it is good that we are all made to come together and be with one another. You are so very missed. As your Mom said remember we would set the tatble and make the name cards every year. We always had the best of "Holidays". Hopefully these are your memories also, that is what it is all about "the good memories". We all remember you and will never forget you. I Love You, Aunt Joyce
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Date: Mon Dec 25 19:56:56 MST 2006
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Hey Bethann, another Christmas has just about passed. I thought about you a lot today. I always see these different types of beautiful angel decorations all over the place around this time of the year. I cant help but to think of you when I see them. I just wanted to tell you that you will live in my heart forever. I miss ya & I love you so much. Merry Christmas Angel.
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Date: Wed Dec 27 14:13:25 MST 2006
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dear angel, i dont know how we did it but we got through another xmas without you. it was very hard. we went to aunt joyces. i was glad john got to be with jamie and justin because he was always with you. i miss you so much bethann words cannot describe it. i was thinking about how when xmas came we would play xmas carols and dance. i remember me and you laying on the couch looking at the xmas tree. i miss so many things that we used to do. we have put a tree up in memory of you since you left us it has all angels and barbie dolls on it. aunt joyce still gets a barbie ornament every year to add to the tree. aunt joyce, uncle jim, aunt claire, grandma, johnna, everyone in the family misses you. i will always love you and miss you and wish that you could come home. love always mom.
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Date: Wed Dec 27 14:23:19 MST 2006
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dear angel, whether remembering the past or dreaming of the future, thinking of you always leads to a wonderful feeling of warmth, love, and pride. so many things are enjoyable simply because they are reminders of you...sometimes its just the change of seasons or a casual conversation that brings to mind thoughts os you and special moments we have shared. thinking of the good times we've had in the [ast can still spark a laugh or a smile, and it is wonderful to look forward to even more good times with you in heaven. the love we share will always keep us close...FOR NO MATTER WHERE A DAUGHTER IS SHE IS ALWYAYS AT HOME IN THE HEARTS OF THOSE WHO LOVE HER. loving you always mom
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Date: Wed Dec 27 14:35:00 MST 2006
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we did not need a special day to bring you to our minds. the days we do not think of you are very hard to find. each morning when we awake, we know that you are gone. and no one knows the heartache as we try to carry on. our hearts still ache with sadness and secret tears still flow. what is meant to lose you no one will ever know. our thoughts are always with you, your place no one can fill. in life we loved you dearly, in death we love you still. there will always be a heartache, and often a silent tear. but always a precious memory of the days uou were here. we hold you close within our hearts,and there you will remain, to walk with us through our lives until we meet again. our family chain is broken now, and nothing seems the same, but as God calls us one by one, the chain will link again. MERRY CHRISTMAS ANGEL, ALWAYS MISSED, ALWAYS LOVED, ALWAYS IN OUR HEARTS. LOVE CEIL
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Date: Wed Dec 27 17:24:11 MST 2006
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Date: Thu Dec 28 19:51:37 MST 2006
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Hey Bethann. I hope your Christmas was good in heaven. Im sure you had a good time and were looking down on all of us. It was nice to spend time with the family, although I am happy that it is over now. Mainly because I hate going through any holiday with out you being here with us. We made it through though. Please give us all guidance sis. I love you very much Bethann, and I still hate that I have to talk to the sky instead of talking to your face. I will see you again some day though..so save a seat for me. I love you, Love always your big bro and best friend forever... jawn..
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Date: Wed Jan 3 17:22:46 MST 2007
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i will dream without limits. i will hold close and tight, and never let you go. i will love fully and fiercely and forever. happy new year angel i love and miss you more and more everyday. i cant believe we are starting another year without you. we will never ever forget you. love always and forever mom
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Date: Tue Feb 13 06:52:06 MST 2007
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hey girl...its snowing!! miss you and love ya! keep praying for us bethann
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Date: Thu Feb 15 06:49:56 MST 2007
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dear angel, i hope you had a happy valentines day in heaven bethann. i think about you all the time nonstop. thank you for everything you have done for me lately. you know what i mean. i love you and miss you more and more everyday bethann. love always mom
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Date: Fri Feb 16 08:07:14 MST 2007
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Hi Bethann!! Hope you had a wonderful valentine's day in heaven, and christmas and new years as well...ive been very busy finishing up school so i can graduate in may, we are all coming up to another graduation that should be spent with you!! i would give anything to see who you would be today, but i already know that youd be a beautiful young woman ready to conquer the world!! but in our hearts bethann, you HAVE conquered the world meaning you touched so many lives in such a short time, not just anyone can do that! I MISS YOU VERY MUCH BETHANN AND THINK OF YOU EVERY DAY!! i love you.
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Date: Sun Mar 18 13:48:04 MDT 2007
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dear bethann my beautiful angel, i just wanted to tell you that i am missing you and loving you more than ever. love mom
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Date: Thu Mar 29 11:31:12 MDT 2007
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Dear Bethann, I'm thinking about you. I miss you so much and I love you!
Name: Eric and Jessica
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Date: Mon Apr 2 11:53:29 MDT 2007
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Bethann, We miss you and think about you every day. We will never forget you. Hope to see you again one day! Love Eric Migliori and Jessica Goettel
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Date: Tue Apr 3 00:59:51 MDT 2007
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days go bye.. but the memories and love for you never do.. miss u
Name: mom
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Date: Sun Apr 8 16:45:39 MDT 2007
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happy easter angel, i know you are having a great easter in heaven. every easter i think back to the time when you said you wanted an easter basket big enough to sit in. you were so silly and crazy. it brings a smile to my face but at the same time a pang of pain in my stomach. i miss you so much words cannot describe it. dad , john and i will never ever forget all of our memories with you they are all in our hearts. we love you more and more each day. i miss you so much bethann and i love you with all my heart and soul. mom
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Date: Tue Apr 10 13:31:09 MDT 2007
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I never knew Bethann, but i do know some things that her family loves her and misses her very much.
Name: Mitzi
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Date: Tue Apr 10 14:12:33 MDT 2007
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I didn't know Bethann,but I do Pray the family is getting through hard times with the help of our Holy Father. God Bless !
Name: Kali
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Date: Mon Apr 16 17:48:22 MDT 2007
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Just wanted to let you know that I have been thinking about you and your family. Please continue to watch over us all. Love, Kali
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Date: Fri May 18 15:43:32 MDT 2007
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dear angel, i just wanted to let you know how much i love you and miss you with all my heart and soul. loving you always mom
Name: Cori
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Date: Fri Jun 1 05:14:14 MDT 2007
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Your website for Bethann is beautiful. I don't know what happen to her but she was a beautiful young lady that was lost to soon. God Bless!
Name: Laura
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Date: Tue Jun 12 07:18:33 MDT 2007
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Happy Birthday Bethann!!! I hope you are having the best birthday ever up in heaven with all the other angels!!
Name: Krista
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Date: Wed Jun 13 00:02:42 MDT 2007
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hi angel, i just wanted to wish you a happy 22nd birthday--we are all ladies now, and you one too, you always have been! miss you still every day, love you bethann. Krista
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Date: Wed Jun 13 06:40:59 MDT 2007
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Morning, Birthday Girl! Happy Birthday!!!!!! I wish that you were here more than anything today...all of you. It's still hard, Bethann, even after almost five years of not hearing your voice and seeing your beautiful smiling face. I have learned, after almost five years of heartache, that I should be thankful that the Good Lord allowed you and I to be friends and share the wonderful times that we did. I am very thankful for that!! You have been on my mind constantly the pastcouple of weeks and I really still cannot believe that you are gone. Lindsey and I were at the pool yesterday and were talking about ya...were your ears ringing?! haha!! Ahhh, Bethann, what an impact you had on so many people!!! Sooo many people. Please keep praying for us, here on Earth, to accept the path that God has chosen for us. Please continue to pray for our strength and patience until the day that we all meet again. I love you, Sweetheart, and I pray that the Heavens are rejoicing their Angel Bethannn on your very special day!! Love you always and forever!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BETHANN!!!!
Name: Allison
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Date: Wed Jun 13 06:53:24 MDT 2007
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Happy 22nd Birthday Bethann! Love and miss you angel.
Name: Jawn
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Date: Wed Jun 13 09:11:50 MDT 2007
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Happy Birthday Sis! I know that I feel I continually say the same things but I hate that I have to sit here and type to you on your Birthday instead of spending it with you and having a great time. I feel like it was just yesterday that we were having a suprise birthday party for you in the basement. Sometimes I still find it hard to believe that I will never get to share another one of your Birthdays with you, let alone any other time at all. I know I am supposed to celebrate your life and understand you are in a better place, But I can not hide my feelings that we were cheated out of a special bond that not many siblings share. I know you are in a better place and I may be selfish but I really feel like I still need you here. Even after all this time the pain of not having you here has not subsided. I can still envision everything that we used to do together and I miss those days terribly. I would give anything to go back, even for just a day. And while I know you are having a wonderful Birthday in Heaven I am convinced it would be much better if you were here with your family and friends, where you are supposed to be. I love you Bethann and know you are on my mind always. Love always your big bro and best friend forever.. Jawn
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Date: Wed Jun 13 10:28:13 MDT 2007
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Happy Birthday Bethann!!! Love and miss you always. ~Kali
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Date: Wed Jun 13 10:51:47 MDT 2007
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Hey Bethann... I just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday. I have been thinking about you so much lately for some reason. You know my place to exercise in the summer when I am home is Monogahela so I do get the chance to talk with ya each day for a little.. Im sure thats what has me thinking about you so much lately. Me and Nik were swimming the other day, just talkin about you and how much we miss you. Almost 5 years just sounds insane to me. I cant get over it. I was looking at old pics of us the other day from aerobics and just regular days in school bein silly.. i miss you so much. I was so lucky to have your presence in my life for those years, you brought so many contagious smiles to peoples faces. Today is your special day.. I hope its wonderful for you. I love you and miss you more than anything words could describe. Happy Birthday!
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Date: Wed Jun 13 10:59:09 MDT 2007
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Happy Birthday Bethann!! I am so sorry I havent written in forever. I have such a hard time putting how I feel into words... I honestly dont even think I know how I feel to put it into words alot of the time but one thing I know is that I miss you more and more with each passing day. You were an angel here on earth and now an angel in heaven. Please continue to watch over everyone like I know you do everyday. I love you more than words can explain!
Name: Kristina Pryzbylski
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Date: Wed Jun 13 14:40:36 MDT 2007
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Happy birthday Bethann! I miss you so much. Not a day goes by when I don't think about you. I don't think it would ever be possible to forget you nor would I ever want to because you were a wonderful person to be around. I love you! Please watch over us! Love, Tine
Name: Jamie
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Date: Wed Jun 13 15:08:00 MDT 2007
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Bethann, Happy Birthday. I miss you more and more each day. I know you are watching over and helping us, Love always, Jamie
Name: Justin Hovey
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Date: Wed Jun 13 15:28:40 MDT 2007
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Happy Birthday Bethann! We all miss you terribly and I know you are watching over all of us. I love you and think about you everyday, especially during the summer because I know it was your favorite. Me and your brother were comparing tans the other day and I thought in back of my head if you were here you would be the darkest by far. I miss you Bethann and please keep looking over us angel <3
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Date: Wed Jun 13 20:10:59 MDT 2007
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Hey Bethann... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Even tho its almost 5 years later, I still can't believe that I have to wish you a happy birthday on here instead of us all celebrating and going to the wave pool or to sandcastle like we used to do. Summer is definitely the hardest time of the year to deal with you not being here because all I think about is how much time we used to spend together.. whether it was just laying in my pool or going out to dinner, movies, or our many vacations together. I miss you more and more each day and that will continue as long as I live. I love you Bethann with all of my heart and I am so thankful that I had, and still have you as my bestest friend forever. I cannot wait for the day that I get to see you again... until then just continue to watch over us all (especially Sir this weekend) like I know that you always do and please know that I am constantly thinking about you and that I cherish our times together and our millions of memories. ~*YBFFAE*~ Beth
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Date: Wed Jun 13 20:53:50 MDT 2007
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MY GIRL, Happy Birthday, angel. You were the last thought on my mind before I fell asleep last night and the first one when I woke up this morning. I kept picturing your smiling face in my mind today so I could remind myself that you're happy and surrounded by love. Nothing will ever make me stop missing you. Last night I found myself talking about you to a friend, and before I knew it I was smiling, thinking of our memories..but then I still get that deep, painful feeling in my heart that reminds me how much I miss having you in my life. When anything funny happens to me I think, 'Bethann would laugh so hard at this (or me) right now'..and knowing that you're with me might be the only thing that keeps me strong at times. Of course, when I'm sad I feel the void of your compassion and your hugs. You were so good to everyone around you and had one of the most upplifting personalities I've ever known. I hope you know how many people are thinking of you with love today and always. Your presence is always felt here and that will never fade in the hearts of those that love you. I love you always, JACQ
Name: A1C Zachary Wojcik
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Date: Wed Jun 13 22:49:43 MDT 2007
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Happy Birthday Beth Ann, I didnt know you much, except maybe some games that you might have been on the sidelines when me and my brother were ball boys/ water boys for EFHS. I was there the day when EF was silent, and woken by a horrible trajedy. I felt hopeless because there was nothing I could do except watch. I was too young, and unexpericenced. I gave whatever help I could in the rescue mission. I feel as though we failed. Ever since that day I have gone on to get medical training and learn more about firefighting and rescue techiques. I also joined the U.S. Air Force to get the best training I possibly could. I am ready now to help those in need of assistance. I credit those whose lives were lost for my success. If not for that day of shame and weakness that I felt that strived to push me. I would not be where I am today. God Bless you Beth Ann EFs Angel. Watch over all of us. Signed, United States Air Force Airman First Class, Zachary A Wojcik 43d Civil Engineering Squadron/ CEF Firefighter Pope AFB, NC & Greenock VFC, Greenock PA. Firefighter/EMT
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Date: Mon Jun 18 12:44:48 MDT 2007
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dear angel, i hope you had a happy birthday. sorry i didnt sign but i was at the beach and didnt have access to a computer. we put flowers in the sound for you and waited for them to go into the ocean. it was a very sad day for me. i swear bethann somedays i think i will go insane, it has been almost 5 years and i still cannot believe this has happened and that you are gone. i guess i will never accept this how can i you are my daughter it wasnt supposed to be this way. like jawn i dont mean to sound so negative but it is just so hard everyday it doesnt get any easier. i think about you 24/7 i always will. dad misses you and loves you very much too. if we could have you back things would be perfect, like you are. i love you and miss you more and more everyday that passes. always remember our song. we will be together again one day all of us. i love you so much mom.
Name: Cheryl Lassiter
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Date: Tue Jul 10 02:48:53 MDT 2007
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Dear family of Beth Ann, I am a mother,paramedic and firefighter here in Austin Texas. I was reading your beautiful tributes tonight thinking of my child Katie whom I miss dearly. I want you to know that I too feel your pain.Loosing a child is the most personal tragedy that any one could ever feel. Your Beth Ann was beautiful and full of life and I can see how much she was loved by each of you!I have an older daughter named Heather who just turned 20 on June 30th 2007 and I am so afraid to loose her at times I find my self being selfish.She is all I have left of a family I wanted so much to have...For me those days are gone but the memory of my children are forever alive....God bless you and may your memories keep Beth Ann very much alive! Cheryl
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Date: Tue Jul 10 15:31:40 MDT 2007
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sorry what happend too her she in a better place.
Name: Eric Migliori Jess Goettel
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Date: Tue Jul 10 17:25:26 MDT 2007
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Hey Bethann, Jess and I miss you greatly. We will never forget you. We think about you everyday. We Love You! Hope to see you again one day. Love Eric and Jess
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Date: Sun Aug 5 09:34:14 MDT 2007
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dear angel, i just wanted to write a note and tell you how much i miss you and love you. i know ruby is with you thanks for the sign. keep sending them they make me feel better knowing that you are always with us. we all miss you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!love always and forever MOM
Name: Malena Mazurek
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Date: Fri Aug 17 10:36:17 MDT 2007
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Hi Bethann: It's Miss Maz again. Have you taken over heaven yet? I'm very sure that you are "runnin things". I just wanted to tell you that I do and always will think of you everyday and I miss that smile and laugh. I have a new nephew named Ethan who has started to stare at the ceiling and smile alot just like his brother did and i know that it is you and my grandma Annie maing him laugh. Please look out for him Bethann because he has Down's Syndrome and I want you to be his Guardian Angel for me. I love you.
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Date: Tue Aug 21 15:53:24 MDT 2007
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hey bethann.. just stoppin by to say i love u and miss u... we think about u ALL the time
Name: Shelley
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Date: Wed Sep 12 07:16:42 MDT 2007
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I can't believe it has almost been 5 years. How the time has gone by, and I know that it hasn't been any easier for your family. I was looking through old journals and letters the other day, and found some letters from you. It is funny how trivial the things that we wrote to each other were, how we hadn't a care in the world. It is just a shame to have lost a friend like you so earlier on. I would have liked to have been able to spend more time with you! I am getting married in 10 days and I would have loved for you to be there, however, I know you will be there, along with everyone else close to my heart in heaven will be. Miss you and love you Bethann!
Name: Kali
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Date: Thu Sep 20 22:32:38 MDT 2007
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Hello Bethann! Not a day goes by that I do not think of you. I cherish each and every memory that the two of us have. You and your family are always in my prayers. Please give your family and friends the strength to get through today. I am not even going to ask for you to continue to watch over us, I always know you are there...so thank you. Love, Kali
Name: Cara
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Date: Fri Sep 21 05:16:47 MDT 2007
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Bethann~ I can't believe that it has been five years. I think about you and pray for you all the time. I have so many wonderful memories and take comfort in knowing you are in a so much better place. Everytime I think of you I can't help but smile. I feel blessed to have had you in my life and family for as long as I did. You made me laugh everytime I saw you and just had a way of putting people in a better mood! I know you are looking down on everyone now and know that I will see you again one day. Until then, I will always keep you in my thoughts and prayers and think of all the great memories I have of such a wonderful person. Miss you always <3
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Date: Fri Sep 21 10:36:46 MDT 2007
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Bethann, I was thinking about you today and can't believe you've been gone for 5 years. It seems like we all were at the beach together the other day. Everyone misses you so much. I hope you are at peace and continue looking in on your family everyday.
Name: Justin
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Date: Fri Sep 21 13:01:14 MDT 2007
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Every year this day passes it seems like it just happened. I still cherish the memories we shared together. You seriously had the best sense of humor of anyone I have ever met and I laugh all the time at the good/crazy times we had together. I know you are looking down on us all and giving your family strength. I miss you and love you!!
Name: Aunt Joyce
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Date: Fri Sep 21 14:11:39 MDT 2007
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Hi Bethann, Well here we are and it is five years. Sometimes it seems like yesterday and sometimes it seems like forever. I know you are OK but I have to wonder about the rest of us. We miss you and your smile. I think of you everyday and pray to you every night. Help try to keep us strong. Your memory is forever with me. I Love You, Aunt Joyce
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Date: Fri Sep 21 15:13:34 MDT 2007
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deaar angel,the things you wish a daughter never change that much at all. you wish for her the same sweet things you did when she was small. the simple joy of dreaming underneath a deep blue sky, the wonder of the tiny stars that dance and multiply. and while those same stars twinkle in the heavens high above. you single biggest wish is that she'd know how much she's loved. dear angel, i am missing you and loving you so much. like aunt joyce said in some ways it seems so long and in other ways it seems like it was yesterday that i saw your smiling face. i can't believe 5 years have gone by without you. you are in my mind every second of the day. but i know it is 5 years but whether it 5 years or 5 seconds you are still not here. i wish so desperately that you could come home to us. i will hold on to our memories forever, they are what keeps me going. i will love you and miss you forever and ever. love mom
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Date: Fri Sep 21 15:13:35 MDT 2007
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deaar angel,the things you wish a daughter never change that much at all. you wish for her the same sweet things you did when she was small. the simple joy of dreaming underneath a deep blue sky, the wonder of the tiny stars that dance and multiply. and while those same stars twinkle in the heavens high above. you single biggest wish is that she'd know how much she's loved. dear angel, i am missing you and loving you so much. like aunt joyce said in some ways it seems so long and in other ways it seems like it was yesterday that i saw your smiling face. i can't believe 5 years have gone by without you. you are in my mind every second of the day. but i know it is 5 years but whether it 5 years or 5 seconds you are still not here. i wish so desperately that you could come home to us. i will hold on to our memories forever, they are what keeps me going. i will love you and miss you forever and ever. love mom
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Date: Fri Sep 21 15:38:20 MDT 2007
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well bethann its been five years and i miss you so much more than ever. everyday when i walk into school i just think to myself i remember when bethann was a junior, and i remember how much i looked up to her, and now i see what its like to be in those kind of shoes, helping underclassmen or just simply making someone smile, and because of that, it makes me feel like that piece of you is with me all the time. ive felt, in so many ways, over the past year that youve been here with me in one way or another, and i know that youre my guardian angel. its all the little things that happen to me now that make me realize that youre here with me. and, after five years, its finally been hitting me what happened, and i never know when ill catch myself crying. bethann, i miss you so much, and i knooow that you know can see it. i love you and please continue to watch over me. youve been the biggest influence in my life, and i think im the luckiest person alive to have known you. love you always <3
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Date: Fri Sep 21 16:03:36 MDT 2007
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Oh Bethann I cant believe its been 5 years since I hear that laugh of yours...God do I miss that laugh. I miss you angel everyday, we all do. Watch over everyone especially youre family and Beth. You will always be in my heart.
Name: Jacki
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Date: Fri Sep 21 18:16:15 MDT 2007
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My Girl, If someone had told me five years ago what life would be like today, my heart and mind would not have been able to comprehend. Somehow, everyone that loves you has continued on in their lives, but that's not to say that we've moved on from you in our hearts. Not a day has passed where I don't think of you. You were my little sister and that one person I could never imagine losing- you had that glow and passion for life, and it was truly a joy to be around you. Just the other day I was thinking about how you always let someone know if you loved them. You had the most open, genuine heart and could never hide or deny your love for someone even if you wanted to. At the end of the day, your family and friends and anyone you cared about knew you loved them- you made sure of it. There aren't many people who can say they go through life like that, but I felt like you were always content on the inside. You were beautiful inside and out, but it was almost as if you weren't fully aware of the effect you had on others- the fact that you would go out of your way to make the new girl feel comfortable just because you didn't want to see anyone left out- for you, it was not because you expected something in return- it was because you just wanted everyone to be happy. I remember so clearly the memories of that last summer, and I realized how much you had matured and grown, but you also held your childhood close to your heart..you could find the funny side of a down situation or make the biggest deal out of someone's birthday so they felt special. There are so many things about you that aren't easily found in a friend, and this has left a void in my heart that has changed me as a person forever. I'm so grateful to have had you in my life Bethann. For the memories we shared, your laughter that I can still hear, and for letting me know that even though losing you broke my heart, having you as my friend and angel is something that can never be taken away. I hope you see and feel how much you are loved every day...I love you, Jacki
Name: Jamie
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Date: Fri Sep 21 18:37:55 MDT 2007
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Bethann, Even though you have been gone five years it still feels like we were together yesterday. I never stop thinking about you or the time we shared. I know that you are watching over and that you know how much I miss you. I love you and miss you more and more each day Love, Jamie
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Date: Fri Sep 21 18:50:15 MDT 2007
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hey angel.. i honestly dont even know what say today. im sitting here thinkin.. and all i can really think about is that i just cant believe its been 5 years. it feels like so long since ive seen you, yet every moment of that tough time period sticks on my mind like it was yesturday. i miss you so much. there isnt anything in this world that i wouldnt do to have 3 minutes with u, to sit down and just talk, touch, make eye contact for a sec & and hear a giggle or two. u reserved a special place in my heart that will never be replaced. i love u.
Name: Johnna
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Date: Fri Sep 21 21:50:26 MDT 2007
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Hey Bethanny, I am sittng here and can't think of what to write. My heart is aching and my chest is tight. Where does the time go? I don't know. Sometimes really fast, sometimes slow. I know that we miss you so much. Whatever time we had with you was not enough. Thank you for watching over us Angel. I love you. Love, Your Godmother
Name: Beth
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Date: Sat Sep 22 00:44:23 MDT 2007
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Bethann, I really don't even know what to say right now. The face that it's been 5 years since ive seen you drives me crazy. and it has not gotten any easier. just like everyone else says n ive said before, it feels like its been forever since ive seen you but at the same time it seems like we were just at that football game last nite. i guess its because i think about all of our memories together 24 7 so they will always stay fresh in my mind. all i can ask is that you continue to watch over your family friends like you always do, because we all need you to so much. i love you Bethann and I can't wait for the day that i get to be with you again and we can go back to doing all the things that we used to like sleepovers and going out with all our friends or just doing nothing but talking for hours and hours and never running out of anything to talk about... but most of all just having so much fun no matter what we would do. i miss you more and more each day and you will always be my bestest friend forever. ~*YBFFAE*~ Beth
Name: aunt claire
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Date: Sat Sep 22 20:31:57 MDT 2007
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frank, ican just remember the first time i called you that and you thought that was so funny. it's been 5 years and i can still feel you sitting on my lap and trying to talk me into doing something that we thought would be ok, but your mom wouldn't think so...you are with me always, and its just so hard to understand why this had to happen to you. you are always on everybodies minds and in there prayers. i find myself always looking for a sign that you here and the strangest one happened today when i went to the cemetary, the song unforgettable came on and it just seemed such a perfect song and time. i miss you so much and love you so much. please, just be at peace your in my thoughts always, love and so many kisses, "ceil"
Name: Nikki
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Date: Sat Oct 6 01:36:09 MDT 2007
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Hey Girl! Sorry I did not not get a chance to write you on the 21st, but you know we talked....I miss you, everyone misses you and forever will. Just still really cant believe it's true/real. I love ya buddy and you will never, ever, in a million years ever leave my thoughts, prayers, and heart. Please keep praying for us here on Earth, help us to deal with times that tears just cannot be kept back. Ahhh, BZiggity, just cant believe it, still to this day, just cant....I love ya Buddy and please keep watching over all of us...LOVE U AND MISS U!
Name: Nikki
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Date: Mon Oct 8 07:28:42 MDT 2007
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Bethann; Thank you for visiting me in my dreams last night. You looked absolutely beautiful...just like always!! You had a white shirt on again and I was doing homework and you came to say hello. I was so shocked to see you and I asked you what you were doing here, but you didnt answer. Your dark hair was so long and beutiful and you almost glowed. All you did was smile and I sit here and cry because I cant believe that you are gone. It really hit me again. I sit here and imagine what you would be doing and how you would look and it hurts so bad. Thank you for visiting me and I ask again; please keep praying for me, for all of us here. It just goes to show that the Good Lord only take the best, the nicest and the biggest at heart...and I still and never will know why. Love you girl!! Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Name: Rick
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Date: Tue Oct 30 10:45:06 MDT 2007
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I never met you.....I found you while researching memorial pages. You were a beautiful girl.....I do not know what happened......I hope you are at peace. I am overwhelmed by grief for a person I never knew. God's continued Blessings upon you and your family.
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Date: Wed Oct 31 23:44:44 MDT 2007
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Happy Halloween angel. I can only imagine what you dressed up as in heaven with the other angels. I know you are happy. Love you always and forever...
Name: Dana Ferencz
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Date: Tue Nov 6 17:38:47 MST 2007
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....just thinking about that beautiful smile... missyou.
Name: mom
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Date: Fri Nov 23 09:08:15 MST 2007
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dear angel, happy thanksgiving in heaven. we all miss you and love you so much. it is just not the same without you. the family is in, aunt joyce has been here for a week we have had a nice time. we are going to put your angel tree up today for christmas. it is beautiful. i love you so much bethann but i know you know that so that gives me some peace. you are always in my heart and i think of you all the time. ;ove mom
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Date: Fri Nov 30 22:37:37 MST 2007
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My girl, I thought of you a lot today. And I still miss you like it was the day you left. I just want you to know- I love you so very much. The impact you've had on my life- and so many lives will never fade. When I was home for Thanksgiving, my parents and I talked about you- how long it has been, how many people miss you so much, how beautiful you are, how happy you always were. I know you are up in heaven smiling, laughing like you always were. I just wish I could have my friend back here. I know you're a busy angel and will continue to watch over everyone, especially your family during the holidays. I love you with all my heart angel, Jacq
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Name: Roger
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Date: Wed Dec 12 14:00:36 MST 2007
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I stumbled on this site quite some time ago, was sincerely touched (I have 3 Daughters from 12 to 25), and have returned often to see the updates. This Holiday Season, I wish God's continued hand of healing and comfort on all of the families and friends involved. May He always extend to each of you a spirit of peace until you are all together again.

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Date: Thu Dec 27 08:22:51 MST 2007
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dear angel, well anoher christmas is over. this is our sixth one without you. it will never be the same but we are trying. i try to think of the good times and your laugh that could bring a smile to anyones face. i love you and miss you so much i don't know what to do sometimes. i just keep trying that is all i can do. we all miss you bethann i hope you had a merry xmas. love always and forever mom
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Date: Thu Dec 27 14:19:43 MST 2007
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Miss you Angel...Merry Christmas :)
Name: John
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Date: Sun Dec 30 13:44:05 MST 2007
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Bethann, We missed you this Christmas like always. It never gets any easier. I know everybody was thinking about you the entire time. I put up a tree for the first time since you left us. I wish that you could have been able to see it. I came across some of your ornaments and it reminded me of all the Christmas's that we shared together. We always had a lot of fun and it was a very special time of the year. Its hard for me to reflect about Christmas because i get too sad. It was nice to see the family, but it never gets better not having you there. Hopefully you had a nice Christmas in Heaven and I look forward to the day that we can spend Christmas together again, just like old times. I love you sis. Love your big bro and best friend forever, Jawn
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Date: Mon Dec 31 00:00:40 MST 2007
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Bethann, Christmas will never be the same. There is a huge void without you here and its very tough. I miss you so much and always think about how you should be here with us. I know you are watching over us. Please know that I will never stop thinking about you and the times that we shared, Love, Jamie
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Date: Mon Dec 31 16:10:22 MST 2007
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Bethann, the holidays are here now and we miss you so much. You always brought so much joy to our family and we miss it. I know you are looking over us all and we love you dearly Bethann.
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Date: Sun Jan 6 14:51:29 MST 2008
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I came across this website a few months ago but never wrote anything. Bethann was very beautiful, and she seemed like she was extremely full of life. I know she is in a better place now. Hopefully her family was comforted during the holiday season knowing she is in Heaven. God Bless, Tim
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Date: Mon Jan 14 21:56:18 MST 2008
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Bethann, I feel like it's hitting me all over again these days. I tried telling myself that time would heal this pain, but I think about you all the time- I look at this website at work every day- right now I'm looking at your pictures and other posts from the years past, and I just feel like I can't breathe. I just miss everything about you- I still can't believe this can be happening..that you are not here as the days go by. My whole heart and soul ache for you and I know it will always be like that. The only thing that brings me comfort is knowing you are at peace- maybe you're at the beach..out in the sun..because I'm sure you can do whatever makes you happy in heaven. Please give us all signs to let us know that you are okay and know we are thinking of you. I love you angel.
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Date: Tue Feb 5 13:56:08 MST 2008
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Date: Tue Feb 5 14:04:27 MST 2008
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dear angel, i am missing you and loving you so much. every night when i go to bed i look down the hall to your room and you are not there the pain is unbearable. i miss you so much after all of these years i still ask myself every day WHY? i will never understand. Please keep an eye on all of those who love you so dearly, especially jawn. we will always miss you and love you so much. i wish you could come home. loving you always mom.
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Date: Thu Feb 14 19:56:57 MST 2008
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dear angel, happy valentines day in heaven. i miss you more than you will ever know. how can this be true. i love you with all my heart and soul always and forever. love mom
Name: Jawn
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Date: Mon Feb 18 13:53:19 MST 2008
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Happy belated Valentines day sis! I love you so much. I know that you are the most beautiful angel in Heaven. I miss you terribly. Love always your big bro and best friend forever, jawn
Name: Gina
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Date: Mon Feb 18 20:15:09 MST 2008
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well heyy my angel! ..ive been thinkin about you so much lately and been prayin to you a lot. right now i think you know i really need you with me and i know youre watchin out for me. these last few weeks when im gettin down, it seems like theres always somethin little that reminds me of you to pick me back up. usually it makes me cry but then i think of you and keep my head up. please keep watchin out for me especially through the next couple days ..i love and miss you so much!! gina
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Date: Mon Feb 25 20:09:16 MST 2008
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my beautiful angel, ive been thinking about you alot lately. i pray to you every night. i still after all these years can remember our memories spent together and still its unbearable to think about. i can only hope your doing everything in heaven to make you smile and laugh. two of your most beautiful trademarks no one will ever forget. your friends and family are always in my thoughts and prayers, watch over them, i know you do. Its been a while i just wanted to say hi and i love you angel.
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Date: Tue Feb 26 22:28:44 MST 2008
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I just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you. You and your family are forever in my prayers. Thank you so much for watching over us all. Love, Kali
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Date: Fri Mar 14 06:16:41 MDT 2008
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Hello BethAnn: How are you doing? For the last two days, you have been on my mind quite a bit. I think it's the warmer weather. I always remember you coming into my room saying that your dad told your mom to take you back to the mall and return the short skirts....haha. That always made me laugh. Thanks for doing such a great job as my little nephew Ethan's guardian angel. He's doing very well and he continues to look up at the ceiling and laugh so I know you are there. Continue to look out for your family and friends. I miss you. Miss Maz
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Date: Sat Mar 29 09:15:06 MDT 2008
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dear angel, i miss you and love you more than ever. please continue to watch over us. we all love you so much. love always and forever mom
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Date: Sun Mar 30 18:38:47 MDT 2008
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Thinking of you!!! It's unreal how time flies every day.
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Date: Fri Apr 11 18:13:31 MDT 2008
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hey angel ..i been thinkin about you a lot, and i miss you so much ..ive been prayin to you a lot, and i know youre not letting me down. it seems like youre always around no matter what. i just wanted to stop by and say hi and that i love ya!! xoxo ginaName: Bill Selevan
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Date: Wed May 21 05:22:14 MDT 2008
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Date: Fri Jun 13 05:20:04 MDT 2008
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Dear Bethann, You are forever in the hearts of those you have touched, Nothing loved is ever lost....and you are loved so much. Happy Birthday, I Love You, Aunt Joyce
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Date: Fri Jun 13 08:04:51 MDT 2008
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Happy Birthday Bethann! I just wanted to send you a quick note to wish you a happy birthday, and to thank you for watching over all of us every day. I think about you just about every day, and every time I think of you, I smile. Love you angel. Zagurasky family- you are in my prayers always!!
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Date: Fri Jun 13 11:14:51 MDT 2008
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My Girl, I hope you're having a happy birthday today. Summer's finally here and it always reminds me of you and your love for the beach. You always got so tan. I still think about you every single day. I love and miss you so much, JACQ
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Date: Fri Jun 13 11:23:34 MDT 2008
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Happy Birthday Bethann! I just want to let you know that you are still missed and thought about every single day. Sorry I do not sign the guest book as often, but I never stop thinking about you and the impact that you had on my life, and so many others. Happy Birthday Angel!
Name: Jamie
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Date: Fri Jun 13 13:54:01 MDT 2008
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Bethann, Happy Birthday. I never stop thinking about you and wish more then anything that you were still here. Please continue to watch over us, Jamie
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Date: Fri Jun 13 14:38:46 MDT 2008
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I just wanted to drop a note and say Happy Birthday Bethann. I think about you all the time and you are always in my prayers. Miss you always <3 Cara
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Date: Fri Jun 13 15:35:34 MDT 2008
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Happy 23rd Birthday Bethann! I miss you and please continue looking over our families. I know your spirit is always following us and guiding us in the right direction. We love you and you will always be remembered.
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Date: Fri Jun 13 16:03:57 MDT 2008
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dear angel happy 23rd birthday. i hope you are having a fun day. i sit here and and think about all of your past birthdays or should i say birthday weeks. we always gave you presents everyday went out to dinner, had your party, cake and ice cream. it was your special time of the year. your special day. i love you and miss you more than ever. i wish so much that you were here with us. i hope you are having a big party today. i will always love you and miss you so much bethann. love always and forever mom
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Date: Fri Jun 13 16:19:45 MDT 2008
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happy birthday angel!! i know youre havin a big party in heaven right now, just like we used to have when you were here with us. i had a dream about you last night, and i know youre going to keep watchin over me. i keep prayin for you and, ill talk to you soon. i love you baby have a great day!!
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Date: Fri Jun 13 20:46:24 MDT 2008
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Happy 23rd Birthday Bethann!!! for the past few days i have been reminiscing about all of your birthdays that i have spent with you and how much fun we always had. (your mom is right...it was always a birthday week haha but thats ok you deserve it!) i can't wait until we can celebrate together again just like that but until then i will continue to think about you and talk to you every single day. words cannot express how much i miss you and love you...can't wait to see you again bethann!!! i hope you have a great birthday in heaven...i know you will! just please continue to watch over everyone like you always do! ~*YBFFAE*~ Beth
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Date: Fri Jun 13 21:34:37 MDT 2008
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Hey Bethanny, Happy Birthday! I love you so much. Love, Johnna P.s. Jack is a Gemini just like you. He starts laughing,(cracking out), and cannot stop. I remember you doing that to the point you would drive me crazy! Miss you so much.
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Name: Jason
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Date: Fri Jun 13 21:57:20 MDT 2008
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Dear Bethann, Happy birthday hun. We all miss you so very much. It's all of our favorite time of year. Some call it summer, our family thinks of it more as beach time, you know that. I remember the years we would all get together and make memories. I so wish you were here, so you could meet the angel Johnna gave me. We call him Jack. Jackie Boy even... I know you guys would have been tight because people love him the way the love you. He's special, in the way you are. I know you watch over him, and us, and it is my prayer regardless of what ever happens to me, you keep him tucked under your wings. He is God's gift to me, to us, and I pray you keep him safe always. Johnna and I miss you very much. I miss your voice, your smile, your laugh, and the way you kept Jawn in check. Somebody has to ya know....haha. I love you hun, and I will never forget you. Please keep our family safe, and we will see you again one day, God willing. Til then, love love......Cousin Jason
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Date: Sat Jun 14 10:04:47 MDT 2008
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Bethann, I hope that you had a happy birthday in Heaven. You are missed dearly. -Tim
Name: Jawn
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Date: Sat Jun 14 10:13:52 MDT 2008
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I hope your Birthday was great in Heaven Sis. I am sure that it was. I still can not help but wish that you were here, celebrating with us. Times like this are especially depressing to me as I reflect back on all of the great birthdays that we shared together. I will never be able to cope with the fact that I no longer have those times to look forward too. I know that my posts are not always as upbeat as everybody elses, but everyday I feel that we where cheated out of a wonderful life together. We had so much to look forward to, and a bond that most brothers and sisters could never imagine. I miss you, and I can only hope that one day we will be celebrating our birthdays together again in a better place. I love you lil sis. Love always and forever, your big bro and best friend - jawn.
Name: Kali
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Date: Tue Jun 17 12:37:51 MDT 2008
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Hi Bethann! I wanted to wish you a belated birthday! I would have posted sooner but I did not have access to a computer until today. I know you got my birthday wishes on Friday, though. You and your family are forever in my prayers. Please continue to watch over us all. Love, Kali
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Date: Tue Jul 1 22:26:53 MDT 2008
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Hi Bethann, I'm laying here still awake and thinking of you and your smile. That big, gorgeous smile of yours that matched your bubbly laugh. Oh, how i miss you.. this void in my heart will never be replaced. I know you still hear me every night when i look out my window at the stars and talk to you. I also know you are with your family and that's where you will always be- right by their side. I love you and miss you so very much...I know I will be able to laugh with you, hug you, see your face again one day.
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Date: Wed Jul 2 16:53:12 MDT 2008
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my daughter, my angel, an angel sent from heaven above, you have filled my life, with joy and love. i have learned from you, and you from me. that is the way we will forever be. through all of the smiles, and through the tears, through all of the days and the passing years. i gave you life and you have given me love, you truly are an angel from above. I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU MOM
Name: Malena Mazurek
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Date: Tue Jul 29 14:05:04 MDT 2008
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Hello Bethann: Just thinking about you. I really miss you. My nephew Ethan still looks up at the ceiling alot and he smiles and laughs so loud. I know he is seeing you. Thanks for visiting him and looking out for him. I can't believe that it was your 23rd birthday. I am getting old!! Take care sweetheart!! Miss Maz
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Date: Tue Jul 29 18:07:05 MDT 2008
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I still pray that I can have a little girl one day. And I want her middle name to be Bethann. If she can touch and inspire half the lives that you have; I can be a proud mother.
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Date: Thu Aug 14 07:06:19 MDT 2008
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Bethann I really need you to guide me right now. I don't know what I'm doing and I'm scared. Please help. Everytime I see rays of sun bursting through the clouds I say hello to you. Thanks
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Date: Tue Sep 2 07:36:15 MDT 2008
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Hi Bethann, It feels like just yesterday and forever ago that we all said goodbye to you. I hope you know somewhere that I think about you and pray for you all the time, even though I've never shared those thoughts and prayers with everybody here. Yesterday I lost someone that was loved by everyone very deeply - as much as everyone loved you. She was only two years older than you were when you arrived in heaven, so I was hoping you could do me a favor and give her the guided tour. It was my job to look after her in life - I like to think somebody I trust can still look after her for me. We all miss you so much. I can't wait to see both of you up there someday.
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Name: Aunt Joyce
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Date: Sun Sep 21 10:44:35 MDT 2008
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Let us remember the smiling, the laughing, the talking, the sharing; and the loving. Let us remember the good times.... always. To remember all this is to remember you, Bethann. Love you, Aunt Joyce
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Date: Sun Sep 21 11:35:52 MDT 2008
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Bethann, Bethann, Bethann. What can I say? It's been 6 years and it hasn't gotten any easier for us still here. We miss you so much. It still hurts just as much as the day we found out you were taken from us. I know we'll see you again and I think that's what keeps us all going. So for now we'll cherish the memories, look back at the fun times and keep your memory close to our hearts. Keep your family and friends in your grace. It keeps us going. See you again. I promise. Love always, Alex
Name: Kali
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Date: Sun Sep 21 13:20:12 MDT 2008
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Bethann- I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you and all the great times we had. Both you and your family are in my prayers. Please continue to watch over us all. Love, Kali
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Date: Sun Sep 21 13:33:38 MDT 2008
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Bethann... I can't believe its been 6 years. Please continue to watch over your family and friends. Love and miss you angel!
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Date: Sun Sep 21 13:42:00 MDT 2008
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I am thinking about you today, I love you angel!
Name: Jacki
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Date: Sun Sep 21 22:35:24 MDT 2008
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Hey Bethann, It's hard to believe how much time has passed. Everyone seems to be in different places, around new faces, but one thing remains, and that is our love for you. I still miss you every day and can still hear that voice of yours. Thank you for all the memories that I will always hold here in my heart. I love you, angel.
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Date: Mon Sep 22 07:00:22 MDT 2008
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Bethann I can not believe it has been this long. I still think about you every day. You touched the lives of so many people, and I still can not believe you are not here. You touched my life deeply, and I will never forget about you. Keep smiling down on us! Thanks, Robert
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Date: Mon Sep 22 07:08:36 MDT 2008
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Bethann, The time continues to pass, the pain of you not being here with me does not. How can I ever not wonder what life would be like if you where here with me. I know it is not possible, but I think about it every day. I love you with all of my heart. I know that you have been trying to send us all signs and I appreciate the one that you sent to me when I was in Ocean City. Keep sending them sis. It is the small things that get us through the day. i love you and i will never stop missing my lil sis. Love always your big bro and best friend forever, John
Name: Jason
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Date: Mon Sep 22 13:16:47 MDT 2008
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When we see rainbows, we think of you. Thanks for watching over us. Thanks for being with Johnna and Jack. We miss you and love you and your family very much. My memories are good ones, and are irreplaceable. God Bless you all, Jason
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Date: Mon Sep 22 17:26:48 MDT 2008
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dear angel it has been 6 years noone can believe it.where does the time go. i really dont know what to say today i am just so sad. i love you and miss you with all my heart and soul that will never change. you were my angel here on earth and you will always be my angel forever and ever. loving you and missing you always mom
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Date: Mon Oct 20 11:44:50 MDT 2008
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I remember when this site first came about, I checked it daily and sometimes cried while reading some of the postings. Years later, I do not check it quite so frequently now a days but I do find myself here from time to time. I will randomly think to look at it and sometimes read those old posts that used to make me cry. It has made me realize how much I cherish my family and I cannot even fathom being without one of them. Bethann, I do not know why God would take someone that was so loved by everyone that was blessed enough to cross paths with you. I do know that you have truly taught me how to cherish life and never take anything or anyone in my life for granted. Your family is constantly in my prayers.
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Date: Mon Oct 20 22:04:06 MDT 2008
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Would you meet me in my dreams tonight? I miss you, Bethann.
Name: Jawn
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Date: Tue Oct 21 10:29:54 MDT 2008
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Hey Sis, I just wanted to let you know that I am really missing you today. Sometimes the smallest things happen and I start thinking about all of these things that you and I used to do. I miss you so much I can hardly stand it. If I could just have one more day with you I would never let you leave my side. I love you and i miss you terribly. Love always your big bro and best friend forever, jawn
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Date: Thu Oct 23 11:54:05 MDT 2008
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you will be forever young beautiful angel. Time goes by but the pain remains the same. Everytime I see a rainbow or a beautiful sunset I immediately think of you in heaven painting the sky. You and your family are always in my thoughts and prayers.
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Date: Thu Oct 23 13:28:15 MDT 2008
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Hello Bethann: Just wanted to say hi. You are missed everyday. I can't believe that six years have gone by. This school year has been difficult to say the least and I would love it if I could hear that laugh and see that big smile again. Keep watching over your family and thanks for keeping an eye on my little nephew Ethan. Miss You Miss Maz
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Date: Fri Oct 31 18:31:00 MDT 2008
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dear angel, hey its mom happy halloween. halloween was always one of your favorite holidays. dad and john and i were talking about all of your parties that we had. they were always fun. you and dad always planned them. something good happened today to someone you love, thank you. we all miss you so much bethann i do not know how we gotten this far without you i love you and miss you so much a can barely stand it. please keep sending us signs they mean so much. i think about you every second of every day. love always mom t
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Date: Fri Nov 7 08:42:22 MST 2008
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I never got the chance to meet you bethann, but after running into your site and reading about all of the people that love and miss you, I feel that I do. You are a very pretty girl, with a mom, who truly loves you, I found myself crying my eyes out, I cannot imagine the pain that your mom faces everyday, it makes me feel so thankful for being alive, you are truly an inspiration and an angel in heaven.
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Date: Fri Nov 7 08:42:46 MST 2008
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I never got the chance to meet you bethann, but after running into your site and reading about all of the people that love and miss you, I feel that I do. You are a very pretty girl, with a mom, who truly loves you, I found myself crying my eyes out, I cannot imagine the pain that your mom faces everyday, it makes me feel so thankful for being alive, you are truly an inspiration and an angel in heaven.
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Date: Tue Nov 18 22:46:33 MST 2008
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need you so much tomorrow Bethann.... miss you and love you more than words could ever describe!
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Bethann, it is hard to believe that it has been over 6 years since we seen your gorgeous smile. The pain of losing you will never get any easier. A lot of times when i think about you my eyes fill with tears, my throat tightens, and it becomes hard to breathe. However, i can't help but smile to think that heaven has such an amazing person up there watching over all of us, especially your family. I would do anything for you to be here right now. Even though we forced ourselves to continue on with life, it just somehow is not the same without you here. When you left us, something was taken from everyone that loved you. There is a hurt in our hearts that will never go away until we see you again...Love and miss you<3
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Date: Thu Nov 27 19:04:58 MST 2008
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dear angel happy thanksgiving in heaven. i am missing you and loving you like crazy. it never gets any easier it never will. please continue to watch over all of us we all miss you so much. i love you with all my heart and soul always and forever mom
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Date: Fri Dec 5 10:15:56 MST 2008
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Sunny days seem to hurt the most Wear the pain like a heavy coat I feel you everywhere i go I see your smile, I see your face I hear you laughing in the rain Still can't believe your gone... It ain't fair you died too young Like a story that had just begun The death tore the pages all away God knows how i miss you All the hell that i been through Just knowing no one can take your place Sometimes i wonder who you'd be today? Bethann, I heard this song today on the radio and immediately thought of you and i could not hold back the tears...There are no words to describe how much i miss you! Love you! Keep watching over us:)
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Date: Thu Dec 25 06:57:22 MST 2008
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Merry Christmas Angel :) I think about you all the time. Continue to watch over your family especially over the holidays. Love and miss you!
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Date: Thu Dec 25 12:00:11 MST 2008
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dear angel merry christmas in heaven. i am missing you and loving so very much. i sit here and think about all of our past christmas times they were the best. you are the best daughter i could have ever asked for and i thank you for that. uncle mike is in the hospital keep an eye on him. i will always love you so much you are my beautiful angel in heaven. love always and forever mom
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Date: Fri Jan 2 08:22:24 MST 2009
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dear angel, happy new year my beloved bethann. i miss you so much i can barely stand it anymore. how do we start yet another year without you? it is just so hard for all of us. i love you with all my heart and soul always and forever. missing you always mom
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Date: Fri Jan 2 15:24:39 MST 2009
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Hi my Girl, I thought about you a lot over the holidays. I don't think I'll ever meet someone who lit up a room with their energy as you did. I hold our memories in a special place in my heart..somehow they seem more recent, like I just saw you not too long ago. I still miss you every day. I know you'll be with your family, friends, and all that love you with the start of the new year. I love and miss you more than you'll ever know. Love, JacQ
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Date: Fri Jan 2 18:53:53 MST 2009
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Date: Thu Jan 8 21:14:32 MST 2009
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Bethann, there is a girl I know- there is something similar in your eyes and smile. i see you when she laughs, and she must wonder why I stare, why my eyes tear up. i hope it's just you dropping in to say hi...i miss you dearly. i love you so much angel!
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Date: Wed Jan 28 15:30:55 MST 2009
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Hey Bethann, its been a while I know. Work keeps me pretty busy. As you know I moved to Philly a while ago. I met with someone from high school for lunch about a week or so ago. Whats so strange is we sat in a restaurant and caught up on everything for almost 4 and a half hours. I was so happy to be around someone from home, it was comforting for me. Your name came up during lunch. It always feels good to be around someone from home, but it even feels better to be around someone that knew you and what kind of person you were. When i think about you there really isn't anyone here to talk to out this way. I reminisced and told stories about you, and just talked about everything... that weird, heavy, feeling in my chest found its way back. Its been a few years and its still hard to believe. All I can do it just shake my head n say I just don't know, I don't get it n I guess I never will get the answers a lot of us have been looking for, for a long time now. It was to the point I probably could have cried any second but I held it together. I am happy that Ive kept in touch with John and I know I sound like a grandma but I am so so proud of him. Hes come a long way, that's my buddy. He keeps me in check too when I'm having issues. I still miss you and I think about you all of the time. I always think of you most when seasons change for some odd reason, haven't really figured out why but its definitely true. I love you Bethann. Thanks for making ALL of my memories with you wonderful ones....every single one. That says something about a person :)
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Date: Sat Feb 14 07:52:22 MST 2009
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happy valentines day angel. i miss you and love you so very much. more and more everyday. i would give anything if you could come home and be with us. i think about you all the time you are always with me in my heart. i hope you have a wonderful day in heaven. loving you always mom
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Date: Mon Feb 23 11:59:01 MST 2009
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Hey Bethann, How are you doing sis? I just wanted to leave a message to let you know that I miss you and I still think about you every single day. I hope that you had fun holidays in Heaven. I am sorry that I did not write, I just really have a hard time around Christmas when you are not here :( We all really miss you, and will continue to miss you until we see your beautiful face again. Please continue to look down on us. I know we could use your help right now. I love you sis, Love always your big bro and best friend forever Jawn
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Date: Tue Feb 24 10:26:16 MST 2009
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Hi Bethann, You and Candace were in my dream last night. I want to thank you for that. You both reassured me that Heaven is wonderful and yinz are watching over everyone. I woke up crying and i couldn't go back to sleep the rest of the night. When i talked to you in my dream it felt like life was perfect again. Since you left us, life has not been the same without you Bethann. How could it be? You were truly an amazing person. We all miss you like crazy. Thank you again for the dream. Tell Candace that i love and miss her too.
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Date: Wed Mar 11 08:51:07 MDT 2009
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I LOVED HER SO MUCH, I MISS HER, SHE WAS MY GIRL.
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Date: Mon Mar 16 09:13:33 MDT 2009
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Bethann you have helped me before, can you do it again? Every time I see the sun rays through the clouds I still say hello to you. You are the first thing that comes to my mind. Rest in peace, angel.
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Date: Fri Mar 20 07:39:45 MDT 2009
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Hey Bethann, I havn't been to this website in a while but I do think about you quite often. I'll never forget all the fun we had in class. You are truly an amazing person. I can still picture your smile and hear you laugh. I hope everything is ok with you and your family, I'm sure you are always looking down on them. God Bless.
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Date: Wed Mar 25 19:26:45 MDT 2009
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Although I never got to meet you myself I have been lucky enough to get to know what a wonderful person you were through your brother and your mom and dad. Last night your mom and I went through so many of your pictures and I got the stories behind them all. I love listening to all the memories that your family has of you. I know that you are watching over your family and am so thankful, because I know you're behind each and every good thing that happens to your brother. Thank you for all the good you bring into his, and your parents lives. They are so lucky to have you as their guardian angel.
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Date: Fri Mar 27 16:06:18 MDT 2009
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Hi Bethann....I was walking down the street today and i saw a girl that looked just like you. I just stopped walking and i tried to catch my breath. Tears fllled my eyes because it made me think of you. It made me think of how you made other peoples lives better just by being you. Losing you has forever changed me. I am different now because a part me is not the same with out you. I have a greater appreciation about life and the people i love. I should thank you for that. You are our guardian angel now and i feel at ease knowing you are still with us. I miss you like crazy and it really doesn't get any easier without you. I love you Bethann<3
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Date: Tue Mar 31 14:29:00 MDT 2009
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Bethann thank you for watching over me. I need your guidance each and every day. Please help me through this difficult time where all I want to do is give up and put an end to it all.
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Date: Sun Apr 5 19:53:36 MDT 2009
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"If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever." I never knew Bethann. I found this site by accident. But it broke my heart.. You'll always live in the hearts of those who loved you, girl.
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Date: Sun Apr 12 17:24:33 MDT 2009
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dear angel, happy easter i hope you had a nice day but i am sure everyday is wonderful in heaven. i miss you and love you so much i would give anything to bring you back home. you are in my thoughts at all times. you are always with me in my heart. i will always love you and miss you so much. wishing you were here. mom
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Date: Mon Apr 13 19:57:57 MDT 2009
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Ok, I know this is a little strange as it has disturbed me all day. But LASTNIGHT I had a dream that I had a baby girl named Bethann and I do not have any children, so it has bothered me all day today and I google the name tonight and this is the first link that pulled up. My fiance's name is John and I see that Bethann had a brother named John. I do not know what this means if anything at all but felt I should let someone know that I think the dream I had which was so vivid to me like NEVER before should be known by all who loved this beautiful girl! God Bless
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Date: Sat May 2 21:28:52 MDT 2009
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Why did she have to go So young I just don't know why Things happen half the time Without reason without rhyme Lovely, sweet young woman Daughter, sister and granddaughter Makes no sense to me I just have to believe She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting And I know she's smiling saying Don't worry 'bout me Loved ones she left behind Just trying to survive And understand the why Feeling so lost inside Anger shot straight at God Then asking for His love Empty with disbelief Just hoping that maybe She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting And I know she's smiling saying Don't worry 'bout me It's hard to say goodbye Her picture in my mind Will always be of times I'll cherish And I won't cry 'cause She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting And I know she's smiling saying Don't worry 'bout me Don't worry 'bout me Don`t worry 'bout me LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW
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Date: Thu May 7 21:07:58 MDT 2009
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MY GIRL, i hope you're enjoying the spring weather in heaven. it's crazy how much can change in a week...even a day. i feel like so much is changing lately in my life, but no matter what, one of the things that remains constant is you. no matter what's going on or how hectic things get, i always think of you, and i miss you. i know you're still watching over everyone with that smile and laugh of yours, especially your mom this Sunday. I love and miss you with all my heart angel, JACQ
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Date: Thu May 14 15:30:54 MDT 2009
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Date: Sat Jun 13 07:06:13 MDT 2009
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dear angel, if tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, i would walk right up to heaven and bring you home again. happy birthday bethann celebrate with the angels today. i wish so much that you could be here with us. i can remember all of your birthdays. you really loved your birthday and we always made it special for you. your birthday week as we called it was always fun. i miss you so much. i feel so bad for all of the other parents out there that are going through the same sadness. i will never accept what has happened to you. i hope you have a wonderful birthday in heaven. i will be thinking of you all day like i always do.i wish we could all be together again. i love you so very much bethann. this is so hard. love always and forever mom. MEMORY ETERNAL
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Date: Sat Jun 13 14:35:35 MDT 2009
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Happy Birthday, Bethann! You've been on my mind a lot lately. It's raining here today, but I'm sure it's sunny where you are. My cousin Diana had her baby boy today- he must be special since his birthday is the same as yours. I just want you to know you'll never be forgotten..so many people talk about you and miss you today and always. I love you, my girl.
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Date: Sat Jun 13 19:56:53 MDT 2009
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I never stop thinking about the times we shared. I love you and miss you so much. Its comforting knowing that your watching us, Happy birthday Bethann, Jamie
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Date: Sat Jun 13 20:50:04 MDT 2009
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Happy Birthday Bethann! I hope you're having a wonderful day in Heaven. You are extremely missed down here. Love, Jackie
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Date: Sat Jun 13 21:07:15 MDT 2009
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Happy Birthday Sis! I know how much you always liked your birthday and the presents and party that came along with it. I am sure you are having the biggest party yet in Heaven. I know we would love to be sharing it with you, and we will one day. I still wish more then anything that I could be taking you out for your birthday tonight and having a great time with you. I wish for that all of the time. You have so many people that love you and one day we will all be celebrating together again. I love you very much and I still remember everything that we did together, and the special bond that we have like it was yesterday. You will be on my mind always until we are together again. I love you so much sis and miss you with all of my heart. Words really can not express how painful it is that I have to type to you on your Birthday instead of spending it with you. Love always, your big bro and best friend forever.. jawn
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Date: Sat Jun 13 21:13:25 MDT 2009
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Happy Birthday Bethann. I miss you and know you are watching over us all everyday. I love you and cant wait to see our beautiful angel again. Love, Justin
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Date: Sat Jun 13 22:25:00 MDT 2009
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Happy birthday in Heaven Bethann! its been almost 7 years and today still has not gotten any easier at all. I know you had a great birthday up there with all the other angels but i can't help but want you back here so we can go out and spend birthdays like we used to. i'll never forget your one birthday when we went to the wave pool and you were so excited bc you got that makeup for your "eyes" and we both wore it and couldnt figure out why it wouldnt stay on and kept creasing really bad... meanwhile we found out way later that it was some kind of cheek highlighter or somethin like that and was never meant to be used as eyeshadow hahah. we definitely had the best times together and i'd do anything for one more of them! i love you and miss you more than words could ever describe and i cannot wait until i get to see you again! Happy Birthday Angel! *YBFFAE* Beth
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Date: Sat Jun 13 23:24:25 MDT 2009
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Happy BDay Bethann, I bet you're having a wonderful time doing all of the things that you love. I'm finally back in the area, and back to the ol joggin routine where I used to go. Being up there takes me back and I feel like I get to visit with you a little more again now. I miss ya so much, I cant believe how time has gone by so quickly. I still think about you all of the time, and the Bethann stories still manage to pop with giggles out every now and then. Happy Birthday Angel, We Love you SO MUCH xoxo :)
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Date: Tue Jun 16 07:26:27 MDT 2009
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Happy Belated Birthday Bethann!! You and your family are always in my thoughts and prayers. Please continue to watch over us all. Love, Kali
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Date: Mon Jun 22 21:25:44 MDT 2009
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I miss you so much Bethann....Even after all this time, the pain never goes away. If anything the pain gets deeper. You were such an amazing person. I know you are loving heaven but we still need you down here. Keep watching over us Angel<3 Love you forever<33
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Date: Tue Jul 7 13:38:07 MDT 2009
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Hello Bethann: Another summer is here and I always laugh when I see bikinis on sale because I think of how your dad always told your mom that those little bathing suits were not real bathing suits and that they had to go back to the mall. I would love to see you again....that will come one day. Ethan has been very healthy and doing really well and that is how I know you continue to look out for him. You take care and make sure everyone is having fun at "heaven's beach" Miss Maz
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Date: Sun Jul 12 12:20:30 MDT 2009
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Date: Sun Jul 12 12:31:11 MDT 2009
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I went to Wrightsville Beach 2 weeks ago with your family. Your mom, dad, brother and I went to the mailbox at the end of the island to write you notes, I hope you read and liked them. We saw the "B" you made in seashells along the beach while we were walking. It was good to know you were there with us and it was so sweet that you sent your mom that sand dollar. Later your mom and I laid on the beach and she told me stories of your Halloween parties and I wished you were there in the beach chair next to us. Hearing all the stories from the past makes me wish more and more that I had known you. But I'm sure you really were right next to us even if we couldn't see you. I hope you enjoyed vacation as much as we did. Love, Jackie
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Date: Fri Aug 7 17:37:59 MDT 2009
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Date: Fri Aug 7 19:22:23 MDT 2009
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THE L0VE OF A SPECIAL DAUGHTER the love of a special daughter very often brings a smile to cheer our thoughts and lift our hearts and make life so worthwhile.....the love of a special daughter can be very comforting, filled with warmth and thoughtfulness that only she can bring. the love of a special daughter means far more than words can say,for daughters are the miracles that bless our lives each day, ONE OF LIFES MIRACLES IS HAVING YOU FOR A DAUGHTER. dear angel i miss you and love you so much it is unbelievable i wish so much that you were here with us. love always and forever mom
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Date: Sun Aug 9 23:14:39 MDT 2009
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hi angel. how have you been? its been so long since i've been on here to write to you, but i miss you so much, and have been thinking about you more than ever. i'm not sure if it's because there's a lot on my mind right now, with my life in general or just the simple fact of me starting over new and moving on to college. either way, i know when i'm looking for some help, i turn to you. i know i've been praying to you lately, and i know you're up there hearing me talk to you. i really wish you were done here though to talk to in person. i can honestly say there's not a day that goes by that i'm not thinking about you. today, when i was at the cemetery visiting you, i got the weirdest feeling that i knew you were there, and it made me feel so good. i know you're up there listening to me, like always. please continue to do so. i love and miss you so much! love always, gina.
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Date: Fri Aug 21 00:53:21 MDT 2009
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I see your picture. I smell your skin on The empty pillow next to mine. You have been gone nearly seven years, And already I'm wasting away. I know I'll see you again Whether far or soon. But I need you to know that I care, And I miss you.
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Date: Fri Aug 28 09:57:36 MDT 2009
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Hi Bethann, I just wanted to say Hi to you, and that I still think of you often. I have seen about 4 rainbows in the past month or so, thank you! I love you angel.
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Date: Sun Aug 30 15:45:52 MDT 2009
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dear angel, i miss you so much more and more everyday. i go to the cemetary just about everyday and am still in disbelief. when i seen your name on your stone i just cant believe it or understand why you had to leave us. everyday is a struggle. i am so thankful for all of your signs, they mean so much. i love you so much with all my heart and soul always and forever. you are so beautiful to me. mom
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Date: Mon Sep 21 07:52:42 MDT 2009
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Dear Bethann, You are forever in my heart, I Love You and Miss You, Aunt Joyce
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Date: Mon Sep 21 11:07:35 MDT 2009
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Bethann, you blessed us with your presence for 17 wonderful years, and you will never be forgotten. We all love you and miss you very much and please keep looking over us all.
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Date: Mon Sep 21 12:50:52 MDT 2009
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My Girl, this day will forever haunt me, but what's important is that we celebrate your life and the precious time we had with you. I stil talk about you all the time with friends old and new, and I carry your memory in my heart. You will always be a part of everyone who knew and loved you so much. I know you are a busy angel but that you will always take special care of your family. I will miss you for the rest of my life. I love you, JacQ
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Date: Mon Sep 21 19:33:06 MDT 2009
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dear angel, the moment that you passed away, our hearts split in two. the one side filled with memories, the other passed with you. we often lie awake at night when the world is fast asleep, and take a walk down memory lane with tears upon our cheeks. remembering is easy, we do it everyday. but missing you is a heartache that never goes away, we hold you tightly within our hearts, and there you will remain. life has gone on without you, but it will never be the same. dear bethann, i miss you and love you so much it is just unbelievable that 7 years have gone by. i would give anything for you to be able to come home. we all miss you so much. we have so many bethann stories, you were one of a kind. you are always in my heart. please continue to watch over all of us, especially jawn he really misses you. I LOVE YOU MOM/BARB
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Date: Mon Sep 21 20:38:08 MDT 2009
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Bethann, We miss you more and more each day. Its impossible to accept what happened. Your memory will always remain fresh, please keep watching over us, Love, Jamie
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Date: Mon Sep 21 20:48:37 MDT 2009
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I had a nice long ride to cincinatti for work tonight. just got settled into the hotel. i found myself thinkin about you throughout a lot of the drive. i wondered what you'd look like now, where you would be and what you would be doing down here. i couldnt seem to picture u any other way than exactly as i remember you. i know one thing for certain is that you would be exactly the same as you were 7 years ago, the way you really cared about people, and had a special glow about you that people always admired. the wierd thing is i miss u so much, and it feels like i havent seen u in such a long time, yet everything is so fresh in my memory like 7 years ago was yesturday. i go to the cemetary all the time to exercise and still to this day bethann, cannot believe it. you are truey one of a kind- theres no other way to put it. i miss you so much. you will never ever be forgotten. i love you.
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Date: Mon Sep 21 20:58:38 MDT 2009
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Thank you for watching over us. I pray you will continue to keep us under your wing. Jack knows who his angels are. He does. Knows their names...We miss you deeply, but are honored by the time we had with you. Please help us all to have peace and tranquility. Love you & your family very much sweetheart. God Bless you. Ciao~ Jason
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Date: Mon Sep 21 21:00:12 MDT 2009
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I borrowed your book, the 4 Agreements, today and am going to start reading it tonight. Your Mom said it was one of your favorite books so I'm sure I'll enjoy it. Thanks for letting me borrow it. We are thinking of you alot today and hope you are enjoying yourself in Heaven. Continue to watch over us and take special care of your brother. Love, Jackie
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Date: Wed Sep 23 13:15:57 MDT 2009
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Hello Bethann: I can't believe that seven years have gone by since I last saw that big smile and loud laugh. Teaching has never been the same for me. I often wonder what you would be doing now. I'm sure it would involve fun!! Thanks for taking care of my nephew and keep sending your family little signs. I miss you!! Miss Maz
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Date: Mon Oct 5 21:42:36 MDT 2009
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I'm thinking of you as always, before I lay down to sleep. I hope, I pray you'll be in my dreams, as I wish upon the stars tonight, knowing you'll be the first thing on my mind with the sunlight...i still stop to wonder how i make it day to day. still can't believe this all to be true. but i know one day we'll be together for eternity..until then my soul will not be free, this i've come to accept. i can't wait to see you again one day, angel.
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Date: Sat Oct 10 08:57:22 MDT 2009
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dear angel, i was thinking about how you always called me barb when you were being funny. i miss you so much bethann you will never know. i wish so much that you could come home and be with us. please be with your family we need you so much. please keep an extra eye on CJ he was one of your best buddies. he could probably use some help from an angel right now, we all could. life is so hard. we will always love you and miss you. you will always be in my heart, i love you so much. mom/barb
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Date: Sat Oct 31 14:53:47 MDT 2009
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dear angel, happy halloween, one of your favorite holidays.... remember how we always had a big party when you went to william penn school. jessica always came. how is she doing up there with you. i am sure you two are catching up on old times from grade school. bethann i miss you so much i am trying so hard but the pain never goes away. i know you are happy and that God took you for a reason but that still does not stop me from missing you. it is just to quiet without you. i will always love you my beautiful angel always and forever. mom/barb
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Date: Thu Nov 5 21:58:06 MST 2009
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Date: Sat Nov 7 17:58:37 MST 2009
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Date: Mon Nov 23 15:58:40 MST 2009
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Just stopping by to say hi to you. You are in all of our thoughts this time of year. Continue looking after your brother and your family. Love, Jackie
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Date: Mon Nov 30 06:42:13 MST 2009
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dear angel, i hope you had a happy thanksgiving in heaven. every year has been hard since you left but this year was one of the worst for me. i miss you so much i dont know what to do. i love you with all my heart and soul always and forever. mom
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Date: Mon Nov 30 06:42:15 MST 2009
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dear angel, i hope you had a happy thanksgiving in heaven. every year has been hard since you left but this year was one of the worst for me. i miss you so much i dont know what to do. i love you with all my heart and soul always and forever. mom
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Date: Sun Dec 20 05:39:32 MST 2009
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dear angel, i am missing you like crazy. i have some very exciting news which i am sure you already know. john and jackie got engaged last night. we are all so happy for them and excited. i wish you were here to join in on the celebration, but i know you are here in spirit. i know you are always with us. i love you so much i just wish you could come home. love always and forever mom
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Date: Thu Dec 24 14:07:14 MST 2009
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Date: Fri Dec 25 19:42:41 MST 2009
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dear angel, merry christmas in heaven. this is our 8th christmas without you. i still cannot believe it. i hope you are celebrating with the angels today. i am sure you have many angel friends because you are an angel. i know you are beyond happy in heaven but i cant stop missing you. i love you so much. grandma sends her love. we all miss you and love you so much you are the best. i will always love you and treasure all of our memories together. happy holidays. love always and forever mom
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Date: Mon Dec 28 13:56:15 MST 2009
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Name: Beth
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Date: Mon Dec 28 21:47:50 MST 2009
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Hey Bethann....just wanted to remind you that I still think about you ALL the time and you've been on my mind even more so lately. There has been SO much in the past month that has made me think to my self "i have to call and tell Bethann.." and then I have to remind myself that I can't. I know i can still talk to you but its not the same. i hope you had a wonderful thanksgiving and Christmas in Heaven....and i know that you did. You are still my bestest friend in the whole world and always will be...I miss you more and more everyday and I cannot wait to see you again. I love you! ~*YBFFAE*~ Beth
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Date: Fri Jan 8 11:51:51 MST 2010
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My Girl, you were in my thoughts a lot over Christmas and the New Year. It’s amazing how much I’m reminded of you, even from the smallest details. I remember the glow that seemed to follow you around. If you get time, please visit me in my dreams or send me a sign…it would really mean the world to me. I know you are a busy angel with everyone missing you and that you’re always by your family. I will always love you, with all my heart.
Name: Laura
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Date: Wed Jan 27 11:31:06 MST 2010
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I saw the sun's rays bursting through the clouds again today when I was driving on the Parkway. I immediately thought of you. I truly think that it was you who has helped me through some of the toughest times of my life. Please continue to watch over me! I need you again Bethann, life has become overwhelming again. But you guide me to make the right choices and I love you for that.
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Date: Tue Feb 9 21:23:27 MST 2010
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Bethann, I had a dream about you and Candace last night. I was at the beach and you and Candace were laying there soaking up the sun. You two looked gorgeous as always. Words can not describe what it was like to talk to you and see you again. It felt like life went back to being perfect. I woke up and had to smile and cry at the same time. I swear you and Candace were the nicest girls I had ever met. I do not like the saying that time heals all wounds. That is a lie. We will never fully recover from losing you. How could we? The pain of losing you will never go away...I think it gets stronger as time goes on. Bethann, I just want to tell you that I still think about you every day. I miss you so bad it hurts and I wish you were here. Tell Candace thanks for visiting me in my dreams. Life is not the same without her here. Tell her I miss her like crazy and that I think about her every single day. I love you more than words can say Bethann. I feel blessed to have known you. Continue to look over your family and friends who need you. I love you<3
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Date: Fri Feb 12 17:59:31 MST 2010
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dear angel, how are you doing sweetie. i miss you so much. i know you would be loving all of this snow. i wonder if it ever snows in heaven. remember how you john and i would sled ride. dad would always make a ramp in the hill and freeze it with the hose. we always had the best of times bethann. i told john we have the BEST of memories i am so thankful for that. we all love you so much angel we always will. you are always in my heart. love mom
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Date: Thu Feb 25 12:31:57 MST 2010
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I'm sorry for the lost I hope everyone is doing better...I know how you feel i just had a death in my Family & i just had a miscarriage..And it suck big time I lost two family members in the same month....But hope ya'll feel better.. Sorry for your lost...:(
Name: Nikki Hust
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Date: Thu Feb 25 12:40:10 MST 2010
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I'm sorry for the lost I hope everyone is doing better...I know how you feel i just had a death in my Family & i just had a miscarriage..And it suck big time I lost two family members in the same month....But hope ya'll feel better.. Sorry for your lost...:(
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Date: Mon Mar 8 15:54:32 MST 2010
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Date: Mon Mar 15 15:31:30 MDT 2010
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Date: Tue Mar 30 07:48:23 MDT 2010
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Wow can't believe it's been so long since I've seen that smile or heard that beautiful voice....I can't help but wounder all the time what and where u would have been now, I wounder if u were still here how diffrent my life would be now. It still doesn't make sence and I still don't believe it. Sometimes I just makes me second guess all my beliefs, when we were young we thought we could do anything, we thought we would rule the world by now. But then life comes along and punches u in the mouth, i hope there is something after this life so I can see u again, I've never met another person like u and in sure I never will. I think about u all the time, I hope u hear me when I talk and tell u bout what's goin on down here. Ur life was short but it effected and touched so many people, u were a one of a kind and i'd give nething to hear ur voice again. The years we spent as friends were the best years of my life so far, and it's a tome I'll cherish forever. I love u bethann and will NEVER forget u.....
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Date: Tue Mar 30 07:48:49 MDT 2010
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Wow can't believe it's been so long since I've seen that smile or heard that beautiful voice....I can't help but wounder all the time what and where u would have been now, I wounder if u were still here how diffrent my life would be now. It still doesn't make sence and I still don't believe it. Sometimes I just makes me second guess all my beliefs, when we were young we thought we could do anything, we thought we would rule the world by now. But then life comes along and punches u in the mouth, i hope there is something after this life so I can see u again, I've never met another person like u and in sure I never will. I think about u all the time, I hope u hear me when I talk and tell u bout what's goin on down here. Ur life was short but it effected and touched so many people, u were a one of a kind and i'd give nething to hear ur voice again. The years we spent as friends were the best years of my life so far, and it's a tome I'll cherish forever. I love u bethann and will NEVER forget u.....
Name: Laura
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Date: Fri Apr 2 19:45:16 MDT 2010
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Bethann I need you again. I know it seems that I only come on here when I need something but I know that is why you are in heaven shining down...I know that you have helped me in the past and you will help me again. Please Bethann make something go right for me. Why oh why is life filled with so much pain. Please watch over me I need an angel right now. Please. I'm desperate. I love you.
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Date: Sat Apr 3 18:06:13 MDT 2010
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dear angel, happy easter in heaven. when you were born you brought your own kind of happy into our hearts...and its still right there, and always will be. i miss you and love you so much but i know you are happy. i wish you could be here with us. there is so much coming up. i saw jessica today she is so pretty it was nice to see her. do you remember getting all dressed up for easter to go to church when you were little. i am doing better angel i hope you are proud of me. i am really trying to celebrate your life and live in your memory you were always so happy. i will always always love you and miss you happy easter again MOM/BARB
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Date: Sat Apr 3 18:06:19 MDT 2010
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dear angel, happy easter in heaven. when you were born you brought your own kind of happy into our hearts...and its still right there, and always will be. i miss you and love you so much but i know you are happy. i wish you could be here with us. there is so much coming up. i saw jessica today she is so pretty it was nice to see her. do you remember getting all dressed up for easter to go to church when you were little. i am doing better angel i hope you are proud of me. i am really trying to celebrate your life and live in your memory you were always so happy. i will always always love you and miss you happy easter again MOM/BARB
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Date: Sat Apr 3 18:06:30 MDT 2010
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dear angel, happy easter in heaven. when you were born you brought your own kind of happy into our hearts...and its still right there, and always will be. i miss you and love you so much but i know you are happy. i wish you could be here with us. there is so much coming up. i saw jessica today she is so pretty it was nice to see her. do you remember getting all dressed up for easter to go to church when you were little. i am doing better angel i hope you are proud of me. i am really trying to celebrate your life and live in your memory you were always so happy. i will always always love you and miss you happy easter again MOM/BARB
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Date: Sat Apr 3 18:06:41 MDT 2010
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dear angel, happy easter in heaven. when you were born you brought your own kind of happy into our hearts...and its still right there, and always will be. i miss you and love you so much but i know you are happy. i wish you could be here with us. there is so much coming up. i saw jessica today she is so pretty it was nice to see her. do you remember getting all dressed up for easter to go to church when you were little. i am doing better angel i hope you are proud of me. i am really trying to celebrate your life and live in your memory you were always so happy. i will always always love you and miss you happy easter again MOM/BARB
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Date: Tue Apr 13 10:22:53 MDT 2010
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thanks for puting this up cause we as people never reallly know what we have till its gone . This just lets me know that i should dnever take what i have for granted cause i never know how long i have to be here so i thank you from the bottom of my heart.
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Date: Mon May 3 08:55:21 MDT 2010
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Bethann, I'm sure you're busy in Heaven showing Dave around since he's new there but send John a sign if you can, letting him know that you're with Dave because I know he's missing the both of you terribly right now. I wish you could be with us as we're making all these wedding plans. We need help picking colors for the wedding so feel free to send some suggestions our way. We can't figure out what we want. I'm just as bad at decision-making as your brother. Hope all is well in Heaven. Love, Jackie
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Date: Sun May 9 11:35:48 MDT 2010
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dear angel hey its mom it is mothers day and i am really missing you. i read this poem that i want to share with you, we are connected my child and I, by an invisable cord, not seen by the eye. its not like the cord that connects us til birth. this cord cant be seen by any on earth. this cord does its work right from the start. it binds us together, attatched to my heart. i know that its thereee, though no one can see the invisable cord from my child to me. the strengh of this cord is hard to describe it cant be destroyed. it cant be denied. its stronger than any cord man could create. it withstands the test. can hold any weight. and though you gone. though you are not here with me. the cord is still there. but no one can see. it pulls at my heart. i am bruised i am sore.....but this cord is my lifeline, as never before. i am thankful that GOD connects us yhis way. a mother and child. death cant take it away........................i love you very very much always and forever.i know you are with me always. love mom
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Date: Sun Jun 13 07:51:44 MDT 2010
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Happy Birthday Bethann! I hope you're having a fabulous party in Heaven today and enjoying every minute of it! We are thinking of you and celebrating today. Love, Jackie
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Date: Sun Jun 13 08:12:01 MDT 2010
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Happy Birthday Bethann! Think about you all the time. Love, Allison
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Date: Sun Jun 13 10:25:15 MDT 2010
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Hey Sis! Happy Birthday!! I hope its a good one in Heaven. I know I say this every year but I still wish that we were able to celebrate with you. I know it is not possible but to me it never seems to get much easier. I miss you so much and I always think about what we would be doing together if you were still here. I know you are in a better place and I know we will be together again. I love you so much and please continue to look over all of us. Love always and forever your big bro and best friend jawn
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Date: Sun Jun 13 12:49:43 MDT 2010
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Hey Bethann, How is it going up there today ?? Do you know how very much you are missed ?? I think you do. I keep telling myself you are in a better place than all of us. If you are up there having a party do the PONY for me. I wish you a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY and hope you are having fun in only a way Bethann can..... Love you forever and miss you until we meet again, Aunt Joyce
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Date: Sun Jun 13 20:37:02 MDT 2010
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dear angel,happy 25th b-day. i hope you are having a great party. i miss you so much bethann words can never say.i want you here with us so bad. at times it seems like it may be getting a little easier than the grief slams you in the face again. it never goes away. how could it you were the "great bethann" remember that!!!!!!!!!!! you will always be missed and loved so so much. you are always with me in my heart. dad, jawn and i love you so much.you are the best you always made us laugh. you were so silly always a child at heart. I LOVE YOU HAPPY B-DAY always and forever MOM memory eternal!
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Date: Sun Jun 13 22:09:05 MDT 2010
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Happy Birthday, Bethann! I wish I could give you a big bday hug, but do know I think about you all the time. I am sure the celebration was incredible for such a special angel. It is amazing how time flies.. I can't wait to see you again one day. Miss you always and love you so much, my girl.
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Date: Mon Jun 14 06:07:32 MDT 2010
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I hope you had an amazing birthday Bethann. You were on my mind like always. I hope you continue to look over our family and keep us strong. I love you and miss you angel.
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Date: Mon Jun 14 08:34:04 MDT 2010
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Bethann- I hope you had a wonderful 25th birthday. Miss you and think of you often. Love, Krista
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Date: Mon Jun 14 08:52:21 MDT 2010
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Happy belated birthday! You and your family are always in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Kali
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Date: Tue Jun 15 14:15:49 MDT 2010
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Happy 25th Birthday Bethann!! I hope you had a beautiful & fun birthday in heaven! Your family is always in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Kristin
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Date: Mon Jun 28 12:14:24 MDT 2010
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Bethanny, Thank you for being there for Mugzy in his time of passing. We know you made beautiful for him. Just seeing your gorgeous face made him want to come to you. Thank you Angel. I love you so much.
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Date: Wed Sep 1 20:06:58 MDT 2010
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dear angel, hey how are you doing. i just wanted to let you know how much i miss you and how much i miss you. life will never be the same. i think of you all the time. i wish you were here. i still cannot believe you are gone. everyone says, she is still with you, yes but it is not the same as you being here physically. i would give anything for you to come home and plop down on my lap and say play with my hair mom. i love you so much i always will. mom memory eternal!
Name: Beth
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Date: Tue Sep 21 05:53:53 MDT 2010
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Hey Bethann.....ugh i cannot believe it has been 8 years!! please know that you are still in my thoughts every single day and you are still my bestest friend in the whole world. that will never change. i miss you more and more each day and i cannot wait for the day when i get to see your beautiful smiling face again. i love you so much Bethann...please continue to help everyone stay strong. ~*YBFFAE*~ Beth
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Date: Tue Sep 21 08:05:40 MDT 2010
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Bethann, our angel,...8 years, thinking about how long you have been gone is really difficult to put in perspective. I think about you everyday. There is a country song by The Band Perry, which is really hard to listen to, but has the lyrics "Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother. She'll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors". Every time I see a rainbow, I automatically think of you painting the sky. You will always have a place in my heart. And your family is always in my thoughts and prayers, especially today.
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Date: Tue Sep 21 09:09:01 MDT 2010
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Hi Bethann, Not a day goes by that you do not cross my mind. You and your family are always in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for watching over us all. Love, Kali
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Date: Tue Sep 21 10:24:28 MDT 2010
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dear angel what a terrible day 8 years since you left us. i dont think any of us will ever come to terms with this. it is so very sad. i love you and miss you so much i think about you all the time. i was trying to think the other day if i had to pick what would my favorite memory of you be, i dont think i could pick i have so many memories. the thing i miss the most is sitting with you and playing with your hair. you had the most beautiful hair. i miss your laughter and your silliness. i miss everything about you. i know we will all be together one day.please continue to watch over us we need you so much. we are planning jawn and jackies wedding so that will keep us busy for a while. i wish you were here with us so badly. dad really misses you he always keeps the cemetary pretty for you. may your memory be eternal!!!! we will never forget you. love mom i wish i could hear you call me BARB!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Date: Tue Sep 21 12:43:19 MDT 2010
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Bethann, I'm thinking of you and all the wonderful stories I've heard of you so much today. Thank you for watching over your family, especially John. We got some gorgeous lilys for you today and that made me look up the meaning of the Stargazer Lily, the flower that your Mom said is your favorite. I read the meaning of that particular flower is youth, purity, and beauty. I can't think of a better flower to sum up all the memories I've been told about you. Love, Jackie
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Date: Tue Sep 21 14:55:34 MDT 2010
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my beautiful grandaughter, it has been 8 long years since you left us to meet God. that day we will never forget, it took me all this time to tell you how much i love you and miss you. it hurts me so much. i think of you everyday, morning, noon and night. i will never forget you i think of you everyday. i have things in my house especially for you because they bring back memories of you. you will always be in my heart until i see you again. love gram
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Date: Tue Sep 21 16:11:05 MDT 2010
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Bethann, It's really hard to believe that its been 8 years. I miss you more and more and know that you are watching over us. I'll always be thinking about your sense of humor, kindness and all of the fun we had. I miss you terribly Love Jamie
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Date: Tue Sep 21 18:32:43 MDT 2010
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8 years, but it still seems like yesterday. Everyone holds you very close to our hearts and we miss you so much Bethann. I cant wait to see you soon, I love you!!
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Date: Tue Sep 21 19:08:23 MDT 2010
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Hi Bethann, I don't know where time goes, but it goes. But during all this time I still see your smile, hear you laugh, hear your stories and see your beautiful face. Your memory is still very much with me and will never leave. The missing you also will never leave. See you in the future. Keep smiling, Aunt Joyce
Name: Emo
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Date: Tue Sep 21 20:27:05 MDT 2010
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Hey Bethann- although I've never written on here before, I think and talk about you a whole lot with Justin, your mom, and your whole family. Today they remember you as they always have, and I imagine what it would be like if we could have met. I'm so sorry that we didn't, but as the years increase that I've known your family, I learn more and more about you and know that we would have been great friends. I'm keeping Justin company for you today. Love, Emo
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Date: Tue Sep 21 20:59:59 MDT 2010
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As I'm writing this, I'm sitting in my house at college, thinking to myself "where did the time go?" I woke up this morning thinking to myself how I remember waking up on that terrible September morning 8 years ago. It's so crazy that I was only 11 years old, but wow does it really seem like it could have been last night, or this morning. I miss you so much, and I really don't think a day goes by that I don't think of you. I sit here sometimes and think to myself to how much I truly looked up to you, and now, here I am, 19 years old. Like I said, I don't know where the time goes, but I miss you more everyday. I love you, angel.
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Date: Tue Sep 21 21:06:32 MDT 2010
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Bethann, I miss you dearly. It hurts really deep when I think this much time has passed, but nearly every memory with you brings a laugh or a smile. I was reminded many times today just how funny you were and how much everyone loved being around you. I've seen you make people feel comfortable in minutes when they were out of their element, and looking back, it's clear you just had a gift. Thanks for bringing so much happiness into our lives and just being you. Always in my heart, always my girl. I love you, angel.
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Date: Sun Oct 10 21:26:16 MDT 2010
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hi dear bethann, i drove home the back road and felt your beautiful smile. thank you so much for all the smiles you gave to my daughter. don't think for a moment that you are forgotten. we think of you all the time and keep your family in our prayers.
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Date: Thu Oct 21 21:58:51 MDT 2010
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Hello love!! Was just thinking about you...missing you still, always. I can still hear your voice and see your smiling face. Thank you for all the little things...you know what I am talking about :) Keep a close watch over your loved ones and please say hello to my loved ones who are with you...love you always!!!
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Date: Thu Nov 25 04:13:54 MST 2010
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Date: Sun Nov 28 10:59:07 MST 2010
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dear angel,we are home from maryland. we all missed you so much. nothing is the same. i miss you and love you so very much. I THING ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!! keep an eye on all of us we miss you. i wish so badly that i could bring you back home.. love always and forever MOM/BARB you are so beautiful to me.
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Date: Wed Dec 8 22:39:59 MST 2010
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Hi angel, I have been thinking about you a lot. Yesterday, I was sitting in a waiting room, and randomly the kid next to me was reading the four agreements, and it really brought me back to you. It's been a while since I have read the book, and I think I am going to read it again. Today, I found out a friend of mine was in an accident, and is an angel with you know. I'm sure you'll meet her, and love her. Please watch over her & her family, and please continue to watch over me. I love you!
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Date: Tue Dec 14 11:31:57 MST 2010
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I was never friends with Bethann because I never got the chance to know her. However, her life and death deeply affected my own life. I lost my first daughter, Shannon, 4 years after Bethann died. The first couple months after Shannon died, I could only think how Bethann and the other EF angels were looking over my baby, since they would never know their own babies. Every now and again, Bethann pops in to my mind, and today the feeling was overwhelming. As I deal with my own grief around the holidays, I am reminded of the other parents who also deal with the death of their children. I know what it means to me to have someone thinking of my angel, so I stopped by to let you know that I am remembering the beautiful angel today. May our angels protect us until the day we see them again.
Name: Kate
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Date: Tue Dec 14 11:32:15 MST 2010
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I was never friends with Bethann because I never got the chance to know her. However, her life and death deeply affected my own life. I lost my first daughter, Shannon, 4 years after Bethann died. The first couple months after Shannon died, I could only think how Bethann and the other EF angels were looking over my baby, since they would never know their own babies. Every now and again, Bethann pops in to my mind, and today the feeling was overwhelming. As I deal with my own grief around the holidays, I am reminded of the other parents who also deal with the death of their children. I know what it means to me to have someone thinking of my angel, so I stopped by to let you know that I am remembering the beautiful angel today. May our angels protect us until the day we see them again.
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Date: Fri Dec 24 05:16:03 MST 2010
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dear angel, it is christmas eve morning and i am missing you so so much. how i wish you were up in your room sleeping waiting to open presents. i go shopping and always see things that would have loved. dad, jawn and i are trying so hard we miss you so bad. we have always put up a tree for you with angels and barbie ornaments on it that friends and family have given us. it is so beautiful. it is done in pinks ans white. this year we put up our family tree for the first time. i hope you are proud of us. dad calls it a happy tree, because he knows you are happy that we decorated this year. jawn and jackie are really happy to. jackie said she had no idea how many docorations we have. we put all of your stuffed animals under the tree like you always did. jackie and jawn are great together. she is a wonderful addition to our family, we love her, i know you do too. as always please give us the strenth that we need to get by without you here with us. you are always in our hearts we love you and miss you so very much. i hope santa is good to you. sing with angels bethann and dance to you always loved to dance. show everyone up there your crazy moves. merry christmas we love you and miss you, dad, mom and jawn. TO ALL THE PARENTS WHO HAVE LOST A CHILD MAY YOU HAVE PEACE THIS CHRITSMAS KNOWING YOUR CHILD IS IN HEAVEN. WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU BETHANN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Date: Mon Dec 27 19:02:48 MST 2010
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Happy holidays pretty angel! I'm sure you had a wonderful Christmas in Heaven and celebrated the holiday alongside beautiful angels just like yourself. Your Mom put up this beautiful Christmas tree this year. I know you've seen it and love it. Your white and pink tree is more beautiful than ever with the way your parents decorated it. Ryley, our dog, was at your parents house this week and John said she was hanging out in your room. I hope you got to meet her, she's unruly, but she has a good heart. I am thinking of you often and know that you are smiling that huge smile I've seen in so many pictures because your house is decorated so beautifully. Continue to watch over your family. Love, Jackie
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Date: Wed Jan 19 20:39:50 MST 2011
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Hello Bethann: Just wanted you to know that I still think of you everyday that I walk into school. I miss how you made me smile everyday; especially during the tough times. I need for you to look out for Blaze and Drake because they need angels around them now. My nephew Ethan is doing really well. He is 3 1/2 years old now and he still talks to his "imaginary" friends but I know its you taking care of him. Continue to watch over your family and friends and I know everyone you meet in heaven smiles when they meet you. I miss you!! Miss Maz
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Date: Fri Jan 21 15:34:29 MST 2011
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dear angel, i am missing you so bad. i wish so much that you were here with me. the pain never goes away. i want you here.when i think of you which is always i always smile, you had that effect on people, you made us smile, and you still do. i see your beautiful funny smile all the time. i want to see you so bad. i miss you so so much. i will always love you so so much. MOM
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Date: Mon Feb 14 16:14:12 MST 2011
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happy valentines day angel, how are you doing up there? i miss you so much more and more everyday. thank you so much with your help with jawn and aunt joyce i know you played a part in it. i hope you are having a fun valentines day. there is a song that reminds me of you here is the line i like, WHEN I SEE YOUR SMILE, THE WHOLE WORLD STOPS AND STARES FOR A WHILE, CAUSE YOURE AMAZING JUST THE WAY YOU ARE!!!! i miss you sooooooooooooooooooooooo much i wish you were here. love always and forever Mom i love you soooooooooooooooo much !!!!!!!!!
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Date: Sat Feb 26 16:19:54 MST 2011
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Hey Bethann.. Its been a while since ive been on here but you seem to pop into my mind at random moments all of the time. The other day I was thinking back to what literally feels like yesterday and I cant believe how time has gone by so quickly. I always wonder what youre doing, who youre looking after, and how nice it would be just to sit down and have a good catch up chit chat session with you. I wish I had 2 minutes just to hear from you, get updates, hug you, touch your face, hear your giggle, and just feel your presence in the same room. I know I can and do still talk to ya once in a while, but it would so wonderful to hear your voice. You havent come to me in my dreams lately, I miss that a lot. I still keep in touch with John, he still yells at me like a big brother lol... we are in the same area now, i am waiting to meet his jackie. i know you had some special involvement with those 2 there :) I havent talked to beth in a while, its sad how easy it is to lose touch with special friends. I miss you so much.. the other morning i was in the shower and i had my radio on, and that song came on that mrs. hearn used to make us warm up to before gym... i just thought about u doing ur arm circles acting like u were preparing to fly away because of the lyrics of the song. lol. u always had me laughing. i love and miss u so much, sending all my hugs up to you.. xoxo
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Date: Tue Mar 8 04:50:32 MST 2011
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Date: Mon Mar 14 19:55:22 MDT 2011
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Hey Bethann.....I just wanted to remind you that i miss you and love you so incredibly much. of course you are still and always will be my bestest friend in the whole world. my friends at school know all about you already and have heard so many stories about our amazing times together. i still think about you ALL the time...that will never change. i can't wait to see you again...i know we will pick up right where we left off like no time has been missed at all. what an absolutely amazing day that will be. love you and miss you more than anything ~*YBFFAE*~ Beth
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Date: Fri Mar 25 07:46:53 MDT 2011
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Date: Sat Apr 23 12:23:19 MDT 2011
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happy easter angel!! dad made you the most beautiful easter basket we hope you like it. i miss you so very much everything would be perfect if you could come home. i surround myself with your pictures but i want to hold you so much. i want to hear you laugh again, you were so crazy and funny. i still have your bottle of shampoo so when i want to smell your hair i open the bottle, that may sound crazy but thats what i do. your hair was so pretty you would spend so long fixing it then you would always pull it up in a pony tail.i am trying so hard bethann but the holidays are so difficult. i will always remember everything about you. i love you and miss you more then words can say, you are always in my heart, bethann. happy easter in heaven love always and forever. mom MEMORY ETERNAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Date: Sun Apr 24 18:44:31 MDT 2011
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Happy Easter Bethann! How was your holiday in Heaven? I hope it was wonderful. Your dad made the best basket for you, but I know you've seen it already. The flowers in the basket are beautiful and I'm sure you loved them. I'm thinking of you today and all the wonderful memories everyone has told me about you. Continue to watch over your family and give them strength. You are greatly missed here. Love, Jackie
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Date: Tue May 10 19:39:52 MDT 2011
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My beautiful sister, I wish that I wrote to you more often, but somehow after all this time it takes all of the courage that I have to make a post. I guess it is because every time I write to you on here, the reality of the situation is almost unbearable. Still after all of this time it is nearly impossible to come to terms with you not being here. I have a lot of real good things going for me in my life. A good job, great fiance, mom and dad are doing well - I know you are here with me through all of this and helping me. I don't think I could have made it through this with out your help. I pleaded for your help with John. I know that you were there to help him. It has to have been a miracle. I know it was you helping the family out. I think about you every day.. but I hope that you know that. I love you so much and I miss you..Please keep watching over all of us and help us in this life until we are able to all be together again. I want you to be proud of me and when you look down and see me I want you to be happy. I know you are so happy in Heaven and I am going to live my life the best that I possibly can. I know our entire lives here on earth seem like minutes in Heaven.. Please stay with us and send signs, and help us..let us know that you are here with us.. It makes it easier sometimes..I have the "B" that Jackie found in the sand sitting on my desk. Stuff like that is really important. I love you so much my little sister. I miss you more then anything.. And I will never know why.. but I am not going to ask anymore..because I think I will find out when the time is right. Love always your big bro and best fried forever, Jawn P.S. I know you loved the easter basket that Dad and Mom put up at the cemetary for you. That was right up your ally..huge an full of stuff just like your baskets used to be.
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Date: Tue May 24 21:02:44 MDT 2011
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I don't know of bethann, only of the vast and glorious legend she carries with her...
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Date: Mon Jun 13 04:22:44 MDT 2011
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Happy Birthday, Angel!! Always in my heart...hope you have another blessed birthday...a few new faces may end up at your bash this year...show them the ropes....give a little holler at your family today...prayers are always with you!!!! Love you!!
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Date: Mon Jun 13 08:32:46 MDT 2011
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Happy Birthday Bethann!!! It's hard for me to believe you are 26 today. I always wonder what you would be, who you would become. But someday I will know when I see you in heaven. Some days I feel like it can't happen soon enough, like I'm ready to join you. Kind of solemn but it's how I feel. I see good things happening to everyone around me but nothing seems to happen for me. Life is stagnant and I am just sick of it. I'm on a quest to find the joy in life and I can't find it. With your guidance I am hoping to find it. I know all you ever wanted was for everyone to be happy, laughing and smiling. I love you Bethann! Laura
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Date: Mon Jun 13 08:35:52 MDT 2011
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Happy Birthday pretty Angel! Are you celebrating with a huge party like the ones you used to have? I'm sure you are! We are celebrating your life down here and miss you all at the same time. I'm sure you're responsible for all the wonderful things going on for your brother. Can you believe how AMAZING he is at his new job?! It's like he was made for this position and I know you helped to guide him there. We are getting ready for the wedding and it's an exciting time. I know you'll be standing next to my sister as one of my Bridesmaids even if I can't see you. I know that you'll be there with us celebrating. Happy Birthday Bethann, have a wonderful day! Love, Jackie
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Date: Mon Jun 13 09:01:37 MDT 2011
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Happy Birthday Bethann Love, Emo
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Date: Mon Jun 13 13:04:55 MDT 2011
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Happy Birthday Bethann! Not a day goes by I don't think about you and the impact you had on all of our lives. Your beauty, personality, and laugh will forever be with me. Please keep watching over all of us down here. I MISS you and I LOVE you!!!
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Date: Mon Jun 13 14:34:03 MDT 2011
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Happy birthday Bethann!! i swear each year on your birthday hurts just as bad as the one before....i still just repeat over and over in my head that this is not fair. i know you're having another wonderful birthday but i'm selfish and i want you here so i can celebrate with you the way we did for how many years and have another summer of going on vacations and being inseparable. i'm sure you are having a big party at the beach and i can't wait to be right there with you. have a wonderful birthday in Heaven Bethann i love you and miss you SO much...thank you for continuing to always be with me. you really are the bestest friend i could have ever asked for. ~*YBFFAE*~ Beth
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Date: Mon Jun 13 16:13:15 MDT 2011
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Happy Birthday Bethann, I never stop thinking about you, all of the great times we shared and the last time I saw you. I miss you and your sense of humor more and more each day. I know that your watching over us And helping out a ton Love Jamie
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Date: Mon Jun 13 19:31:46 MDT 2011
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Happy Birthday lil sis!! Like always, still can't believe I am wishing you Happy Birthday this way.. But i do believe that you are happy and you had a good birthday in Heaven. Someday I will stop being selfish and wishing that you were here to celebrate these kind of days with us.. I guess I am not ready to quite yet. I love you and I miss you so much. I hope you liked the flowers that we got for you. We all miss you so much sis.. I love you! Love always your big bro and best friend forever... Jawn
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Date: Tue Jun 14 14:16:13 MDT 2011
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Happy Birthday, my girl. I still think about you all the time and miss you deep in my bones. I know you're smiling up there. Love you!
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Date: Wed Jun 15 20:10:31 MDT 2011
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hi bethann, i know i was too young to appreciate you treating me so nicely when i was younger, but i hear you were just like a sister to me. and i always look back at old pictures of you, and you and jill, and even some with me. I've been thinking about you these past few days, and it must be because your birthday was a couple days ago. i wish you were still around so much so i could've been with you and jill all the time and now i wouldnt be such a baby like i used to be and we could all be so close. i love you bethann, thank you for watching over me and my family. see you in heaven one day<3
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Date: Mon Jul 4 17:23:46 MDT 2011
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She was a good friend of mine in 10th grade, though we didn't hang out a lot. The other day I was thinking about her and decided to search Bethann and stumbled upon this. She always wanted to dye her hair red, but I thought it looked great brown. We always used to tease each other about how the other's eyebrows were big. Haha. I miss you Bethann.<
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Date: Tue Jul 5 06:35:22 MDT 2011
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Bethann, Please be there with me today as I go thru yet another hard time. This one is serious, please watch over me, my guardian angel.
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Date: Fri Jul 15 06:35:40 MDT 2011
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Miss you baby....Love Always & Forever Love,Johnna
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Date: Mon Jul 18 20:04:50 MDT 2011
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bethann was fun funny cool and had feelings for all of us. and when im not around can you watch my mom my dad my nan my ants my baba.i love her.shes in my heart.i love you.your fun.amen.
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Date: Tue Jul 19 14:29:59 MDT 2011
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Hey Sweet Angel, I haven't posted in a while. I pray & know you are at peace & watching over us all. Thank you for that. As I get older, the amount of angels I have becomes greater, and I am ever so grateful for them watching over my family and I. My family. Oh, my family. Imperfect. But they are the one's God gave me. I am thankful for the ones I DO have. Last I checked, I'm pretty flawed, too. But I love my family, as you did, and as we do you & your memory. We honor you to this day as I'm sure you know. Wow. That was pretty cool that Jack posted on your site. I am sure you see how amazing he is. He is God's gift to me, Johnna, and almost everyone he meets really loves him. I beg you, and I thank you, please watch over him always. I want such great things for him. Do what you can to keep him, and the rest of us safe. How bout your brother!?!?!?!(AND Jamie!!) Getting married!!!! I LOVE LOVE Jackie. (His fiance one. Which means the only one.)You would have loved her, cause from afar, you guys are a lot alike. I could only imagine You, Johnna, and Jackie doing mani-pedis, and all that stuff together. There would be enough beauty products to open a store!!! You guys are,were, and always will be beautiful to me. Jack: I am proud of what you wrote son. You are in my heart, too. I LOVE YOU ALL, ZAGUARASKY & HOVEY FAMILIES. Truly, Jason
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Date: Sun Jul 31 09:49:17 MDT 2011
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hey angel, i am missing you like crazy i wish so very much that you were here with us. i think about you constantly and it is always the same your beautiful smile and your beautiful hair. i always thougt your hair was so beautiful, you would spend so much time fixing it then you would end up pulling it up anyway. i remember my favorite way you would wear it you would make a low ponytail at your neck i always loved it that way. you always wore a hair tie on your wrist and if you look closely you have on on in your graduation pictures, you must have forgotten to take it off. i miss every little thing about you. i will never forget one second of your wonderful life. johnna and jack have been here for a few weeks we have had a really nice time. i am lucky to have them. jack is huge!!!!!!!!he didnt know you physically but johnna has told him so much about you that it is actually that he knew you from her stories. when he was a baby he knew your pictures by name. we all LOVE you so much. cant wait see you one day. i love you so so so very much my sweet beautiful angel. jawn and jackies wedding is coming up fast i know you will be with us. love always and forever!!!!!!!!!!!!may your memory be eternal MOM/barb i wonder as you got older if you would be still be calling me barb when you were being funny????? i bet so. i love you so much
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Date: Thu Aug 4 11:21:49 MDT 2011
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Bethanny, I know you are watching over us. Please keep doing so. Jack and I are heading back to Wilmington. We will miss your parents & brother so much. They are such a strong family. I do not doubt that you have had plenty to do with that. You are missed so much. You know that I am always thinking of you. I Love You Godchild...hahaha Sweet Angel.
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Date: Wed Aug 17 18:42:33 MDT 2011
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Just stopping by to say hello pretty angel. I think about you daily and we keep a candle lit for you to find your way to our home any time of the day and night. I know you see the candle because we got your sign when we were writing out our ceremony stuff for the wedding. You're always with us. Love you! Jackie
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Date: Sun Sep 11 07:49:29 MDT 2011
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Hey Bethann, well John and Jackies wedding was a full success and boy were you there in spirit! Everyone wore angel pins representing you and Jackie wore a star gazer lilly in her hair as a symbol of you as well. Jackie looked beautiful and John was so dapper and I've never seen him look so happy. Thanks for giving us the beautiful day!
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Date: Thu Sep 15 06:23:07 MDT 2011
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Hey Sis! I can officially call you sister now! I don't know if you were the bumble bee that landed on the lily I wore in my hair for you as we said our vows, or the Seagull that sat and watched the entire ceremony and stayed for pictures, or the butterfly that flew by as we were being married, but I know one thing: you were definitely with us Saturday. I'm so glad, and I hope you liked everything! John looked so handsome and I'm so happy to officially be a Zagurasky! The weather was beautiful and I'm betting you had a little something to do with that. Thanks for a gorgeous day. Love you sister!
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Date: Wed Sep 21 06:00:15 MDT 2011
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Love you B Ziggity. Always. Thanks for always making it known that you're still around and think about us. Love you! XOXOXOXOXO
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Date: Wed Sep 21 07:47:15 MDT 2011
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Bethann- As you already know, in the past 2 weeks, your brother married an awesome girl that you would love. We missed you there very much, like we miss you everyday. Thank you for looking down on all of us, especially your family. Please know we love you so much and you being absent still leaves a huge hole in all of our heats. I love you Bethann!!!
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Date: Wed Sep 21 13:43:22 MDT 2011
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How do we describe in ordinary words Someone who was not ordinary at all? How do we celebrate a Spirit so beautiful, a life so full? We describe you, Bethann..... You were all that and more.... Were you the seagull, the bee or the butterfly at John and Jackies beautiful wedding or were you the spirit that made the day so sunny and grand? I suspect you were all of them.... You are so missed and very loved every day. Please know I will always remember you. Love, Aunt Joyce and Uncle Jim
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Date: Wed Sep 21 16:53:21 MDT 2011
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Bethann, I miss you more and more every day. It will never be the same and the thought of you being gone is still as heartbreaking as the day it happened but I know that you're watching over us and helping us out. It's hard to believe its been 9 years. Your face and voice will always be fresh on my mind. I miss you a ton
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Date: Wed Sep 21 17:22:29 MDT 2011
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9 years later and it's still not any easier. I miss you more than words can say Bethann...thank you for always being with me and for continuing to be the most amazing best friend a girl could ever ask for. I love you and cannot wait until we're together again ~*YBFFAE*~ Beth
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Date: Wed Sep 21 19:10:10 MDT 2011
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Hello pretty angel! You're on my mind today. I hope all is well in Heaven. We wish you were with us, but are thankful we have an angel to watch over us. Thank you for helping John and I find each other. I'm so happy to call your brother my husband and join the Zagurasky family. Love you, Sis!
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Date: Wed Sep 21 20:06:13 MDT 2011
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Hi Bethann: Where does the time go? Has it really been nine years? i can still see you in that red t-shirt and turquoise sweat shorts and I remember thinking that you must have been half-asleep that friday morning because you didn't match....and you were telling me and Mrs. Fest that you wanted to be a flower girl in my wedding......but you had to find me a husband first! I had to go to the funeral home for Eric Fisher yesterday. It was like walking back into the past nine years ago. I just kept thinking that I hope he finds Bethann so he isn't alone. Thanks for looking out for my little Ethan and Alex and Gracie too. I miss you and I miss that smile and that huge laugh. I still don't know why you had to leave us so soon but I like to think that you are helping out other people (both here and in heaven) and giving them many reasons to smile! Take care!
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Date: Wed Nov 23 16:58:37 MST 2011
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Hey baby. Miss you. Please keep looking over us. This time of year is so bittersweet. I love you sweet one. You just don't know how much I need you. Always have. Everyone says it gets easier w/ time. Not true! You just learn to live differently.
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Date: Sat Nov 26 06:10:37 MST 2011
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Hello Pretty Angel! How was your Thanksgiving in Heaven? I'm sure it was wonderful and you were surrounded by loving angels like yourself. Down here we miss you very much. Although you aren't here physically, we know you are with us, especially around the holidays. Ryley knew when you came to our house last Saturday for our family Thanksgiving dinner that your brother & I cooked for your parents & mine. She went crazy when we set your picture by the candle because she thought someone was at the door! I knew it was you and was happy to have you in our home for dinner. I am thankful for the ways you make yourself known in our lives and for how you continue to watch over your loved ones. Love you Sis! Jackie
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Date: Thu Dec 22 19:27:06 MST 2011
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dear bethann i miss you.you are in my heart.i love you.have fun. you are nice please watch over all of us. we love you have a great time.amen
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Date: Sun Dec 25 13:45:21 MST 2011
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dear angel, Merry Christmas in Heaven, celebrate with the angels. we all miss you so much. we are having a special Christmas this year, it is jawn and jackies first Christmas being married. we are all doing a lot better Bethann, i hope you are proud of us. it has been a long hard journey, but i think we realize now that you would want us to be happy. you were always so happy, always smiling that beautiful smile of yours. i know you know how much i love you and miss you everyday, but i wanted to tell you again. we have the best memories, our family made wonderful memories together. i will cherish them always. may your memory be eternal!!!!!!!!!!!! merry christmas MOM/BARB ha ha
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Date: Tue Jan 17 09:38:22 MST 2012
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Hey there, B Ziggity...was just looking at the pic of you, Lindsey, and me from our graduation...what a smile on your face, and that was a constant! Miss you! Please relay the message to the Good Lord Himself, that, when my day arrives, He has a lot of explaining to do (He'll know what you're talking about)! Prayers for you and the Family, ALWAYS!!!!!Love you, Angel!!!!!!!!!!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Date: Thu Jan 19 20:44:04 MST 2012
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Hey Bethann, still missing you like crazy....every. single. day. i love you and i dream about the day we get to be together again. Almost 10 years later and I'm still asking why this had to happen and wishing that it's been a 10-year-long nightmare. You're the best friend that i've ever had and that I ever will have, and I'm so thankful for that. I know you're having lots of fun up there...don't forget about me! <3 YBFFAE Beth
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Date: Tue Feb 14 08:07:31 MST 2012
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happy valentines day angel, i am missing you so much you will never know. i think about you all the time and wonder what you would be doing now if you were still here. i can only imagine something fun!!!i am sure heaven is even more radiant with your beautiful smile and your contagious laugh. i miss you and love you so much bethann my angel always remember that.
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Date: Tue Feb 14 12:20:39 MST 2012
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happy valentines day angel,i am missing you so very much. i think about you all the time and wonder what you would be doing now if were still here. i know it would be something outrageus and fun!! i am sure that Heaven is even more radiant with with beautiful smile and contagious laugh. you sure light up a room. you are unforgettable. you will never know how much i miss you angel. always remember how very much you are loved by all of us.MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH XOXOXOXO
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Date: Sun May 13 07:49:31 MDT 2012
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A Poem for Bethann Because a Mother's love doesn't die...... It's Mother's Day and you're not here. a poem for bethann bacause a mothers love doesn't die It's mother's day and you're not here. forgive me when i shed a tear. days like this are extra tough; i didn't get to hold you enough. hey angel i love you and miss you so much it still hurts so much. dad and jawn are taking me out for the day. i will be thinking of you all day as usual. i love you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Date: Sun Jun 3 16:03:53 MDT 2012
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Hey there pretty angel! Just stopping by to say hello. It started pouring down rain here for just a few short minutes and the sun was out at the same time. I was looking for a rainbow and there was one literally right outside my window that started in our driveway and stretched to the end of our yard. It was felt like a little hello from you, and Jawn and I loved it! So I figured I'd say hello back. We miss you - thanks for the rainbow. Love you! Jackie
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Date: Tue Jun 12 23:30:28 MDT 2012
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Happy Birthday Angel! I'll be sure to go past your angel lit up outside today and say a special little prayer! Keep watching over all your loved ones! Keep an extra special watch over Gina <3 she is doing great things and I kept help but to think its because you were her hero! Rest Easy Angel!!<3
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Date: Wed Jun 13 05:18:56 MDT 2012
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Happy Birthday Bethann! It's beautiful here on your birthday and the sun is shining so bright for you. I know you're putting on a big celebration up there and I hope you enjoy this day. We are celebrating your life today! I love you Sis! Jackie
Name: Jamie
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Date: Wed Jun 13 16:14:13 MDT 2012
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Happy Birthday Bethann, It always feels like I just saw you yesterday. Your voice and laugh are still fresh in my mind. I never stop thinking about you, thanks so much for watching over me. Happy Birthday, Love Jamie
Name: Heather
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Date: Wed Jun 13 17:51:01 MDT 2012
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Happy Birthday angel! I'm so sorry it's been so long since I wrote... That definitely doesn't mean I don't think of you often. I hope you had a beautiful celebration today! Part of me is there with you... I know you are making sure Luca is being taken care of until I see you both again. I love you and miss you everyday! <3
Name: mom
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Date: Sat Jun 16 06:29:24 MDT 2012
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hey bethann, my beautiful birthday angel. sorry i didn't sign on your b-day i was too sad. thank you for the amazing sign that you gave dad and i!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i know you had the best b-day in Heaven how could you have not you spent it with the angels. i hope you liked the flowers. i love you and miss you so very much you are with me in my heart always. we all miss your smile and your laugh. STAY CLOSE ANGEL!!!!! love always and forever mom
Name: Vaibhav
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E-Mail: seasontickets@yankees.com
Date: Mon Aug 27 04:04:31 MDT 2012
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Ryan,I have been trying to check out your wesbtie since I got your newsletter. What is going on? It doesnt let me in. Hopefully it will work soon, I am anxious to see some pictures of your travels around Africa. I hope all is going well for you in Kenya.Peace,Kim Egypt YAV
Name: Linds B
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Date: Tue Sep 4 20:30:25 MDT 2012
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Hey Bethann, you're going to think I am nuts but something made me think of you the other day. I was getting ready to go out and I put putting on my mascara, and I had a flashback of one of the pictures of you on here that I love. You're putting your mascara on and you can see the concentration on your face.. hehe. i love that picture. I sat there and continued to put my make up on and I couldn't help but wonder what you would be doing today or what you would look like. You were one of the most beautiful girls I ever knew without a doubt. That is truth. I wish I could hear your silly giggle just for a second, its been so long since Ive heard it. Its unreal to me how much time has passed. A lot has changed in my world, my whole family is moved out of the house I grew up in Elizabeth and paps in a nursing home. As we already know things change in life but the world just keeps on moving. Sometimes I wish I could put life on pause and say in happy place for a while so it doesn't end. I still think about you and talk about you. I was telling my supervisor about you just a few weeks ago. I miss you so much and I will never forget you. I love you!! xoxo
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Date: Thu Sep 6 20:07:43 MDT 2012
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Hey Bethann...I am sitting here thinking to myself how much it says about our friendship that even after 10 years of not being able to see you and you not being here...you are still the first person i want to turn to with every little thing that happens in my life. it is especially hard when something really good and something really bad happens. And there sure has been a good bit of each lately. It is SO hard to not have my best friend here. i love you and i miss you so incredibly much. I am trusting you to help out with everything going on and i have no doubt that you will come through. Thank you for always listening, you are the best. Also, should i formally ask you on here to be my maid of honor?? I would never go back on our promise...of course you will be listed as and known as my MOH :) YBFFAE
Name: Uncle Tom & Aunt Cindy
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Date: Wed Sep 19 15:29:51 MDT 2012
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As the ten year anniversesry of your far too early passing comes and goes, know that you are not now nor will ever be forgotten! Missed, remembered, loved but never forgotten. We will all be together one day. Thanks for looking after us and continue to do so as we continue to struggle with your loss and look after each other. You are loved!
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Date: Fri Sep 21 04:41:17 MDT 2012
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Bethanny--- my heart hurts. I miss you, I need you, I love you. Forever
Name: Jackie
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Date: Fri Sep 21 07:19:07 MDT 2012
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My sis-in-law, I hope you're doing well in Heaven. As you know, we're all thinking of you today and wishing you were here with us physically. I know you're with us even if we can't see you. All three of our animals are acting crazy today so I can only assume that you're in our home visiting your brother today. Stay with him, watch over him, and visit us often. We think about you every day. I love you Sis! Jackie
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Date: Fri Sep 21 07:20:32 MDT 2012
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Bethann, I can't believes its been 10 years. I'd give anything for you to still be here with us. It really breaks my heart to even think about. I just feel so sad sometimes that I don't have you here with me. I often think about having you still here with us and it really just kills me. After all this time I still try to tell myself you are in a better place but it does not make things any easier. I love you so much and I know that you have helped me get to this point in my life. Everything I do I know you are with me. I love you my lil sister and I just hope that you are happy where you are. I know we will see you again one day but until then please stay with us and keep watching over us. I love you!!! Love always your big bro and best friend forever - Jawn
Name: Justin
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Date: Fri Sep 21 07:46:56 MDT 2012
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I cannot believe its been 10 years Bethann. I would be lying if I said it has gotten easier on us as time goes by. Everyday I think of you. I think of our times together everyday, and it is safe to say that those were the best times of my life. I love you. I miss you, and time cannot go by fast enough until I can see your beautiful face again.
Name: mom
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Date: Fri Sep 21 10:30:21 MDT 2012
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dear bethann, my beautiful angel.my heart is heavy and i have a headache. i miss you so much angel words cannot express. as i sit here and cry all my love goes out to you today and always. I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL! LOVE MOM
Name: Jason
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Date: Fri Sep 21 10:48:33 MDT 2012
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Thinking of you, and of your family today. Thankful for the peace that comes from knowing how well off you are. Freedom like we have not experienced... I love you all, sincerely.
Name: Jason
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Date: Fri Sep 21 10:49:29 MDT 2012
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Thinking of you, and of your family today. Thankful for the peace that comes from knowing how well off you are. Freedom like we have not experienced... I love you all, sincerely.
Name: Kristin
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Date: Fri Sep 21 11:28:35 MDT 2012
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Hi Bethann. I cannot believe it has been 10 years. I want to thank you for listening to my prayers over the years, Angel. I continue to always keep your family in my prayers, and you will always have a special place in my heart. You are forever missed.
Name: Tonya
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Date: Fri Sep 21 12:53:47 MDT 2012
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Bethann, I cannot believe it has been ten years today that I received that awful unthinkable phone call. I remember exactly where I was and what I was doing like it was yesterday. I think about you and your family all the time, especially today. I wanted to tell you that last week I was on vacation and garth brooks came on the radio and I got this weird feeling in the pit of my stomach, this song made me think of you, although it made me sad, it made me smile too! It was one of our Christmas breaks, you and John were at my parents and we had just got N64 and a new garth brooks CD, and you, Marina, John, and myself were playing N64 and listening to it. I will cherish these memories forever! I think about you all of time. I wonder what you would be doing today or what you would look like now. You will always hold such a special place in my heart. I know that I will get to see you one day but until we meet again please continue to give your family the strength they need to live without you. Love and miss you always! Tonya
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Date: Fri Sep 21 16:41:31 MDT 2012
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Hi Bethann, Oh my gosh!!! Where have ten years gone??? I think most of it is a blur, which may be for the best. Your smile and laugh is still so vivid in my mind, which is a good thing. My best memories are with you and your family , which is a good thing. See, your old Aunt Joyce can still remember. So much has changed , but so much has not. We are still a good family and we so care about each other. I am sure you are aware of all. Please look out for us, we sure need it !!!! You are missed more than you could ever know. I so wonder many times, what is Bethann doing now??? You are in a better place and we will all join you someday. Love you, miss you, hope you are smiling, Aunt Joyce
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Date: Fri Sep 21 16:44:17 MDT 2012
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Oh, I forgot I am looking for the Mom Deer and her Baby Deer, please bring them around again.... Love you always and forever
Name: mom
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Date: Wed Oct 31 16:21:30 MDT 2012
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happy halloween my beautiful angel!!!! i miss you and love you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Name: Carson30Wanda
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Date: Thu Dec 13 07:06:12 MST 2012
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Date: Fri Dec 21 08:47:57 MST 2012
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hey angel, just wanted to say hello i am thinking about you more today than ever. wish you were here with us for christmas. we have your tree up and it is beautiful just like you!!!!!thank you for always being here for your family it means a lot. can you believe jamie is a DAD!!!! watch over baby alexis she is adorable but i am sure you already know that. sing with the other angels on christmas we will be missing you terribly. i love you so much!!! MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE ALWAYS MOM
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Date: Tue Dec 25 21:07:46 MST 2012
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Merry Christmas Angel! I thought of you often today and hope that you had a wonderful Christma in Heaven. Dinner eas great last night at your parents and I know that you were with us. We have a new angel ornament on our tree for you and our candle is always lit for you to find your way to our home anytime. Visit us often and watch over your family, especially your brother. We love you and wish you were here with us physically. Merry Chrisrmas, Sis!!! Love, Jackie (sis-in-law)
Name: Jacki
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Date: Fri Dec 28 20:59:49 MST 2012
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Hi my girl, Merry Christmas! You've been on my mind a lot lately and I talk about you any chance I get, so anyone special in my life has heard Bethann stories. I always wondered how awful it would be to go a whole ten years without you, and I hated to admit to myself that much time had gone by. It has become more and more evident with passing time that I will never again meet someone quite like you with your happy energy and very kind heart, and especially that beauty from within that glowed and showed every single day of your life. You sure were fun, whether at home in pajamas or out all dressed up, you brought infectious laughter to everyone around you. I will never forget you and am so thankful to have had you in my life. I miss you all the time and just want you to know I will always love you. Please be with your family and loved ones in the new year. Love, Jacq
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Date: Tue Feb 5 15:31:53 MST 2013
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its amazing..i stumbled upon this page in mid 2003, and was so touched by the love and admiration afor bethann that 10 years later she actually popped into my mind today and led me to visit. this girl truly was special.
Name: mom
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Date: Sat Mar 23 09:42:46 MDT 2013
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hey angel, today is jawns birthday. shine down on him like you always do!!!!!!! i know you are wishing him a happy bday in heaven. i love you and miss you so much no one will ever know. i miss everything about you but the things i miss most is going shopping and to lunch on saturdays, that was our time it was so special i will treasure it forever. and i miss how you always plopped down on my lap and said play with my hair mom. everything is so different without you here. i will love you always. keep an eye out for Father George he is not doing so well. you are so beautiful to me. MOM
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Date: Sun Mar 31 16:18:45 MDT 2013
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Happy Easter, Angel!! I know youre enjoying a beautiful holiday in Heaven. We wish you were with us down here but I know life is beautiful among the angels. I love you! Happy Easter! Jackie
Name: Malena Mazurek
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Date: Fri May 10 05:54:50 MDT 2013
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Hi Sweetie: Another school year will come to a close soon and I still think about you all the time. I miss that laugh and smile and your ability to make me relax and go with the flow. Thanks for continuing to look out for my nephew Ethan. He will complete Life Skills Kindergarten and is doing really well. My godson Alex had his first communion on Sunday and we were worried that Ethan might not make it through the service but he was an absolute angel. I told my dad that you had a firm grip on him!! Take care Bethann.......i miss you
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Date: Sun May 12 17:10:20 MDT 2013
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HEY BETHANN, ITS MOTHERS DAY AND I AM MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY. DAD AND JAWN MADE THE DAY VERY SPECIAL FOR ME. ALL I CAN SAY RIGHT NOW IS THAT I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MOM
Name: jack
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Date: Sun May 26 09:44:34 MDT 2013
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bethann we will always love and miss you a lot and a lot
Name: Aunt Cindy
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Date: Fri Jun 7 16:59:04 MDT 2013
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Hi Bethann, I have been looking at your pictures and your beautiful smile today. I am thinking of you and how special you are to so many people. Please look after my Mom and Dad up in Heaven. I am sure they adore you! Uncle Tommy and I love you!
Name: Jackie
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Date: Tue Jun 11 07:11:12 MDT 2013
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Hello Angel, I am thinking of you. Watch over us today. I love you!
Name: Jackie
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Date: Thu Jun 13 07:08:11 MDT 2013
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY S.I.L.!!!!!! There was some major thunder and lightening last night after midnight so I can only imagine the party you're throwing up there, complete with your very own light show in the sky. Would you have it any other way? I have been thinking of you all week, and I know that you've been with us all week. I am celebrating with you all day today - and tomorrow!! No one loves a "birthday week" more than myself, and from what I hear, you love birthdays too, so we should definitely extend your birthday a few days, don't you think? I love you, Sis! Enjoy this wonderful day! If I see more thunder and lightening, I'll know you haven't stopped the party up there in Heaven! Love, Jackie
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Date: Thu Jun 13 07:46:40 MDT 2013
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY S.I.L.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There was some major thunder and lightening going on last night so I know that you were throwing a huge party complete with your own light show! You have been on my mind all week and I know that you've been with us the last few days. I am celebrating with you today - and tomorrow too! No one loves a birthday week more than myself and from what I heard, you'd appreciate one just as much as me. If I see more thunder and lightening, I'll know you kept the party going up in Heaven! I love you, Sis!! Happy Birthday! Love, Jackie
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Date: Thu Jun 13 11:29:37 MDT 2013
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happy birthday my beautiful angel!!!!! thank you so much for being with us the past few days. i knew you were by my side. this just is not right we should be having your birthday week!!! i hope you are celebrating with all of your new angel friends. i miss your smile and laughter so much Bethann, like aunt joyce said once you were the spark plug of our family!!! you are 28 now i hope you are still the silly girl we all know and remember so well. stay with us always, we all love you and miss you so much. happy birthday angel!!! mom/BARB
Name: Aunt Joyce
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Date: Thu Jun 13 17:47:29 MDT 2013
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Hey Bethann, Happy Birthday, Hope you have that big smile on your face that we all remember so well. As you know we miss you, that will be forever until we join you. Please know you are in our Hearts and will never leave. Jack had his Birthday on the 10th and he said I am going to have a Birthday week, who does that sound like??? I hope you have a Birthday week in Heaven..... hopefully it is a celebration all the time! I Love You, Aunt Joyce PS; please look after us all, God do we need it!
Name: Justin
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Date: Thu Jun 13 19:25:54 MDT 2013
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Happy Birthday Bethann! We all miss you so much! You left such a lasting spirit in everyone you came in contact with it amazes me. Keep shining your light on all of us and we will never forget! I love you!
Name: Jamie
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Date: Thu Jun 13 21:01:33 MDT 2013
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Happy Birthday Bethann. I know you're watching over us and have help me a TON. I never stop thinking about you, Love, Jamie
Name: Uncle Jim
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Date: Fri Jun 14 04:50:37 MDT 2013
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Another Birthday Bethann. I think about you frequently. I know you hear me when I talk to you in my prayers. I love you and miss you.
Name: mom
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Date: Mon Jul 29 16:29:10 MDT 2013
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i love you. wish you were here with me
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Date: Sun Aug 25 19:30:19 MDT 2013
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i missed you SO much yesterday Bethann. I thought about you all day long and I know you were right there beside me the whole time. I know you had a part in how perfect everything turned out. Everyone loved the tributes we had to you and I hope you did too. I love you and miss you so much and I can't wait to see you again!
Name: krista
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Date: Thu Sep 19 13:19:12 MDT 2013
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still think about you often Bethann, it has been so long without you. You will never be forgotten!
Name: Cheryl
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Date: Fri Sep 20 06:27:47 MDT 2013
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Ten years... you are missed by oh so many and will remain in everyone's heart. Thoughts and prayers are with your family - always.
Name: Jackie
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Date: Sat Sep 21 07:09:24 MDT 2013
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Hello beautiful angel, We are down here thinking about you today more than ever. You may have left this earth years ago but your presence is stronger than ever. Our candle is lit for you today, and always, and I hope you find your way to our home to visit us today. Thank you for the smiley face in the coffee grounds this Summer, and the beautiful stargazer lily plant that bloomed in the yard of our new home when we got back from vacation. We appreciate all the ways you make your comforting presence known. We love to have you at our new home. We miss you so much! I love you! Love, Jackie (S.I.L.)
Name: jack ahumada
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Date: Sat Sep 21 14:27:25 MDT 2013
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hi bethann. sorry i have not posted in a while. i miss you so much. i tried to stay up till 3:00 in the morning for you. i hope you liked the memorial that i made you. the reason i am right is because last night 3:00 was the night that you died. :(. i miss you so much. love you. love you so much, jack ahumada
Name: jack ahumada
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Date: Sat Sep 21 14:31:14 MDT 2013
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hi bethann. sorry i have not posted in a while. i miss you so much. i tried to stay up till 3:00 in the morning for you. i hope you liked the memorial that i made for you. the reason i stayed up till 3 is the rememberance of you :(. i miss you so much. love you. love you so much, jack ahumada
Name: Aunt Joyce
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Date: Sat Sep 21 15:06:04 MDT 2013
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Hey, how are you doing. Gee 11 years..... I wish I could talk with you. So much time, so much healing, so much caring and so much sharing. I know you have been with us all the way. I, we, all, miss you so much and your smile and all that went with your smile. Please look after us. You are forever in my heart. I love You, Aunt Joyce (party on and make sure you make it a week)
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Date: Sat Sep 21 16:41:54 MDT 2013
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MY GIRL, i can't believe how much i miss you. it's unbearable at times and makes my heart constrict with pain, but small things pop into my mind and make me smile. i remember how much you loved the chicken parm your dad brought home for you, the time you got your hair colored and hated it and kept calling it 'fire engine red' before it was fixed, your love for clothes and fashion and how we'd always share clothes. I remember how you liked to stay up late and talk, how you looked beautiful without any makeup in sweatpants, and how you always made everyone laugh. This time 11 years ago was the absolute saddest time of my life. So many people miss you and will never forget your amazing spirit. I love you, your girl, JACQ
Name: Binz
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Date: Thu Oct 10 19:57:04 MDT 2013
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This is definitely the longest I have gone without posting. It is absolutely unreal to me how much time has passed. Still to this day I think about you all the time. I've said it before -- but for some odd reason you alway tend to pop up in my mind more often when the seasons are changing. September passed this year and I remember it was a rainy gloomy day. I thought about you the minute my eyes opened that morning. Sometimes I daydream about the old times in highschool and think of how much fun we had. I think about aerobics class and walking around the track listening to your boy stories. I remember so many conversations we had about life in general and how u thought I was a complete wierdo cause I never drank a yoohoo before. Lol. I looked at Beth's wedding pictures and I just knew in my heart that u were there right by her side that day. I remember the last conversation we had on AIM before I left for college. Still to this day it blows my mind what u said to me. It's almost like u knew what was coming and u were finishing up ur angel duties here and making peace everywhere u went. U are still to this day one of the most geuinely sincere girls I have ever known. I still admire u and always will. When I think of u I swear all ican think of I this glowing ball of energy that radiated off of everything around u. I miss u so much. I will always think about u Bethann no matter where I am in my life. I love u.
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Date: Sun Nov 10 15:00:13 MST 2013
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hi angel! I miss you so much.i think about you all the time. Halloween is so sad doe dad without you here he always says that was yours and his favorite holiday, remember all the parties when you were little? john and i were talking today i said i wonder if Bethann would be working and grown up yet or just so silly? john was laughing he said probably just so silly. i said she was a kid at heart!!! it never gets any easier you know. eleven years is too long for your family not to be with you. WE LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH BETHANN> you will always be in my heart my beautiful angel!!!!always remember you are so beautiful to me!! Smile down on us! we miss you so much
Name: Jackie
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Date: Fri Nov 29 08:09:20 MST 2013
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Happy Thanksgiving Angel! I am thinking of you often. I have been seeing smiley faces EVERYWHERE lately, so I know you are near. I hope you enjoyed your holiday. Love, Jackie
Name: Jackie
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Date: Thu Dec 26 08:16:34 MST 2013
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Merry Christmas Angel! I'm sorry this is a day late, but I hope you had the most beautiful holiday in Heaven. I am thinking of you and know that you are watching over your family with love. Love, Jackie
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Date: Fri Dec 27 08:52:30 MST 2013
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my dearest angel, i love you and miss you so very much words can never convey how i feel. out of all of the holidays christmas is the worse, but we got through ok. you know there is a lot of stuff going on with the family so please watch over ALL of us we need it! always something going on down here. keep an extra eye on gram she is not doing very well. i wish so much that that you were here with me! i hope you had a wonderful christmas in Heaven. we all love you. MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!love you always MOM/BARB!!!!!!
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Date: Fri Feb 14 08:13:22 MST 2014
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happy valentines day angel, i love you and miss you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!you are so beautiful to me!!!!!MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Date: Thu Apr 24 11:03:50 MDT 2014
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hi angel, i am missing you and loving you more than ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Name: Johnna
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Date: Thu Jun 12 19:32:46 MDT 2014
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Miss and love you. Forever. 🌈
Name: Justin
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Date: Fri Jun 13 13:24:09 MDT 2014
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Happy birthday Bethann! Much time has passed since you have passed, but you're still very much in all of our hearts. We love you, and of course miss you very much, and thank you for looking over all of us each and every day <3 <3 <3
Name: Kristin
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Date: Fri Jun 13 13:25:45 MDT 2014
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Happy Birthday Angel. There isn't a day that goes by by that I do not think of you. I hope you are celebrating your 29th birthday with a big party in Heaven (I'm sure you wouldn't have it any other way)! I think of your family often as well. Love, Kristin
Name: Beth
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Date: Fri Jun 13 13:48:40 MDT 2014
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Happy birthday Bethann! I know you are in Heaven and having a better birthday than we can imagine but I can assure you that it has not got easier to not be able to celebrate with you. I think about you every day and almost 12 years later, I still can't believe you're gone. There is SO much going on that you're supposed to be here for. I miss you more than you know. I love you and I can't wait to finally be able to see you again. Happy happy birthday sweet angel! YBFFAE - Beth
Name: Aunt Joyce
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Date: Fri Jun 13 16:56:15 MDT 2014
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Happy Birthday to You, Happy Birthday to You, Happy Birthday Dear Bethann, Hope your day was special just like you. Miss you, Love you, Forever in my Heart....
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Date: Fri Jun 13 19:56:21 MDT 2014
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happy birthday my beautiful bethann! i miss u so very much. i wish so much that u were here with us. we all love you so so much. you will never ever know how much i miss you. you are so beautiful to me. i love you soooooooooooooooo much!!! may your memory be eternal. i will love you for ever and ever. i miss you!!
Name: Jamie
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Date: Fri Jun 13 21:34:58 MDT 2014
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Happy Birthday Bethann I never stop thinking about you and know that you're watching us. I miss you more and more. I hope that you're having a great birthday. I love and miss you, - Jamie
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Date: Thu Aug 7 21:32:55 MDT 2014
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Bethann, I'm thinking of you tonight and just wondering what you're up to in heaven. Oh, how I wish I could talk to you, if only for a few minutes, just hear your voice. I can still hear it in my mind, I'll never forget it...but I still miss the sound. Sometimes I feel your presence nearby, but I haven't in a while. If you could make a special stop to see me soon, it would mean the world. Everyone here misses your energy and your compassion for others, so much about you that is only you, irreplaceable. I miss you every day and look forward to the day I'll see your sweet face again. I love you so much, forever and always <3
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Date: Thu Aug 7 21:51:12 MDT 2014
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Thinking of you tonight... love and miss you always and forever.
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Date: Sat Sep 20 19:29:33 MDT 2014
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Hey Bethann! I love you and miss you so much. I know its the anniversary of your death tomorrow and it makes my heart break that you are dead. I wish I was closer to you and I knew you like in person not just pictures. You are a awesome person. I can't imagine my life without your soul around me. Your soul has helped me in so many ways. I will always love you Bethann. <3
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Date: Sun Sep 21 02:45:23 MDT 2014
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Time continues to pass by and life must go on Bethann, we can't stop it, but our love for you never fades away. Every year this day approaches and it's still hard after all this time. It still doesn't even really make sense. All I know is I still think of you, love you, get very periodic visits from you, and I look forward to the day we will meet again. Rest in peace angel. We will love u forever.
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Date: Sun Sep 21 12:22:25 MDT 2014
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hi angel, 12 years today i can't believe it. i miss you so much everyday!!!! i would do anything for you to come back. nothing will ever be right again. you were so special, so funny, so silly, always smiling, but lets not forget you were NOT a morning person, not smiling in the morning!!! how many times did you call me from Miss Maz's room and tell me you were sorry for being grumpy in the morning!!! i will always remember those calls bethann. The hurt never goes away i have days that i think i am doing soo good but the hurt is always lingering, right in my heart. i love you more than words can say you are everything to me. MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL!!!!!!!!!!! i will always love you so much. Be with our family we all need you and love you.
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Date: Sun Sep 21 19:40:01 MDT 2014
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I miss you baby. So much.
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Date: Fri Jan 16 13:39:25 MST 2015
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Hello Angel,.. i just stopped by to say hello and let you know that I am thinking about you. I hope you had a wonderful Holiday season in heaven. We miss and think about you all of the time Bethann. I still to this day wonder what you would be like and I know we would have kept in touch after all these years. I love you!!
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Date: Wed Feb 4 20:02:50 MST 2015
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Hi Bethann! Just wanted to say hi and to let you know I was thinking about you and your family. I miss you very much, but I know you are doing great and watching over us all. Love, Kali
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Date: Tue Feb 10 06:51:34 MST 2015
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hi angel, i am missing like CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i wish u could be here with us.
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Date: Sun Feb 15 06:33:01 MST 2015
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happy valentines day angel, i always put your valentines bear out in the kitchen when valentines day comes around. it is the bear Dad got you for your last valentines day here with us. It is very special to us! Dad, john, and I miss you and love you so much!!! Keep smiling and laughing angel that is what you do best to keep us smiling and laughing. we will always love you and miss you my sweet angel!!!
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Date: Sat Jun 13 18:33:20 MDT 2015
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Happy 30th Bethann! I love you and miss you!!! 😇😇😇
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Date: Sat Jun 13 19:10:49 MDT 2015
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Miss you everyday. Love never fades. Happy Birthday Bethanny. All my love... - johnna
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Date: Sat Jun 13 19:20:16 MDT 2015
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Happy 30th birthday angel!! I cannot believe 30 wow. I miss you so much. Jawn came in for the weekend so that made today much easier for dad and I. Soooo glad he is here!!!!! I wish u were here so we can have your birthday week. We will never ever ever forget you Bethann you r so special to us!!!!!!! I cannot even begin to tell u how much I miss you. Happy birthday in heaven my beautiful bubbly angel. MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Date: Sat Jun 13 19:41:19 MDT 2015
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Happy 30th birthday Bethann! I know you're having the best birthday in Heaven but I can't help but want to be spending it with you here. I love you and miss you so incredibly much. I know the day I see you again we will pick up right where we left off. YBFFAE Beth <3
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Date: Mon Sep 21 09:13:17 MDT 2015
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Bethann, I woke up this morning with you on my mind. I find it interesting that I start a new chapter of my life on all days, but today. I know you're here with me. I always think about you the most when the seasons begin to change for some reason. I see all of the changes in mother nature and it reassures me that you have a hand in that beauty surrounding us. I just wanted to personally thank you for ensuring that my friendship with your brother is still intact. He means so much to be as a friend and he is my little piece of you that I hang onto. I see his smile and it reminds me of yours. He has been a good friend to me over the years and no matter how long we go without catching up, I know he is there if I really need him. As you know, I still talk about you to this day and there is a place in my heart reserves for you and always will be Bethann. You were such a beautiful person. As years pass by and I experience the harsh realities of life more, I realize furhter that you truly were an angel walking amongst us. There arent many people like you down here. I love you girl, thank you for watching over me.
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Date: Mon Sep 21 15:28:25 MDT 2015
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"My Girl" played today when I drove to work. I can't even remember the last time I heard it. I know it was your way of letting us know that you are okay. Today is never an easy day, but I am comforted by your memories and all the smiles you brought to the world. Please keep watching over us all. Love, Kali
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Date: Sat Feb 13 15:04:58 MST 2016
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hello my beautiful angel, i am missing you so much. i keep thinking what would bethann be doing now. i know gram is with you now that comforts me a little. all this time has gone by and it still doesnt seem possible that you of all people would be gone, i miss your smiling face, your laugh, your sarcasm, your kisses, your hugs, the way you would plop down on my lap and say play with my hair mom. i miss everything about you so very much. you should be here with us. i will always love you so so much. may your memory be etetrnal.
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Date: Sun May 8 09:28:57 MDT 2016
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hey angel just wanted to say how much i love u and miss u!!!! keep watching over us! may your memory be eternal!!!!!
Name: Malena Mazurek
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Date: Mon May 23 18:27:13 MDT 2016
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Hi Bethann: I have not posted anything in a long, long time but I haven't forgotten you. I still think about you everyday and I know you are watching out for my Ethan. We lost another student today.....Andrew Kraemer.....please help him find his way.
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Date: Mon Jun 13 04:51:25 MDT 2016
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Happy Birthday, Bethann! Your bench is very nice. I think of you and your family often. My Beloved Marianne is up there now. Please give her a hug from me. Love you always. God Bless
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Date: Mon Jun 13 17:56:46 MDT 2016
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happy birthday my beautiful Bethann!! i hope you are having the BEST birthday ever in Heaven!!! i cant believe you would be 30 today i wonder what you would be doing with your life. I hope you like your flowers Dad picked the flowers out of the yard and made a beautiful bouquet for you!! we all miss you so very much Angel!!!!!! i know you watch over us daily but please keep an extra eye on Virginia she could use an Angel now!!! i love you love you so much i miss you i miss you so much!!!!! happy birthday my gorgeous and beautiful daughter!! MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL!!!! you are always in my heart i love you
Name: Sue
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Date: Tue Jun 28 17:43:04 MDT 2016
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Hi Bethann. I haven't written for a while, but I think of you often....when I see your picture, drive past your house or see the stuffed animals or Beatrix Potter book you gave Leah for her birthday one year. Thanks for watching over us. 💗 Love, Sue
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Date: Sun Jul 31 07:38:57 MDT 2016
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Hi Angel just wanted you to know I am really missing you. I love you so much!!!!
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Date: Wed Sep 21 05:37:41 MDT 2016
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Miss you like crazy Bethanny.
Name: Kristin
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Date: Wed Sep 21 12:03:28 MDT 2016
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Bethann, I can't believe it has been 14 years. This day never becomes easier as the years pass by. My memories of you stay vivid in my mind and I will continue to cherish them. Love you Angel.
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Date: Wed Sep 21 14:00:28 MDT 2016
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My heart still wrenches on this day every year. I will always miss you and everything about you. I love you Bethann, please be with your family <3
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Date: Wed Sep 28 11:53:05 MDT 2016
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hey angel i dont even know what to say just wanted to tell you how much i am missing you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i love you so very much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Date: Mon Dec 26 10:50:36 MST 2016
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hi Angel, i hope you are having a wonderful Christmas season up there in Heaven!! I know we are missing you like crazy down here! The holidays are so different now. jawn has been here and it has been great just enjoying one anothers company and being together!! I love you and miss you so so very much I wish you were here with us!! MAY YOUR MEMORY BE ETERNAL!!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!!!
Name: D? Howard
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Date: Sat Dec 31 08:45:10 MST 2016
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Although I have never met Bethann, I was touched by all the comments from others who loved and knew her. Even though many years has passed since you lost her, I'm sure there is still much pain. I have found much hope and encouragement in God's Word the Bible regarding death. Please notice what John 5:28 states, "do not be amazed at this, for the hour is coming in which all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice and come out". This is only one promise that we can look forward too in our future. Hope this brings you some peace and comfort.